my old life

Chapter 2045 This Mountain Is Higher Than That Mountain

Little Windsor carefully helped Huben treat the wound, Da Bing and I sat next to each other and smoked, the room was as silent as a cemetery.

The air was filled with green smoke, but the smell of smoke could not cover the smell of blood. The blood stained the gauze and my heart red.

It is inevitable that people will be injured in fighting and killing in the rivers and lakes, but what is really more worrying than the injury is the situation.

Although I don't want to admit it, I have to admit that this contest has already been lost before it even started, and they are not at the same level at all.

If I insist on fighting hard here, it will only drag down the friends around me, my only two friends!
The words of the eight-faced ghost surfaced before my eyes again. The principles and revenge that I insisted on not giving up were precisely because others took advantage of my weaknesses.

I am not the top snake in Tianhe, my advantage lies in my softness and maneuverability to fight guerrillas, but I was overwhelmed by anger and wanted to stay and take revenge, and I was controlled by others everywhere.

Gambling is my only way, as long as I can drag Prince Dragon to the gambling game and test me with the Eight-faced Ghost, then there must be a chance to kill and get revenge!
But will the eight-faced ghost bet on my family to help me?Even if he bet his family to help me, can I guarantee success?
If I really bet everything to get revenge, if I win, I will fulfill my promise, but if I lose, can I bear the consequences?

The cigarette in my hand was burning slowly, and I kept thinking and weighing in my heart. The blood-stained gauze was in front of me, and the consequences were in front of me...

I asked myself that I couldn't bet everything on getting revenge because I didn't want to drag so many friends into the water, and I didn't want to bet anyone's family.

In the past, my second uncle often said that there is no sure-win gambling in this world. If someone tells you that you can win, just believe it and you will lose!
At that time, the second uncle didn't dissuade me from leaving. I don't know if he wanted me to try a few times, or he also hoped that I could avenge him.

I picked up my phone and went to the bathroom, and called my second uncle after five o'clock in the morning. I wonder if he can answer the phone at this time.

"Hello? Second Uncle?" I whispered when the phone was connected, I guess he was still asleep.

"You can't bear it, kid? Come back if you can't bear it!" The second uncle's tone was very clear, and he hit the nail on the head with one sentence!

"How do you know that I can't bear it? Is there any other way?" I asked curiously. Could it be that he had already guessed all this?
"I already knew that you couldn't bear it, but I couldn't persuade you at that time, even if I persuaded you, I wouldn't listen... I can only let you try your luck."

What the second uncle said was very easy, he knew me better than anyone else, and no one could persuade me when I was angry.

"This time I was lucky enough to fail." I said something embarrassed, with a sense of powerless frustration.

"It's easy for a man to pick it up, but it's hard to put it down. Not everyone can face their own failures calmly, just like those gamblers..."

The second uncle's words reminded me that at this moment I feel that I am no different from those gamblers who lose money and get angry. They know that it is a dead end but they still don't give up.

"Sanming, a man must learn how to accept failure in order to grow up! In the world, one mountain is higher than that mountain, and a person can never defeat everyone and stand at the highest apex, do you understand?"

"Is this the consolation my second uncle gave me? Or is it an excuse for my failure?" I made a self-deprecating joke, feeling very awkward in my heart.

"Success is success, loss is defeat... No one can keep winning! Failure is not terrible, what is terrible is not daring to face failure!"

The second uncle's earnest words made me suddenly enlightened. I knew a lot of truths, but when it really fell on me, I was always at the edge of my head.

"I see."

"Sanming, please remember that in the world, people always have troubles that they can't solve, things that they can't do, and there will always be a lot of bullying and shame... These are all part of life."

"Second Uncle, I'm sorry for you." I said apologetically. Unexpectedly, after the failure, Second Uncle not only didn't blame me, but gave me a lot of comfort.

