Famous family abuse: ex-wife is not easy to chase

Chapter 227 Don't do this

"Senior, don't say it!" I covered my ears, "I hate myself too, I also hate myself for being useless, I can't forget him! He grew up here, can't be pulled out, can't be removed. He is my brother At that time, I could still lie to myself that he is my brother, we can’t, so I want to forget him. But he is not now, he is not my brother, I can’t lie to myself anymore! Senior, you know how painful I am, I remember every word I said to him, every look on his face, but he said he didn't know me and hated me. What should I do? Senior, I really can't take it anymore!" I sat on my knees, clutching my heart On the ground, the tears have dried up.

"Xia Xuanyu, I'm sorry." He hugged me tightly and whispered, I choked up: "Senior, please forget me, I beg you to forget me." He patted me: "I promise you, I let you go, I Just be your senior. When you are sad, I will always wipe away your tears."

"Senior..." I leaned into his arms and burst into tears.

I opened the car door without looking back: "Senior, thank you." I got out of the car, Jiao Xincheng rolled down the window: "Xia Xuanyu, goodbye."

I stood there stiffly, and the wheels flew by, completely taking away the past between me and Jiao Xincheng.

Senior, I wish you happiness.

I pushed open the door, it was already eleven o'clock, I walked into Xia Lan's room on my feet, she was already asleep.He stooped up the stairs again, closed the door, and sat on the ground without moving for a long, long time.There was no sound in Yin Yichen's room, he hasn't come back yet.

I don't know how long I sat, listening to the sound in Yin Yichen's room, but there was still no sound.Is he not coming back tonight?He and Lin Tongtong are together?This thought scorched me like a fire, I leaned against the door: "Is he together with Lin Tongtong tonight?"

Boom!I heard something shattering downstairs, and I got up almost immediately, opened the door and turned on the light on the second floor. Uncle Zhang was standing downstairs with a broken water glass on the ground.Uncle Zhang looked up at me: "Xiaoyu, why haven't you slept yet?"

"Uncle Zhang, are you okay?"

"I'm a little thirsty, so I came to find some water, and whoever wanted to break the glass. Xiaoyu, go to sleep, I'll clean it up." Uncle Zhang put the glass into the trash can, looked up at me Standing there: "Why don't you go to sleep?"

"I'm going back to sleep now." Turning around, I couldn't help asking, "Uncle Zhang, why hasn't my brother come back yet?"

"The young master came back long ago, and left again?" Uncle Zhang said in surprise, my heart skipped a beat, and my heart was about to jump into my throat: "I don't know, Uncle Zhang, I'm going to sleep." Lantern, crossed his room extremely quickly, his heartbeat slowed down slightly, and there was an extra pair of arms around his waist.

"Ah!" I whispered, and was immediately dragged into the room by him. I was pressed against the door, and his face could not be seen clearly in the dark.

"What are you looking for me for?" The ice-like voice sounded, and I seemed to see him in the past again in an instant.My throat became dry and I argued forcefully, "I didn't look for you."

He pinched my chin: "You like to be so stubborn, don't you?"

"You're the one who just refused to admit it, let me go." I said angrily.He turned on the light with one hand, and the light came on suddenly. I turned my head and closed my eyes.

"You came to me because you were worried that I would be with Lin Tongtong?" Yin Yichen's eyes lit up, but I didn't speak.

"If I were with her tonight, what would you do?" He tilted his head close to me, "Are you going to be jealous?"

"No." I denied, and I didn't want to see him smile at me again with a mocking smile, "It's none of my business that you slept with her, is it?" He clasped my hand behind his back , leaning against me: "Say it again."

"You can be with any woman you want, I don't care, I'm your sister." I said not afraid of death, he held my wrist tightly, and the lip line was drawn wide: "But, you love me .”

"You're shameless!" I yelled, completely annoyed by his damn smile.He held the back of my head and forced me to approach him: "Who is more shameless! Tell me not to kiss other women, but you kiss that man! How about it, does his kiss make you more ecstasy?"

"At least it won't make me sick like your kiss." I lost control again and said without words.

"Disgusting, don't you enjoy it? Do you want to hear your own voice?" He bit my lip, and I frowned in pain. In an instant, he sealed my lips, and his lips and teeth touched, and the edge of his kiss slid down my lips.

