my old life

Chapter 1635

There is no winning or losing in the absolute sense in the world. Anything will have different results for different people. Everyone has a different definition of winning or losing.

Recalling everything I have experienced with Buddha Qianxiao, recalling the longing for Shiliu, recalling the friendship with Hulizi... everything has already entered my heart, and it will be indelible forever.

At this moment, I finally set foot on the place I wanted to go, and finally set foot on the way home... I didn't understand until this moment that home is where there are people who care about it!

I have decided to wash my hands and quit the arena, but I will not announce it, I will use my actions to show my attitude!

Similarly, I don't want to get involved in the world of gambling anymore, because it is too dark and sinister, and I don't want to go to small casinos to win money by tricks. I just want to earn clean money with my own hands!

In the eyes of others, my thoughts may be naive, but anyone who has struggled in the sea of ​​gambling will understand how happy it is to go back to shore!

It doesn’t need to be grandiose, it doesn’t need to be rich, as long as you can go back to the original starting point and put the opportunity to go ashore before you, how many gamblers can refuse to go ashore?
Unknowingly, my heart became extremely relaxed. In the process of smoking a cigarette, I unloaded a heavy psychological burden, and even lifted the invisible fetters and shackles on my body.

This moment of tranquility makes me feel extremely precious, even if it’s just an ordinary day, even if such days happen every day, but with a different mentality, everything you see will be different!
The scenery along the expressway is not beautiful, but the barren green hills and green farmland are the best landscape paintings. At this moment, the world is unprecedentedly clear!
In the future, I don't need to work hard to calculate others, and I don't need to think hard about putting eye drops on the hooks of my opponents. Isn't it another kind of life to take some fishing gear and go fishing by the river?
"Sanming, what are you laughing at? It looks like you're in a good mood!"

"Of course!"

"It must be very cool to ask three beauties to be wives at once. I don't have a girlfriend until now. When will you introduce me?"

"Damn!" I didn't expect Da Bing to come to me again to settle accounts. I had been told before that he wanted to introduce a girl with long legs to him, but it took several years...

"Just kidding! You don't need to introduce me to a girlfriend, it will appear naturally when the fate comes!"

"Yo? The soldier is not bad! It's rare to be able to think about it!" I teased, and handed over a cigarette.

"Don't ask for the right family, just want to feel the right place!"

"..."

I thought to myself that Dabing didn't know who he learned from, but he hangs out with Huizi in Shencheng, so he probably has to 'go to sea' sooner or later!
"Where did the fat man and the mute go? Why haven't I seen them?"

"Life and death depend on fate and wealth. They should be fine."

I'm not worried about what will happen to the dumb situation, because he is a trickster, and if he is useful, he will never be abandoned.

Whether it's Chen Longxiang or others, they all want to win over someone like Dumb. I don't want to continue playing in this arena anymore. As for how he chooses, it's up to him!
I remember the mute said that he wanted to raise a big dog. Generally, such people lack a sense of security, or have a sense of distrust in this world!

We have worked together for such a long time, I have doubted him and I have been wary of him, but he has never had any problems, let alone make me feel difficult.

In fact, when people come to this world to practice, they will encounter some sufferings more or less. The longer they live, the more they will see, and they know how to make choices for themselves!

If there is no accident, the mute should also choose to withdraw from the arena, because I remember his eyes at that time, pious and yearning!

"By the way, soldier, how did you find this place? How did you get news of me?"

"It's Fatty! He called me and said that something might happen to you, and then we rushed over overnight!"

"Fat man?"

"That's right! But I didn't see him when I came here. I thought he was with you!"

I couldn't help laughing when I heard this. It seems that the fat man has a bit of conscience. This guy is really an old fritters!

I don't know if he gave me face and a chance, or his wife and children a chance, but it doesn't matter now!

The only constant in the world is that everything is changing. People must learn to accept this reality and adapt to it. Only in this way can people grow!