"I used to seek revenge from Zeng Laowu for ten years. Do you think I'm sorry for Master Nan?" The second uncle's tone changed as soon as he changed the topic. I never thought of this.

"No, no, no, I didn't think so, never!" I hurriedly explained, and just after I finished speaking, I vaguely understood!

"Sanming, remember, it's not too late for a gentleman to take revenge for ten years. You can still make a comeback after you fail now, but if you don't dare to face failure, you will never be able to do it again!"

"I know Second Uncle, don't be blinded by hatred, I know what to do!"

"It's good if you understand. I'm going to practice Tai Chi in a while. If you come back, remember to buy two training clothes for me...Heizi here doesn't know Tai Chi, so there's nothing to sell here."

The second uncle's tone changed as soon as he changed the subject, he easily resolved my embarrassment, and he gave me a way out.

Actually, I know he doesn't like Tai Chi, and he doesn't like wearing baggy clothes because he says it makes people look old.

"Okay! I will!"

I hung up the phone and smiled helplessly. I am very fortunate to have such a second uncle who can guide me when I am confused and helpless, and let me understand how to go in the future.

My second uncle is right, this mountain is higher than that mountain in the world, failure in life is not terrible, what is terrible is not daring to face failure.

I once made a promise that I would avenge my second uncle, but now I am not in the same order at all, and I have no choice but to use explosives.

The second uncle should have guessed that I would not go to extremes with explosives, because once something goes off, the consequences and nature will change!
At that time, there will be countless people like Dabing looking for me. Even if I run to the ends of the earth, I will be hunted down and my friends around me will be hurt.

After thinking about it again and again, I extinguished the cigarette in my hand, and pressed the cigarette on my wrist. This scar reminded me not to forget this hatred at all times!
I turned on the faucet and washed my face, letting the cool water wash away the tiredness in my mind and keep myself a little awake.

Even if I fail, I still have to take the black snake away. I can't handle Prince Long but I can handle her. I must make her pay the price!

I walked out of the bathroom with a smile on my face, I will not let anyone see my loss, let alone let people see my failure!
"How is it? Is the wound easy to deal with?" I leaned over and asked, and suddenly found that the color of the gauze I replaced had turned black.

"The sharp wound was supposed to be sutured, but the wound is obviously infected, it should be poison."

Little Windsor was washing the wound on Hu Ben's shoulder with water, and the skin turned white from the washing, and Hu Ben's face also turned pale.

"Poison?" I asked in surprise, and Little Windsor nodded.

"That woman should have poisoned the samurai sword, she really tarnished the spirit of samurai, idiot!" The soldier cursed, and I knew it must be that bitch Black Snake!

He likes to use samurai swords and also likes to use vicious methods, all of which are in the style of Black Snake, and there is absolutely no other person except her!

"Is this poison easy to deal with? Do you want to go to the hospital?" I asked anxiously, this kind of thing cannot be delayed.

"I don't know what kind of poison it is. The wound can't stop the bleeding at all. I'm afraid I need to find an expert to take a look." Little Windsor looked at me seriously, and my heart instantly rose to my throat!

"Do you know each other? Any introduction?"

"My grandpa might know, but he's not here, it's a long way to go."

"Do you need to go abroad?" I immediately asked, dealing with drugs must not be sloppy!

"This is not necessary."

"No matter how far the road is, it's still under your feet. No matter where you are, start now! Let's go!" I immediately called the soldiers to support the tiger, and I must not waste time.

"Okay, I'll go back and tidy up." Little Windsor was about to leave after speaking, and I immediately grabbed her arm.

"No, let's leave now, don't pack anything, and don't tell anyone the news, OK?"

I don't want anyone to know this news, especially Chen Longxiang, because it will cause me a lot of trouble.

"Okay! Just help him once."

"Thank you!"

I asked the soldiers to take the tiger out, but I didn't inform Huizi and the others, because if everyone left, it would definitely cause trouble!
(End of this chapter)