my old life

Chapter 2485
Fox is really like a vixen, she can always bring me different tricks, and she can also bring me unusual feelings.

"You came to hit me? Hit me!" The fox kept provoking me, asking me to hit her with a toy gun.

"This is what you asked for! Piupiu!" I pretended to shoot, and the fox immediately pretended to be shot.

"Ah! I was shot, ah! Comrades!" At this moment, the fox's acting skills were overwhelming, and I couldn't help laughing, he really looked good.

"Little comrade, hurry up and give me artificial respiration, hurry up and save me!" the fox said while waving at me, and tears came down from my laughter.

"Okay! Here we come, here we come!"

I will never refuse the request of a beautiful woman, especially when it is a matter of "life and death", how can I just sit idly by?
When I went up, I just had cardiopulmonary resuscitation plus artificial respiration. Time seemed to freeze at this moment, and all the pressure was vented...

The night is full of sultry heartstrings, familiar recipes with different flavors, she always has various routines to make my heart beat!
The night passed quietly.

The depression and anxiety suppressed in my heart were relieved, and in a short period of time, I forgot my worries and even the big stone that was chasing my heart.

As the saying goes, heart disease requires heart medicine, but there is no medicine for my heart disease...

The next morning, I got up in a daze to go to the bathroom, and habitually lit a cigarette, the sunlight outside the window was a bit dazzling.

When I was about to close the curtains, I saw the mute in the manor. He was busy with a small hoe, and he didn't know what he was doing.

There is also a mazza and a water glass next to it. I watched his every move quietly and felt that he was enjoying it.

From a distance, it looks like an old farmer, giving people a very simple feeling. I stopped and stared quietly.

The back of Xingchen Manor has almost been reclaimed by him, everywhere is lush green, and the sunflowers planted together have also grown taller.

It is not yet seven o'clock, the sun is bright but not dazzling, and I suddenly want to go for a walk.

I got dressed and went out for a walk. I didn’t see the changes in the manor when I came back last night. I didn’t expect the mute to be so capable!

After arriving at the manor, I walked slowly. I don't know if it was because I relaxed so much last night that I felt light when I walked.

"Morning! What are you doing?" I took the initiative to say hello, and sat on the mat by the way.

The mute smiled and pointed to the open space. There was also a pack of seeds beside it, and the package was printed with the appearance of some kind of vegetable.

"Are you going to open a vegetable garden and grow your own vegetables? Are you self-sufficient?" I joked with a smile, and the mute nodded.

I took out a cigarette and lit it, quietly enjoying the breath of the morning sun, feeling warm all over my body.

The mute once said that people have been in the dark for a long time, and they always have to bask in the sun. This feeling is very comfortable.

The mute was busy farming, and I helped to sow the seeds, and we both enjoyed this moment.

In the past, I must have felt that this was a waste of time. I spent the time on farming to make money, and at least I could buy a few trucks of vegetables.

But then there will be no process, no harvest experience, let alone the current state of mind.

Now I want to find everything to do, as long as there is something to do, I can divert my attention and even my anxiety.

In the face of a powerful opponent, I said in my heart that I am not worried, because I am no longer a poor man with nothing...

People are fearless only when they have nothing, but when they have a lot, they will be fearless. Fear of losing is also one of human nature.

It was less than eight o'clock after packing up everything, and I felt sweating all over my body, which was extremely refreshing.

"This vegetable garden is good, and it will be a pleasure to eat the vegetables you grow in the future!" I smiled and handed over a cigarette, which was really a change.

The originally desolate Star Manor now has a little more life, because these vegetables make the manor look more like a home and make people more warm.

I quietly looked at the manor in front of me, at this warm and nostalgic home, but unfortunately I will leave here eventually...

"Oh? What are you looking at?" I asked curiously, and the dumb man kept staring at me.

"Are you in trouble?" the mute asked in a gesture code, and I shook my head immediately.

"No! Why am I in trouble?" I said with a smile, but I didn't say anything.

"Your eyes tell me that you're in big trouble...you're worried, you're anxious." The mute typed the code seriously, and I rubbed my eyes subconsciously.

"Is there? Maybe I didn't wake up?" I made up an excuse, and I didn't intend to tell anyone.

Even my second uncle won't tell, I won't tell anyone to go to Midtown, some things can only be borne by me alone!
"You can fool others, but you can't fool me."

I was speechless for a moment, I don't know how he saw it, but I am really anxious now.

"How did you find out? What trouble do you think I have?" I asked curiously, but was rather curious.

"You are very anxious and lonely, and there is an unprecedented longing in your eyes." The mute gave a series of gesture codes, and his eyes were firm.

"What do you desire?" I asked curiously, I don't believe that a dumb person can see through my inner world.

"Longing for the ordinary."

"Really? Have you learned to read minds? I almost believed everything I said." I said with a smile, a little shocked in my heart.

Maybe it's because I showed my true feelings just now, but I hide myself habitually, and it won't be easy for others to see my heart.

"You have changed." The mute gave such a gesture, which made me a little confused.

"no."

"The hostility in your body is very heavy, unprecedented..." The mute looked at me sincerely, but I didn't notice anything.

"Is there?" I looked down at my whole body, and didn't feel any special changes in myself.

"You should be in big trouble, I think you need me very much!"

"No, it's good to grow vegetables here, and it's very stable." I waved my hand to indicate that it's okay, I don't want to drag anyone into the water.

In fact, this time I didn't have any confidence in my heart, and I didn't know what to do next, but I knew that Mike was unreliable.

I never expected Mike to protect me, because I was just a puppet in front of him, a shield.

"I can grow vegetables when you are free, and when you need me, I will do my best to help you."

The mute gave such a code, I could understand what he meant, but I shook my head.

"Then guess, what kind of trouble do I have?" I looked at him curiously, I really didn't believe he could see through everything about me.

"You should have a very headache, because you have wrinkles between your brows... You should be a strong opponent, so strong that you don't know what to do."

The mute pointed to the position between my eyebrows. I touched it and felt the same, but he observed it carefully.

"How do you know that? It's all going to work?" I couldn't believe it because it was amazing.

"If I'm not wrong, you don't want to face this opponent, but you have to face it."

"Why?" I immediately asked, but now I want to know how far he can guess!
"Because there is a strong desire in your eyes, you long for everything here, you long to stay."

The mute gave a series of gesture codes, and pointed to everything in the manor. I knew that the eyes just exposed me.

"It's amazing! You know me better than you, this time I'm really convinced!" I didn't hide myself anymore, I knew I couldn't hide anymore.

"The most direct manifestation of your inner anxiety is that you are full of hostility and unscrupulous in doing things."

"How do you know I'm unscrupulous?"

"Bai Xingchen said you were going to poison a horse. I know you must be in big trouble."

"Oh?"

"In my opinion, you are not an unprincipled person. External pressure must have changed you, so you need a way to vent."

The mute kept giving me gesture codes. Although he couldn't speak, I was silent at this moment...

(End of this chapter)