my old life

Chapter 1195
After the turmoil just now, Shiba will definitely not leave easily, and it is estimated that Chen Lei will not let her leave either!

I patiently knocked on the door again, this time I am going to ask a tentative question!
"Bang bang bang, Miss Eighteen?" I lowered my voice and asked in a low voice, and then her voice came from inside!

"who is it?"

"Sister Eighteen, open the door, it's me!"

I lowered my voice and said, no matter whether she can recognize who I am, but the one who can call her Shiba must be a classmate!

The door was opened with a gap, and she hid behind the door and glanced at me quietly, and my heart skipped a beat when I saw her!
Her fair face was already flushed, her entire face was swollen from the beating, and there were still tears in the corners of her eyes... There were bruises on her fair shoulders!
She obviously didn't know my current appearance, but the moment I opened the door, I suddenly heard a rattling sound from the bathroom. Could it be that someone was taking a shower in it?

"Who is it!" Chen Lei asked without a good voice, I knew my chance had come!
"Hush! Eighteen, don't talk, don't close the door and hide it, I will go in and save you if something happens!"

After I finished speaking, I suddenly turned my head and rushed to the elevator entrance. Seeing that the elevator was standing still on the first floor, I immediately pressed the elevator!
To be honest, I am also very nervous now, I know that those people downstairs will come up at any time, and they may even be on this elevator right now!

I have to buy time and opportunities for myself. Tonight, I have already moved to kill people, not just for myself, otherwise Chen Lei, a bastard, will harm others in the future!
While waiting for the elevator, I was extremely anxious. Watching the elevator slowly go up, I didn't know if there was anyone in it, but I had to take a gamble!
Soon the elevator came up and opened, and I was relieved when I saw no one was there!

I immediately took out the fire ax on my body and put it in the middle of the elevator door. I wiped the handle of the ax to make sure no fingerprints were left on it, and I also made sure that the elevator door would not close. Those waiting for the elevator below had to take the stairs if they wanted to get up!
After finishing everything, I turned my head and walked to Chen Lei's room. I had already held the ceramic gun in my hand. I will kill him no matter what tonight!Even if it sent me to hell, I would admit it!

I know the consequences of what I do, and I also know that it's not worth losing my life because of such a scum, but now I have no worries!

I wear a human skin mask and no one will recognize me, so I'm bound to die!Not only for the hatred in my heart, but also for the choice in my heart!

When I got to the door of the room, I opened the door and walked in. There was a smell of smoke in the room, and the sound of running water in the bathroom was very clear!
I first walked into the room and took a look at Shiba, who was dressed down and curled up in the corner of the bed with a frightened look on her face. For a moment, I felt mixed feelings!
I gestured to her to cover my ears, then turned around and took out the ceramic gun and held it tightly in my hand!
I made up my mind, I narrowed my eyes slightly just to hide the murderous look in my eyes!
Suddenly the sound of running water in the bathroom disappeared, and I suddenly opened the door and stepped in. Chen Lei looked at me naked with surprise on his face!Without saying a word, I raised my hand and pulled the trigger!
In an instant, he was limp and motionless on the ground!

Then he quickly dodged out of the room, pretended to be calm and walked quickly to the elevator!
I don't know why my heart is very calm at this moment. I didn't have any thoughts or waves for a moment just now, and I didn't even feel a little nervous!

There used to be an invisible guillotine hanging above my head, as if it would fall down at any moment, as long as I stretched out my head, I would definitely pay the price for it...but I don't regret it!

When I walked into the elevator, I kicked the fire ax away, pressed the elevator calmly and waited for the elevator to descend. At the same time, I heard the sound of cursing from the corridor next to me.

"Who the hell occupies the latrine in the middle of the night and doesn't shit? He died in the elevator!"

"Maybe the elevator is broken, go up and have a look!"

Hearing the voices belonged to several people, the elevator door closed and began to descend slowly, my mind was firm without any fear.

Just now I deliberately left a few bullets in order to prevent any accidents. I hope that Eighteenth Sister can start to choose life again!

