Zhuma has autism

Chapter 250 I'm Not Ready

She had thought about countless consequences of being discovered by him, and at this moment she realized that she might really not be able to bear it.

Shi Yuzhou told her about the idea of ​​having a child very early on. At that time, she only regarded these words as his whim and didn't take them seriously, but now she saw the tenderness in his red eyes. Full of disappointment, she found that the matter had become serious.

It's not that she doesn't want to have children with him, it's just that the word child is too far away for her for the time being...

Ye Qing sat on the ground and coughed lightly. Shi Yuzhou's action just now was not a joke, he really squeezed it in her mouth, as if she could really spit out the medicine that she took.The way he looked at her made her feel like a lamb waiting to be slaughtered.

Ye Qing's eyes glanced at the instruction manual at his fingertips, her mind was in turmoil, watching Yu Zhou getting closer and closer to her, this time... she really panicked.

She didn't even dare to think about what was going to happen next.

Shi Yuzhou's expression was very calm, but there was indeed more and more haze in the pupils under the black broken hair.

How to say, it looks painful.

In Ye Qing's perception, Shi Yuzhou would never do anything that would hurt her.But now, she wasn't sure anymore, his eyes were full of despair.

She didn't understand, she just did what she thought was right, why in his eyes, she seemed unforgivable.

She started to move back, she had never seen such a Shi Yuzhou, more dangerous than ever before.

Before she could back up a few times, that big hand accurately grasped her ankle, pulling her back under those dead silent eyes without any effort.

Ye Qing's arms trembled a little under his confinement, "Shi...Shi Yuzhou...you listen to me..."

"What do you want to say?" His voice was hoarse, "Say you don't want to have a baby with me?"

"You said you were taking... contraceptive... pills without telling me?" When he said these three words, Ye Qing could clearly hear his forbearance...

"Do you know?" Shi Yuzhou lowered his head and touched her forehead, "I always hope that you can have the crystallization of our love... Sometimes, I even... think it's my problem..."

"No...it's not like that." Tears finally fell from the corners of Ye Qing's eyes.

"...I've already made an appointment with a doctor...but..." He paused, holding her cheeks with more and more force, but in the end, he was afraid of hurting her so he eased the pressure and wiped her cheeks. teardrops.

"Is it because I don't love you enough?" He whispered, his tone was no longer the anger before, but a deep inferiority complex, "Or because... I don't deserve..."

Ye Qing shook her head frantically, tears streaming down her face, "No...not at all!"

"Isn't it?" Shi Yuzhou felt as if an awl had been pierced into his heart, and he began to question loudly: "Then why do you need to take medicine?"

"You know how much I want a baby? I'm thinking about it like crazy!"

"I want to have a baby with you, that's our baby...how do you have the heart to kill him?"

"How can you bear..."

He roared in her ear, Ye Qing felt that his eardrums were going to explode.

Those accusations were like a huge cage, binding her inside, and she could no longer remain silent.

"Because I'm not worthy!"

Ye Qing looked at him with tears in her eyes, "When I was only 21 years old, Yu Zhou..."

"I wasn't ready to be a mother..."

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