my old life

Chapter 1733 Sweet Heartbreak

There are very familiar faces in front of me. At this moment, I saw various expressions on their faces, including surprise, astonishment and puzzlement...

I know they must be surprised by my attitude, but I must be ruthless at the moment, I don't want to involve them, and I don't want them to be involved in this journey of no return...

"Sanming, you were joking just now, weren't you?" Da Bing looked at me eagerly, and I didn't dare to look into his eyes.

"I'm not kidding, it's a surprise to meet you here, but you can't gamble at this casino."

I went straight to the gaming table and sat down, lowered my head, took out a cigarette and lit it.

"Sanming, we're not here to gamble, we're all here to find you!"

"Yes! We are all here to look for you! We rushed over when we heard that something happened to you..."

"I didn't have an accident, I'm fine now! Please leave here now." I lowered my head and replied calmly, the atmosphere became extremely tense!

"Xiong Sanming, you bastard! Do you know how much everyone is worried about you? Do you know how much everyone wants to see you? Do you know how annoying you are now!"

Fo Qianxiao stood up suddenly, every word she said was like a sharp knife, stabbing hard into my heart!
Why don't I know their hard work, how can I not know their feelings, and how can I not know how indifferent I am.

"I know, I miss everyone too, but you shouldn't be here!" I raised my head calmly, and faced everyone's eyes with ice coldness!
"If you weren't here, do you think we would be willing to come to this ghost place? Do you want to!"

Buddha Qianxiao questioned angrily, but I couldn't explain it, and couldn't express what was in my heart.

"Cough cough."

The dumb coughed dryly, and quickly made a silent Morse code with his fingers. I took a deep breath to calm down my emotions.

"What are you worried about? Is there an ambush nearby?" The mute asked with gestures, which is a way of communication between us.

"There should be an ambush, the private armed forces of drug lords." I responded by flicking a cigarette, and the dumb eyes immediately changed.

"How many are they?"

"I don't know, but don't let everyone take risks! It's not worth it!" I immediately responded with a code. In this unfamiliar place, what's the use of everyone coming here?

As the saying goes, a strong dragon does not overwhelm a local snake, this is the fourth special zone of Mengla, and this is the casino of the drug lord Downey!
The last piece of calm in my heart comes from this. I know Downey's cruelty, and I know that he will not let anyone go, absolutely not!
"How are you doing now? Are you free?" The mute suddenly gave a gesture, and I didn't know how to answer this question for a while.

My hesitation made the mute nod thoughtfully. He is a smart person who can guess some clues.

"Ahem, now that everyone has met, you should leave here!" I pretended to be relaxed and looked at everyone calmly.

"Why did you let us leave? What about you?" Huizi asked. I really wanted to ask how his security company was doing, but now I couldn't open my mouth.

"Sanming, we can go back together, can you trust me?" The talented man looked at me sincerely, he was still wearing a suit and leather shoes.

I smiled and shook my head, I know they will be able to provide me with a safe, I know they will be able to protect me...but here is Xiaomengla!
"Sanming, if you don't leave, we won't leave!" Hu Ben said in a low voice. I understand the character of this stubborn donkey, but stubbornness can't change the world!

"Are you going to play against me at the gambling table? Now we are on opposite sides of interests! To be honest, I don't want to be an opponent with any of you."

I said something coldly, and my eyes swept over everyone coldly. I have never looked at them with such indifferent eyes, and I have never felt so uncomfortable like now!
I know this is all a plan manipulated by Downey, and I know this is his test...but I swear he will regret it sooner or later!

Huben wanted to say something, but the mute immediately pulled him, and everyone's eyes immediately focused on the mute.

The mute calmly stood up and waved his hands. This gesture signaled to leave. There was a trace of sadness in my heart, but my face remained calm.

"Why do you stay here? Why? Did you lie to me about what you said to me before?"