"Is that man's kiss unforgettable for you or mine?" He slid all the way down my neck and I gasped slightly, the smile on his lips widened: "Is it disgusting?"

With a mocking smile in the dark eyes, I stared at him leisurely and said two words: "Go away."

He left me in an instant: "Let me go, don't you regret it?"

"Go away." I turned around and opened the door, "Yin Yichen, even if I love you, you don't want to use my love to humiliate me."

"I humiliated you? You told me that you love me. Isn't it what you were expecting from me to treat you like this?" He closed the door tightly again, "Or do you like several men at the same time, and I'm just one of them?"

"What about you? Lin Tongtong is your girlfriend. Even if you know that I love you, you should stay away from me. What are you doing? You have one in your arms, and now you come to provoke me again. Or you don't love Lin Tongtong at all, you like it Is it me? Brother, huh?" I also raised the corner of my mouth and smiled.

"You don't really want my eyes to always stick to you, just like the way you look at me in a movie theater." His words crushed my smile, I pulled the door like crazy, and I was finally torn away, I Plug the door of the room.

However, my heart has no place to hide, I can only be hurt by him again and again, and the blood bleeds again and again.

New Year's Day comes soon after Christmas, and the surroundings are full of joy again.I started my part-time job again, leaving early and returning late, trying not to bump into Yin Yichen as much as possible.Many children on the street are walking around with toys of Big Big Wolf and Pleasant Goat, and their red faces are extraordinarily cute in the sunlight.I was handing out leaflets on the street, and occasionally I would see a beggar walk up to the crowded cars and knock on the glass to ask for alms.

He rubbed his sore arms and continued to distribute leaflets.The sun gradually climbed to the center, and I looked up to feel the warmth of the sun.

"Give me a copy." Lin Tongtong stepped on red boots, her hair was tied up high, and she was wearing delicate makeup.She held out her hand, I didn't give it to her, I missed it and gave it to someone else.Lin Tongtong curled her lips and smiled: "You still hate me like this." I didn't speak, and started to put the leaflets into the baskets of some bicycles.

"I want to talk to you." Lin Tongtong grabbed a leaflet and said, I let go: "I'm sorry, I'm working, please step aside."

"I know your mother has high blood pressure. She can't be angry, and she just stood up. If she knows that the person you love is your brother, can you guarantee that she can accept it?"

I turned around angrily, and she rolled up the leaflet and walked in front of me: "No mother can accept the infidelity between her daughter and her son, once it is known, what will happen, I believe you must have thought about it. Your mother is so weak, how can she bear it."

"Be honest, what do you want me to do?" I put down the leaflet and looked directly at her.

"It's 50. You can go anywhere after you leave Yucheng, as long as you don't appear in front of Yin Yichen again. This 50 is enough for you to start a new life in a new place, and you don't have to suffer like this anymore." Lin Tongtong With a card in my hand, I smiled coldly: "I really didn't expect that even if I was his sister, I would make you so worried. Yin Yichen has lost his memory, are you worried that he will think of me?"

"Are you going or not?" Lin Tongtong asked loudly after being stabbed by me.

"Aren't I leaving?" I picked up the leaflet and asked.

Lin Tongtong threw the card on my face: "Don't be shameless! Are you not afraid that I will tell your mother about this?"

I took a breath: "I'm scared. But have you thought about the consequences? If my brother knew that you did it, would you still be with him?"

Lin Tongtong's face was livid, and I continued, "If my mother knew about this, Yin Yichen would also know that you did it. Lin Tongtong, if he loves you, even if I keep appearing in front of his eyes, he will turn a blind eye to it."

I left with the leaflet in my arms, and the moment I left, my forehead was covered with cold sweat.If Yin Yichen hadn't threatened me before, I wouldn't know how to answer.Lin Tongtong didn't chase or refute, I knew I won, and I narrowly won the round.She cared so much about Yin Yichen, so she would naturally keep her mouth shut.

