my old life

Chapter 3048 Different Moods

In a blink of an eye, Raoer and I were the only ones in the cabin, I took out a cigarette and lit it, and threw a cigarette to her.

There is a pile of cigarette butts under her feet, it is estimated that she smoked a lot last night to refresh herself.

Rao'er lit a cigarette unceremoniously, and when she didn't show her two flowery arms, she looked quite normal.

Good looks and good looks, but she lacks a bit of calm and unhurried breath, and her complexion is a little bad.

The women in the Jianghu are basically the same, with a strong atmosphere of the Jianghu, which can be distinguished from ordinary women at a glance.

Some people like women who mess around, because they feel that the quack air in women is very charming and charming.

On the contrary, those who don't like people will be disgusted to the bottom of their hearts, because most women who are in the world are very outgoing and open.

"Why are you staring at me?" Raoer asked abruptly, her expression not too cold.

"Rao'er, I think you are special, it's an indescribable feeling."

"Do you always pick up girls like this?"

"It's not about picking up girls, I just think you look a lot more normal without the tattoos."

"You mean that I'm abnormal?" Rao'er looked at me coldly, probably anyone would be unhappy.

"I don't dare to say for sure, but at least this is how it feels to me." I didn't avoid anything, she was just an abnormal woman.

"Boring." Rao'er rolled her eyes and stomped out the cigarette.

"Little Batu really doesn't know how to be compassionate and cherish jade. Isn't it a little unreasonable for a girl like you to look at the goods here?"

As soon as the words came out, Rao'er didn't say anything. I saw that her eyes were bloodshot, and her eyes became more and more crazy.

At this moment, she may not feel anything, but I can clearly observe her eyes and guess her heart through them.

A crazy and paranoid person will often have an unusual experience, most of which are indelible pain.

In fact, on the other hand, if life is happy and smooth, who will step into the rivers and lakes?
"Seeing that you're tired, I won't bother you. Take a good rest." After I finished speaking, I stood up and was about to leave, but she gave me a surprised look.

"Aren't you afraid that I'll do something secretly?"

"Don't be afraid, a worry that can be expressed is not a worry, and a threat that can be expressed is not a threat, is it?"

"Confidence of the fans."

"I have always been very accurate in seeing people. I believe in my eyes. Only by taking a good rest and raising my spirits can I continue to strengthen my defense..."

I joked, in fact, I am not worried that she will play tricks, some things are just, but I still have to do it.

After leaving the cabin, Xiaoyong came up to me immediately, and I closed the door of the cabin to give Rao'er some alone time.

"Brother Ming, why did you come out?"

"Xiaoyong, you stay here and don't let people in or out, you know what I mean."

"Understood." Xiaoyong nodded understandingly, and I patted him on the shoulder. It is not easy to get such a person.

Xiaoyong is different from everyone else, he has good eyesight, he can always understand what I mean, I wonder if he has been trying to figure out what I mean...

During these times by my side, Xiaoyong never asked unnutritious words, and never caused me any trouble.

His performance gave me a feeling of seeing each other late, and also a feeling of a brother, but this is a double-edged sword for me.

Just ask a person who tries to figure out my mind every day, he can understand my meaning very well, but it is also easy to guess my heart!
I went back to my cabin to rest, and as soon as I entered the door, I saw the mermaid sitting on my bed.

"Sister Yu, why are you here?" I asked casually, and seeing her face, I knew something must be wrong.

"Mr. Ming, there is something I need to confirm with you."

"What's the matter? You said."

"Did we bring the goods this time?"

"Why do you ask that?" I didn't answer directly, I wanted to know why she asked.

"Everyone is talking about it, but you didn't tell us, so I need to remind you."

"Oh? Remind me of something? Tell me." I pretended not to understand, but I knew exactly what was going on in my heart.

"Everyone follows you through life and death, but you shouldn't hide it from everyone. This will make people feel a sense of distrust."

"You are right, this is indeed a problem." I said with a smile, and I knew that sooner or later I would not be able to hide it.

