Reborn lady my biggest

Chapter 277 The Unknown Love

The chrysanthemum tea placed on the terrace does not match the blooming season of early spring.Just like when Chang Mei first entered Kelly Women's School, she was dressed in gray, which seemed so discordant among the well-dressed girls.

Qiao Chu is the sunshine in her life.Although that ray of sunshine only stayed in front of Chang Mei for such a short time.

She actually admitted that Su Zizeng was tongue-tied, and Chang Mei's confession made her not know what to ask next.Even if she was born again, even if Su Zi had already tasted all kinds of sophistication in the shopping malls and battlefields, she was still a little timid when faced with such a strange relationship.

"Why, you want to be like everyone else and say I'm abnormal," Chang Mei sat back on the balcony.There is always an empty seat next to her. Su Zi rarely saw Su Qingchang sitting there. He used to think that Su Qingchang didn't like it. Now it seems that Chang Mei deliberately circled this empty space.

Su Zi once tried to sit on the empty seat. The moment he sat down, he could feel Chang Mei moving in resistance, but in the end Chang Mei endured it and didn't say anything to stop her.

"Papa always knew about this?" Su Zizeng asked again.

"So what if you know, a housekeeper like me who walks in the door backwards and can help him take care of his wife and daughter is what Su Qingchang dreamed of at that time," Chang Mei finally waited for Ye Tina to leave, and there were more people beside Qiao Chu. There is an empty seat, but Qiao Chu is different from her.Qiao Chu doesn't like women, so she soon "knows" Su Qingchang.

Such a coincidence, the pure-hearted Qiao Chu and the deliberately close Su Qingchang, their love is an accidental necessity.Su Qingchang is very grateful to Chang Mei, because she introduced Qiao Chu, and he always thought it was him who set up the trap.How did she know that the bureau was set up by Chang Mei.In order to guard Qiao Chu forever, she even gave up on the life trajectory that she set before entering school, and was even willing to stay in the Su family in a way that the world would not tolerate.

"So, my mother really died because of you?" Su Zizeng's mood at this time was complicated and angry, and she was waiting for Chang Mei to deny it.Chang Mei will definitely deny that she killed Qiao Chu because of her deformed love.

"Yes, I don't hate her for falling in love with your father. I am willing to lose to a man. I would think that I lost to the whole society and the pressure of the world. But she didn't believe what I said. I told Ye Tina seduced Su Qingchang, and the two eloped. She still refused to believe it, stupid Qiao Chu, she only believed in so-called friendship, friendship in hell." Chang Mei was so excited that she spilled all the tea in her hand.

Her clothes, as well as her face, were all stained with tea, broken leaves of chrysanthemums, and a faint scent, which made her look even more embarrassed.

"It was I who killed her. I knew that pregnant women should be careful, and I knew she couldn't take a bath alone, but I still deliberately let her go. When I heard her fall in the bathroom, I was so happy," Chang said. When Mei said these words, she couldn't tell whether it was tears or tea stains on her face.

The piece of rose essential oil soap that she personally chose to give to Qiao Chu became the most direct murderer of Qiao Chu.

The day before Su Zizeng was born, Qiao Chu and Chang Mei had just finished arguing, and she went into the bathroom as usual, using the bar of soap.But when Chang Mei heard the movement in the bathroom, it was too late.

She was the one who killed Qiao Chu.During the days when Qiao Chu died, Chang Mei said such things to the people around her almost every day.After a long time, even she herself thought that she deliberately killed Qiao Chu.

Chang Mei called her servant over, wiped off the tea, got up to change her clothes, and waited for Su Qingchang to come back. She was like a mental patient with intermittent seizures, full of nonsense, but Su Zi once knew that she was telling the truth .

The hatred for Chang Mei these years was replaced by a feeling of sadness. Su Zi once felt that Qiao Chu didn't want her to hate Chang Mei.Because when Chang Mei was talking, the piece of "Red Love" hanging around her neck was getting warm.

It's not the heat full of hatred, nor the soul-stirring heat, but more of a steady stream of warmth, like listening to a friend tell a sad story.

Qiao Chu had already expressed her thoughts. Su Zizeng closed her eyes and sat on the terrace, facing the spring breeze blowing in her face, feeling an unprecedented relaxation.

