my old life

Chapter 1009 Good and Evil Buddha and Demon
I don't have any doubts about the intention of the old monster Buddha to kill me, because I have always understood a simple and easy-to-understand truth... that is, no matter how handy or useful a knife is, if it may hurt yourself, it must not be used!
To put it simply, no matter how precious a person who is not under his control is, it is a dangerous existence!Just like I used to worry about being dumb!
Thinking in another way, if I were a monster, if I had a quick-thinking and ruthless person under my command, then controlling or not would be the decisive key!

This feeling is exactly the same as I used to worry about being dumb!I know the taste of worry and worry in it!

It was a feeling that I wanted to use but didn't dare to use it with confidence, and wanted to win over but knew I had no control over it... I've already found out the purpose of my postgraduate entrance examination today!
Presumably, the old monster Buddha already knew about the conflict between me and Wu Tian. I have never had such a strong hostility before... This shows that the old monster Buddha has become suspicious!

"Old man, the question of whether this crow will bring an ominous omen does not lie with itself, but with how others perceive it!"

I directly applied those views on the dumb, and now I feel like I have become a dumb, and the Buddha and the monster have become me!
At this moment, I can feel the helplessness of the mute, but I can also understand the mind of the old monster Buddha!Even in his wildest dreams, the old monster Buddha would never have imagined that I had experienced such a thing at a young age, and he would never have imagined that I had figured out his thoughts!
"Everyone wants it to die, why do you want it to live?" The old monster Buddha looked at me calmly, without any waves in his eyes.

But I know that the crow in his hand represents me!How could I put myself in danger?
"Because it is a unique existence! The reason why everyone wants it to die is because of helplessness, but also because of fear and fear! The more people want it to die, the more they prove their incompetence!"

I gave the answer unceremoniously. This truth is just like how gamblers view cheaters. The reason everyone hates them is only because of fear and fear, but also because of their helplessness towards cheaters!
"Why do you go against the wishes of most people? Have you thought about the consequences of letting it survive?" Old Monster Buddha looked at me calmly, but I understood it as soon as I heard this!

The old monster Buddha is using a crow as a metaphor for me!He was asking me for an answer!He is thinking of his own interests!

"I haven't thought about any consequences, but I think this crow will definitely not be caught without a fight. Anyone who wants to kill it will be hit hard by it!"

I stated my position quietly, just like this crow held in someone else's hand, no matter who wants my life, I will not catch it without a fight!

"What if this crow can't protect itself? It's like its life is in my hands now..."

The old monster Buddha finally clarified the essence of the matter, indirectly saying that my life is in his hands!As for whether he will protect me or not, that's in his mind!
"If the crow doesn't have enough ability to protect itself, then the best way is to obey this hand! This hand can easily crush it to death but it can also protect it!"

I answered very clearly word by word, and through this crow, I also expressed my position, that is, I am willing to accept the protection of the old monster Buddha!

"Seeking protection is a good way, but what if one day it no longer needs protection?" Old Monster Buddha looked at me meaningfully, and I understood what he meant!
"The crow still has the grace to repay the food, and a person must be grateful!" I gave my own answer, which seemed to be my answer inadvertently, but it was after my careful consideration!
"That's right! Those who know the current affairs are the best!" Old Monster Buddha nodded with a chuckle. Through this crow, he got the answer he wanted, that is, I seek his protection at a critical moment of life and death!
Two days ago, I would not have had such thoughts, let alone accept the fate of being controlled by the Buddha, but after I came back from Shencheng, I changed my mind!

I know my mission and my own shortcomings, and I know that what I gamble is the happiness of my sixteenth life and my own feelings!I can't lose no matter what!I want to win this gamble with the help of the old Buddha family!
"For the sake of you being my closed-door disciple, I released this crow this time." Old Monster Buddha casually put the crow back into the cage, and I also breathed a sigh of relief!

"Thank you, old man, for your kind thoughts. I think this crow will be grateful!" I used the crow to express my thoughts, and the old monster Buddha would definitely understand the meaning!
I have to say that old monster Buddha is amazing!There are some things he wouldn't say to his face, but borrowing such a crow can make me understand what he means.

In fact, I want to thank myself for my past experience. If I hadn’t experienced the worries and guesses about the dumb, then I would not understand the mind of the old monster...

If the dumb had told me his determination directly and clearly, then I wouldn't have spent so much time in doubting... After I understood this feeling, I directly let the old Buddha understand my thoughts clearly!
"Why did I release this crow? Is it a good idea? What is a great good? What is a great evil? Why is there a difference?"

As soon as the old monster Buddha changed his subject and asked a question, his eyes immediately changed!I am so familiar with this look!
He used to have this kind of eyes when he was playing chess, he kept thinking and pondering, pulling me into a thinking world without making a sound, and taught me by borrowing things to describe others!
"For this crow, the grace of not killing is a great good! For other people who want it to die, it is a great evil. Right and wrong are differences caused by different perspectives of interests."

I replied respectfully, and the old monster Buddha nodded slightly.

"Since you understand all the truths, why do you easily give me the definition of kindness?"

The old monster Buddha changed the subject, and I suddenly understood!I get it all!
Just now, Old Monster Buddha used a crow to let me understand an extremely important truth!I know this truth but have never really done it!

The so-called great good and great evil are nothing more than differences caused by different interests!But I have never been set into my inner world!

In fact, the great kindness to others is the greatest evil to oneself, just like helping others in daily life, it often makes oneself miserable.

In other words, doing great evil to others can bring about a favorable situation for yourself, that is, doing great kindness to yourself. There is no distinction between good and evil in the world!
"Those who keep trying to persuade others to be good but make things difficult for themselves, those who pretend to be good but do evil to themselves are nothing but hypocrites!"

I realized a very important truth, which instantly shattered the last layer of worry in my heart!That's ego guilt!
"Very good! That's why some people eat vegetarian food and chant Buddha all their lives but have no wisdom root! They can't see the essence of things!"

"Thank you sir, I understand!"

Although the words of the old monster Buddha are extreme, but I have to say the truth!It is definitely difficult for ordinary people to understand this kind of words, but for me, it is like penetrating the last ties in my heart!
I used to think that I was wrong in many things, and that many things were against good intentions, but I was only doing it for my own benefit!

I used to think that many things taught people to be good, but I didn’t know that I touched the interests of the devil unknowingly, and I would become the first person to be attacked by the devil!

Such a simple truth has troubled me for so long. From now on, I no longer feel guilty, because kindness to myself is the real kindness!
"Although you have some roots of wisdom, you are destined not to be on the right path, because you still lack one thing."

What Old Monster Buddha said is very meaningful, but if he really wants me to understand this truth, might he let me be a so-called good person?
Can a good person survive in the world of intrigues and deceptions?Can a good man seek revenge on his former disciple?Can stand beside the second uncle and fight a bloody road together?

The bloody world has always existed in all walks of life. Since I choose this line and enter this line, is there any difference in other industries?

"If you were given a choice, which one would you choose between Buddha and Demon?"

"If I had to choose, I would definitely choose to be a villain!"

"Give me a reason."

"I don't want to be an enemy of the devil, because the devil will not have kind thoughts in his heart! Even if I am an enemy of the Buddha, even if I fail, the Buddha has kind thoughts in his heart, and I only keep all the kindness for myself!"

"Good! Good! Good! Who told you this sentence?" The old monster Buddha said three good words in a row, and his expression became extremely excited.

"It was the old gentleman who taught me to understand this truth."

In fact, I didn’t say that I heard this sentence a long time ago. It was a sentence that the mute used his life experience to warn me...

(End of this chapter)