my old life

Chapter 502 Low-level EQ
Standing at the door, I have never felt that the sky is so blue, and the sky is so vast. The strong north wind makes me feel a little chilly.

"I'm different from you, and fifteen and seventeen are also different." Su Yurong waved his hand, apparently disagreeing with me.

"It's actually the same."

"Really?"

"if not?"

I looked at him calmly. At this moment, the two of us couldn't help laughing...but our faces were full of wry smiles. I can understand Su Yurong's thoughts, but he may not understand my difficulties.

"Actually, I'm also quite reluctant to part with Seventeen. Her carefree personality is like a raging fire. She has melted my heart countless times, but her persistence and ideas make me unable to be at ease."

"Why? I would like to hear the detailed explanation." Su Yurong looked very interested. I took a deep breath of the cigarette to let the vigorous north wind pour into my chest, and slowly opened a door that was never known in my heart.

"She doesn't allow me to gamble. I know she is doing it for my own good, but I can't change my destiny. I can't leave my second uncle and I can't leave the world of cheaters... I never forget to become strong, strong enough to be my second uncle. Uncle shelters from the wind and rain."

"I can understand this." Su Yurong stroked his chin with a thoughtful look. Only at this moment did he really understand why I chose to separate from Shiqi.

"It's not about my life experience. I just don't want to deceive Seventeen again and again. To deceive her is to torture my heart. Every time I have to bear the condemnation of my conscience, it is a kind of torture for her and me. .”

After I finished speaking, I felt extremely lonely in my heart. In fact, no one knew why I chose to break up with Shiqi in the first place, and why I was so calm after breaking up.

"So that's it, I understand!" Su Yurong hugged my shoulders forcefully, I smiled and shrugged helplessly.

In fact, true feelings are not selfish, and true feelings cannot be found once.

In life, you always have to experience some separation and reunion before you can know what you want and what is really suitable for you.

When a beautiful relationship becomes hurt due to disagreement, such a relationship is painful and difficult. Maybe many people lack the courage to say goodbye, but I think long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. This is good for everyone.

On the way back to the hotel, Su Yurong said sorry to me, saying that he shouldn't doubt my character, and I smiled to indicate that I was fine.

I know that my ideas are destined not to be accepted by most people. Maybe this is the reason for my low EQ. Sometimes giving up beauty and sweetness is also a kind of courage!
In fact, I think Su Yurong's upright personality is quite good, at least he will speak out when he feels unhappy in his heart, and he will not hide in his heart.

The second uncle once said that sometimes people hide too many thoughts and there will be a gap, no matter whether these thoughts are right or wrong, they will affect a person's heart.

Fortunately, Su Yurong and I are brothers, so we can speak clearly in person if we have anything to say, so that he can understand what I'm thinking, at least he won't think I'm a scumbag.

It doesn't matter what other people think. Over the years, I have seen how my second uncle endured other people's gossip, but it doesn't matter what he should eat or drink, and he won't be easily disturbed by others.

I learned a lot of qualities from my second uncle in a subtle way, and also learned a lot of things that benefited me a lot.

I also asked my second uncle before, why is he so comfortable when others gossip?

My second uncle told me that what you say when your mouth grows on other people's faces is other people's business, and it's your own business to be yourself!Never live in the eyes of others, otherwise it will be very tiring...

When they came to the hotel where the fat man and the fox were, they briefly talked about the follow-up matter, and they were all relieved after the process was completed.

"It's good if it's settled, otherwise we really don't know what to do in our hearts." The fat man said with lingering fear, it seemed that he was also very scared last night.

In fact, the old man is most afraid of being missed by others!What you do yourself will not be able to be seen on the stage, if you are remembered by others, there will be no good fruit to eat...

"It's still our little shackle who is capable, and I will reward you tonight." The fox glanced under me meaningfully, and I shivered subconsciously.

