Reborn I am a bear child

Chapter 156 Whose youth is not confused

Xiao Tian stopped and looked back at me, smiled and said, "I understand what you said, I'm not the kind of person you think."

"I hope!" I asked with a low sigh, "Then should we break up?"

Xiao Tian turned her head to look at me and snorted without saying a word. After the physical education get out of class, Xiaohua was sweating from playing. She ran over to look at me and then ran back to the class. In the class, I stood up and patted the dirt on my buttocks and walked slowly to the classroom.

When I arrived at the door of the class, I saw Zhou Tianwen at the door of the class. The physical education teacher took a look and said nothing. The children in the class were agitated. Dad's driver is coming to pick you up."

"Not interested." Xiao Tian refused without looking up.

Xiao Tian's indifferent refusal made me look sideways. Zhou Tianwen wanted to say something, but the old horse had already entered the class. The other party snorted and turned away. The old horse put the lesson book on the podium and shouted: "Let's go to class!"

"Hello teacher!!!"

I was a little depressed in one class. Xiao Tian’s performance made me a little unbelievable. It’s really easy to go astray in adolescence. I thought Xiao Tian would be lost by money. At least she had such signs, but now I I can't believe it.

Xiao Tian didn’t attend the class for a few consecutive classes, and lay on the table with her head on her head, not knowing what she was thinking. The class was too tight, not to mention homework, I couldn’t finish copying Xiaohua, I wrote Chinese and she wrote mathematics , The two have a clear division of labor, and exchange each other after writing, and many children in the class have partners.

Xiao Hua kept her head copying her homework, and I watched the teacher for a few days. She was as tired as a dog for a few days, and I couldn't find a chance to talk to Xiao Tian. I don't want her to become someone who is played with by money. People, fundamentally speaking, there are too many women who will be lost by money in the future, and I don't want to see Xiao Tian become one of them.

In fact, when I woke up from Xiao Tian, ​​when I found that the figure was not the person I thought, I always felt a sense of indebtedness deep in my heart, as if I had cheated an ignorant child. Unexplained guilt is extremely uncomfortable.

I haven’t looked at my phone for several days, but I quietly opened it at night and found a lot of text messages. Tian Dazhuang’s MP4 has officially entered the assembly line and is expected to be launched early next year. Changmao’s mobile phone research and development is in progress. The former Sony researcher has produced a lot Xie Peng's overall research and development progress is progressing steadily, and Nanwang Group and us are at a stalemate in film investment. The overall news is good, but the news from Liu Xu's side is not so good.

The market in Thailand continues to be squeezed by Sony, and it has shrunk to 20.00%, barely relying on the price to support it, while the market in Singapore has completely collapsed, and several giants have squeezed the era to nowhere to hide. It is not a bad thing According to news, the country has opened up exports to other countries, including Japan, South Korea, Russia, the United States and more than a dozen countries, but Ji Yuan dare not go out now.

What I have to admit is that Epoch is too weak against those global giants now. It is like a child in front of them. It still needs a few years of development, especially in the development of products, but now the overall domestic market has expanded, and it has already It is enough to support the era, and I believe that next year as the market expands again, it will become the first domestic brand.

It takes time!

Turned off the phone and wanted to sleep but couldn't. The figures of Xiao Tian and Xu Ru kept flashing in my mind. Finally, the two merged together and turned into Xiao Hua. She shook her head and wondered if she Starting to hallucinate.

Sleeping with a dull head, I yawned when I got up early in the morning and went to self-study. I yawned all morning. It was not the first time I was called. After the bell rang in the last class, the teacher just walked away. I rushed out and went straight to the cafeteria, even Xiaohua pushed me aside and ran away.

Standing up slowly, she found that Xiao Tian was lying there asleep, she went over and gave a few pushes and said, "It's time to get up and eat."

The other party opened his eyes in a daze and got up lazily, as if he didn't care about his studies at all. I thought for a while and said: "You won't be admitted to high school if you continue like this. I think you seem to have given up completely. You You're not a teenager anymore, you should have your own ideas in your heart, right?"

"I'm not going to go." Xiao Tian said directly.

"Why don't you go to school?" I sat down on the table and asked her, "You just want to be with me."

"Don't be funny." Xiao Tian interrupted me directly and said: "I don't like you, I hate school, there are no games, no glamor, and I wear a torn school uniform every day."

