my old life

Chapter 1180 The Perfect Trap
Looking at the broken mirror in front of me, I saw countless mes, and at the same time, I saw the weak and frightened eyes in the mirror!

Am I Xiong Sanming or Ye Lingyun?I suddenly raised my hand and slapped myself a few times, the numbness and pain on my face instantly stimulated my nerves!
I sat on the ground and panted heavily, feeling like my whole body was exhausted. The feeling of fear just now was so strong, and the ruthless aura was so real!

But I can't remember all the thoughts just now, my whole brain is blank, and my consciousness is blurred and blurred.

I lay on the floor of the bathroom and breathed heavily, closing my eyes and trying to calm myself down, I don't know why just for a moment, I even felt a feeling of hating myself!
I always felt that there were two consciousnesses in my head, so I quickly got up and turned on the faucet, and put my head directly under the faucet to flush.

The cold water instantly stimulated the nerves of my scalp, and my body trembled involuntarily. The coldness drove away all the mess in my head...

Immediately afterwards, my head felt like it was exploding. Looking at the shattered mirror in front of me, I couldn't even remember what I had just experienced, but there was still fear and tyranny in my heart!

This complicated feeling made me a little crazy. I took out a cigarette and took a few puffs. The familiar smell of cigarettes made me feel a lot more inclined.

"I'm Xiong Sanming, I'm Xiong Sanming!" I kept repeating to myself, I wanted to drive all thoughts out of my mind!

Now I don't think about how to break the game, let alone how to digest everything just now. At this moment, I just want to get everything out of my head!
The drops of water from my head moistened the cigarette in my hand. I wiped my head with a bath towel and lit another cigarette. My whole body collapsed on the bathroom floor.

After the complex emotions of fear and tyranny, the whole person became extremely refreshed. I knew that I had found a way to break the situation, but I dare not think about it now.

I have to calm my mind down, and I have to have a period of time for my body to adapt. Sometimes I am too involved and I will enter the vicious circle of thinking and cannot get out!

To be honest, I don’t want to become a mental illness myself. I heard that mental illness means that the mind enters a strange circle, and it is impossible to return to the normal world in a world!
Just now I clearly felt another world, and I clearly felt that the enemy I was facing was myself!I can even feel Ye Lingyun's emotional changes in that world!

Everything is so real, I keep telling myself that everything is unreal, I keep telling myself that everything is conceived by myself...

In fact, everything in the real world is seen by the eyes, and you can think with normal logical thinking in this space, but if you build a world in your brain, no matter what you do, everyone will think it is correct!

Now as soon as I close my eyes, I feel that a world will appear. I stare at the ceiling, try to let my eyes see more things around me, and tell myself that this world is real!

This feeling really makes people panic from the bottom of their hearts, and you can't feel it unless you experience it yourself...

I don't know how long it took, the world in my mind gradually collapsed and disappeared, and everything was forgotten by me, but I left the recording phone in advance!
I have long guessed that if I really put energy into empathy, there might be problems. In the vicious circle of thinking, I can clearly know all my weaknesses, and the illusioned devil can easily design a 'perfect' trap!

Half a day later, I got up and drank some water. I glanced at the time and it was already twelve o'clock in the evening. The time passed so quickly before I knew it. I glanced at the phone recording for nearly an hour!
I picked up my phone and turned to find the charger, what was recorded in it I'm not in a hurry to know, now I just want to rest!

After tidying up everything, I fell on the bed, closed my eyes and fell asleep, even though my thoughts were chaotic, I would still be myself when I woke up!

The night flies by, and the next day I wake up with a splitting headache and a stuffed nose...

I touched my forehead, and I didn't expect to have a fever at this time!

I knew it must be the cold caused by the cold water I showered on my head last night. My mind started to hurt when I thought about something. I thought it would not be a good choice to take a rest.

Drowsy and let the time go by, I feel more comfortable than ever after letting myself go. This is the first time I feel comfortable with a cold!
Standing in front of the hotel window in a daze, smoking cigarettes one after another, looking at the real and strange world outside, I took a deep breath to feel the sunshine.

I didn't expect that I would feel a little strangeness in the real world, but I knew in my heart that this world was the real world, and everything else was illusory!

I used to hear that psychopaths talk nonsense about changes in the weather, but insist on saying it’s raining even though it’s sunny. That’s because it’s really raining in the constructed world, and everything you see with your eyes can no longer be called the real world!

I didn't know if there was something wrong with me, so I stretched out my hand out of the window to feel it. The sun was shining on my body, and my body was slightly warm, and the wind was blowing gently, bringing a touch of softness.

The feeling of headache has not subsided. I don’t know if it’s because I overuse my brain or because I have a cold. As long as I don’t use my brain, my head hurts less...

I stood in front of the window and watched the time change quietly, and watched the sun gradually set. I remember when I was a child, I would often play crazy for a day to make myself sweat profusely, and then sit beside the haystack to watch the sunset quietly...

Back then, life was always carefree, and having a new toy or a big bag of snacks would feel like having the whole world, but now everything has changed...

I don't want things that I couldn't get when I grow up. I think maybe this is the taste of growing up!

As the sun set and darkness enveloped the earth, I made a big bowl of noodles and drank it, then turned on the phone and listened to the voices from inside.

I could recognize my own voice, but the tone was very strange... as if I was really facing Ye Lingyun.

Listening to all the words on the phone brought back memories in my heart bit by bit, but now I can clearly distinguish the real world from the illusory space.

The call was recorded for more than an hour, with intermittent intervals, and when I listened to everything, I already knew what I should do.

I picked up my mobile phone and called my second uncle. I thought he must know about this matter, and he should also listen to the contents of the mobile phone.

"Hello Sanming?"

"Where are you, Uncle? I have something to show you... something very, very important!"

"What? So mysterious?"

"It's hard to say whether everything about Ye Lingyun's plan is true or not, but I think you should listen to it."

"I'm in Qilu Building, come here and I'll ask Ah Yu to pick you up!"

"understood!"

The second uncle didn't directly mention his location, I know he was deliberately guarding against it, because he doesn't know what my situation is at the moment, and it's better to be careful in everything!
I learned another trick from my second uncle, and we must treat it very differently in extraordinary times, and now there is no room for a little mistake!

I packed up and left the hotel and went straight to the Qilu Building. Brother Yu picked me up at the door half an hour later.

He directly took me out of the Qilu Building, and instead entered another hotel not far away, which shows that the second uncle is very careful!
After some twists and turns, I saw my second uncle in a room. He was sitting next to the sofa smoking a cigarette, his eyes deep and calm.

"Second uncle."

"sit down."

"Brother Yu, please leave first, thank you!"

"Okay!" Brother Yu agreed and immediately turned around and left, as if he didn't mind at all.

"What's so mysterious?" Second Uncle asked curiously, I took out my phone and put it in front of him, found the recording and started playing it.

From the beginning of the recording playback, the second uncle frowned, and I took out a cigarette and sat quietly on the sofa. I am no longer unfamiliar with all this.

I can clearly distinguish between reality and illusion, and I also know that in the world I have built, I am facing a devil!
I don't know if I am also a devil, but I can guess all the thoughts in it. The answer to breaking the game is in the phone recording, but I don't know if I can get the approval of my second uncle...

Ye Lingyun's brilliance lies in his means. We know that we are being used by him but we have to do it. If we are led by the nose by him, we will definitely not end well!

If I can get Second Uncle's permission, I want to start with Ye Lingyun to break the game, give up Master Zeng and really shift the target to Ye Lingyun!

(End of this chapter)