"Thank you, soldier, I'll rest for a while."

"no problem!"

I stretched and lay on the back seat, feeling comfortable and tired, and the Erhai Lake in my dream is about to come to me...

He didn't know how long he had slept in a daze, and when he opened his eyes, he found that the car was still on the highway. It was already past two o'clock in the afternoon.

"Da Bing, where are we? Let's find a place to stop and eat!"

"Just arrived in Gusu, I will find a service area in a while."

"Let's find the exit directly. I'm not used to the food in the service area. Let's have a meal at a small restaurant!"

"Okay!"

In fact, the soldier didn't know that my destination was Dian County, and he didn't know what I would do next...

After getting off the expressway, I ate something in a hotel. When I was full, I asked Dabing to go to the room to rest, and then quietly left the hotel alone...

I took a taxi on the side of the road and left directly. I will not take anyone to Dian County, because I don't need to worry about any safety issues now, and it is safest to be alone!
May I ask those people from the rivers and lakes who hug each other before going out, which one is not empty-handed?May I ask those ordinary people, who dare not go out alone?

I know what I have done and I also know that I have blood on my hands. Even if I am caught, I deserve it. I am not afraid of retribution, because I know that retribution will come sooner or later!
As the saying goes, good people will be rewarded by good people, and evil people will be punished by evil people.

As a human being, you can't escape from what you have done, let alone your embarrassing self, because all of that happened for real!

I have never forgotten that I want to be a good person, and I have never forgotten the principles and bottom line in my heart, but there are so many last resorts in the world of rivers and lakes!
Whether it's for yourself or for the benefit of your relationship, if you do it, you have nothing to explain. People must be responsible for their own actions, and they must also be responsible for the evil debts they owe.

Once the wind and the moon are in the sky, the seasons in this world are changing and the time is constantly flowing. No matter what kind of people, there will be a day when they will enter the loess. Why should we be afraid of death?

At this moment, my heart is very peaceful, I accept the reality calmly, and I also enjoy the tranquility of this moment!

Enjoy one's hearty breathing, enjoy one's carefree, enjoy one's no need to worry about other people's feelings, all tolerance to others is cruelty to oneself!
The car was speeding all the way on the road, and in a blink of an eye, I got on the expressway and went straight to Dian County. It was a long journey, but my heart is free and I am not afraid of the torment of time!

"Young man, why don't you take a train or plane to go to such a far place in Dian County by yourself?"

The taxi driver took the initiative to chat. It would be nice to have someone to talk to during the long journey. He should be a local based on his accent.

"I'm in a hurry to meet my girlfriend, I'm afraid I won't have time..." I explained with a smile, in fact, why don't I want to go faster, it's just that I can't!

"So that's the case. It seems that the power of love is the greatest!"

"Ordinary life is the greatest! Working hard for life, love is only a part of life."

"It's rare that you can see it openly, young man, do you smoke?"

"Of course, I have the Xuanhe Sect here, master, let me have one."

I opened the cigarette and handed it over. The taxi driver took the cigarette without any hesitation, lit it and started smoking.

"This cigarette filter has a sweet taste, and it's very comfortable to smoke!" The driver looked very knowledgeable, and I took out one and lit it myself.

Although they don't know each other, there are not so many intrigues in the ordinary world. You can smoke a cigarette casually, and you don't have to worry about who will play tricks on the cigarette.

The taxi driver is very talkative, and he chatted a lot along the way, from short family stories to interesting news, I am basically a listener, because I don’t know anything...

In fact, this is the life that a normal person should have. I feel like I haven’t come out for a long time after being closed in the rivers and lakes. At this moment, I suddenly have a feeling of being reborn!
This feeling is like coming to another world, where I can feel the familiarity of the past, because I was not born to mess around.

No matter how old or young you are in your life, the most rare thing is to be able to see through everything and take it lightly...

(End of this chapter)