my old life

Chapter 969 The Outline of L

Sitting in the room smoking alone, recalling the feeling I experienced just now, my heart has unprecedented complexity, but it also has unprecedented similarity!
I don't know why Fo Qianxiao came back suddenly, but she should have searched in my room first, and then in the bathroom...

The cold-eyed woman locked the door when she entered, but let me open it secretly. Before she could get out, she was bumped into by Buddha Qianxiao. Fortunately, she didn't notice it at the time.

I don't know if L has a similar experience, but I think what Buddha Qianxiao said is definitely not groundless!

Imagine a person who suppresses himself so carefully, what will he do when he encounters such difficult troubles?What kind of change will happen in his heart?
At this moment, I feel that what I have just experienced is not for nothing, troubles are worth troubles, at least I can feel the heart of L more clearly!
After smoking, I lay on the bed and prepared to go back to sleep. It’s too late to say anything now, but as long as I’m not caught on the spot, I won’t admit it, and no one can do anything against me!

Suddenly the doorknob was turned twice, and my heart instantly rose to my throat!Then there was a quiet and forceful knock on the door.

I swallowed my saliva and didn't get up to open the door. I thought that there must be a woman who just took a shower outside the door at this moment, but what good can she do if she comes to me now?

"Bang, bang, bang!" There was another knock on the door, and I secretly broke out in a cold sweat, thinking that I would not open the door even if I knocked on the sky.

After a pause, there was the sound of leaving footsteps outside the door, and my heart slowly returned to my stomach. At this moment, I felt more nervous than ever!
I think she must have discovered that the locked door was opened, especially the roar of Buddha Qianxiao, I am afraid she already knows it in her heart... But it is still the same sentence, she will not admit it!

If I admit it, I will not be able to gain a foothold, and I will not be able to be a human being in the future... Although it is a done deal and cannot be changed, I swear to God that I didn't do it on purpose!
Lying on the bed and covering my head with a quilt, I am a big-hearted person, no matter who asks, I will never admit it, and now I can only do this...

For some reason, when I close my eyes, all I see is the scene that makes my scalp tingle!According to the appearance and figure of that glamorous woman, no matter what, it won't be what I am!
It's probably because Fo Jinlong is not a good guy, so it's no wonder that my heart is surging... Anyone else would have ripples in his heart!

I don't know how long I slept in a daze, my mouth is dry and my body is weak, but there is not even a water dispenser in this room, so I can only bear it now!

I don't know if Buddha Qianxiao will make a big deal out of it, but I guess it won't... After all, scandals should not be publicized, I hope so!
In the haze, I seemed to see the outline of L, as if I had become him, sleeping in this dark room, suffering from loneliness and unbearable desires...

I don't dare to think to what extent this L will be depressed, but I know that Buddha Qianxiao will definitely not easily agree with her body, after all, it is not on the same level in essence!

The internal grievances caused by such a contrast will become deeper and deeper. No matter how the Buddha and the old monsters teach, no matter how many benefits they use to lure them, they will still be unable to avoid a feeling of being discriminated against and enslaved...

This feeling is like turning into a dog. No matter how much business and status the old Buddha gives, it can't change this inner shadow, but it will become more and more serious!
Such repressed emotions can really drive a person crazy!It will make a person easy to go to extremes, and no one knows how crazy things can be done...

I rubbed my head and tried to get all my thoughts out of my mind, because I didn't dare to figure out a person's heart anymore, because I was afraid that I would be stuck in it and couldn't extricate myself!
I lingered in the room all morning, half asleep and half awake, depressed, and my hungry stomach made me have to find something to eat.

Hunger is the most primitive force, which can make people overcome all difficulties to fill their stomachs. No matter what, I have to face it!
When I came to the restaurant to eat something, I was always trembling with fear, for fear that Buddha Qianxiao would come to the door aggressively, but she seemed to disappear out of thin air.

After dinner, I went to look for the fox. In fact, I am not a person who cannot withstand temptation, but there are some things I have never seen before, and the visual stimulation is too great!

Fox is applying a facial mask in the room, she looks in good spirits, I subconsciously look at her feet...she is wearing disposable cotton slippers in the hotel.

The pink heels are very round, and for some reason, the fire in my heart instantly ignited!

"What are you looking at, Little Shackle? Does it look good?" She stretched out her foot and gestured at me, not hiding the teasing in her eyes.

"It's beautiful! I haven't found it so beautiful before!"

"Since it looks good, come on..." She tickled her little finger at me, and I swallowed and moved closer.

"Hahahaha! Little shackles! What are you thinking in your head at noon!" The fox leaned forward and backward with a smile, and my face felt hot instantly!

In my heart, I have always been a very traditional man, and I can't be as open as a fox, but the flames burning in my heart are getting stronger and stronger, my mouth is dry, my tongue is dry, and my throat is dry!
"The weather is fine today, let's close the curtains." As I said that, I closed the curtains, and the whole room became dark in an instant.

"It's rare! Come quickly!" Hulizi greeted, took off her shoes and sat on the bed, obviously she was more tolerant of me!

"Hey, can you change the place? Let's go to the bathroom?" I said something magical, and my mind was full of unforgettable images.

The fox gave me a meaningful look, put on his slippers and left without saying anything!

I know it's not fair to her, but what's going on in her head will never be known...wait!Did L ever think this way?
"What's the matter with you? There's a lot of thunder and a little rain? Didn't you mean to be funny?" Fox looked at me with a smile, I waved my hands and turned and walked out of the bathroom.

In fact, there is an indescribable feeling in my heart at this moment. I think I may have gone crazy, always thinking of L in subtleties, or I am afraid that my thoughts will be seen through one day.

The flames in my heart came and went quickly. When I really stopped to think about a person's life, I suddenly discovered that there is something so easy to deliberate!

This feeling of being seen through by others is very bad. This kind of thought that can be easily figured out will expose my inner world. This feeling is simply terrible!

I sat on the sofa and took out a cigarette and lit it. The fox didn't tease me anymore but just looked at me quietly, as if he could see my heavy heart.

"What's the matter, little shackle? Is it too much pressure?"

"I'm ok."

"If the pressure is too great, you should relax. I can help you relieve the pressure at any time! Besides, you are still so young, so don't put too much pressure on yourself."

"Yeah." I glanced at her gratefully, this reassurance made me feel very comfortable!

Maybe this is the difference between me and L. I have friends who can help and comfort me, and there are so many friends who have gone through life and death together, but he doesn't!

At this moment, I seemed to see the outline of L, his back and his loneliness, and even more so, his twisted life and accumulated resentment...

As the saying goes, there are many heroes who slaughter dogs. After being taught by Buddha and monsters, L must be a terrifying existence!Especially the madness shown after he broke out, I can even imagine his debauchery after he was drunk.

I asked myself that I dare not face such an opponent, because such a person has too many incomprehensible features, but it is also because I have figured out him thoroughly, so I instinctively reacted to avoid...

"Little Shackle, it seems that your complexion is not very good, hurry up and relax, relax and decompress, I will teach you yoga!"

"Okay!" I put out my cigarette and prepared to try it, but the smirk on Fox's face gave her away!

I don't know why I suddenly felt a sense of familiarity, this kind of familiarity is like that glamorous woman, her feeling is so similar to that of the fox at the moment!

The difference is that the fox can still have me, and we can enjoy each other in the cold world of rivers and lakes. This kind of feeling not only exists in the spirit, but also in the body!
Before I could say anything, the fox pounced on me and started teaching me various movements in yoga. I have to say that she is really a master of 'yoga'...

(End of this chapter)