my old life

Chapter 2889
My heart as cold as iron seemed to melt in an instant. I thought I was a hard-hearted person, but I couldn't help crying.

Sometimes it's really easy to be moved, just a childlike innocence can break down the inner line of defense and make me crumble...

"Chihiro, it's a great honor to have your trust. It's my honor." I said every word with sincerity, which is a feeling of being warmed.

I thought of Xiong Xiaomi, and the responsibilities I failed to fulfill, and the sadness in my heart made me close to collapse.

"My mother used to say that good people cry, and only bad people laugh at and bully me." Chihiro reached out to wipe my tears away, and this action instantly melted my heart.

No matter how many sins I have had, no matter how many wrong things I have done, at this moment I seem to have found my original heart.

It's been a long time since anyone said that I am a good person, a good person who is recognized, a person who is trusted and needed!
"Your mother is right, now you go to rest, have a good sleep, wake up and go to the playground, okay?"

I squeezed a smile on my face, I really can't describe my heart at this moment, I really can't describe this feeling.

"Can I go?"

"Of course! You can play as long as you want, I promise you!"

"Can I sleep here? I'm afraid I'll be caught by bad guys when I'm asleep." Chihiro pointed to the sofa, and I nodded immediately.

I will not refuse her, because she has been rejected too many times, even the simplest request not to beat her and scold her will be rejected... How can I have the heart to refuse?
"Okay, blind man, go to the bedroom and get the pillow and quilt."

"No problem." The blind man went to get the pillow and quilt, Chihiro curled up on the sofa, and quietly grabbed the corner of my clothes with her little hand.

"Sleep, I'm not going anywhere, I'll be here to protect you..." Halfway through the words, I almost couldn't help but collapse, tears were about to burst again.

I have never been a sentimental person. I thought my heart was as hard as iron and I was extremely strong, but at this moment I changed my opinion.

After I have seen too many disputes and frauds in the world, I am no longer so easily moved, but everything today touched my heart.

I covered Chihiro with a thin quilt, and she retracted her little head into the quilt, curled her legs and body into a ball, this is a self-protection action.

"Sleep, sleep." I patted lightly, and when I turned my head, I burst into tears instantly, and the tears fell silently.

I won't cry when I grit my teeth to clean the wound, I won't cry when I face threats and challenges, but I can't resist innocence...

"Brother Ming, tissues."

"Thank you, blind man." I wiped away all my tears, and I haven't shed tears for a long time.

"Why didn't I understand what you said just now?" The blind man asked in a low voice, and the anger in my heart erupted instantly.

"There's a beast that likes little girls, you know what I mean? Huh?"

Once upon a time, Ye Wudao in Yiye Laoqian's regiment was such a bastard. The soldiers and I beat him into a eunuch, but this kind of person could not be wiped out.

This kind of person may be well-dressed, may have a bright aura, and may be undetectable when he is beside you and me.

Since ancient times, people's hearts are the most difficult to guess. Before the beast tears off its disguise, no one knows how terrifying the beast's face will be!
"Brother Ming, there is such a thing?" The blind man was obviously shocked. In fact, there is everything in the world, and where there is no light, there will be darkness!
"The world is so big, nothing is impossible, don't try to understand the whole world with your three views, or you will collapse."

I explained in a low voice, this world cannot be understood from one perspective, but many things are real!

"I see... That Brother Ming, can I stay now? I knocked several of them into the air... At least one must die!"

"Blind man, you shouldn't have come back. Don't you really understand my intentions?" I sighed helplessly. I drove him away because I didn't want him to go all the way to the dark.

"I know Brother Ming doesn't want me to go this way, but I have nothing left if I leave you, so I am willing to go this way!"

The blind man looked at me with a firm face. In fact, I understand the truth that I can't force others to make difficult decisions, and I also understand the truth that I can't make decisions for others.

It's just that when there is an opportunity to look back, I really want my friends around me to seize this only opportunity!

"If you have no friends to make friends, and no money to make money, why are you bothering?"

"I'm not afraid of death, I'm just afraid of not having friends...Ming brother, don't chase me away?"

"If you don't leave, don't leave, good brother." I patted his shoulder hard, feeling extremely complicated in my heart.

When I chased away the blind man, I hadn't seen Lao Hui. At that time, I had no other choice but to chase him away, but now I have an opportunity in front of me.

If I can help Gray Pigeon find the nails cultivated by drug dealers, then I and everyone else will be able to get a new life. This is a condition that I cannot refuse!

"Brother Ming, you should sleep for a while, I'll watch her here."

"Farewell, I still have to do what I promised her... Men can break their promises in the world, but they can't lie to children."

I have deceived countless people in the arena, and I will deceive my opponents all the time at the gambling table. Deception is my biggest characteristic.

But if I even lie to children, then I will really become a person who has no principles and no bottom line, and I will not let myself become such a person.

"Then I'll get you a pillow."

"Don't take it, it's useless, she's still holding me."

I pointed to the corner of the clothes that was being grabbed, but her little hand suddenly retracted, and she wasn't asleep yet!

"I'm going to the bathroom, watch over her so she doesn't fall off the sofa." I said hello and stood up slowly.

"Okay." The blind man immediately sat in my place, and I picked up my cigarette and lighter and walked to the window.

I opened the window and lit a cigarette, but it was like a big stone was pressing on my heart, which made me unable to breathe.

I know that I can't change anything, but I can't stop doing it because of this, and do something within my ability.

If everyone in this world becomes indifferent and selfish, will anyone still pay?If everyone in this society only cares about themselves, can there still be humanity?
Maybe one day the world will become cold-blooded and ruthless, maybe one day people will become selfish, but definitely not today!
As the saying goes, the road is uneven and everyone is shoveling it. I don’t care about things that I can’t run into, but if I run into them, I will definitely draw my sword to help!

I beat Ye Wudao ruthlessly, and I hate that kind of person beyond all hatred, because they are all little flowers!

If even the hope and flowers of the future can be destroyed, what future is there?

If even the most basic safety guarantee is not available, how can we talk about innovation after the flowers grow up?What about unity?How about support?Everything is nonsense!
Although I am a quack, I have the minimum conscience and bottom line, and I will never give up all bottom lines for the sake of profit!
Before I knew it, I had already clenched my fists, and the flames in my heart were rising. I wanted to solve it through gray pigeons, but it was unrealistic.

I can't afford investigation and evidence collection and various procedures, but I don't need any license to do things, I will stick to my heart!

"Brother Ming, what are you going to do? We can't sit idly by, can we?" The blind man took the initiative to ask, and he was also angry.

"Other people need a license to do things, but people like us don't need a license, do you understand?"

"understand!"

"If it were you, would you be able to deal with this kind of person?"

"Go down! It's necessary! I wish I could have a cramp!" The blind man gritted his teeth angrily, and now he still has to hold back his emotions so as not to disturb Chihiro.

"I'll keep you here, blind man, but you have to remember that no matter what you do, you must have a bottom line and be worthy of your conscience."

"remember!"

"Go and rest too." I waved my hand to signal the blind man to go and rest, I wanted to be alone with her for a while.

I gently sat on the sofa to rest, and patted her shoulder lightly, hoping to bring her a little comfort and sense of security, even a little bit is good!

I secretly swear in my heart, I will definitely make those beasts pay the price, even if I kill them, it will be too cheap for them!
(End of this chapter)