After distributing the leaflets, I wandered outside again, wondering if I should go back.Aunt Zhang and Uncle Zhang have returned to their hometown, and Xia Lan went to stay with Xia Ru for two days, which means that only Yin Yichen and I are left at home.I wrapped my scarf tightly, stomped my feet back and forth, and analyzed Yin Yichen's whereabouts in the past few days. He has been going to the company these days, so he will come back very late.As long as I go back and hide in the room and don't come out, I won't meet him.After making up my mind, I hurried home in a hurry.I just don't want to face him again and get cut by his taunts.

When I got home, the house was pitch black.I pushed open the door and turned on the door light at the entrance, the living room was also illuminated, and it was extremely quiet.Put on slippers, look through what else to eat at home, and lie in the freezer.

"Xiaoyu, we won't be at home these two days, don't forget to make breakfast and dinner for your brother." Xia Lan said before leaving.

In the morning, I slept until late and didn't come out. I didn't make breakfast at all.What about dinner?He didn't come back until ten o'clock every day, maybe he ordered takeaway...it was already eight o'clock in the evening, and I took out the potatoes, eggplants, and mushrooms from the refrigerator after a while.

After cooking vinegared potato shreds, fried eggplant and mushrooms, and cooking another pot of porridge, it was only 09:30.It was very quiet in the living room, very lonely feeling.I served some dishes, and then buckled the other dishes together and put them on the table, so I can see them when I come back.

I put the bowl in and ate it mouthful.

The door creaked open, and the chopsticks fell to the ground in a panic, and then he heard the sound of him changing shoes.I picked up the chopsticks and buried my head in the rice quickly. I swallowed it without chewing, and the accumulation in my throat was extremely uncomfortable.He stood at the porch and looked at me, making me even quicker to pick up the rice.

boom!I put the chopsticks on the bowl crisply, wiped my mouth and stood up: "I've prepared dinner, you can just eat something."

I pushed the chair away and wanted to leave, but his sarcastic voice came: "How long are you going to hide from me?"

"I didn't hide from you." I shot back immediately.He threw the scarf aside, walked up to me, looked at the bowl I had scraped clean, raised his eyebrows and said, "Did you choke on your meal?"

"What? Huh!" The food stuck in my throat surged up, and I drank a glass of water before pressing it down violently, and my face was also hot.He smiled slightly: "Want to cover it up or hide it? Are you afraid of seeing me?"

"In the two days when Mrs. Zhang is away, I will prepare breakfast and dinner for you. I hope we will not disturb each other during the rest of the time." I said restrainedly, and he put his arms around my waist: "You miss me? "

His words passed through my body like electricity, and I broke his hand: "Brother, please respect yourself."

His fingers clasped tighter, and my back pressed against his body, and the warmth spread out.He pushed my long hair away: "You also know how to respect yourself, don't you think it's funny? Since you have the kind to say you love me, why don't you have the kind to face me! Or, if you hide from me just to remind me of you, then you did it , I sometimes really think that I have a sister who loves me very much."

"Have you said enough! What on earth do you want? You don't love me at all, do you? You just want me to embarrass me in front of you. Every ounce of your happiness is torture and pain to me." .Yin Yichen, you did it too. I don’t have a minute to not be afraid to see you. I just want to hide from you.” I no longer resist, and now he just wants to torture me, so that I can’t live for a day. quiet.

"We...what was it like in the past?" His other hand was on my waist, and he leaned on my back and asked in a low voice, a little confused and a little distressing.

If I want to treat him tenderly, I will still be tearing in my heart with indifference like now. I am afraid that when the softness in my heart is torn away by him, I turn around and hear him say: "You really are a woman who likes to put on airs."

I'm scared, really scared.I was mocked by him again and again, and I broke my heart to him again and again, and he used it as a sharp weapon to hurt me.I used to treat him like this, so I want to pay him back a little bit, and go through the pain he went through, but I don’t know if I have his persistence, insist on waiting for him to recover his memory, insist on waiting for him to fall in love with me again .

Yin Yichen, how did you do it in the past?I feel really tired, so tired that I can't bear it any longer.I want to let go, maybe you will be happier with Lin Tongtong.

"Do I love you?" He kissed my ear and asked vaguely.

My body trembled for a while: "You really can't remember anything?"

He buried it between my necks, and the thin kisses made me almost go crazy: "As long as I think about it, my head hurts. But I have a special feeling for you... what happened to us, What did I say to you again?"

"Stop, stop." I supported his head, "Don't do this."

(End of this chapter)