For many years, the Su family's mansion in Su Zi's impression was shrouded in the shadow of Chang Mei's mother and daughter.Now that Chang Chi has left, Chang Mei has also told everything.The hatred imposed on Su Zizeng's mind began to disintegrate little by little.

Perhaps this is the true meaning of Qiao Chuzai giving her a second life. She doesn't want her daughter to bear too much hatred.

When Yan Wuxu found the old servant, Su Zi had subconsciously regarded Chang Mei as the murderer.So subconsciously, she stood on the same front as Yan Wuxu, and she let the matter of impersonating babies and the matter of Su's being shuffled on a large scale be ignored.

"What the hell am I doing?" Su Zizeng stood up, facing the terrace, looking at the unrecognizable Su family garden.

The crying of the baby came from upstairs, the sound of cursing without words and the sound of the nurse coaxing the baby.

Upstairs was getting more and more noisy, tearing up the darkness of the approaching night, cursing without saying a word, while putting makeup on his face.After she changed her clothes, she wriggled and went downstairs, and disappeared at the gate of Su's house after a while.

Su Zi once walked outside the baby's room door. This strange "brother" has grown up a lot, and the wronged nurse is coaxing the child.

"Are you his biological mother?" Su Zi once asked.

The nanny was taken aback, but she was relieved when she saw that it was Su Zizeng.

"I'm not, miss, you know, madam won't let me say that." The nanny is an authentic countryman, and when she speaks, she still has a very strong local accent.

"She's out, it's okay," Su Zizeng stepped aside, looking at the white and fat baby being fed.

"Miss," the nanny seemed to have something to say, but she didn't dare to say it. This honest country woman couldn't help but begged at last.

"I beg you, let me take the child away," the nurse put the child to sleep, then suddenly knelt down on the ground and kowtowed to Su Zizeng.

"?!" Su Zi was frightened by her action.

"If we stay in Su's house any longer, neither the child nor I will be able to survive," the nanny trembled, pulling up the sleeves of herself and the child sleeping in the crib.

On the delicate skin of the child and the dry skin of the woman, cigarette marks of different sizes and black and blue scars are densely crawling, which is shocking.

"Wu Xu? Wu Xu did it!" Su Zizeng stood in the warmly furnished baby room, but looked at the cruelest side of the world.

"I'm a rough person, it doesn't matter if I suffer a little bit, but the child is different. He is still young and can't stand the torment. At the beginning, I was blinded by the money, so I brought the child to the Su family. Miss, you Please do me a favor, let them let me out secretly. I will take the child and the child’s father to the south to work together, and I will never return to Mocheng for the rest of my life.” The nanny kowtowed to Su Zizeng and kept saying, Just like Su Zi was once a bodhisattva who rescued suffering.

The nanny has already tried to take the child away several times, and these days, whether the madam is in a good mood or not, she wants to vent her anger on both mother and child, and they all do so in a dark place where no one else can see.First he scolded and slapped him, and then pinched him.It was she who thought the child was noisy, so she put the baby in the baby room. Later, after being lectured by the master, she said that it was the nanny's idea to alienate the relationship between herself and the child.

"Miss, Madam told me not to tell anyone, that the master would throw him to death after knowing that the young master was not his own. She said that Secretary Chang is a vicious woman who kills people without spitting out her bones. She then ordered the guard to let me go one step further." You can’t leave the Su’s house, please tell them, I beg you.” The nurse finally waited until Su Zizeng came back, and then grabbed the only person in the Su family who could tell, and refused to let go no matter what.

Su Zi never dared to agree rashly.But those burn marks from cigarette butts, as well as the weeping tears of the nanny, couldn't be fake.She was the one who brought Yan Wuxu into the gate of the Su family, now, how could she push Yan Wuxu out again.Part of the current situation is caused by her, she is sorry for Yan's mother, and that "brother" who doesn't know where he is.

"You get up first," Su Zi once looked downstairs, she couldn't just let the nanny take her away, she had to think of a way, maybe it would be useful to tell Yan's mother to persuade her to persuade her.

