Marriage is too late

Chapter 119

"There are many, many, waiting for you to spend your whole life digging." Lin Xuxing answered her.

Ji Jin laughed out loud, such simple love words were spoken naturally and meaningfully by Lin Xuxing, she liked it very much.

He did all the housework, washing the dishes, making the bed, and only had to give Ji Jin a bath.He doesn't talk much, but he is affectionate.All love is in the meticulous action, it is a glass of milk at the right temperature, it is squatting down to tie her shoelaces, it is taking the initiative to wipe the corners of her mouth for her, it is the meticulousness of putting vitamins into the medicine box, it is for her. Covered with a thin quilt...

This night, Lin Xuxing hugged her to sleep, and Ji Jin writhed in his arms for a while, feeling irritable, but he couldn't match his tired body after pregnancy, and finally fell into a deep sleep.

Lin Xuxing, however, had almost no sleep all night. He was very preoccupied, and with his eyes open in the night, he vaguely looked at Ji Jin's sleeping profile.Perhaps in his whole life, he will never forget this inevitable night, the air is hot and dry, with everything he loves most lying beside him, he is so painful and so determined.

Maybe it was because of extreme tiredness, but Lin Xuxing finally fell asleep for a while in a daze. In a light sleep state, the first faint morning light dawned, and he got up. Ji Jin still slept peacefully, and he left in Ji Jin's sleep , he deliberately set the flight time so early, just because he was afraid that at the time of parting, he would soften his heart and be reluctant to let go of the most beautiful woman in his life.

He booked a taxi ahead of time, and left this quiet hut like a paradise in the misty dawn.Lin Xuxing didn't see, at the window on the second floor, Ji Jin was standing in the gauze curtain, watching his disappearing figure, full of nostalgia.

If he doesn't want to leave, she doesn't want to.

Ji Jin, who lives alone in Country M, has been as busy as an ant on a hot pot ever since.Driving license test, school registration, remote video conferencing remote control of the newly formed entrepreneurial team, pregnancy class... Every time I go to class, I see that other people are husbands and wives appearing together. It is impossible to say that I am not envious, but Ji Jin was not hesitant, she was flexible and firm, never afraid that she and Lin Xu would go in the wrong direction.

Until, a familiar guest appeared on her porch.

It was drizzling that day, and when Ji Jin came back from shopping in the supermarket, she hugged two big bags of purchased items with one hand, the huge paper bag covered her face, and with the other hand, she struggled to find the key in the pocket.The key seemed to be against her, and it was still missing after searching for a long time.

"Need help?" The male voice said, taking the shopping bag from her hand.

"Thanks." Ji Jin replied subconsciously, looked up and was stunned, "Han Yi? Why are you here?"

Han Yi smiled helplessly: "I've been standing on your porch for an hour."

He had just quietly looked at Ji Jin who hadn't noticed him at all before, she seemed to have lost weight, except that her stomach was already swollen, and her arms and face had become smaller.She neatly tied her hair into a ponytail without applying any makeup. Compared with the beauties in the workplace before, she had a completely different style.The way she struggled to hold the shopping bag didn't look embarrassed, but rather naive.

Ji Jin finally touched the troublesome key, and heaved a sigh of relief: "Come in and sit. Why did you come? You didn't even call me."

Han Yi looked at Ji Jin's shelter, but nodded. Lin Xuxing was not bad at all with his woman, and complained, "You heartless girl, you ran away without explaining anything!"

The day when he found that he couldn't find her was like going back to many years ago, when he pushed open the familiar door, she was not behind the door, the sun fell on the pillow faintly, her lingering fragrance was still there, but he put her lost in life.

"Oh, I forgot to tell you." Ji Jin replied casually.In fact, the answer deep in her heart was that she didn't know how to explain to him, the relationship between them, old friend?loved ones?It doesn't seem to be the case. It's a little bit more to explain the relationship, and she feels abrupt, so she can only be so embarrassingly indifferent.She loved him, she hated him, she was grateful to him, and she also spurned him. The relationship between each other was too complicated. She always felt that the best ending would be to forget each other and have a chance to remember each other in the future. Yi didn't give her this chance, so he returned to her life domineeringly and irresistibly.

Just like his appearance at this moment.

Ji Jin poured him a glass of water, sat on the sofa again, supported his stomach and asked him, "Why did you come?"

"Didn't you tell me? I'm here to see you." Han Yi was a little impatient.

"What is it for?" Ji Jin said calmly.

Han Yi pondered for a while, then slowly said, "I'll accompany you."

Ji Jin laughed: "Why do I want you to accompany me?" Suddenly he frowned, "What happened in China?"