"Then what do you want to wear?" I wondered: "Now you are studying at this age, even if you don't like me, you still have to study. Only by studying can you have a better future."

"The future?" Xiao Tian twitched a few times, seeming to be on the verge of going berserk, and said after a while: "I don't want any future, I don't want these disgusting school uniforms, I don't want anyone to care about me."

"Then what do you want?" I stared at Xiao Tian and said, "If I sink down like this, don't go to school, and then walk aimlessly?"

"You don't understand me at all." Xiao Tian broke out completely, stood up with disheveled hair, smashed all the books on the desk on the ground, and shouted at me: "Li Qian, you don't understand me at all, I don't want these, don't No one cares about these bullshit school uniforms, I just want to be free, to be unrestrained all the way, to be happy every day, instead of studying and studying like a puppet, all I hear is the future in my ears, I want to be free. "

"How can you be free without money?" I pondered: "I can understand you. Everyone is crazy in their youth, hoping to be unrestrained, but people have to eat and think about others. You are exiled yourself. What will your parents do? To gain life, people can’t seek the pleasure of a moment.”

"Enough!" Xiao Tian yelled at me: "I don't want to hear this. It's the first time I found out that you like planning as much as my parents. Make a box to put people in. I don't want to go to school at most after the third year of junior high school." Come on, I’m going to wander, have a lot of money, and live a life that others envy.”

"How to make money?" I asked again.

Xiao Tian ran away completely, threw books everywhere, and finally went out with a flick of her hand. I sat there and watched the mess in the classroom and fell silent. Xiao Tian just thought about the way of life she wanted, unfettered and free.

to wander?
I shook my head, closed the classroom door and went to eat. During the lunch break, I thought about why Xiao Tian ran away. Maybe I burst her dream bubble, but at least I knew that she didn't go astray, so I felt a little bit in my heart comfort.

In class in the afternoon, Lao Ma scolded Xiao Tian, ​​because he made a mess in the classroom, and the other party ignored his answers. He simply cleaned up and sat there in a daze. His nose was gray.

I got in touch with Xiao Tian in the afternoon, and now she is like a bomb. After a few tentative contacts, she seems to have only two things in her mind, a glamorous appearance and freedom.

The class was tight, and I didn't have time to worry about what she was doing. It was obviously a symptom of puberty. After the evening self-study, I dragged my tired body back to the dormitory, washed up and lay on the bed watching the noisy roommates. Some are still ignorant, and some are sitting there looking at the moonlight outside the window, frowning and seem to be thinking about something.

I remember someone once said that when one day you get rid of ignorance, start thinking, and start trying to break free, then you don’t know whether to congratulate you for starting to grow up or mourn for you and walk into the sad world of an adult.

Ten minutes later, the lights in the dormitory were turned off, and there were occasional whispers, but the silence was restored after a cough outside the window, and I lay there looking at the bed in a daze.

Xiao Tian's roar echoed in my ears again, I want to be free, I want to go homeless, I want to look good without a school uniform. When I asked her how to make money, I saw her confusion, a kind of confusion at a loss.

My body is now in puberty, but do I want to go wandering?Want to break free?I only want to develop the era steadily, but the momentum in my heart has long since disappeared, maybe it has been smoothed out in the last life, and the confusion of adolescence is no longer there. In a place where there is no one, the flowers are blooming in the early warmth, facing the sea, the sun is setting, the golden sun is shining on the beach, running crazily, breathing the free air desperately, the moan from the bottom of my heart makes me feel People are excited, but now it can only become a kind of nostalgia in my mind.

Whose youth is not confused, but my youth has already left me. I sighed and turned on my phone to deal with some things. When I was young, I thought about the past life when I set off firecrackers with Zhao Ye, played with paper airplanes, peed and mud, and threw half a brick into the toilet. Even if I became five years old again, I would never go back to those mischievous days.

Whether it is childhood or adolescence, even if I go back to that age again, I will no longer have it. It does not mean that I have a childhood if I have a young body, let alone adolescence. Childhood is a kind of ignorance, and adolescence is a kind of struggle.

Gradually, the sound of dreaming came from the dormitory, and I looked at the faces beside me. In the next few years, the years will carve them into individual 'persons'.

(End of this chapter)