my old life

Chapter 1697 Inner Salvation

When I saw Da Bing and Huben, I knew this was a test, a test of life and death!

Donnie must have used the satellite phone to send text messages to the soldiers, or otherwise lured them to the door of the diamond casino, and tested me with brotherhood!
If I get out of the car now, I will definitely be beaten into a sieve. Not only will I not be able to run, but I will also implicate the soldiers and Huben!
The car passed by the diamond door slowly, I kept my eyes fixed and pretended not to see it, the situation was so sudden that I had no time to think carefully, silence is my best choice at the moment!

"Hitomi, have you ever been to Diamond? The decoration is getting better and better!" Long suddenly asked, he thought I didn't see Dabing and the others!

This reminder made me more sure that this is a test, an out-and-out test, because any 'coincidence' in the world cannot stand scrutiny!

"I've never been here, and I'm not interested in gambling." I turned my head and said nonchalantly, while avoiding the last chance to see Dabing and Huben!

They are not gamblers, let alone go to places like diamonds. The way Huben looked around just now must be looking for something!
"If you don't have to go back and pay the money, I really want to play two games here!" Long turned his head and looked out the car window, but I didn't look sideways.

At this moment, I acted as if I didn't find Dabing and Huben, because I needed time to think, and I needed to figure out Downey's real intentions!

Last time it was a flight, this time it was a dragon... But no matter what kind of test it is, there is one trick that can't escape, and that is to take advantage of people's inner luck!
I have not forgotten how to ask the middle-aged woman for help, I have not forgotten the look in her eyes, and the anger and unwillingness at the moment of being arrested!

In a blink of an eye, the car left the diamond parking lot, and I quietly glanced in the rearview mirror of the car window, and saw Dabing and Huben looking around, I couldn't tell what it was like in my heart!
I know that they traveled thousands of miles to come here for their feelings. In this unfamiliar place, they might be tricked everywhere!
Donnie wants to catch some of my handles and weaknesses. He needs to hold me hostage. No matter what, I can't give him this handle!
Because I know better than anyone what it's like to be controlled by others!I would rather be controlled by others than implicate my friends around me!

Soon the car started to go downhill, I don't know if Dabing and Huben will be in danger, at this moment I have no other choice but to pray...

If Donnie has a way to lure Huben and Dabing to a specific location, then he must have a way to catch them!I just don't know if he will do it...

I know Downey will have countless ways to arrest people. He can arrange for people to arrest Dabing and Huben and then let people "rescue" them. Not only can I not say anything, but I am also "grateful"!
I lit a cigarette and thought, if I were Donny, I definitely wouldn't keep a few of them with me!Especially the relationship that I am not familiar with!

After empathizing, I felt a little more at ease. Dabing and Hu Ben are very capable, but not everyone can easily control them, let alone everyone can easily control them!

I lowered the car window and took a deep breath. After some deliberation, I understood Downey's intentions tonight!
It seemed like he was giving me a choice, but he wasn't actually giving me a choice!If I get off the car and join Dabing and the others, the only end is death!

I believe in the ability of drug lords, and even more in their cruelty!They can place as many gunmen as they want, and send anyone to hell in any position!

It's a pity, no matter how smart Downey is, he is still alone!Even if he is cruel and insensitive, he is still a 'human'!
Downey will never guess what I really think in my heart, he will never be able to empathize with me, he will never understand why a cheater has such a firm transformation!

I have done so many bad things in the past, and I regard staying here as atonement, as an opportunity given to me by God, and all the guilt in my heart has a breakthrough!

For a cruel and insensitive drug lord like Downey, he will never understand what guilt is, and he will never understand what 'inner salvation' is!
The car bumped all the way away from Xiaomengla, my heart became more and more peaceful, and I even leaned on the seat in a daze...

No one knows how relaxed I am now, no one knows how relieved I am after suffering, and no one knows the taste of redemption!

