my old life

Chapter 980
From the beginning of the chess game, the old monster Buddha took the initiative to mention Qianshu, but he didn't use poker to teach me how to play. This unorthodox Qianshu made me a little hard to understand.

But the chess game that I was struggling to deal with in front of me was real!My chess moves are completely led by the nose of Buddha and old monsters. If I continue, I will definitely lose...

"Old man, isn't the real point of changing the technique not in how to defeat the opponent, but in how to disturb and figure out the opponent?"

I asked in a low voice, handed over a cigarette again, and took the opportunity to light one myself and take two puffs to calm myself down!
"That's right! But Bianju is not just about disturbing and speculating, the real ultimate move is still behind! If there is no ultimate move, Bianju is just a feint!"

Old monster Buddha has already made it very clear that his changes must have a follow-up purpose, and it cannot be just playing randomly on the chessboard!
"What's the real point of changing art?" I asked humbly, I know this is the real point!

I just don’t know if the old monster Buddha will teach me easily. After all, this is the experience summed up in life, and it is the truth summed up in the world for decades... The more precious it is, the more impossible it is to pass it on casually!

"The key to changing art is life. This is a game of chess and a game, and it can also be regarded as a life... As for which level you can understand, it all depends on you!"

Fo Lao’s strange words are very subtle, but I have already understood the essentials. Changing art is actually a change in life!
"I see." I nodded respectfully, no matter what, I must master the essentials and mysteries today!

For the next ten moves, the old monster Buddha didn't say anything more, but the more I played, the more confused I felt, as if I had fallen into an invisible trap, and I always had scruples in my heart...

Because I didn't catch Old Monster Buddha's chess moves, and I couldn't see his intentions and intentions. His chess pieces were scattered in a mess. It took me four chess pieces to surround and kill one of his chess pieces...

etc!I suddenly feel something is wrong!

From the beginning of this chess game, all I thought about was how to kill, but never thought about how to counter balance. This is the real change!
In other words, I only thought about how to kill this game of chess, but ignored the checks and balances I should have made!Instead of trying to figure out the illusory transformation technique, it is better to create your own transformation technique!

If this is a game of chess in life, then I will definitely not be exhausted trying to figure out my opponent, but I will definitely use all kinds of methods to figure out and try, so as to find the way out that suits me best!
Thinking of this, my confused heart suddenly became clear!How can a living person be suffocated to death by urine?It is this simple and easy-to-understand truth that almost suffocates me!It even suffocates many people who are in confusion in the world to death!
I carefully looked at the distribution of chess pieces on the chessboard, weighed the pros and cons of the present and started a new game of chess, but I was reluctant to give up the chess pieces that could be moved forward...

My indecisiveness wasted a lot of time. Old Monster Buddha smoked a cigarette without urging him. He seemed to be waiting for me to make a decision, a decision whether to give up or not!

Combined with the definition of Bianju by Buddha and Monster just now, I can naturally think that this game of chess is the epitome of life, and it is the true expression of my inner character.

What I gave up at this moment is not just some pawns, it seems to have become everything in life... like things that have been worked hard and obsessed with, like friends who get along day and night, and more like things that should have been made in life Those trade-offs!

The second uncle said that when a person is born, he has nothing, and when he dies, he can't take anything with him...but it will make people feel uncomfortable to lose what they have, because human nature is greedy and possessive!
Time passed slowly, I have been hesitant for a long time, I kept lighting and smoking to weigh the pros and cons... Even though I thought of what brother Yu said, I still couldn't make a decision.

It is such a simple truth to hesitate even when you know it is right, and to persist even when you know it is wrong, but it is so uncomfortable when you are really faced with a choice!

"The longer you hesitate, the greater the entanglement in your heart! You know that what to do is correct, but you can't let go of those ties and interests... This is the first entanglement in your heart!"

