my old life

Chapter 344 Don't Fall In Love With Me

I couldn't control my inner emotions. The familiar person in front of me was none other than Su Yurong!

When I saw the back just now, I felt very similar. I never dreamed that I would meet him here. I even doubted my eyes just now, but why did he appear here?

To be on the safe side, I didn't go up to say hello immediately, turned my head and left to the side, with indescribable complexities and emotions in my heart, no matter what he came for, it must not be for gambling.

I know him well, and I know that he has always been indifferent to fame and fortune, but he probably came to find me, right?How did he find here?

Walking to the corner of the rest area, I lit a cigarette. The casino in the early morning was as brightly lit as daytime, and it was easy to forget the time. I watched him wandering around with chips, looking more like he was looking for someone.

I know he might leave if I don't show up, and it won't do him any good if I show up, he can have many friends by staying here, but I don't want to drag him into the water.

I quietly walked to the elevator from the side, and gave up my plan to do things tonight. Now I finally understand what my second uncle said. Only when I am in a desperate situation can I see clearly how many people around me are true friends, but you can’t bear to hold true friends. He goes into the water.

In the early morning, I went back to the door of the room on the fifth floor. I didn’t know if the oil bottle was asleep. I gently used the room card to open the room. It was dark.

But suddenly, something fell to the ground with a bang, and the piercing sound of breaking was very clear in the dark night, and then the lights in the room were turned on...

Tuoyouping looked at me warily, but after seeing clearly that it was me, her eyes immediately softened a lot. It seemed that she had already fallen asleep, and there was a broken glass on the ground.

In an instant I understood that she must have put a glass on the doorknob of the room, and that no matter who turned the doorknob, the glass would fall to the floor.

I nodded to signal her to continue sleeping. I turned around and prepared to leave. It was inconvenient to have only one bed in the room, so I had to go to the second floor to make do for the night.

"Don't leave when you come back, rest." It was rare for her to speak, and before I hesitated for a while, she had already come over and grabbed the corner of my clothes.

"I'm sorry to disturb you to rest, I originally wanted to come back to see you and then left..." I found a random reason, but I didn't think it was justifiable.

Who will run back to check if there is nothing wrong in the early morning?In fact, I didn't say that she should be able to understand, and I only come back when I have nowhere to go...

She didn't say anything, just knelt down to help me take off my shoes, took a pair of slippers and helped me change them, then pushed me into the bathroom, and brought in a towel in a blink of an eye.

The towels and bath towels prepared in the bathroom were all gone, but the towel in my hand smelled of sunshine. I knew it was the towel she washed by herself, and I felt warm in my heart.

"Thank you, you can go to rest first." I rubbed her little head, and she pouted her mouth unwillingly, protesting like me silently.

Looking at myself in the mirror with a tired and haggard face and bloodshot eyes, I was shocked by my appearance of neither human nor ghost. Only when I left the underground casino could I feel the change of time.

After washing my face, my whole body was full of exhaustion. Su Yurong's appearance caught me unexpectedly. I don't know how the fox is doing now, and I don't know if the human leather mask has been brought to me.

But in Maobai's casino, even a human skin mask can't be used. My identity is transparent, but it's a good choice to leave here.

Thinking of this, I immediately took out my mobile phone and called Su Yurong, but the phone couldn't get through. I wanted to rush out to find him, but I held back after thinking about it.

Now I have already affected one oil bottle, and I can't let more friends be affected. I am determined not to show up and wait for Su Yurong to leave by himself. He will leave naturally if he can't find me.

I can only find other opportunities to leave here. It is important to be able to learn something here, but freedom is more important. No one likes the feeling of being restrained, let alone live a life of fear every day.

I feel very depressed in the casino. I have to be careful at all times. I don’t know when I will be troubled. Now I have no resistance at all, especially when facing all people related to Maobai. So passive...

If I don't leave in time tonight, what is Xiaoyi trying to do by tricking me into her room?What kind of consequences will it cause?
After leaving the bathroom, the oil bottle was already waiting for me. The atmosphere was a bit awkward, but she turned off the light in the room casually, and I felt a lot easier under the darkness.

I have to say that she is very sensible. Unknowingly, I am used to being in the dark, and I like living in the dark. Black is my protective color, which allows me to breathe in the dark night as much as I want.

Lying on the bed and lighting a cigarette, meditating quietly in the flickering light of the cigarette butt, I could feel that the oil bottle was about to fall off the bed, and I could also feel her trembling slightly.

I know that no matter what, she will still be afraid. After all, I haven't been in contact with her for a long time, and I haven't brought her many good things. Instead, I followed me everywhere to suffer.

Put out the cigarette butt and get under the quilt, all the embarrassment is covered by the night, although I am not a good person, but I will never take advantage of others!The second uncle said that a man should look like a man if he is enough, he can do it outside but never use it on a woman...

I have been deeply influenced by my second uncle, and my behavior and style are very similar to him. I used to aspire to be a man like him. Now that I have entered the big dye tank of society, I understand more about my second uncle's good intentions for me.

If there is no second uncle, I really don't know what I would be like now, and I don't know if I can live to this day. If I didn't walk into the old way, would I have experienced all this?Can it grow up quickly?

The quiet night time passed slowly, and when he was about to fall asleep, he suddenly felt a chill, and then he felt the oil bottle approaching.

In an instant, my body froze. I don't know why she took the initiative to come over, but I could feel her body trembling slightly.

"What's the matter? Are you feeling unwell?" I asked in a low voice, feeling more complicated in my heart.

She didn't speak but just arched towards me, at this moment I clearly felt her skin!My scalp is instantly numb!
When it was too late, I sat up from the bed in a jerk. I couldn't see her face in the dark, but I could feel her rapid breathing.

"What's wrong with you, Charlene? What are you going to do?" I asked her in a calm tone, trying not to hurt her self-esteem.

"I am willing." She murmured in a low voice, and in an instant I understood that she had misunderstood!
I said I wouldn't come back at night, but the sudden return in the middle of the night must have caused her a misunderstanding, thinking that I came back to find her or something, but I really don't have such an idea!

"You misunderstood me. Although I'm not a gentleman, I won't do nasty things either. Go to bed at ease." I groped her little head in the dark and rubbed it twice, feeling unspeakably complicated in my heart.

In fact, I can understand what she is thinking, and I can also understand what she is afraid of. Now I am her only support. Her consideration for me is because she is afraid that I will leave her.

"Sanming, do you dislike me?"

"No, little fool, how could I despise you? I only treat you as a little sister. Don't think too much about it."

"Then why don't you want me?"

I was speechless for a moment. It was hard to imagine that the introverted and honest Tuyouping would say such a thing, but the more she behaved, the less I could bully her, because a person must be conscientious.

"Okay, don't think about it. One day you will meet someone you really like, but that person won't be me." I tried to use a more relaxed tone, and I was afraid that it would hurt her self-esteem and make it difficult to get along with her in the future.

The oil bottle was silent, I got out of bed and found two bottles of beer in the room and poured them down to calm myself and the atmosphere.

After two bottles of beer, I got into the quilt again to cover myself, this time to let her sleep with peace of mind, and don't have to worry about what I will do to her at any time in the future.

But I didn't expect her to come over quietly, and her body was close to my side. I could feel her breathing, and I could also feel the flame in my heart.

I tried my best to calm myself down and told myself that I must restrain myself.

"Sanming, I really like you." Suddenly time seemed to freeze at this moment!

She never gave me a chance to speak and say no...

(End of this chapter)