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Chapter 22 Patient Chen: I have a disease that makes me want to cry without you

1.0
"If I were to choose a time to go back to the past now, I would definitely go back to the day when I filled out my application form, and whispered in my ear: 'Don't apply for a major in advertising design, be more sober! Isn't it good to be alive? ?' I’m really out of my mind! Do you know? There was a project last time, Party A said that the first plan was too expensive and didn’t highlight their company’s logo; I also said that it was too plain and not enough to catch people; I continued to modify it, and worked hard to make the third version... I worked overtime and stayed up for two days on the weekend to finish the latest version. The person in charge of Party A told me that I still think it is the first one. Good. I really want to become Sadako, get out of the screen and blow his dog's head off!"

Ever since he was an intern in an advertising company, Ren Tianyi's weekly routine has been to insult the wonderful party A, and after scolding, he let out a long sigh of relief: "I'm just relying on venting with you to play a good role as an emotionally stable person." Normal people, living is too difficult, too difficult!"

The entire video is shaking, showing her breaking down.Chen Yu'an raised his fist and shouted for her from thousands of kilometers away: "Come on, everything is for survival!"

Ren Tianyi drank half of the glass of water, let go of that breath, and looked at her carefully.Chen Yu'an originally had a small face the size of a palm, but after not seeing him for more than half a year, his face became even smaller. He was so close to the camera without any crookedness, which is really enviable.

"I was waiting for you to come back during the Chinese New Year, so that I could show you a trick to kill Party A, but I didn't expect you to not come back."

Chen Yuan sighed: "No way, the subject is quite busy. Do you think it's so easy to complete two years of credits in one year? Ah? The ghost knows how I survived! The past can't be chased, can't be chased."

When mentioning the past, Ren Tianyi on the opposite side pursed his lips, and hesitated when he spoke again: "On the third day of the first lunar month, someone in the class organized a class reunion, and Xia Ji also went."

Chen Yu'an felt a stab in his heart, his eyes wandered, but there was still a smile on his face: "After all, it's the last class reunion before graduation, he should go."

"Xia Ji drank a lot that day. Because you didn't come back, many people in the class asked him where you had been. Xia Ji didn't say a word the whole time, and just focused on drinking. In the end, Guo Minghao interrupted him to fool him." She went to ask Xia Ji later, but she didn't ask anything.

Ren Tianyi also watched them walk along the way, she knew Xia Ji, he would never say what he didn't want to say.But the more he didn't explain, the more he had a problem.

"Yuan, what happened to you and Xia Ji?"

Chen Yu'an's face suddenly lost the flying look, and was as quiet as she was in most of high school.

She lowered her eyes, her long curly eyelashes cast shadows under her eyes, her voice was very soft, as if she was talking to herself: "Yeah, what happened to Xia Ji and I?"

On the day Chen Anan first came to the National University of Singapore, there was a sudden torrential rain.

After an eight-hour flight and another two-hour car ride from the city to school, she arrived exhausted with her luggage and stood shivering under the license plate.

She was familiar with none of the people with umbrellas coming and going.

That day she found the dormitory to check in, connected to the internet, didn't even have time to pack her luggage, took a hasty hot bath and then touched the pillow, dreaming one dream after another, all about Xia Ji.Sleeping until two in the morning, she woke up hot and uncomfortable, found that she had a fever, swallowed two pills, and fell asleep again in a daze. When she woke up again, her phone was full of Xia Ji's news. The last one was posted at [-]:[-] this morning.

He didn't sleep all night.

She hurriedly made a voice call to tell him the situation, and he was relieved.A professor called Xia Ji over, he told her to rest well, remember to take medicine, and hung up the phone hastily.

Her life in Singapore is very busy, both studying and social practice.Once she is serious about doing something, she will not be happy. She often takes out her phone to check when she is taking a break, only to see the message Xia Ji sent her.

She was very guilty, and she wore a rabbit hair card to act coquettish and cute during the night video, begging Master Xia to forgive her.

Xia Ji didn't say anything, but as she often didn't reply to messages, he sent fewer and fewer messages.

When Chen Anan went to do social practice near Clarke Quay, she accidentally ran into an acquaintance. She once taught a classmate Chen English for half of the winter vacation.