Old Monster Buddha looked at me meaningfully, he had already seen through the first knot in my heart, a knot that bothers me and has never been solved!
The pawns I discarded at this moment are like my friends. I can't abandon them, even though I know it's wrong to do so, but I can't cross the hurdle in my heart!
If the same situation were replaced by the second uncle, he would definitely be able to make a choice quickly!But this is precisely the difference between me and him!

"Remember, if you want to have everything in the world, you must first know how to accept the loss! This is the way to choose!"

Old Monster Buddha once again made a point, and the meaning in the words already contained encouragement. He was encouraging me to give up everything that should have been given up. He wanted to help me untie this knot in my heart...

Why don't I understand the truth of willingness?Why don't I understand what trade-offs are?

If you want to have it, you must first understand how to accept it. This sentence really touches my heart!But I asked myself that I couldn’t do it, because this is where I’m different from others, and I can’t get rid of this knot in my heart...

Even if I know that doing so may be wrong, even if I know that I will be implicated, I still can't choose to give up, because this is the principle!
"I understand what the old man said, but I can't give up." After speaking, I dropped the chess piece, and resolutely chose to protect the chess piece.

What I can't give up is not the benefits, but the cherished people around me, and everything I have worked so hard to build. These are all things I can't give up...

"The obsession in my heart is too heavy, and the things you can't let go of will definitely become your burden!" Old Monster Buddha sighed, and I nodded to express my understanding.

In fact, the moaning and sighing of old monster Buddha actually exposed one of his weaknesses!I didn't care when he took the initiative to encourage me just now, but his performance now makes me doubtful!
Let me ask, if I can really give up everything, including the friends around me and the relationship I once had, can the Buddha and the old monster still restrain me?From the perspective of his interests, would he expect me to really give up everything?

To put it simply, if I can easily give up everything, wouldn't this master-student relationship become a piece of paper?
After I figured it out, I broke into a cold sweat in my heart. It is estimated that the old monster Buddha deliberately brought me into this vicious circle, using teachings to test my heart silently, and even try to figure out my character and knots!
I think the former Ye Lingyun must have received such teachings, and he will also face the same choice!But Ye Lingyun, who was willing to pass the test, became a traitor... This is an irony!
"In fact, being too obsessed is not necessarily a bad thing. Everything has two sides. At least it shows that you are a person who attaches great importance to feelings."

The old monster Buddha said something suddenly, and this sentence revealed his real purpose!
"Everything has two sides, I understand this truth." I said bluntly, I knew this truth before, there is no absolute good or bad in everything.

The monster Buddha is playing chess faster and faster, I know he has caught my chess move, I can only deal with it now, but I don't regret it!
Just like I have made so many choices, I know that there is no bright road ahead, but I still go on resolutely!
The second uncle said before that people always have a goal, no matter good or bad, right or wrong, just follow your heart!Instead of looking for the Yangguan road that others should go, it is better to break a thorny road by yourself!
At the end of the chess game, Buddha and Monster won a complete victory, and all the chess pieces that did not play according to the routine came in handy, and the advantage of Heizi's first move was maintained from the beginning to the end...

Although I ended up in a situation where I lost everything, I don't regret anything, because I know where I lost, and this is the most important thing!
"A single careless move will lose the whole game, because a small loss is a big loss!" The old monster Buddha looked at me meaningfully, but I was very calm at the moment.

"I know where I lost. If I do it again, I may lose the same, and I will lose on the same problem..."

"Since you know you're losing, why don't you seek change?" Old Fool looked at me in surprise, his eyes really thought-provoking!

"The old man said that the chessboard is just like life. Changes on the chessboard are easy, but changes in life are difficult... If you can't make changes in your life, what's the point of making changes on the chessboard? Is it just to win the game?"

I calmly asked a question, and the old monster Buddha frowned and looked at me with extremely complicated eyes. In fact, what I said was the truth...

Winning or losing a game of chess is actually not important, it's the comprehension and change of being a human being that is more important!
In fact, losing is really not terrible, as long as you know how you lost and the process of losing, it will be worth it!

(End of this chapter)