my old life

Chapter 243 Be a Real Man

If pain is an indispensable existence on the road of growth, then I have really grown.

In the past, the second uncle always said that chewing pain is the only way for a man to mature, but the real taste of pain is so difficult, but fortunately everything is over...

I took out my mobile phone and called Seventeen. I dare not see her in this state, let alone my second uncle. I know that what I have committed must be borne by myself, and I cannot implicate anyone.

Seventeen's voice was heard when the phone was connected, but there was no such excitement and excitement, just a plain "Hello."

Her bland sentence made me feel very uncomfortable. I remember that she would happily answer the phone every time, and I seemed to be her everything at that time.

"I'm Sanming, I'm sorry." When I said this, my tears couldn't help but collapsed, and I felt unspeakable guilt.

"I know it's you, what's the matter? You're still in class." She whispered in a low voice. I know that I am weak now, and I know that I am ashamed. I don't expect her to forgive but just want her to know that I mind.

"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry."

"Sanming, what's wrong with you? Why are you crying?"

"I, I'm fine. I went to find you that afternoon and wanted to give you a surprise, but I misunderstood you." I honestly said that I would not hide anything. I have concealed enough from her, and I don't want to lie to her anymore. lie to her.

"You know all about it? I thought you'd be angry."

"How could I be angry? It's all my fault. If I had told me earlier that I was going to see my parents, I would not have let you down."

"It's okay, it's okay, my mother usually doesn't come back, but this time I'm quite satisfied..." Sister Seventeen's words made my heart twitch, and I knew what she meant.

Who doesn't want to find a boyfriend who can take them out with him?Who wouldn't want a decent boyfriend?How can someone like me do it?
It was the first time in my heart that I despised myself so much. Even when I faced Shiliu, I didn't feel this way. I despised myself from the bottom of my heart, feeling that I was as humble as a speck of dust.

"By the way, where are you? Can we have dinner together this afternoon?"

"I, my second uncle and I will go out for a few days, and I will go back after a few days. I promise I won't let you down in the future!" I said very firmly, this is what I said from my heart, and it is also the last time I lied to her .

In fact, I don't want to see her, it's just that I am like this now, others will only add to the sadness...

I took a taxi back to the apartment and bandaged my head at a small clinic nearby. The glass shards on the whole head took the doctor to pick for more than an hour.

I feel that I am neither a human nor a ghost now, I am so embarrassed that I don’t even have a human appearance, and I have nine stitches on my head, and each stitch has pierced into my heart. This scar has left a deep place in my heart!

When I first entered the apartment, the landlord was urging me to pay the rent. After counting the days, it has been a few days. I pooled all my money to pay the rent, but the landlord said nothing to let me live.

I wanted to ask the reason, but his face turned pale when he talked about it, and finally agreed to let me stay for another three days after being soft and stubborn. He also said that it was because of my injury that I should find a good house and move out immediately.

I bought a bunch of instant noodles and went back to the room. The door of the room had been kicked open, and there were still some clear footprints on the door. I don’t know if it was left by AOB people.

At this moment, I understand why the landlord won't let me live here, and I don't want to continue to live here, so I tidy up the door and find a cupboard on top, charge my phone and start boiling water.

I don't know why my whole heart is empty, very relaxed and relaxed, only the pain on my body keeps reminding me that all the embarrassment and contempt in the past have never disappeared.

While I was making noodles, the phone rang. Seeing that it was from my second uncle, I adjusted my mood and answered the phone.

"Second Uncle, what's the matter?" I tried to use a normal tone, not wanting him to hear anything was wrong.

"Where did you go, you silly fork? Last night I packed a meal for you. That friend of yours is here. Come back quickly."

The second uncle said impatiently, but I felt warm in my heart. This is a feeling of being cared about, and it's really good to be honest.

"Su Yurong? I, I can't go back now. I have something to wait for a few days before I go back." I made up a random reason, but I didn't want my second uncle to see me like this.

I know that his temper and character will definitely be taken away by force, but I don't care about this matter, not to mention the AOB Group's wealth and wealth, so why bother to find embarrassment...

"What? What can you do? Could it be that you are addicted to picking up girls?"

"Second Uncle, don't ask me any more, I'll go back in a few days, and I'm going to go gambling with you!" I said firmly, hoping to recover before I set off.

"You'd better save it, I'll be satisfied if you don't cause me any trouble, and you're really okay?" Second Uncle asked uncertainly, his tone full of temptation.

"It's okay, I just found my inner direction, and I also found my own feelings." I said calmly, the reality has helped me make a choice of feelings, and I will not have any more indiscriminate feelings from now on think.

"It's fine, just hang up, and tell me if you have something to do. After all, there are some things that you can't handle alone now."

Second uncle's words warmed my heart, no matter how he is my dear second uncle!Maybe he was aware of something, but he still respected my choice and gave me enough space.

I was relieved when I hung up the phone. I know that the second uncle is doing it for my own good, but I also know that gambling on boats is dangerous. Now I can only take care of it for a few days.

What's more, the boat gambling match started because of me. I absolutely can't let my second uncle handle the mess for me. The me now is different from the me before!

After breaking open the instant noodles, I ate the instant noodles one bite at a time, and tears fell down without realizing it, but I didn't regret it at all in my heart, and I had to bear it by myself.

I think the most correct thing I did was to bear this incident by myself, without implicating my second uncle or any friends. Although the taste is difficult, at least I can look like a man!

After eating instant noodles, I took out the ointment and began to apply it on my body. My whole body was covered with bruises and bruises. I couldn’t touch it on my back. After trying a few times, my tears couldn’t help falling down again. Hold back.

This little injury and pain are nothing, if I frown, I'm not a man!
I put the ointment on the toilet paper, and then used the toilet paper to rub the ointment on my back little by little. Looking at myself in the mirror covered with bruises, I felt an indescribable feeling in my heart...

After taking care of everything, lie in bed and rest for three full days...

For three days in a row, I hid in the apartment and did not go out. I ate instant noodles every day when I was hungry. During this period, I called Shi Qi many times, and Su Yurong also called. I did not mention the matter of being beaten.

No matter how cold Shiliu is, she is always for my own good, and I can understand her purpose of doing that. Maybe only by completely drawing a line with me can save me from suffering the catastrophe.

In three days, I also figured out a lot of principles, and also figured out some principles of life. To be a person, you must know how to be interesting, and you must also know how much you weigh.

The thing I regret the most is that I used to be passionate about myself. Now I understand what the gap between strength and level is. I will not give up gambling, just like I will not give up to become strong.

I may be in a mess now, and maybe it is not enough to change anything, but I will get it back with my own hands in the future, and I have already remembered the nine needles on my head.

I don't care how powerful AOB is, no matter how much background and influence Fat Qiang has, I will kill him one day sooner or later, it doesn't matter if I can't beat him, there are many people in the world who can kill him!
I need money, ten thousand is not enough for one hundred thousand, one hundred thousand is not enough for one million!I don't believe that no one can't kill him!

But I will not tell anyone about this matter and this idea, I will only bury everything in my heart, and will not let the second person know except me.

Because I understand that when you really make up your mind to do something and kill someone, you don't need much determination and vows, because this is not a goal but something that must be accomplished...

On the afternoon of the third day, I lay in bed and looked in the mirror. I felt that the swelling on my face had subsided a lot, and the sutures on my head could be removed in a few days.

Suddenly, someone knocked on the door of the room. It was the first time in a few days that someone knocked. I thought it was the landlord, but when I opened the door, I was completely dumbfounded...

I thought I could bear everything like a man, but facing the person in front of me, I completely collapsed like a child...

(End of this chapter)