There is nothing more exciting than meeting someone you know in a foreign country. She ran over and patted him on the shoulder with a smile.

As soon as classmate Chen turned around, looking at Chen An'an, he felt that he was hallucinating.

As if he deliberately wanted to leave city A so as not to meet certain people, he directly applied to the National University of Singapore after graduating from high school, but he didn't expect that certain people were born with a curse, and he couldn't escape no matter what.

After Chen Yu'an came out again, he could always run into classmate Chen.

In the evening, she happily told Xia Ji about meeting classmate Chen, saying that he invited her to Clarke Quay to drink delicious local fruit wine, and watched another fireworks display.Xia Ji's complexion became darker and darker with her description, and her tone was very blunt: "Don't go out with him in the future."

"why?"

"He has bad intentions for you."

"How come, he used to be my student! In terms of age, he is my younger brother. Don't think of everyone as an imaginary enemy, okay? How can I be so popular?"

The next night, when she made a video call again, Xia Ji didn't answer it for a long time.

Chen An'an guessed that he must be angry because she didn't listen to him yesterday. The jealousy was inexplicable. She hung up the video call angrily, and then turned off the phone and threw it in the corner.

At that time, in city A, outside the operating room of the Second Hospital of Medical University, Xia Ji listened to the busy tone of the mobile phone over and over again, and closed his eyes tiredly.

2.0
On the night when Chen Anan lost his temper, Xia Ji once again experienced the despair he once had.

Father Xia suffered a heart attack and was rushed to the hospital for emergency treatment.He comforted his mother and comforted the younger brothers and sisters of the Xia family. He was as strong as a wall, and his eyes turned red only when he avoided people and went to the stairwell. Telephone.

He just wanted to hear her voice, but he couldn't hear it after all.

Fortunately, the treatment was timely, and Xia's father's operation was very successful.

When Chen Yu'an got the news from Xia Tian, ​​she wanted to strangle herself to death last night. She contacted Xia Ji and carefully comforted him, but he was really in a bad mood, and he didn't have the energy to take care of her who was trembling. several times.

Chen Yu'an suddenly discovered that the distance between her and Xia Ji seemed to be getting farther and farther since she didn't know when.

During those days in Singapore, Xia Ji came to see Chen Anan once.

She knew that the holidays were the busiest time for Xia Ji to be an intern in the hospital, so it must be difficult for him to find time to come here.She enthusiastically made a check-in list, planning to have a good time with Xia Ji for two days.

Take a ride on the Ferris wheel, go to Universal Studios to ride the roller coaster, take pictures in front of the colorful walls of Little India, go shopping in the market at Haji Lane, and eat local delicacies...

It's just that the process was less than halfway through, when Chen Yu'an answered the phone, his expression changed immediately.

They went to Little India to take pictures, and finally they accompanied classmate Chen to the hospital for X-rays.Xia Ji and classmate Chen looked at each other, and there was an unconcealable hostility in each other's eyes.

Xia Ji frowned, and said with a cold smile: "Student Chen's leg really fell from a bicycle? Why do I feel like it was smashed by Student Chen himself? Otherwise, why would the injury be so concentrated, only on the calf bone, and other places?" No scratches at all? When I was your age, I couldn't do such a stupid thing."

"Xia Ji!" Chen An'an stretched out his hand and tugged at him. He didn't look at her very well, and said harshly: "I came all the way to watch you protect him and yell at me? Chen An'an, I advise you , To make friends, you have to go out with your eyes.”

Her face ached from what he said, and she snapped back, "Don't worry about it!"

"Okay, don't worry about it, don't you regret it."

He became anxious and flew directly back to City A.Chen Yu'an won him in the first quarrel, but he was not happy at all, his big eyes were full of tears, and he couldn't get rid of them.

Classmate Chen handed over a tissue, she slapped his hand away, and wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes with her backhand: "If you like someone, you must fight for them in a fair and honest manner, and using some heresy will only make people hate you. I stay here today because of you I broke my leg because of me, and I can't just ignore it. But after today, don't hurt yourself like this again. I have a boyfriend and I like him very much. Even if we quarrel, I still like him."

