my old life

Chapter 1003 Never admit defeat
I wish I could go back and have a real fight with Du with a real knife and a gun. I'm not afraid of anything if I have a leather mask, but I know I can't!

Because I clearly know in my heart that doing so can't change anything, and it can't change Shiliu's situation!

Thinking differently, if I were Mr. Du, the thing I am most afraid of now is not that I will go back and trouble them... but I am afraid that I will just hide and disappear!

The invisible danger is the deadliest!They will be in a state of anxiety and restlessness, and they will be in a panic... because they don't know when I will jump out and give them a fatal blow!
Looking at the dark sky outside the car window, I think now is not the time to call Shiliu, because I am afraid that Du will be by her side!

Every bit of the past flashed in my mind, I thought about Shiliu’s smile and warmth, and every time he extended a helping hand to me without hesitation... everything seemed to be turned into a shackle, locked tightly hold my heart!
At this moment, I can only wait for the call, only her call can solve all the knots in my heart, and at the same time, it can also let me dispel all worries!

The long night seems to have just begun. The purpose of returning to Wencheng overnight is not to be afraid of Buddha Qianxiao, because I know what to do is the most correct way!
When it was nearly nine o'clock, the phone flickered, and when I saw the phone number of Shiliu, my heart was finally excited. The introduction of the revenge plan finally came!
"Hi, is there anything you can do on the phone?" I pretended to be relaxed, ready to start confirming all the thoughts in my heart!

"You, where are you? Are you okay?" Sixteen's voice was very small, but there was anxiety in his tone!
"Of course I'm fine? What's the matter?" I deliberately started to pretend to be confused, and vaguely understood what she meant.

"It's fine! I thought you were going to..."

"Is it right to go to the Mood Bar? Actually, I didn't go, I inquired for a friend!" I changed the subject without saying a word, but I already had the answer in my heart.

Sixteen clearly knew that the Mood Bar was a trap. She was afraid that I would be recruited, which is why she called me so many times. Every call could be understood as concern... her heart was warm!
"A friend?" Sixteen gasped in surprise, but there was a hint of excitement and joy in his voice!

"That's right! A friend asked me to find out, so I asked Shitou... how did you know?" I continued to pretend to be relaxed, and the knot in my heart was constantly being untied.

"It's nothing, as long as you're fine! Huh..."

"Of course I'm fine, how about you?" I deliberately asked back, but this sentence is a pun!Shiliu on the phone was silent.

Time passed slowly, and I was very calm while smoking a cigarette, because after some things were clarified, there was no turmoil in my heart, and all the anger and hatred turned into something that must be done.

If you hold hatred and anger in your heart, you will go crazy, but if you take revenge as something you must do, such as eating and sleeping, your mentality will change accordingly!
"I'm sorry." As soon as Shiliu opened her mouth, I was caught off guard. In fact, others don't understand her situation and grievances, but I can understand!
"I should be the one who should say I'm sorry, I've made you feel wronged! Mr. Du is a nice person today... Is the chicken soup delicious?"

I pretended to be relaxed and asked, and the other end of the phone fell silent again.

Shiliu's two silences have already let me know that all my guesses are correct, and the person surnamed Du is definitely not a good thing!

Because I know Shiliu's character clearly, she always likes to bury her thoughts in her heart, she bears the heavy mission of AOB, if she wants to get back everything she once had, she has to be controlled by others!
"Actually, I've always been a good judge of people. Mr. Du is a nice person... If it's convenient for you to talk now, let's talk about Mr. Du."

I took the initiative to break the silence and tried my best to make the atmosphere more relaxed. I also wanted to understand this scumbag opponent!
"What are you talking about?" Sixteen's tone was a bit lonely, it seemed that she took what I just said seriously!It proves that Du is definitely not a good bird!
"Let's talk about how Mr. Du threatened you with family interests, how he approached you brazenly, and why he borrowed someone else's hand to get rid of me."

