my old life

Chapter 1649
Hearing the whispered communication outside the door, I knew that I was being targeted, that green-skinned man was determined to fuck me, no matter if I had money or not, he would fuck me!
I don't know what they are trying to do, but I can hear the word 'receipt' clearly, and their tone is like talking about a cat or a dog!
I looked at all the people in front of me, they were lifeless and lifeless, the despair in their eyes was the most frightening!
Here I feel like hell, where reasoning is out of the question, brains and skills are useless here, a cold iron chain locks all my hopes.

Even if I hoped that they would let me die after emptying all the money in the bank card, no matter how much money I have, it is not as important as a life, but from the moment I was dragged here by Blackmore, bad luck began to come!
I used to think that I could travel all over the world with my mind, but until now I realized that some places are unreasonable!Some people are not you let him, he can restrain himself!
After the beating, my body was in burning pain. In fact, the pain in my heart was far greater than the pain in my body, and the silence was greater than the death of my heart!
The not-so-big hut in front of me is full of miserable guys, all of them are of different ages, and they all look like goosebumps, they must have suffered a lot.

I think they are all gamblers who lost the 'Myanmar Signing Bill'. After losing money here, their only fate is to be slaughtered. It would be fine if the family can give money to redeem people... But this kind of thinking is really naive up!
Now I hope to give me a chance to call home, but they treat me unscrupulously, which imperceptibly shows that they have nothing to fear!
The most frightening ones are Monkey Sister, Qing Scalp and those guys with hideous faces. They are all mainlanders like me!

If it fell into the hands of the Burmese, I would be happier. They don't have the slightest conscience and humanity when they fight against their own people!
What I regret most at the moment is trusting Heimo easily and letting him know that I dare not cross the border, but anyone who does not go through the normal border crossing procedures will die without being registered and no one will know!

Now except for the fox who knows my situation, no one knows where I am, no one knows my whereabouts, and no one will come to rescue me!
The arrogance of the past, the ambition of the past, the self-righteousness of seeing through the rivers and lakes... everything is so ironic now!

Facing the most common dregs of society like Sister Monkey and Qing Scalp, I am completely powerless to resist. No one here will reason with me!

No morals, no conscience, no humanity, facing such a group of people without any fear in this strange place, who can calm down?

Time passed slowly, the cold floor and the cold iron chain, I regretted quitting the arena for the first time, regretted my decision for the first time...

In the past, my second uncle used to say not to trust anyone. Not all mistakes in the world have a chance to correct themselves. Some mistakes are enough to make people pay the price of their lives once!
Also in this world, humans are the only animals that can know in advance that they will die. It is natural for living beings to fear death. It is a lie to say that they are not afraid at this moment!

I think I have seen through death and am not afraid of death, but I am afraid of dying in this place where no shit, and I am even more afraid of dying worthless!
Both physical pain and mental pain tormented me, I had to find a way to save myself, I had to find a way to hook them, using interests as a hook!
Time passed by every minute and every second, and I seemed to be forgotten in this hut, and the green scalp never appeared again, only occasionally hearing the sound of a lighter lighting a cigarette from outside the door.

"Brother, how much did you lose to be beaten like this?" Suddenly someone spoke, and his eyes fell on me.

What a look!There is numbness in the emptiness, lifelessness in despair, I swear I have never seen such eyes!
"How much did you lose?" I asked back, seeing how skinny and weak he was, as if he would die at any moment.

"I lost ten here, and I have already lost count before..."

"Is it right to lose by signing the bill? What will happen after losing here?" I asked with the last glimmer of hope, hoping to get an answer.

"I don't know what will happen. I heard that it might be sold... Maybe it will be a coolie in a mine, or it may be sold for internal organs. Does it matter?"

"Isn't it important?" I looked at him in astonishment, and the little hope in my heart was instantly shattered!

"This life has been like this, no one will care about my life... just let fate!"

His words made me extremely horrified. What kind of pain does it take to make a person lose the confidence to live?

I used to think that losing everything is not terrible, no matter how much money you lose, at least you can still live, no matter how much family you lose, there is a chance to reform...

But losing here is equivalent to losing their lives, and they will be sold as 'pigs'. Whether it is mine coolies or human organs, this word can't even make them feel scared!
I used to think that I had seen all kinds of gamblers and dogs, I thought I had seen all the extreme models and representatives, but now I feel that I am still too young!
I have never seen a gambler take it for granted, let alone lose so numbly, as if losing money is a matter of course, the only difference lies in the different gambling process...

Some people say that the darkest place is the truest place of human nature, and the most beautiful place is the most evil place, now I finally understand!

When faced with the dilemma of life and death, when faced with a group of devils without conscience, the fate of human beings is so fragile!
At this moment, I feel like those wild animals, waiting in horror to be determined by someone!

Now it seems that regardless of the domestic rip-offs or tour guides beating people, whether it is unfair treatment or bullying, all of them are not worth mentioning here!
I have never felt the preciousness of life like now, let alone the preciousness of the country!Also, I am not as helpless as I am now!
"If there is a next life, who would want to gamble?" A young man laughed at himself, he came in a few hours before me, I remember him!

"Just kidding, who would touch gambling in the next life! Even if you chop your hands, you won't gamble!" A man in his 30s joked, his eyes full of remorse.

"Me too."

"Me too."

The few people who were originally lifeless all opened their mouths, but in their eyes, I can't see any hope, except lifelessness is despair!

In fact, if I can have a next life, I don’t want to be involved in gambling and I don’t want to be a cheater, but life is just a one-way train, and if I make a mistake, I won’t have the chance to start over again!
Maybe there was a chance to turn back in front of me, but I didn't cherish it... Maybe there was a chance to return to the ordinary, but I missed it!
Time passes unknowingly, time passes very quickly at this moment, I am worried about the coming night, I am worried about the encounter I am about to face.

For the first time, I was afraid of the night, afraid of the rivers and lakes, and afraid of being sold as a 'pig', because I was a living person!
Coming to this paradise where gambling is legal, I gained all my cognition in a short period of time, and gave me a new definition of the sinister heart!

Man is an animal, a member of all creatures!There is no nobleness and no privilege, and instinctive fear and fear when facing life and death and danger.

I don't know how many times this kind of encounter will happen, I don't know how to deal with such a thing... I don't know where to go to seek justice, or even where to go to beg for mercy!
As night fell, there were some footsteps and laughter outside the hut, and the door was opened in a blink of an eye, and Qing Scalp appeared with a smile on his face.

"Brother, I didn't expect it to be so thick! You said you would have to suffer this!" Qing Scalp treated me very well, but I felt a little scared!
"Brother, can you give me a chance? I'm willing to give it as much as I want!" I looked at him pitifully, as long as he wants money, then I have a chance!

"Brother, it's not that my brother didn't give you this chance, it's your own bad luck!" Qing Scalp looked at me with a smile, and I was shocked in my heart!
"Brother, I beg you! Give me a chance, please? Let me make a call, and the money will be remitted immediately!"

I looked at him unwillingly. In fact, as long as the phone call can be made, someone will know my current location!

I believe that Uncle Er and Da Bing will find my location, I believe they will come to rescue me, they will!

(End of this chapter)