The light of super seminary is infinite

Chapter 386 False Happiness

After returning last night, Rui Mengmeng nervously checked herself from head to toe to see if she was hurt.Qilin lay on the bed tiredly and fell into a deep sleep.

Because of your origin, it determines your upper limit.

Qilin opened her eyes, and what she was thinking of was the words of Leina last night, which appeared in Qilin's mind over and over again, making her have to examine herself.No matter how affectionate Shen Jian is, he is also an ordinary person, and he can't even be with him forever, so what else can he do?

Lena looks very much like the vicious female supporting role in the TV series, but everything she says makes sense.For a moment, her heart was full of longing for this kind of love that can only be found in novels, but if she really got it after longing for it, would it be as beautiful as she thought?

"I'm just a mortal," Qi Lin lay on the bed, stretched out her hand, trying to catch the moonlight shining through the gap in the window.She has never longed for power like she does now, and never imagined that one day she would want to become a super soldier.

Rui Mengmeng sensed that Qilin was awake, sat up, and said, "Sister Qilin, don't think too much, just do what you think. Although Shen Jian is very dangerous, he refers to his ability. But he's not bad."

Qilin thought about what she saw in her previous life and Shen Jian during the day, and said sadly: "But I'm afraid I will regret it in the future, we are too different."

Rui Mengmeng paused, and said: "Then find a way not to let yourself regret it, there are many things you can do, and love is not the whole of life."

Qilin nodded, turned over and continued to sleep.In fact, she just closed her eyes. After these things really happened to her, she couldn't fall asleep even if she was sleepy.

Shen Jian sat quietly on the roof of the laboratory building alone. He had already discovered that Lei Na had taken Qilin away, but he did not stop it.On the one hand, it was because he knew that as the Lieyang Emperor, it was absolutely impossible for Leina to put down her dignity to embarrass Qilin; on the other hand, it was also because he was doubting himself, as for what he doubted, even he himself couldn't figure it out clearly.

It stands to reason that Shen Jian can turn Qilin into a super soldier, let her live forever, and be by his side all the time.But he was going to leave after all, he had to force himself to cut off all emotional obstacles, including but not limited to family and love.

He told others that he wanted to give Qilin a happy life.But in fact, he still wants to make up for his regret, but he doesn't realize that he may not be needed to make up for this regret.Without him, Qilin would have successfully graduated from university and entered the political world that her father had already arranged for her. She would also have her own lover and children, and she could spend this life happily.

"Leina, I know you're here, come out and talk," Shen Jian murmured.

Lei Na appeared beside Shen Jian and asked, "Since you were here, why didn't you stop me when I took Qilin away?"

Shen Jian closed his eyes and said, "Leina, do you think I did something wrong?"

"Ah?" Reina froze for a moment, then said, "What are you referring to?"

"Resurrecting Qilin, I thought I could explain everything when I came to Earth," Shen Jian sighed, but now it seems that I have brought a lot of troubles to Qilin.

After hearing this, Reina said: "Maybe, but what you think is too natural."

"Then tell me, what should I do?" Shen Jian asked her.

"I don't know," Lei Na spread her hands, sat next to Shen Jian, looked at his profile full of melancholy, and said: "There are many people in this world who can't get their lovers, and the cosmic twins The burden of doing it has been doomed from the beginning that he will be alone."

"You know, then you still..." Shen Jian turned his head and said.

"Aren't you the same, you know it too, but she was resurrected and came to Earth." Lena smiled and said, "Who can be absolutely rational in front of love?"

Shen Jian remained silent, a white belly appeared on the far horizon, it seemed that the sun was about to rise, Shen Jian's eyes could see the fiercely burning sun through the heavy clouds, but he couldn't see through his own heart.

Reina stood up, patted him on the shoulder and said: "If you like, you can keep her by your side effortlessly. You have the strength to indulge unscrupulously, but I believe you will not do this. You The love you want is a perfect love, Qi Lin is absolutely impossible to achieve."

Shen Jian already understood what Leina meant.

To love her, you don't need to be with her. He is a super soldier with an infinite lifespan. Time is not important to him.
"Let go," Shen Jian smiled, this is the lesson, I can't go on with it anymore.

When Qilin packed up the materials and was about to go to class, Shen Jian appeared in her dormitory.

"Oh my god!" Qi Lin was taken aback by Shen Jian's sudden appearance.

Shen Jian looked at her and said slowly, "I'm leaving."

"Go?" Qilin was stunned.

"Yes, get out of here," Shen Jian said with his hands behind his back, "Go to the universe, where there is a place for me."

"Then I..."

"I came here for this purpose," Shen Jian stretched out his hand and said, "Come here, I will wash away your memory of yesterday, so that my departure will not have any impact."

"No, I don't!" Qilin stepped back and shook her head, "Why are you doing this?"

"It's my fault, but I have to stop in time before I make a mistake," Shen Jian said seemingly indifferently, "I'm sorry."

"What are you sorry for, this is my memory, you can't wash it away!" Qilin said angrily with tears in her eyes, "You came here to tell me all this, and now you want to just leave like this. The so-called sense of responsibility of your super soldiers where?"

"If I don't do this, I will be really irresponsible. Do you think I want to do this? You shouldn't have come back to life. I asked Karl to revive you. I didn't want to come to your side to torture you," Shen Jian Clenching his fists, he walked towards Qilin step by step: "Mortals and super soldiers shouldn't be together, even I can't control people's hearts, Qilin, forget about me, you will be happy for the rest of your life. "

"I don't need such happiness," Qilin retreated to the window, holding back tears and said, "Can't you think about my thoughts, even if being together is torture, I can try to endure it, why do you just In no mood……"

"I don't want to see you being tortured, and I don't want the source of this torture to be because of me," Shen Jian had already walked in front of Qilin, and gently pressed his hand on her forehead.

"No, don't..." Qilin squatted in the corner, pleading with sobs in a low voice: "Don't wash away this memory, this is a real memory, I don't want to live in a false memory."

"False?" Shen Jian smiled and said, "What does it matter, as long as you are happy."

(End of this chapter)