"You know everything?" Sixteen's tone was full of surprise, and at this moment all the conjectures in my heart became reality!

It's not that Shiliu is not good at hiding himself, but that I have hooks in every sentence to confirm my conjecture.

"I know but I can't show it... because I need time too much now! I need someone to take care of you!"

What I said was extremely sad, because I know that this care is a threat. In fact, I want to take Shiliu out of Shencheng, but I know she will definitely not agree... But today I am going to try again!
"Sixteen, can you leave Shencheng with me? Give me some time and I will help you get everything back!"

"You're different from others...but this is my home, and I won't leave no matter what!"

Sixteen's tone was extremely firm. I knew she had a lot of worries, and I also knew that she would not give in easily.

In fact, once she leaves Shencheng, it means letting go completely. If she is willing to let go, she will not be here today. The more I understand her character, the more I know that I can't change her...

"Even if I, Xiong Sanming, can't become your boyfriend, I won't let a scumbag become your boyfriend! That Du is the young boss of New Bailian, right?"

As soon as the words came out, Shiliu fell silent, and her silence was the best answer to me, because I could take it as the default!
"Xiong Sanming, you have misunderstood. In fact, Mr. Du is very kind to me, really!" Shiliu changed the subject, but I knew she didn't want to hurt me!
"If you said this a few hours ago, I might believe it, but now I don't believe it! Is it worth it to wrong yourself for the benefit of the past?"

I asked in a low voice, I was afraid that mentioning money interests would hurt her self-esteem, but I really don't want to see her live like this!
"Whether it's worth it or not, it's not a matter of money interests... No matter what, I will avenge my grandfather's revenge!"

What Shiliu said was extremely firm, but I knew what she meant by revenge... Her bargaining chip was herself, and she did everything she could without thinking about the consequences.

"I know you have to do this, and I understand your thoughts, but you lack a condition to support you to do this! Have you thought about it for yourself?"

"We're all defeated by time, aren't we?"

Sixteen's words made me silent. These words represent her helplessness and unwillingness, and also represent her waiting and expectation for me...

At this moment, I felt unspeakably uncomfortable, and the complicated emotions made my heart extremely sad!The feeling of wanting to do it but not being able to do it is really uncomfortable!
"If Du is a good person, then I will definitely not disturb your normal life! Because I know that there are some things I can't give and can't do... But I don't want you to wrong yourself, can you understand?"

"Xiong Sanming, do you know why I asked you if you have a girlfriend? Because I have been waiting for you...because you are different from others!"

Shiliu's words made me feel uncomfortable like a needle prick. Why don't I know this feeling, but I need time too much now!Really need it!

"I just want a word from you! An answer from your heart!" Sixteen's tone became agitated, and I knew she had moved Mingzhu's heart!

If she is really determined, then she will embark on a path that is beyond redemption!She is betting on her life's happiness, and I absolutely cannot let her lose!

"True feelings don't need to be announced. I don't want to talk about this issue now and I don't want to put pressure on you... because I just want you to choose feelings without any pressure!"

I don't want to put too much pressure on her, and I don't want her to feel that she owes me anything, because any relationship based on interests is impure, and I don't want to embarrass her.

"Xiong Sanming, thank you for your words!"

"No! This is definitely not the end! This is just the beginning! Do you understand? I will never let you lose the happiness of a lifetime! Do you understand!"

I almost screamed, I will never just watch her walk into the abyss of eternal doom!If there is really a person who is going to enter the abyss, then I would rather that person be me!
"Please give me some time! Be sure to wait for me no matter what!"

"Okay, I'm waiting for you!"

After I finished speaking, I hung up the phone, unknowingly there was a monstrous wave in my heart, and all the emotions that I hadn't spoken before all exploded!I hate myself more now than ever before!
At this most fucking age, I still want to protect the person I want to protect the most. I have lost to time once, but I will never lose to time for the second time!
(End of this chapter)