No one in this world can redeem me, and no one can redeem anyone, even God makes people redeem themselves!
If a person even gives up hope for himself and waits for others to redeem him, how can such a person still be saved?So the only person who can really change your destiny is yourself!
At the darkest time between heaven and earth, the off-road vehicle returned to the kingdom of drug lords, winding around countless places along the way, and I have been quietly watching the night vision screen on the car.

I memorized the route to get here from Mengla when I was a child, and I can get the route out of here by reversing it!I'm afraid no one thought that I would remember the route, this is my hidden ability!
If one day I can complete the redemption, then I will definitely leave this place where no shit, but I don't know if I can still have that opportunity...

"Finally back, get out of the car!" Long greeted, and I got out of the car.

In the darkness I saw that the other jeeps had come back and our SUV was the last one.

There was a faint light in the central bamboo building, which should be the light of candles. I took the box and walked towards Downey's bamboo building.

I was caught by the design in the last shipment. I don't know where the money from the delivery will be placed, but I know it must be handed over to Donnie!

In the dead of night, Jingsen was still guarding the door. I thought to myself, don't these people need to sleep?A life in which black and white are reversed is more likely to make people tired!
"Sen, is the boss asleep?" Long asked in a low voice, and Sen waved his hand to signal to enter the door.

After entering the door, I saw Downey reading a newspaper. His eyes were red with a sense of cruelty and ferocity, which was especially scary under the candle light!
"Third brother, we're back." I took the initiative to say something, and put the suitcase beside the table.

"Thank you for your hard work! Go back and rest quickly, Ling is waiting for you!"

"Understood third brother!" I politely turned and left, but Long didn't leave with me, I knew what they were talking about next must be about me...

As the saying goes, how can someone not talk about others before, and how can someone not talk about others after?

The most important difference between humans and other mammals is that they can discuss and slander others of the same kind, which is unique in the animal world!

Humans have a high IQ that other animals do not have, and they also give rise to crimes and greed that other animals do not have... It can only be said that human nature is inherently good!

Back in my row of bamboo buildings, there was a burning candle on the table, and Ling Wei had fallen asleep with her chin resting on one hand.

Looking at the traces of candle oil on the table, it seems that Ling Wei has been waiting for me for a long time. I'm afraid this is what Donny meant.

He wants me to be greeted by lights when I come back here, and this small detail can touch people's hearts, but why does he think that I will definitely come back here?

I lightly touched Ling Wei's arm, and she woke up from her sleep instantly, her first reaction was to put her hands on her waist!

"Don't get excited, it's me!" I said in a low voice, and she immediately regained her composure, but her action of drawing the gun just now was too dangerous!
"Don't worry I had a nightmare."

"Are you dreaming of catching a thief? You're quite skillful!" I teased softly, and her expression changed slightly!
Although I haven't revealed her identity, I know her identity very well. A person's inner essence will always be exposed in the details!
"Come on, take the candle and go to bed!"

"En." She nodded slightly in agreement, but there was a hint of panic in her expression.

When I came to the second floor of the bamboo building, there was a fully transparent corridor outside the window. I would definitely be found sleeping in the corridor, so I walked into the bedroom without any shyness.

Ling Wei stood hesitantly at the door of the bedroom, her complexion was complicated by the candlelight.

"You can sleep outside, just remember to stop dreaming about catching thieves!" I reminded, because she doesn't have many chances here!

"Okay!" She heaved a long sigh of relief. In fact, I know that she also needs inner redemption, and the feelings that are too suppressed must be released after all!
The human heart is like a spring, no matter what kind of things are hidden in the heart, it will be squeezed, so we must learn to rationally channel and vent our inner emotions!

"If you feel uncomfortable sleeping outside, you are welcome in the bedroom at any time!" I threw down a sentence and lay down on the bed, my whole body instantly relaxed.

The candlelight flickered at the door, reflecting her complicated and embarrassed eyes...

(End of this chapter)