my old life

Chapter 274 Nine Dead Lives

All the good things from childhood to adulthood flashed before my eyes. The good things in front of me seemed to flash through my whole life. I thought this might be the flashback. I heard that when people are dying, they will see the good things they have experienced in this generation.

My eyes are full of the appearance of my second uncle, his concerned and reproachful eyes every time, his voice and smile, his warm hands...

My heart gradually calmed down, my breathing became more and more difficult, and my mind became dizzy and fell into chaos.

If I hadn't hidden my face under the neck of the corpse just now to leave a little space, otherwise I wouldn't be able to survive this little time at all. I felt someone jumping on the ground a few times, but I didn't feel the sense of oppression, and my brain gradually returned to normal. calm.

It's getting harder and harder to breathe, and the smell of dirt is in my nose. Goodbye to this world, goodbye to my life...

If life can have another chance, I want to say to Shiliu that I like you...

I seem to have entered an empty world. There is nothing in this world, only endless darkness and coldness, and the soft soil brings an earthy smell.

I breathed with all my strength but couldn't feel a little air. I struggled desperately to fight death alone. For the first time, I found that simple breathing was so difficult.

"I can't admit defeat! I can't give up! I must not give up!" I kept telling myself in my heart, struggling desperately but unable to move, the chaos in my mind had made me unable to think of anything.

Struggling alone in the dark world, I can't move with all my strength, and now I am almost breathing instinctively.

The body was pressed extremely heavily, and it became more and more difficult to breathe in my chest. Every breath would bring a tearing pain in my chest. Only the pain reminded me that I was still alive, and only the taste of the pain was still so clear.

I haven't experienced despair and I don't know how real the world is. I haven't experienced life and death and I don't know how precious the sunny sky is. Really, so precious...

Alone in the dark, at the boundary between life and death, my body is so cold, I can't exert any strength, where is the person I love?where are my friendsCan you still think of me at this moment, can I still see you?

I left the last tear in the sinking world, and my eyes became blurred and white, as if the sky in the sun opened the door to me, and my dream and obsession gave me a pair of wings, the wings of heaven.

In a trance, I feel that today's sky is so blue, so blue, so clear, and the heaviness that was pressing on me has disappeared.

Everything became so easy in an instant, like flying in the vast sky, swimming in the icy blue planet, far away from everything I love.

I was so tired and cold, I seemed to see the black sea, the tombstone by the North Sea, and my name engraved on it.

People I love, please don't cry for me, I will turn into a star and accompany you in the sky forever...

"Sanming! Xiong Sanming! Wake up, Xiong Sanming!"

"Wake up for me quickly! You can't sleep!"

Am I in heaven now?Why can I see Su Yurong's face?Am I dead?But why can I still see his tears so clearly?
What happened to all this?
"Wake up! You must not sleep!" Suddenly I felt my chest being pressed hard, a breath came from my mouth, and there was a tearing pain in my dull chest.

Pressing repeatedly, the wet water dripped on my face, I couldn't tell whether it was his tears or the rain, and felt that the world was slowly becoming gray.

The pain of tearing my whole body prevented me from falling into a coma, and my body became extremely heavy again, my nose, mouth, and even my ears were filled with mud.

I can't hear the sound and can't see the world clearly. I can only see the gray sky in front of me. The water drops fall on my body little by little, and it seems to be beating on my heart.

It feels so cold when the raindrops are falling on me, when the pain feels so clear and real, it's all a reminder that I'm alive.

I looked up at the sky, trying to persuade it not to cry.

"Xiong Sanming, wake up! You can definitely do it! Wake me up quickly!"

In the haze, someone kept calling my name, and I felt a puff of air in my mouth, and then I was pressed out of my chest.

When I saw the big hole dug out next to me and Su Yurong's bleeding hands, all these reminded me that I was still alive. At this moment, I was so emotional that I couldn't help crying.

"Howl! Howl! Am I still alive? Su Yurong, am I still alive?"

"It's okay, it's okay! You're still alive!" He hugged me tightly and patted my back, and the cold rain mixed with warmth flowed down, and I knew it was his tears.

"Ah! I'm still alive, I'm still alive! Huh!"

Embracing each other tightly at this moment, I don’t have the joy of escaping death, the excitement of remaining alive after a catastrophe, and only the awe of life in my heart...

The gray sky is so clear, the leaves and breeze are so precious, and everything that was once within reach is back around.

We embraced each other tightly in a heavy rain, once again seeing the world with our own eyes, seeing this familiar yet strange world...

I kept trembling in the rain. This nightmare took away many, many things, my obsessions and dreams, my youth and frivolity, and everything I was confused about.

At this moment, I took a big breath and cried hard, just to prove that I was still alive!

My heart that was once filled with fear became strong again, as if it had been washed clean by a heavy rain. My heart was the warmth and firmness that Su Yurong gave me.

There is no obsession with revenge, no hesitation in the heart. After experiencing everything, everything seems to start again. After touching the boundary between life and death, I understand a lot. It is truly gone forever.

"It's okay, everything is over." Su Yurong patted my back to comfort me, now all the pain is unimportant because I am still alive.

The heavy rain poured down, and the leaves rustled and fell. In this heavy rain, I sat on the ground and lit a cigarette. The usual smooth cigarette became extremely pungent and choking.

I just came back to my senses now, I never dreamed that Su Yurong would find this place, if it wasn't for him, I would be dead now, but how did he find this place?

"How did you find me? It's all incredible."

"Actually, I didn't leave after diving. I just hid nearby with a straw, because I knew I couldn't escape."

"Then how did you find me? How did you know I was buried here?"

"I've been pulling the boat in the water since you got on the boat and followed it all the way here. I'll come to rescue you as soon as they leave!"

Everything is clear. It was Su Yurong's calmness that saved me. If he hadn't followed here, who would have known that I was buried alive?
At this moment, I don't know what language to use to describe my heart, there is only indescribable complexity, but I know that all of this is real.

"Su Yurong, I owe you once."

"It's just a balance."

In the heavy rain, we supported each other and walked aimlessly in the woods, unable to find the way home, but now everything is not important.

As long as I can live, I can go on, as long as I live, I can have hope. I left this forest with everything, leaving only my once immature heart.

The simple and kind Xiong Sanming has died here, and only the shackles can go out from here. After the baptism of this heavy rain, I have no reason to be weak anymore.

In this world where the strong prey on the weak and the strong intrigue, I have never been so firm in my heart as I am now, as if I have gained a second life!
I don't know how long Su Yurong and I walked. When we walked out of the woods, there was a cornfield, and there were still some corns that hadn't been picked.

Now as long as I can live, it doesn't matter. Only by living can I have hope, and only by living can I get back everything I lost!
"Xiong Sanming, your appearance...is cowardly."

"Haha, you too!"

We looked at each other and couldn't help laughing. He was soaked like a soaked rat, and I was covered in mud. I felt extremely relaxed after being washed by the heavy rain.

Maybe this is just having fun in bitterness. I want to go out to find my second uncle. I have to come back to settle this account. I don’t know what will happen to my second uncle when he finds out...

Walking step by step, through the cornfields, through the fields, eating raw corn and peanuts, and walking towards the distant high-rise buildings.

As long as you can touch a road, there is hope of being rescued. There is still a bank card hidden in the shoe. As long as you have money, you can live...

(End of this chapter)