Reborn I am a bear child

Chapter 319 Xiao Hua Drops Out of School!
Xiaohua wiped her tears with her hands, looked at my face and smiled, but the smile was extraordinarily bitter, the tears flowed out again after wiping, after a while Xiaohua said: "Don't worry, I don't care how much money I took from you." Remember, I will return it to you, but it will definitely not be finished in a while, can you return that love letter to me!"

I stared at Xiaohua and said: "You don't need to pay back the money, I gave it to you, you said, everything in my pocket is yours if you find it!"

"I will pay you back, it's my fault, I held you too tightly, that's why you let others go in your heart." Xiaohua took out her phone from her pocket and put it in my hand, then stood up and said: " Return the phone to you, I will always remember the money, I have an account book, and I will tell you how much it is when the time comes, let's go!"

When Xiaohua went down the stairs and was about to reach the lobby, I stood up and shouted: "Xiaohua!!"

"It's been 13 years, it's over, we broke up, I believe the West Lake will be beautiful, I will go to see it, Xu Ru must be fine, otherwise you wouldn't be able to smile so happily tonight." Xiao Hua turned her head towards I squeezed out a smile and said, "Goodbye, remember to return the love letter to me!"

Xiaohua left, Li Mi and the others came in and looked at me. I squatted there crying like a child. At that moment, it seemed as if my life had been sucked away. The pain deep in my heart made me speechless !

Su Yan stood beside me, knelt down and patted my shoulder and said, "Don't be too sad, fate is not up to anyone, let's go back first!"

When I got home, my parents were already asleep. I frantically searched for the old things. I put the love letter on the side of a schoolbag. I didn’t have it in the villa. I asked Li Mi to drive to the old house overnight to find it, and finally I found it in a pile of debris, crooked handwriting, and there were three typos in ten words.

When I got home, I asked Li Mi and the others to go to bed. I sat alone in the dark living room and read this love letter that had been dusty for nearly ten years. I read it word by word. My throat seemed to be blocked by something. I felt uncomfortable. sharp.

I searched at home for a long time and found half a pack of cigarettes. I lighted it up and took a few puffs to feel better. It was already late at night, but my heart was as painful as a knife. I took out my phone and gave it ten hours to get some more. The harassing phone calls were made.

Xiao Hua's phone rang on the tea table, she stayed up all night, took a shower the next day and went to school early, Xu Ru hadn't come yet, and there were not many people in the class, I was the first one to come, Lai Zi and the neighbor next door The girl in the class was so hot that she didn't notice me at all.

As time went by, the number of people in the class gradually increased. Xu Ru came, looking very good, sitting next to me and talking non-stop, maybe noticed that my expression was wrong, and asked: "What's the matter, your eyes seem to be swollen Now, what happened?"

"I broke up with Xiaohua!" I said with some difficulty.

Xu Ru froze for a moment, looked at me for a while and finally said nothing, the atmosphere in the class was rather tense, although it was the first day of school, but the countdown on the wall hurt everyone's heart.

Xiaohua entered our class, I was a little afraid to look at her, the other party came to my desk and put a notebook on my desk, took a deep breath and said with red eyes: "This is where all the books I borrowed from you are recorded. The money, including what you spent for me, is divided into two, the total is 520 yuan and [-] cents, I have written down the total, and I will return it to you, return the love letter to me!"

I looked up at Xiaohua and found that everyone in the class was staring at me. Teacher Zhu stood at the door and looked at me. Xiaohua stretched out her hand and said, "Give me back the love letter!"

"I..." I looked at Xiao Hua's red eyes and said: "I didn't find it, I can't pay you back the love letter, and I don't need you to pay back the money. return."

"I have nothing to do with you. I can't ask you for money and things for nothing. I, Zhang Xiaohua, am not that kind of person. If you can't find the love letter, forget it. I will pay you back the money. It's not worth a dime." Xiaohua finished speaking A pair of eyes fixed on Xu Ru.

"Student, we are going to class, let's go back to class!" Lao Zhu said.

Xiao Hua stared at Xu Ru as if gnashing her teeth, and said in a deep voice after a while: "You won!" Then she turned her head and left!
I looked at the account book on the table and my eyes got wet. Xu Ru turned her head and looked at me without saying a word. I seemed to lose my soul during one class. This book clearly remembers when and how much I spent for Xiaohua. Qian, the words that appear the most on it are that Li Qian's pocket only belongs to me, and he touched my head today, hehe!
Recently, I found that he often stared at Xu Ru, hmph, I can't finish watching him again!