Fo Qianxiao looked at me directly, her tone was not as domineering as before, but at this moment there was a sense of expectation.

"I didn't lie to you, and I didn't lie to anyone! It's just that I want to stay here now, and I don't want to go back to be a street mouse, because my hands can't be washed clean anymore!"

As soon as this remark came out, everyone was moved, and everyone present knew what I had done before, whether it was for friends or profit, I couldn't turn back!
I have lost the right to be an ordinary person, I have lost the right that a normal person should have, and I have lost the right to be protected...

In this world, no matter what people do, they must be responsible, and no one can escape. Whether it is gambling or murder and arson, there will always be a day when we will face it!
"Go back, come back with me! I can guarantee your safety!"

"Yes! We can all figure it out, we can all help!"

"It's late, I have no chance to turn back, but you still have it!" I said with a wry smile, but I didn't have any regrets in my heart.

My second uncle once told me repeatedly that I must keep my hands clean and let others do everything... But I can't do it!

No matter when I take the lead, no matter what, I am willing to be the first to rush forward, because I don't want to let my friends around me take risks!

As the saying goes, if you gain something, you lose it!Maybe without what I have done, I would not have these friends, and they would not be here...

"Now you can leave here, I don't want to be an enemy of any of you, please don't make it difficult for me."

I smiled and said something, but the circles of my eyes were already extremely sore, I could only hold the red string necklace in my hand even more tightly!
It doesn't matter what is wrong or right, it doesn't matter what is right and wrong, I would rather bear all the sins alone, and would rather stay here alone to redeem my sins!

"Xiong Sanming, no matter what your reasons and goals are, I will wait for you!" Fo Qianxiao looked at me with teary eyes, and I shook my head slightly.

"Why bother? I already have a sweetheart..."

"Bastard! You bastard!"

"Sorry……"

"Xiong Sanming, you bastard! You bastard! Woooooooooo..." Fo Qianxiao ran out crying hoarsely, I suppressed the pain and guilt in my heart.

Crow and others quickly followed out, and I saw hatred in their eyes, undisguised hatred!

I dare not promise Buddha Qianxiao, I don't know if I can live from here, I don't want to delay her great youth, and I don't want to occupy her whole life in her heart...

"Sanming, do you really want to stay here? Don't you care about us?"

"It doesn't matter, please." I closed my eyes and didn't look at anyone anymore. I was afraid to see the disappointment in their eyes, and I was even more afraid to see them leave!

They left one by one, everyone who passed by would pat me on the shoulder, every time I could feel their cold blood, and endless disappointment.

I closed my eyes and held the red string necklace tightly, my heart was trembling... O God!Can I be selfish just once?
"Soldier, wait a minute!"

"What's wrong! I'm here!" Da Bing immediately turned his head and ran over, jumping up and down with an extremely excited expression on his face!
"Take this and bury it in Furong Town, Xiangxi, thanks!" I handed him the red string necklace, then turned around and didn't look at him again.

"Let's go, never come to me again!"

"Sanming, take care of yourself!"

"You too!"

I heard the footsteps getting farther and farther behind me, and my eyes became empty. I still had all my friends here just now, and my heart was only broken for a moment...

Suddenly I heard someone running in from behind, I immediately put away all my sadness, and before I could react, someone hugged me from behind!

"Xiong Sanming, you bastard! You steal your heart! No matter what, I like you, and I'm waiting for you!"

"Buddha knows..."

I turned my head in surprise and saw a crying face, my mouth was sealed immediately before I finished speaking, and I tasted a bitter taste in an instant.

I pushed her away after a few seconds, not knowing what to say at this point.

"You bastard, Miss Ben knows you won't be able to eat this here... Live August [-]th by yourself!"

Fo Qianxiao dropped a box of mooncakes and turned to leave. I was so surprised that I couldn't speak for a long time. Could it be that today is the Mid-Autumn Festival?

(End of this chapter)