Today, Fox changed into a pair of flesh-colored stockings, just covered with a long black sweater, which looks more exciting than a miniskirt!Before I knew it, I felt itchy in my nose, and then I got a nosebleed...

"This one is for you, it suits your temperament better." The fox brought me a black short windbreaker, the thin one can't resist the wind and cold much.

"I think it must be very handsome!" The fat man stroked his chin and looked at me. I took off my jacket and put on a black windbreaker. I felt completely different!

It's not as warm as a down jacket, but it's definitely cool!I don't even know when the fox bought it for me, it was probably the last time the Bailian Building was bloodbathed...

"It's much more pleasing to the eye, isn't my vision good?" Fox smiled proudly. I have to say that her vision and taste are good, and she has a good grasp of my figure!

Packed up and set off to Wang Zizi's chess and card room again, or plan to book a table to play together, this time the fat man's goal is to lose about 15.

When I came to the chess and card room at five o'clock in the afternoon, sister Mei greeted me before I entered the door, as polite as if I were treating the God of Wealth.

After paying five hundred packs of table fees, they sat down to play Pai Gow. As soon as the fat man appeared, many people came up to say hello. Whether they knew each other or not, they could get acquainted within a short time.

As the saying goes, gamblers in the world are one family, no matter where gamblers can get acquainted quickly, they are friends on the surface, but they are actually calculating the money in each other's pockets.

This time, many people expressed their desire to join in and play together, but the number of people playing Pai Gow was just right for four people, and there was always a large circle of old gamblers around.

I don't know whether these people are watching the game of cards or the fox's legs. To be honest, I couldn't help but look at it twice, or it is said that men are visual animals, and sometimes it is better to watch than to get it!

Especially the feeling that the beautiful legs are looming in front of your eyes, you can reach them but you can't reach them, and the ambiguous atmosphere makes people want to stop!

During the period, many people took the initiative to talk to the fox, but she didn't answer any of them. She could be as arrogant as she wanted, but she did catch the man's heart.

In the eyes of others, she is the Xiaomi next to the fat man, definitely the kind who eats youth food, but her arrogance can instead arouse the humbleness of the man's heart, and they all stare at her while biting their cigarettes, and their eyes start to turn green Light!

The nature of every man is not to admit defeat. Under the stimulation of the fox, a group of people looked at her like a wolf staring at a little sheep. She was still a beautiful little sheep in flesh-colored stockings, and said they didn't want to teach her hard Being human is fake...

But the fox has a calm face, and he winks at me whenever he has something to do, obviously he looks like he's flirting in front of the fat man, which makes me uneasy, and the crowd of onlookers are even more uneasy!

At first I thought that the fox was too casual, but later I realized that it was not that simple, the word "charm" would definitely let her play with it to the point of proficiency!

She gives people a frivolous feeling without making a sound, and men love this kind of frivolous woman most. Frivolity is always active, and the eyeballs of all the onlookers are red!

I have to say that the fox played the role of Xiaomi so penetratingly!Her disguise is the most perfect among all of us, and she can even be said to be acting in her true colors!
But I know her well, she is good at charm and seduction and can easily grab a man's heart, but she is full of arrogance in her bones!

Soon I discovered a very interesting thing. Everyone in the chess and card room knew Fatty, and many of them noticed Fatty first after being attracted by the fox. The cooperation between the two of them was amazing!However, Cripple Wang still did not show up.

Time flew by, and several hours passed in the smog. Seeing that it was almost time to leave school, I signaled to end the game.

Even though there are many people in the chess and card room now, I promised Shiliu that I would pick her up. It was so cold and snowy, I really didn't understand why Shito didn't pick her up.

After leaving the chess and card room, I asked them to go back to the hotel and take a taxi alone. I wanted to call Shitou on the way, but after thinking about it, I held back.

Stone must have his reasons for doing this, no matter what the reason is, I should respect this approach.

I can't change other people, I can only change myself. It's not bad to walk back with Shiliu on a quiet snowy night...

(End of this chapter)