The elevator stopped on the first floor, and I felt a little nervous in my heart, secretly holding the ceramic gun in my hand!
The elevator door opened without the imaginary scene, everything was quiet as if nothing had happened, the sound of the gunshot on the sixth floor should not be heard here...

I quickly walked out of the elevator and left the Seoul Casino. After picking up the car in the parking lot and leaving smoothly, I was secretly relieved!

The night in the wee hours of the morning is very deserted, and I know it won't be long before this place will become lively and everything will be discovered.

Leaving Shencheng now is the best choice, but I still have one last bit of reluctance in my heart. Before I leave, I decided to take a look... Although it is very risky, my inner emotions are already surging!
Soon the car came to the Shanshui Community, I parked the car downstairs where Shiliu used to be and looked up, wondering if she still lives here now.

Facing the dark building, I thought of everything that happened here, the love in my heart, and her gentle eyes...

Some people say that the brightest star in the world is the North Star, but I bet he has never seen your eyes.

Standing downstairs, I took out a cigarette and lit it. The country that was once snow-covered and frozen for thousands of miles seemed to appear before my eyes. That winter will always be sealed in my memory!

The bits and pieces of the past are lingering in my heart. I still remember the warmth and smiling face, and even more the stubbornness that is so strong that it makes people feel distressed. I think true love should be willing to give without asking for anything in return...

Regardless of whether it is used or not, regardless of whether there is any entanglement of interests, if you don't ask for anything in return, why is it worth it?

At this moment I finally understand!Perhaps the most difficult thing in this world to explain clearly is emotion, but willingness to give is the best interpretation of emotion!

Don't care about the gains and losses of a single cent, don't chatter about the trivialities of life, and if you want something, can it be considered a relationship?
If we can return to the original and purest feelings, will there still be so many negative emotions in the world?Will the knot in my heart be untied?

Just let those things that were once entangled in your heart dissipate, let the wind take them to the clear sky, and take them to the distant snow mountains and grasslands to disappear completely!

A cigarette burned out in my hand, and the confusion in my heart has already belonged, and now I have to leave...

At this moment, the lights upstairs suddenly turned on, and my heart suddenly shook, because that was the place where Shiliu used to live!

I quickly dodged to the dark place next to me, using the darkness to hide myself, and soon a figure appeared in the window.

I can't see her with the light behind me, but I can feel it is her through my intuition. Can she feel my presence in the wee hours of the morning?

She was lying at the window and looking out quietly, she was so beautiful against the night, and I could also feel her loneliness, being alone at night was really hard!
Suddenly the car lights came on at the gate of the community, and my heart skipped a beat for a moment. I instinctively held the pistol and hid in the dark. Could it be that someone discovered it?

The car drove straight towards this side, I held my breath and tried my best to keep myself calm, no matter what the situation, I would not be caught without a fight!
Soon the car stopped at Shiliu's building, the lights were turned off, and a person got out of the car, but who would come here in the early hours of the morning?

The people who got out of the car quickly walked into the corridor with the help of the faint lights upstairs, wearing a suit and carrying a bag in their hands...

In an instant, I understood that the light was not turned on for me...

I shook my head helplessly and smiled, feeling a trace of sourness in my mouth. I came out of the darkness and looked up, and the figure in front of the window had disappeared.

Looking at the faint light shining on the ground from upstairs, I suddenly felt an inexplicable coldness. I don’t know why this night feels extraordinarily depressing. Only the lonely street lamp in the community illuminates this cold world.

I stood downstairs and looked up for a long time. The faint light did not go out, but the light in the kitchen next to it turned on...

I think there must be an extremely tired man sitting on the sofa right now, he might smoke a cigarette, he might say sorry to Shiliu, or he might say how busy things are today...

Shiliu should make a cup of instant noodles for him, or pour him a cup of hot water... The picture in front of him is blurry but painful!

What is the mottled night saying?Who can tell me how to choose?Who does the tenderness you give belong to?Who cares who I am?

(End of this chapter)