my old life

Chapter 3390 Unruly

I don't know why I feel that this scene is so similar. The white coats in front of me are so familiar, cold and ruthless but full of warmth.

They didn't ask me anything, and if they did I couldn't tell now.

They carefully inspected the places on my body that had been shocked, and then applied a layer of transparent ointment on me. The cold feeling is very comfortable...

They carefully inspected the wound on my stomach, and they took an extraordinarily long time to inspect it. I think it might be because of the muscle spasm caused by the electric shock, including body convulsions and strenuous activities, which caused the wound to ooze some blood.

This feeling makes me very gratified, but it is also very complicated, because I am in a different place at this moment.

If I don't have any wounds on my body, they can last longer if they torture me, but if they torture me too hard, they may torture me to death!
Either he died from the electric shock or he died from a ruptured visceral wound. At this moment, I should be grateful for this wound!

Because if there is no such wound, they can torment me unscrupulously, but they will torment me to death soon, and they will not experience the joy of tormenting me!
It is because of this wound that they will not let me suffer too much.

The real pain is what keeps me alive, I live in pain every day, and every day I live in pain!At that time death was the only relief...

Maybe their taming plan will be successful, maybe there will be no more Xiong Sanming in this world, but no matter what, Xiaomi must have a daddy!
Unless I don't want to, no one can deprive me of this right, let alone make me submit!

At this moment, I thoroughly understood many things. Those friends of the Thirteenth Taibao, those brothers of Xiaomengla, those feelings are extremely precious to me!

But when I have no choice, everything becomes less important!
When something becomes unimportant to you, then losing it will not feel painful, this is common sense!

I think maybe this is the change brought about by going to a higher spiritual level and a pattern, that is, to be completely self-centered!

Such a person will be extremely powerful, no one or anything can restrain him, and no one or anything can defeat him!

No one can hold back his progress, and no one can be his concern and weakness. This kind of spiritual level and pattern is undoubtedly powerful, but it is also lonely!
As the saying goes, when the water is clear, there will be no fish, and when people observe it, there will be no disciples.

If a person lives too clearly, sees the things around him too thoroughly, and is too strict with the people around him, then such a person will not have friends!

This kind of pattern and level of perception is not different from selfishness. To some extent, it seems to have returned to the original point. They are all self-centered, but those who have not experienced the previous lives will only know selfishness. And self-interest!
This is not a concept. Some things will never be understood without experience, and some truths will never be understood unless exposed!
People in this world are divided into three, six, and nine classes, and different levels of life have different patterns of life.

In fact, people are all the same in essence, they all have one nose and two eyes, the real difference lies in the inside!

Inside is thought and pattern, the inner essence is different from what you have experienced, not everyone can become the top master, and not everyone is willing to abandon everything and everything.

Faced with this choice, in fact, I can choose not to choose, then everyone I care about will become painful, make me miserable and let me care about it!
Any of them can become the shackles on my body, entangled me one by one, making it impossible for me to get out of the abyss of emotion!
When I let go of the shackles of this body, then I may still survive the boundless pain and suffering.

Today I can think about everything, and I can also think about everything that will be faced next.

According to my current state, I can't stick to it, unless I can change myself and improve my pattern in a short period of time.

Although this promotion is very reluctant and even painful, I have no choice but to step into a higher level of spirit and a higher level of structure!

Every time in the past, the improvement of the level and the sublimation of the structure would make me ecstatic, and would make me realize many truths in life, but today is different...

What I feel today is reluctance and pain!

As the saying goes, those who make big things don't stick to small details, maybe this is the reason why there are very few big things in this world.

That's when they stuck a scrap tube in my mouth, the plastic tube went through my throat and it was a pain, but compared to the electric shocks it was heaven!
I squinted my eyes slightly, and they seemed to be injecting me with fluid food again, but I didn't know what it was.

I closed my eyes and waited quietly for the time to pass, and let them clean up everything for me. I felt much better, but my body still felt a little numb.

In fact, I knew very well in my heart that the purpose of them cleaning me up so that I could improve my spirit was very simple, it was to toss me better next time!Let me last longer without dying!

Compared with my current situation, I found that those people I hated in the past died too quickly!

They only endured the pain for a short period of time, and then left this world completely. Looking at me now, I am not cruel, and I am kind enough to my enemies!

Time passed slowly, and I don't know how long it took before I heard the sound of high heels stepping on the floor, I knew it was Bai Tianxin!

Only her footstep frequency is this rhythm, only she wears such high heels with thin heels, only she can make me feel dangerous instinctively!

"My little baby! Did you eat? Did you sleep comfortably?"

I heard Bai Tianxin's voice, but I didn't open my eyes or speak. I knew that all I could get out of my mouth was pain.

I also knew she would be more excited if I howled!When the prey loses resistance, is it still interesting to play?

"My little baby, are you asleep? Looks like I need to wake you up!"

The footsteps of high-heeled shoes came to the side of the hospital bed little by little, and then I heard the sound of the electric baton being picked up!
I couldn't help being nervous, but I still closed my eyes, ready to accept this devil's attack!

"Your breathing quickens, your heart beats quicker, you're tense, it looks like you haven't fallen asleep! Baby tell me, are you waiting for me to come?"

Bai Tianxin leaned into my ear and spoke with warm breath, but it was like a devil's horn, representing pain and struggle.

I never opened my mouth, didn't give her any response, no matter what she did, I ignored her.

"Very good! It seems that we have found a new joy now, that is how to make you speak, how to make you howl!"

"Babe, are you ready? I'm coming on the count of three! Three!"

As soon as the words fell, the electric baton landed on my forehead, and a feeling like thousands of needle pricks swept through my whole body in an instant, and my body was trembling instinctively!
I was in pain, but I didn't howl, I only had one belief in my heart, that is to get through half a year!

As long as I get through it, I will kill her with my own hands!
I don't know why the duration of the electric current seemed to be extra long this time, and I felt that the electric rod was on my temple, and my whole brain was about to be blown up, which was uncomfortable!

It was as if thousands of hammers were beating my brain. This pain was more painful than other currents, but I still didn't beg for mercy!
"Baby, as long as you beg me, I can stop, you beg me! I like it very much, because it makes me more excited!"

I didn't respond, only the electric shocks again and again, falling into the hands of this kind of person, it was like burning incense in my previous life.

I don't know how long it has passed, I can no longer feel the passage of time, and my whole body is in a world of great pain.

In fact, when the pain reached a critical point, I didn't feel any pain, as if I had come to an empty world.

In this world, pain is a part of the world, and I no longer feel uncomfortable because my whole body is paralyzed.

"He vomited! He needs to clean his mouth immediately, otherwise the vomit will be poured into the trachea, causing suffocation and death."

"Well, baby is really vulnerable, it's only been 10 minutes..."

I can hear their conversation here, it sounds so ethereal, as if it is a voice from another world.

My eyes were pitch black, and I couldn’t see anything clearly. My ears seemed to be covered with something, as if flying in an airplane at an altitude of [-] meters, I couldn’t hear clearly but buzzed.

I swear they can't conquer me, not by any means!My heart is firm and fearless, stand up!

(End of this chapter)