my old life

Chapter 1638 Freedom in Heart

Sitting under the clear blue sky with the slight sea breeze blowing, with a pack of cigarettes and a listener, an unknown battle between rivers and lakes is narrated...

From the moment they boarded the Sapphire Princess, everything there was like a separate and closed world, and ordinary people could not know what really happened in the casino.

From the beginning of the first game, the two sides opened up their stances to attack, and the conspiracy and traps were always accompanied. The confrontation of tactics and brains was unprecedentedly fierce. It was a competition of tricks and card skills!
The eight-faced ghost led the team to face the yin and yang face, a wonderful game of Texas Hold'em that was unforgettable, and at the same time, I also learned a lot of skills in that game.

The second game is to make a game and counter-break the game, to catch thousands and counter-catch thousands!Disguising and seducing on the optical poker, each has its own plan.

It was a game of twists and turns. The result was a contest with Qianshu, and the last one that killed Lao Wan was incomparably beautiful!And the thrilling before the final battle!

The poker was destroyed, the fat man turned his back on the water, and Bai Xingchen made a move to turn the tide!The love, hatred, hatred, the conspiracy, the appearance of the flying robbers and the people who buy each other's hearts, and the final battle where everything is lost...

All the stories that have happened are narrated, Fox is a good listener, sometimes her expression will become dignified, sometimes relaxed, and sometimes extremely nervous!

Although she didn't see all this in the game, but now she seemed to be there, facing the pressure and the endless night, it was a life-threatening game!

I talked about everything calmly, as if I was an outsider. Those stories that happened have become the past, and I don’t know how I survived...

As the saying goes, people are forced out. I think that when faced with that situation, I may have no other choice but to fight with all my brains!

The cigarettes in my hand burned out one by one, and when all the stories were told, everything fell into silence.

The fox looked at me without saying a word, as if he was still immersed in all the stories, but the story had already come to an end unconsciously, and all stories have a moment to end.

For me, the opportunity to tell a story is the best result, because at least I can still be alive!

"You look at me like that, it makes me feel really nervous." I teased, the fox's expression was serious.

"Sanming, do you know? All women like men with stories, and men who can bring them a sense of security!"

The fox looked at me with a different look in his eyes. I thought maybe this is the difference between me and others. After experiencing too much, my heart will become vicissitudes.

"Everything will be forgotten in the end, life is still going on, it may be God's will to survive!"

I looked at the sky calmly, all this is over after all, to be able to enjoy the sky at this moment is the best victory!

"This is not God's will, this is the result of you fighting side by side! This is the love between you men is stronger than gold!"

"Yeah! Everything is worth remembering, all friends have stories, but when the story finally comes to an end..."

"Is it time for you to wash your hands in the golden basin?" The fox looked at me straight, and I nodded slightly.

"Maybe, the only constant thing in this world is that everything is changing. Who can tell right from wrong?"

I have seen through the sinister people in the Jianghu world, and I have also seen through the choices people make when facing interests. In fact, all these are happening around everyone every day.

Routine and bureaucracy, intrigue and trap and slander, are always by our side!Just like the water and air in this world, it is essential to accompany us.

Society is a colorful world. Only darkness can set off light, and only evil can set off goodness. Everything complements each other and will never change.

"You have the ability to use your hands and eyes to reach the sky. If you continue to mess around, I'm afraid there will be another hero in the future!"

"I can't be considered a hero. People like Ye Lingyun are considered heroes. He doesn't even let go of his own eyeliner..."

I stopped talking at this moment. In fact, when I think about revenge on the old man wearing the Buddha beads, the way of revenge is even more cruel!
People have different mentalities in different positions. When I think I am doing the right thing, it may change in the eyes of others, because everyone sees different results from different perspectives of interests.

"You are no worse than him! In my opinion, you are stronger than him, because you value feelings!" Fox's words made me feel dumbfounded, because my strengths are also my weaknesses.

"I think that if you want to be a hero, you must fight and kill the rivers and lakes. I don't want to live that kind of life, and I don't want to occupy too many things that don't belong to me."

"It's rare that you can see it. This is something that no one else can do. You are different from others, and you are better than anyone else!"

"Maybe you're the only one who thinks this way! I've been a fool since I was a child. I have no evil intentions and never bully anyone. I have never had the potential to be a hero since I was a child."

I made a self-deprecating statement. In fact, I have been a kind-hearted person since I was a child, and I would feel sad for other people's misfortune.

When I ask myself, I have never bullied others, and I have never done anything that harms others or harms myself, but I admit that there have been times when I was cruel...

"You need talent to be a hero?" Fox looked at me curiously, and the atmosphere relaxed unconsciously.

"I think it should be necessary! At the very least, you must be ruthless, no matter who you are!"

I have hurt so many people in the past, no matter what the reasons and starting points are, the fact is that this cannot be changed, and I accept everything frankly.

"I understand, your heavy feelings make you unable to be ruthless, just like the fat bastard who eats inside and outside, he is absolutely confident!"

The fox said angrily, she should have heard the story just now, the fat man must have tipped off the news!
"No matter whether you are confident or not, everything has two sides. There are advantages and disadvantages in emphasizing feelings. This is the golden mean!"

I smiled and said something, I am also very surprised that I can understand the fat man, and I also know that I am no longer suitable for the world.

"Aren't you angry at all? You treated him so well and arranged for him a home. Can you really swallow this breath?"

The fox fights for me, she can see clearly what happens to me when everyone is doing things together, I really have a clear conscience towards Fatty.

"The person who helped you once may help you a second time, and the person who betrayed you once may betray you a second time... This sentence is true!"

"Actually, I gave Fatty a second chance to betray me. I gave him a chance to hurt me. To be honest, I don't blame him."

"why?"

"Under the circumstances and situation at that time, it was another matter whether we could get off the ship, let alone compete in the gambling game... Everyone will make plans for themselves!"

"You've really seen it! You've seen it through... Your mentality is indeed not suitable for messing around in the rivers and lakes, but you are really charming!"

"..."

"A man with principles and a bottom line is very charming. It's better to have experience, a city mansion, and a little bit of a naughty man. You are the type of man I like!"

The fox looked at me with a smile, and the swollen eyes made me very happy!
May I ask what else in this world is more fortunate than the person you like also likes you?

"I am willing to protect you all my life, maybe I will go ahead of you, maybe one day I can't keep my promise, but I will try my best!"

"Don't say that! I'm older than you, how can you walk in front of me?" The fox directly covered my mouth in desperation, and I smiled helplessly.

"Because I know that I will have to pay back sooner or later, it's nothing more than a matter of time... Everything depends on God's will!"

As the saying goes, life and death are determined by fate and wealth. I believe in luck and fate, and I also believe that there are some things that people can't change... No matter how much you want to change, you can't do anything!
"How about taking you around the Erhai Lake at noon? Let's go boating together!"

"Okay! Now I can go wherever I want! In fact, as long as my heart is free, no matter where I am, there is a world of freedom!"

I looked up at the blue sky. I never felt that the sky in the morning would be so beautiful, so blue, and so vast!

Maybe this is the blue sky I dream of, maybe this is the liberation I dream of, maybe this is the freedom I dream of!
(End of this chapter)