Since she came to country m, she has been in contact with Lin Xuxing every day. He always said that the progress is good and the future is bright. He is a person who reports good news but not bad news. She chooses to believe him.Lin Xuxing is a measured person, if there is anything that requires her to be mentally prepared, he will never hide it from her until the last moment.

"Not too good." Han Yi took a sip of water slowly, "Chen Kai risked his life this time to fight with Lin Xuxing. Both sides won and lost, and it was difficult." To put it bluntly, it was stalemate.

"You come, did he ask you to come?" Ji Jin asked with difficulty, if Lin Xuxing really asked Han Yi to come, she would be extremely disappointed.

"Is this important to you?" Han Yi asked him aggressively, and then he tasted his bitterness. He didn't want to hear her answer, but said, "No, I'm worried."

Ji Jin's restless heart finally returned to his chest.

"I'm fine, I really don't need anyone to accompany me." Ji Jin replied, "Look at me, I'm comfortable and safe here, and I've been very busy recently, writing papers in class." Ji Jin has long been used to being alone in life very good.

"I'm talking about Ji Jin, are you stupid or not?" Han Yi really couldn't stand it anymore, "Which pregnant woman lives alone overseas and still looks as beautiful as a flower in her heart? Carry the rice bag by yourself, and change the light bulb by yourself You have a very manly life, don't you?" He wished he could wake her up.

"Han Yi, can we talk properly? We used to be relatives, but now we are far away, friends we haven't seen for many years, and we are intimate, we are relatives we have found again for many years. I am very sad when you talk like this." Ji Jin Looking at him sincerely, there was a little mist in his eyes.

Han Yi's heart softened.

He said softly, "Okay, okay, what do you want to say?" There was a hint of pampering in his words.

"Han Yi, I love Lin Xuxing for the rest of my life, so I have to work hard to live a better life so that he doesn't have to worry about me overseas. I don't think it's admirable to carry rice bags and change light bulbs. It's just a small thing I can do for Lin Xuxing." Ji Jin looked serious, "So Han Yi, why are you here?"

"I want to take care of you." Han Yi also risked his life, "No matter what happens, you still have me at least."

Ji Jin's heart sank. It turns out that the domestic situation has gotten so bad?
"Han Yi, do you love me?" Ji Jin asked him.After so many years and so many things, she finally dared to ask this sentence.She will never disbelieve, never underestimate herself again.

Han Yi turned his head away, didn't answer, but nodded slightly as if he didn't see it.

Ji Jin replied: "I'm really sorry, I can only let down your love." She pointed to her heart, "There is already a person here, if there is an afterlife, I hope we meet each other at the best time, with the original intention, But now, I can only say I'm sorry." She used a thousand percent sincerity, because she had loved someone so seriously, so she had to be so direct and clear.Every bit of ambiguity and hesitation is wrong.

This is an answer that Han Yi knew a long time ago, and when she finally heard it from her own mouth, he felt an indescribable sense of relief and calmness, and he could finally answer her: "Whom I love is my own business. "He had known for a long time that she would not respond to him. As early as the early morning when she was lost, their lives passed that intersection point. From then on, he and her would only be on each other's paths, walking further and further apart.

"Han Yi." She called his name softly, as if she was still the Han family's Ye Zhirou who didn't know the world, facing Han Yi from a boy in a white shirt to a boy who was often covered in blood, she was the same Calling his name helplessly like this, there is no other way.

So there was only silence between them.

Han Yi finally stood up: "I see. I'm going back to China right away."

Ji Jin was stunned: "What?"

"I will help him." Han Yi stared at the floor and replied slowly, "Because of you."

"No, Han Yi, don't do that." Ji Jin shook his head gently.She understands Lin Xuxing too well, he has his own pride, so why not Han Yi, they are so similar to a certain extent, they are both such proud people, and they cannot tolerate any humiliation, "If possible, please don't let Lin Xuxing get in the way That's enough." The water was so deep, it was impossible for her to drag Han Yi into the water for Lin Xuxing.

"That's all you want from me?" Han Yi asked back.

Ji Jin thought for a while, and finally made his own request: "If possible, can you sell Jinxiu Yuan to me? The market price! You give me a few years, and let me make money for you."

Obviously, he could hand over the entire Jinxiuyuan without saying a word, but Ji Jin refused him again and again, but at this moment she said that she wanted to buy Jinxiuyuan.

"Okay!" Lin Xuxing promised her.

"Thank you, that's enough." Ji Jin smiled.

Han Yi looked at her, and thought for a while, this is Ji Jin, who loves and sacrifices quietly for the one he loves. He had missed it back then, and he didn't know that Lin Xuxing, who was lucky enough to make her jealous, would Will not learn to cherish.

Han Yi turned relieved, it doesn't matter, in this life, no matter how Ji Jin is, he is determined to wait for her, as he said, whether he loves her or not is his own business.

(End of this chapter)