"Mr. Ming, you're a smart person. I'm only responsible for reminding you. I don't ask about the specifics."

"Wait, sister Yu, what do you think of me? Or why do you think I did this?"

I purposely asked a rhetorical question. There are some things that I can't tell in person, but I also want others to understand what I mean.

"I do not quite understand you."

"You understand that you came to remind me today for my own good, but you also think that I don't trust you enough, and you don't need to avoid this."

I know that the mermaid came to me because she felt that I didn't trust everyone, otherwise she wouldn't come here to wait for me.

"Mr. Ming is very frank."

"I can tell you the reason now. Not only will I not tell everyone now, but I will not tell you in the future..."

"Why? I don't quite understand."

"Risk! There are risks in this business, do you understand?"

"Of course I understand, everyone knows there are risks, but some things are better said."

"You're wrong! Everyone doesn't know about this matter. If we are unlucky and something happens, then the crime is different... Do you understand?"

I said something meaningful, this is a reason, but it is for their good reason!
"Ah? So it's because of this?"

"That's right, the sentencing of the main criminal and the accessory criminal is different. Without knowing it, at most, I will use it...the crime is not worthy of death."

"Sorry, I misunderstood Mr. Ming."

"No, Sister Yu, you are kind. You can come to remind me. To be honest, I am really happy! Not everyone will come to tell me these things."

I express my attitude, which is very important to me, and I know the truth that honest words are hard to hear.

"I understand, I will tell others, in a very subtle way."

"Then please trouble sister Yu. It's better for everyone to pretend to be confused. I have to consider the risk of everything, and I also consider everyone's future!"

"Leave it to me, I will definitely convey Mr. Ming's meaning."

"Thank you." I said with a smile, and the mermaid got up to leave with relief on her face.

In fact, this is something I have thought about for a long time. It is my brain that comes out to mess around.

I don't intend to hide it from everyone for too long, even if I hide it, I can't hide it, but this matter will never be brought out in the open.

In other words, I have to make plans for my own future, and I will still not tell anyone when I ship in the future, but there must be a reasonable reason!

For me, I dare not trust anyone easily for some things, because I know how to do it is safest for me, and I know how to do it is the best!

Lit on a small bed with a cigarette lit, watching the sunset in the evening through the round window of the cabin, dragging a long reflection on the sea.

How similar is this scene to the previous Nanjiang Gambling Boat!
Where I am and what I see are the same, the only difference is a different place, a different time, and a completely different state of mind.

My second uncle once deliberately sent me to exercise on a gambling boat. It was a period of time that made me fearful, and it was also a very lonely day.

There I experienced the first betrayal in my life, and I still remember the deceit of the little croupier, who almost got me thrown into Nanjiang to feed the fish.

I used to miss it countless times, but time has passed, and the girl who made me think about it day and night at that time is now parted ways.

In life, there are gains and losses. I met Fox on a gambling boat. Now that I think about it, I still feel lucky. I am glad that my choice at that time was not wrong!
It is not just my choice to sacrifice my life to save the fox, but also my choice to cut off my relationship with Shiqi. People who are not in the same world will not be able to come together after all.

If forcibly being together will only annoy each other, it is better to let each other go and let each other find a more suitable happiness than working hard. Isn't this a kind of freedom?
All the memories hit me like a tide, everything is still vivid in my mind, I still remember that autumn evening...

As the saying goes, things that once made you cry will one day make you smile.

At this moment, I couldn't help laughing, none of the past pains were pains, and none of the past tribulations were counted as tribulations.

The only thing that makes me feel a little embarrassed is that I used to cry all day when I was stupid, and I always asked my second uncle for help...

Although I no longer cry now, although I have full wings now, I also don't have the former Xiong Sanming.

Although I was incapable and stupid in the past, I was kind-hearted at that time and never thought about how to deceive people, let alone being as deceitful as I am now.

People will change, and different growth experiences will change people in different ways. People will never know what they will become in the future...

(End of this chapter)