I flipped through and saw that the last one was written yesterday, only two words, goodbye!
The bell rang for the end of get out of class, I rushed out of the classroom without thinking, and rushed into Xiaohua's classroom like a lunatic. The teacher in their classroom was still in class, and they were all stunned when they saw me coming in. I glanced at the classroom and found Xiaohua figure.

"Teacher, where is Zhang Xiaohua?" I asked the teacher on the podium.

"I dropped out of school, I came to go through the formalities in the morning, and I have already left!" The other party said to me.

I was stupid on the spot, dropped out of school?She didn't take the college entrance examination?

I walked out of the classroom in a daze, and there was already a bit of summer outside. I sat on the playground and looked at the dazzling sun as if I had lost something important. Said: "Don't be too sad, everything depends on fate, maybe you didn't make a choice when you were wandering, but Xiaohua made a choice, I don't know how to persuade you."

"Thank you!" I said dumbly.

Xu Ru is making up lessons, I don’t pay attention to SARS anymore, I feel a little dumbfounded, Lao Zhu talked to me, the college entrance examination is coming soon, I need to adjust my mentality, the road of life is very long, the previous 13 years have passed Yes, there are still many 13 years waiting for me in the future!
I also wanted to find Xiaohua in the past, but I didn't know what to say or what to say when I faced Xiaohua. In the end, I didn't have the courage to go to her.

There is only one month left before the college entrance examination, SARS has entered the second round of blowout period, the second and first year of senior high school are on holiday for another seven days, and the third year of senior high school is in the final sprint, Xu Ru is studying every day, and sometimes looks up at me without speaking.

"Physical education next class, give everyone a relaxing class!" Lao Zhu shouted towards us: "Go out and play as much as you want, don't put too much pressure on yourself."

Su Yan came in and waved at us, everyone rushed out of the classroom immediately, I was still sitting on the lawn of the playground, I took out my pocket and found that the dozen or so dollars in my pocket were still lying there quietly, if Xiaohua was there I'm afraid it's long gone.

Xu Ru walked towards me, looked at me for a while and said, "You have been unhappy these few days. If Xiaohua misunderstood you and me, I can explain it. It's a bit irrational for her to drop out of college soon."

"There's no need to explain!" I looked up at Xu Ru with a smile and said, "She won't listen to explanations, she probably won't even meet me!"

Xu Ru sat on the side and asked me: "Are you sure you want to go to Hangzhou? I also think Hangzhou is good, and I plan to apply for the Department of Medicine."

I nodded and looked at Xu Ru and said, "Hangzhou is not bad, there is West Lake, there is White Snake!"

Chatting with each other during a class, many people in the class took the initiative to go back to the classroom to review. Under the huge pressure, they began to mature rapidly. In the days without Xiaohua, Xu Ru silently accompanied me Beside me, although I seldom speak, it will not let my broken heart have nowhere to rest.

The college entrance examination is getting closer and closer, SARS is also slowly fading, the market is recovering rapidly, and Era's marketing has won another victory. Although SARS has not been completely eliminated, it has been controlled within a certain range.

Brother Gou called me a few times, very excited, the market share of Ji Yuan has risen again, and Bai Jie is also paying attention to the international market, everything is normal, nothing has changed, but I don’t know why I always walk on the road He would suddenly stop and subconsciously look behind him. When he turned around and didn't see that playful face, a trace of disappointment rose from the bottom of his heart.

As the countdown approached, the pressure from all directions drove this group of newly-adult students almost crazy. Many men and women began to try the forbidden fruit. Many good students began to try the taste of cigarettes, and some even got drunk.

In any case, time is still passing, whether it is living like a year or a thousand years in the blink of an eye, when only the last few days are left, the school is completely crazy!
"Cross this time, you will achieve a lifetime, score more points in the test, and kill one piece. This is the battlefield of your life, and it is also the first battle. Play it well!" Lao Zhu stood on the podium and said in a deep voice: "From today At the beginning, the school will not restrict your freedom, that is to say, you can leave at any time after I finish the lecture. The teacher wants to tell you to be normal, to play your best level, don't be nervous, let alone breed other psychology, learn Relax."

After Mr. Zhu said some precautions, let us do our own activities. Some people sat there stupidly, and some rushed out of the classroom screaming. Books were thrown everywhere, and the voice of Lao Tzu's liberation echoed everywhere.

I sat there alone and looked at the crowd who were about to go crazy. I knew that these two days were crazy, and it was the last pressure relief before the college entrance examination. Xu Ru sat beside me very quietly. I turned my head and looked at her and asked Said: "Aren't you under pressure?"

"Yes, but you don't need to shout it out." Xu Ru stared at me with a smile and said, "Let's go for a walk together, I like to relieve my stress like this."

I nodded and agreed!

(End of this chapter)