Chen withdrew his hand and said solemnly, "I'm sorry."

After that, the relationship between Chen Yu'an and Xia Ji seemed to have fallen into a magical world.

After Xia Ji returned to City A, she seemed to have calmed down. She was still the same as before. There was no change because of Chen Yu’s affairs, but there was always a thorn in Chen Yu’an’s heart. She wanted to explain her relationship with Chen to him. clear.But she is busy every day, and so is he.When she was free, seeing that Xia Ji was much thinner than before, she couldn't bear to upset him anymore, so she carefully concealed her emotions well.

Just like this, when winter came, she suddenly found that she hadn't contacted him for seven days.

It turned out that Xia Ji's reaction to her leaving before was not unreasonable.

The staggering of time and space can really push the person you like far away.

3.0
During the winter vacation, Chen Yuan did not choose to go home, but spent this Spring Festival with a few classmates who also stayed at school.

The wind at Clarke Quay was very cold. She was wrapped in a thick coat and was blown cold by the wind.At the moment when the fireworks bloomed, she covered her face and cried loudly.

Chen Yu'an didn't even dare to ask Xia Ji what their relationship is now, and she didn't dare to go back, she was afraid that someone else would accompany Xia Ji to watch the fireworks by the river this year.

Xia Ji often said that she was like a rabbit, soft and cute.But she also has the shortcomings of a rabbit, timid and sensitive.

She felt that she had done too many mistakes, so much that she didn't know which thing to start to make up for in order to get her boy back.

"Xia Ji, Xia Ji..."

In the past six months, she has learned how to cook. Although the appearance is still not good, she can barely eat.

She learned to memorize the route, and lost it back and forth several times on the way from the dormitory to the library, but she also gritted her teeth and persisted.

Without Xia Ji, she could live on.

She tried.

But she lost him.

Originally, she thought that the hard time had passed, but at this moment, she couldn't stand the simple memory.Chen Anan hastily turned off the video call with Ren Tianyi, went to the bathroom to wash his face, and when he came back, the message interface flashed.

[Xia Ji: Two babies were born on New Year's Eve, and Xia Tian wants to take one back to raise. 】

[Chen Keai: Good. 】

[Xia Ji: In the past two days, the weather over there has changed too much, remember to bring an umbrella when you go out. 】

【Chen Keai: Alright, I see. 】

Chen Yuan held the mobile phone and looked at the two messages he sent repeatedly. He disassembled and reorganized each word, disassembled it, and reorganized it again... During this time, they were like this, occasionally exchanging a sentence or two, and then there was a long silence.

She dared not pierce the window paper.In this strange place, she didn't know what she could rely on to make it back to China once the fact that she and Xia Ji had broken up was confirmed.

She wants to fool herself, pretending to be happy is also happy.

Chen An'an has completed all the credits at the National University of Singapore, and the matter of returning to China is also on the agenda.

She had to go back to get her graduation certificate before the graduation ceremony of University A, and the time to return to China was set at the beginning of June.After buying the air ticket, Chen Anan found out that the time she returned to China this time happened to be the second day after the college entrance examination, and it was also the day when she and Xia Ji agreed to be "a couple for a day".

She didn't tell him about returning to China, she packed her luggage, and said goodbye to her classmates and mentors who had been with her for a year.

After the last incident, classmate Chen calmed down a lot, and only asked her out for a meal the day before Chen Anan left.

"You're so unhappy, you'll only be sadder when you go back. Although I'm not a good person, I won't let you cry. Yuu, let me take care of you in the future! As long as you nod, I'll suspend school and return to China immediately."

Facts have proved that the disease in the second grade will not be cured with age in Mr. Chen.

Chen Yu'an looked at the opposite person dumbfounded: "Actually, you are a good person..."

Student Chen choked for breath, and said irritably: "Okay, there's no need to talk about the next one, I don't want to hear it."

Chen Yu'an's smile gradually faded: "You are a bit like Xia Ji, I often think, when he was your age..."

This opening remark of the same style as Xia Ji made the shadow in Chen's heart expand to the lungs. He gritted his teeth and said: "I wish you a smooth journey! Goodbye!"

(End of this chapter)