my old life

Chapter 3195
"Sanming!" The fox called me from behind, I stopped but didn't dare to turn around, because I was afraid that tears would fall when I turned around.

I can't tell what kind of tears these are, maybe they are sad or guilty, maybe they are ashamed...but a real man dares to face everything about himself!
"Take a good rest and give me some time."

I have made many mistakes in the past, and my hands have long been stained with blood. There is no turning back. All these are my own choices, and I can't blame others.

In the past, my second uncle told me not to do it myself, but I always take the lead every time. This is my character, which cannot be changed...

Similarly, I don't regret what I have done, because facing those powerful opponents, I have no choice at all.

Do you want me to kneel down and beg my opponent to let me go?If you do that, what's the difference between that and salted fish?
I want to say a lot, but I can't say a word...

Even if a man has thousands of reasons, he can't be serious with a woman. Some things can only be carried by one person.

But having said that, the fox's questioning is like a sharp scalpel, hitting the nail on the head without any hindrance!

In fact, just like most men, there are always thousands of reasons when confronted with questions, always saying that it is for the family and life, and always complaining that the other party does not understand enough.

But when this man is not by his side, what's the point of giving more?

In fact, what the fox said is right, no matter how hard or tiring it is for a man to roam the rivers and lakes outside, it is his own choice, and it is all for himself!

After deciphering all the reasons, the facts may be hard to accept, but this is the reality!

I can see through others and see through myself, I can figure out people's hearts and see through my own actions, because no one knows myself better than me!
Xiaoyong followed immediately, he didn't speak and I didn't go to see him.

"Brother Ming, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, but I didn't expect things to develop like this..."

"I knew it was you! No one knows I'm here except you. Those who want my life will definitely find me before my friends!"

I said every word very calmly, it was Xiaoyong who leaked the news of my whereabouts, and the fox and the soldiers came to the door.

"Brother Ming, you know all about it?" Xiaoyong looked at me eagerly, thinking that the fox had told me just now, but he didn't.

"Just like your frankness now, you know that even if you don't tell me, I will find out that it is you. You are very clever and good at picking the right time. You are really better than many people."

My tone is very calm, no anger or agitation, if angry then it means I care, and vice versa.

"Brother Ming, don't be angry, smoke a cigarette." Xiaoyong handed over a cigarette, his hands trembling slightly.

This kid knows that paper can't hold fire, and he knows that I will be angry if he leaks his whereabouts, but he still did it...

"Brother Ming, you smoke first, and listen to my explanation."

"What do you mean you told other people about me? If I needed to tell them, wouldn't I call myself? Don't I have no hands or feet or a phone?"

I asked calmly, my heart was not disturbed, maybe because of the disappointment in my heart.

"Brother Ming, I'm sorry for you. You can punish me however you want, even if you drive me away, I have nothing to say... But all this is for Brother Ming's good!"

"Xiaoyong, you and I are brothers, now I ask you something, I hope you can give me an answer, OK?"

"Brother Ming, if you ask, I will tell you what I know!"

"You knew my second uncle earlier than Brother Yu. You are not from Hexi. Are you right to work for my second uncle?"

"Why do you ask that? I don't understand what Brother Ming means..." Xiaoyong shied away, but I could tell just by looking at his expression.

During the last meal, Jin Bingyi wanted to greet Mr. Shackles. Obviously, it was my second uncle who released the news and wanted Xiaoyong to take the blame for me.

If Xiaoyong is not from the second uncle, then it doesn't make sense logically. This is a very small detail, but it cannot escape my observation!
"Time can expose all lies. When Hexi met Long Sitong and asked for trouble, when you and I were sworn brothers in Xingchen Manor, when we shipped goods in Midtown, and when we were doing things in Vladivostok..."

"Including coming to Silla, all my whereabouts are known, and the person who knows my whereabouts is my second uncle. You say this has nothing to do with you?"

Faced with my questioning, Xiaoyong remained silent. In fact, I always regarded him as Brother Yu before, because Brother Yu was originally from the second uncle.

"Xiaoyong, do you know why I was sure it was you and didn't suspect Brother Yu?"

"why?"

"I once doubted Brother Yu, but the biggest difference between him and you is that he will never assert himself!"

I am emphasizing the four words of self-assessment. I don't like letting anyone make decisions for me, whether it is good or not.

"Aren't you willing to tell me until now? You and I are brothers, or you have never treated me as a brother. Maybe I am being sentimental."

"Brother Ming, I said it, and I admit...you are right." Xiaoyong finally admitted it himself, and I was filled with emotion when I heard the news.

The second uncle is really well-intentioned, he made such a big game, and placed countless people by my side...

Once I hated him, I blamed him, I admired him, I was grateful to him... At this moment, I feel that I owe him too much.

The second uncle has paid a lot for me. I thought he didn't need to wipe it for me anymore, but in fact he has been cleaning up the mess for me.

If I didn't have this relationship with Gray Pigeon, maybe I would be hunted down, maybe I would be imprisoned, maybe I would be shot hundreds of times...

"Xiaoyong, go back and rest, and have dinner together in the afternoon." I left without saying a word, feeling a little complicated.

Time passed by, I took Da Bing and the others to the restaurant for dinner in the afternoon, but the fox didn't come over, I knew she was tired, really tired.

I asked Xiaoyong to go to the kitchen and pack a separate copy for Fox.

"Sanming, what happened to your face? How did you make it look like this?"

"Fu Wannian, that old bastard, he wants to kill me all the time, and wants to put the blame on the King of the North so as to stir up disputes between us, so that he can reap the benefits of the fisherman."

In fact, before I want to take advantage of other people's grievances, others will also take advantage of my grievances. Jianghu is never a unilateral calculation.

The rivers and lakes are fighting each other, and they play tricks on each other. At this point, I ask myself that I am not Fu Wannian's opponent, and even almost died in the hands of this old drug lord several times.

"Sanming, we heard something when we came here, and we don't know if it's true or not...so we want to ask you."

"Don't hesitate to ask, soldier, I can tell you anything I want to know now, really!"

What I said was very sincere. I used to hide my identity as much as possible, and I didn't want anyone to know that I had another layer of identity.

But now it doesn't matter if you have that identity or not, I'm still me, friends are still friends... nothing has changed.

"I heard that Gray Pigeon investigated a cargo ship that manufactures and sells drugs. It seems to be the news from you. Is there such a thing?"

"When did you check it? Recently?" I asked curiously, because I didn't know what happened after I left.

"On the third day after you disappeared, the freighter sailed into our territorial waters and caught many people."

"A lot of people were caught? How could they drive into the territorial waters? This is wrong!"

I know Lao Hui and the others have locked the freighter, but will Fu Wannian let the freighter take risks?There must be something wrong with this!

"Someone hijacked the first mate and captain of the ship and let them drive the ship to our territorial waters. Didn't you do it?"

As soon as I heard this, I immediately remembered the envelope that reminded me on the freighter. In fact, I knew that there must be people with gray pigeons on board!
The envelope was supposed to be for Xiaoyong, but I saw it by mistake.

But there is one thing that puzzles me. Since they knew that the ship was a mobile processing platform at sea, why didn't they arrest people earlier?
Could it be that asking me to find the location of the processing plant is to make me take the blame?Or is there something unknown insider?

(End of this chapter)