"I can't control her anymore." When I saw Su Zizeng who came to the door, Yan's mother was sitting in the hall, where a Buddha statue was enshrined. Yan's mother was chanting Buddhist scriptures, her eyes closed, like Su Zizeng. Those things Zeng said were just the smoke from the incense burning in the censer, "Zi Zeng, I can't control her a long time ago. If I could control her, she would not abandon her own son. She won't even tell me the whereabouts of the child, and she won't collude with that young master surnamed Fei to have someone cut him down and maim him for life."

The Buddhist scriptures are just an appearance. When Yan's mother was speaking, her hands were already trembling.What a crime, what made her daughter completely changed.She became bitter and mean, cursing and opposing Su Zizeng and Chang Mei every day, she cursed Fei Qing again, and finally even Su Qingchang and that poor child cursed together.

"Auntie, if I let everything go back to its original state, will you blame me?" Su Zi once asked weakly, facing the woman who was wiping her body like a mother, watching her eat with a mouth full of oil, smiling happily Su Zi used to feel guilty from the bottom of his heart.But is it useful to feel guilty, and is it useful to chant scriptures and Buddhas?If he could be reborn again, Su Zi Zeng would rather have no intersection with Yan Wuxu's life as before. Maybe that way, Yan Wuxu and Yan's mother, as well as the poor pair of mother and child, could be at peace.

"I can't go back, Zizeng, the sky is about to change," Yan's mother opened her eyes, pointing to the window behind the Buddha statue.Dark clouds rolled in the sky, and a burst of spring thunder rumbled. The first spring rain this spring was accompanied by thunder.

After experiencing this spring thunderstorm in Mocheng, there have been some changes. The green velvet grass and the pink peach blossoms have all changed.

When Yan Wuxu came back, it was already very late, she was drunk again, and she didn't bring an umbrella when she went out, after some rain, the makeup on her face was mixed with the rain and sweat, and the purple eye shadow was mixed on her lips Up, on the banisters of the stairs, there are rows of wet leaves.

When walking in the corridor, Yan Wuxu slowed down, she first looked suspiciously at Su Qingchang's room, there was no light in it, probably she had already fallen asleep.Her old husband has completely turned cold towards her, and the remaining love he has for her has been transferred to the baby.

"It's ridiculous, it's ridiculous, Su Qingchang, who has always pretended to be smart, has been played by me," Yan Wuxu staggered, and walked to his room.The door was ajar, but when she pushed it with her hand, the door opened completely.

There was a lamp in the room, and Su Zi was sitting facing the window. She didn't seem to realize that she had returned, and her face was facing out of the window.The spring rain falling continuously from the sky split the entire window into fragments.

It hasn't been like this for a long time.Yan Wuxu remembered that when she married into the Su family, because she was not used to it, for a while, she always asked Su Zizeng to accompany her, and the two of them just sat like this, commenting on the scenery outside the window.

But she didn't think that Su Zi had waited for her tonight to catch up with her.She walked to Su Zizeng's side, and was about to sit down when Su Zizeng stopped her, "Go and wash first, and change your clothes."

Yan Wuxu turned around and went into the bathroom, where there was the sound of flushing water.

Su Zi once took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket.Su Zi used to be a non-smoker, and she couldn't even bear the smell of cigarettes.

This pack of cigarettes was taken out of Yan Wuxu's dressing table, and even the bathroom she was using now smelled like old smokers.

Su Zizeng had already asked Secretary Wang to help find out who the man with Yan Wuxu was. The news has not come back, but it seems that there is no need for it now.

The smell of this pack of cigarettes is very special, Su Zi once smelled it and she can remember it, Su Zi once smelled it twice.One time was when he met Shang Yin, the smell coming out of his body, and the other time was when Fei Qing and his gang smoked cigarettes on Shang Yin's yacht, and it was the same smell.

Is it Shang Yin or Fei Qing.Su Zi once speculated in his heart that no matter which one of them it was, it would not be a good thing for them to walk together with Yan Wuxu.

Yan Wuxu came out from inside, and after washing off the make-up, she had the appearance of the female student when she first met Su Zi.

The spring rain was still falling outside the window, a burst of lightning illuminated the whole room, followed by another burst of thunder, Su Zi once found something different on Yan Wuxu's face.

"I can't go back, Zizeng," the mother Yan, who sat in front of the Buddha statue and worshiped Buddha devoutly, reappeared in Su Zizeng's mind.

(End of this chapter)