Qing Palace Dream Like Smoke·Moyu

Chapter 171

Mo Yu burst into tears uncontrollably in his arms. Since returning from the southern tour, she has never had such a chance to vent freely. At this moment, in this safe and warm embrace, finally, she can cry without any scruples. It's been a game.

After a long time, her crying gradually subsided, she got up from his arms, stood up straight, looked at him with stubborn eyes, and asked softly: "What else? I don't know? All..."

Looking at her tear-stained face, he smiled wryly: "You are already so sad, do you want to know more?" Isn't the pain enough?
But Mo Yu nodded without hesitation, he was stunned.

There even seemed to be a smile in her eyes, such a familiar feeling, for a moment, she only felt that she saw her former self.

So stubborn, she has always been like this since she was a child, and has not changed...

all? ...Concealing the evidence, I don't know what the consequences will be, and the thirteenth brother, on the spur of the moment, ruined the old file, which makes people have to worry... Worrying, worrying, walking on thin ice... What you need to know All... Naturally, you can't have these.

Sighing again in my heart, it seems that you still don't understand... not knowing anything is actually the luckiest thing in the world.

Seeing his eyes looking at him, but his expression was thoughtful, with a wry smile on his lips, what else could be more frightening?There was a burst of fear in Mo Yu's heart, and she suddenly found that she was not as determined as before. Maybe, I don't know, it's better?

The fourth elder brother turned his head and looked at the opposite side of the lake. It was dark there, and there were always some places that even the bright moonlight could not illuminate...

After a long while, he said in a calm tone: "Huang Ama commented on me as 'reckless, moody'. At that time, I was really sad, and I always hoped to do my best to satisfy his old man. , we must do our best to achieve perfection.”

He suddenly talked about things that seemed to be far-fetched, but Mo Yu found that he was not bored, but wanted to hear him talk slowly.

The fourth elder brother didn't care about her description, immersed in his own thoughts, and said in a low voice: "Actually, the more errands I do, the more I realize that right and wrong are not as absolute and unchangeable as I imagined." ..." Having said that, she turned her head to look at her with mocking disdain in her eyes, and snorted softly, "Everyone says I'm cold-hearted, but in your heart, I'm also a hard-hearted person, do you know , How did this hard-hearted heart come out? After a moment of hesitation, all previous efforts have been wasted, and it is considered a blessing to fall short. If you insist on being too big and give someone a handle, wouldn't it also kill your life?"

He said that he didn't seem to have thought about it seriously. Now that he thinks about it, if it was that party at Dajue Temple, Yu'er, wouldn't he be sad if he succeeded?Just because I knew the result a long time ago, I put sympathy and pity on the other side without thinking, and stood on the opposite side of him?
"...Seeing things happen but doing nothing, even regretting and blaming yourself, but it doesn't help. Have you ever tried this kind of sadness? How many times have you experienced it?...I will teach you to deceive yourself, oh, when will I do it myself? Ever?" His voice gradually lowered, and he looked at her deeply, "What I hate the most is to let God... let fate." You know, I can't guess myself, this matter, I temporarily Hesitating, what kind of result will be... It seems that he can only resign himself to fate.

His eyes were dark and deep, with a slight mockery in his eyes, but also faint sadness, Mo Yu's heart throbbed for a while, it turned out that, under his indifferent expression, he had once struggled with such contradictions in his heart.

"What is the best?" He looked back into the darkness, and finally smiled bitterly, "The best...in fact, it is the most bitter....I often think, like the thirteenth brother, no, like the fourteenth brother That way, life would be better..."

(End of this chapter)