my old life

Chapter 2719 The Heart of the Hero
I have thought about it countless times, I don't know when I will have the state of mind of Prince Long, and have the indifference to face life and death.

I have never doubted whether I can surpass Prince Long, I firmly believe that it is only a matter of time before I surpass him, and I firmly believe that I will definitely be able to!
It's just that I don't know what the day will be like surpassing him, what day it will be when I have his state of mind... I never thought that this day would come like this!

I looked up at the bright sky, the dawn had come quietly, and my heart became more and more peaceful.

I know that rushing in alone is tantamount to seeking death. I also know that my strongest weapon is my mind rather than my skills. I know the price of impulsiveness and recklessness...

But for me, some things are more terrible than death!
I will not abandon Bai Xingchen, nor will I abandon any friends at any time, because I hate the feeling of cowardice and helplessness!

If you can't overcome cowardice, you can't have a tough heart. If you don't have friends, you won't be where I am today. I know exactly what I rely on to get to this day!
"Mike, I'm here." I raised my head and shouted calmly, all the arrogance and madness were hidden in my heart.

"Cough, cough, cough." There was a coughing sound from the window on the second floor, and it sounded like it was Mike.

Mike didn't say anything or say anything. After one piano piece was over, he started the next one. This time, he played the replay of yesterday.

I don't know what Mike is doing, what he's thinking, or what he's using the piano to express...

Is he reminiscing about yesterday?Reminiscing about the good times we had with each other?Or is it drawing an end to the former friendship?
I don't know much about piano, but I can hear nostalgia and reluctance from the notes and melody. Could it be that he is not willing to kill me?
The second uncle said that maybe Mike didn't really want to get rid of me. He didn't show up in person, but he gave me a chance. Could it be that a world-class gangster like him also has a last resort?
Before this, I never thought that Mike would have difficulties, because after he possesses the power, he can almost do whatever he wants, and no one can threaten him...

At this moment, I suddenly thought of myself, and thought of Les Miserables.

In fact, in the eyes of others, I can do whatever I want, but only after I am in this world and in this position do I realize that there are really too many last resorts...

No matter how powerful a person is, he cannot stand at the top of the world, and no matter how powerful he is, he cannot do whatever he wants, because there is never a shortage of competitors around him.

Just as there is no shortage of ambitious people in the Jianghu world, every big shot who can make it through must have a heroic heart!
I took out a cigarette and lit it, quietly listening to Mike's piano sound, listening to the reappearance of this song from yesterday.

I heard a lot in Mike's piano sound, and seemed to understand a lot, but I couldn't hear the slightest killing intent.

It was different from the piano sound I had heard at sea, even though the rhythm and melody were the same, the feeling was completely different.

I don't know if my conjecture is correct, I don't know if my judgment is accurate, but I think Mike is extremely lonely and lonely...

He has no friends, no lover, no friends with whom he can rejoice, but only the way of profit.

I have known Mike's character for a long time. Some people go all the way not to change the world, but just don't want the world to change themselves.

Mike belongs to this kind of person. He keeps getting stronger not to prove anything, but he doesn't know what will be left after he stops...

At this moment, all the turmoil in my heart calmed down. I think I made the right bet. If I don't come, how can I hear Mike's heartfelt voice?
If I left Bai Xingchen and left, then not only would I become a coward and a coward, but I would also miss such a wonderful piano sound!

I have to say that the world of music is wonderful. Sound can convey a person's inner emotions and make people feel the emotional changes...

"Mike! I know what you're thinking now, and I know it's hard for you to be alone, but have you ever really thought about your friends!"

I raised my head and yelled towards the window on the second floor, but I didn't get any response, only the notes of the piano jumped out.

"You often say you have to trust your friends, but when have you ever trusted a friend? Have you ever? Even once?"

I questioned myself. At this moment, I have left behind all the psychological burdens and really faced Mike directly!

"You are lonely, cold-blooded and unscrupulous. You study philosophy and you play the piano. I know you don't really like these, but you have nothing else!"

I was very firm in saying every word, it seems that he has a lot, but in fact he really has nothing!
"You are eager to get it but you dare not. You are afraid that your efforts will not be rewarded! You are afraid that your efforts will be let down, and you are afraid that your efforts will get nothing!"

In fact, people are afraid that their efforts will not be rewarded, and people are afraid that their feelings will be let down. This is one of human nature!

"But in this world, not all contributions can be exchanged for rewards. To give is to be willing not to expect anything in return. Feelings are not interests, let alone business!"

I never regard relationships as a business. Appropriate benefits can enhance friendship and strengthen relationships, but this is not all about managing relationships!

"Let me tell you a word, if you want to have true feelings and friends, then you have to give your own feelings first!"

Anyone who wants to get affection in this world must give his own affection!Maybe not every time sincerity can be exchanged for sincerity, but as long as you pay, there will be rewards!
"You could have had a lot of friends, you could have had a lot, but you never opened up to anyone!"

I raised my head and yelled towards the window. I knew Mike could hear it, and the rhythm of the piano had become a little out of order.

"Do you know why I am so unrestrained? Do you know why I have so many friends who have died and made friends? Because I paid my life back! Hahaha!"

I show off unceremoniously, every time I die, I pay for it with my life, this is the capital I am proud of!

"Mike, do you have it? Have you paid for anyone? Have you sacrificed for anyone? Everything you do is for yourself, and you only have yourself in your heart!"

Mike is an autocratic person, he never shares his joys and sorrows with anyone, and never regards anyone more important than himself.

"Are money and interests important? Of course they are! But money and interests can never be more important than feelings, because feelings cannot be bought with any amount of money! Hahahaha!"

The more I talk, the more excited I get, because everything I have is what Mike never had, and I can show it off without any hesitation!

The sound of the piano stopped at this moment, I don't know how Mike will feel, but now I don't have any worries, my heart is free and fearless!

"Wow ha ha ha ha, ha ha ha ha ha! Have you never thought that one day you will be seen through the whole of your heart? Haven't you?"

There was no answer from the second floor, and after a pause, the notes of the piano came again, this time replaced by a softer star serenade.

"Are you surprised? Are you flustered inside? You don't know how to explain this, right? You don't know how to face me, do you?"

I asked a series of questions, and I kept smiling all the time, but he refused to see me all the time!
"Even if you change the piano piece, you can't hide your inner thoughts, because everything is in the notes, you can't lie to me!"

I believe in my intuition and judgment, and I believe that I can see through the changes in his heart from the piano notes!
"Actually, you should be glad that you met me. If it weren't for me, you don't know if someone can see through your inner world in this life. How lonely it is not to be understood! Isn't it?"

I stood under the window on the second floor with my hands behind my back, but at this moment, I felt like I was standing on the top of a thousand feet, looking down on the Kyushu in the world!
It was the first time that I faced Mike so straightforwardly, facing his inner world!
If I dare to come here today, I am not afraid of dying here. At this moment, I have no worries or fears, because at this moment I have the heart of a hero!
(End of this chapter)