Famous family abuse: ex-wife is not easy to chase
Chapter 239 Xia Lan's Death
Chapter 239 Xia Lan's Death
"Mom was hurt by us, why should I come back with you!" I wanted to escape his restraint, but it was in vain.
"If you want to confess, I will accompany you, but you don't want to regret it, let alone leave me!" He grabbed me and dragged me downstairs. He angrily pulled me into Xia Lan's room. In the room, Hua Tuo is treating Xia Lan.
Uncle Zhang and Aunt Zhang stood aside, full of worries.Seeing us come in: "Master..."
With a bang, Yin Yichen pulled me to kneel on the ground, and he tightly held my hand.
"Master, Xiao Yu!" Uncle Zhang and Aunt Zhang were shocked and dragged us: "What are you doing, get up!"
"Uncle Zhang, sister-in-law Zhang, you go out first, don't come in without my permission." Yin Yichen said coldly, Uncle Zhang and sister-in-law were startled: "Master, what are you doing?"
"Get out!" Yin Yichen roared angrily, Uncle Zhang didn't say anything else, and pulled Aunt Zhang out.
"Let's kneel together and wait for Mom to wake up." Yin Yichen said, I didn't have any resistance, I just stared blankly at Xia Lan.
After Hua Tuo checked Xia Lan, he turned around and took off the stethoscope: "She was in shock caused by being too excited, and she is no longer in danger. Xiaoyu, Yichen, you should get up, she doesn't know when she will wake up. If When I woke up and saw you all kneeling in front of her, I was worried that she would faint again, and trouble would come then."
"Finish, you go out too." Yin Yichen still said in a bad tone, Hua Tuo didn't go any further: "Okay, you can kneel if you like, I'll go out and sleep first." Hua Tuo opened the door and went out.
The room was quiet, Yin Yichen and I knelt on the ground, Xia Lan was still asleep.
I didn't want to say a word, and I didn't want to move. My heart was already dead, and he didn't say a word.
When dawn broke, Xia Lan's fingers moved, and I widened my eyes instantly, grabbed the hands that gave me the most warmth, and shouted hoarsely: "Mom...Mom..."
Xia Lan's fingers moved a few times, she slowly opened her eyes, and when she touched me, the tenderness immediately turned into coldness, I held her hand, tears streaming down my face: "Mom, I'm sorry, Mom, I'm sorry! "
"Don't call me mom, I don't have a daughter like you, how can you fall in love with Chen'er, fall in love with your brother! Go!" Xia Lan pushed me away with difficulty, her eyes filled with tears, Yin Yichen hugged me: "I It's not her brother, why can't we be together! Mom, I love her, I fell in love with her four years ago, if you hate, hate your son, it's me who never let her go, I insisted on her and I am together. Mom, she is the woman I love the most in my life, please fulfill us, this is my son's only request to you. "
"My daughter fell in love with my son, and you still want me to accept, to accept my daughter as my... daughter-in-law! Xiao Yu, you really made my mother so sad, how could you do such a thing, aren't you Say you want to forget Chen'er! Mom believes in you so much, but what did you do, what did you do!" Xia Lan beat me, tears fell, Yin Yichen protected me under him, and Xia Lan's slap fell on me on him.
"Mom, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" I was exhausted from crying, and I could only repeat countless sorry.
"How could I have such shameless sons and daughters as you!" Xia Lan was crying too hard, the door was pushed open, and Uncle Zhang, Aunt Zhang and Hua Tuo all rushed in.
"Ma'am, ma'am!" Uncle Zhang supported Xia Lan, "Master, get out!"
"Aunt Xia, don't hit Yichen and Xiaoyu anymore, you never know the pain in their hearts! Yichen, you go out first, don't come in again, she can't be stimulated anymore!" Hua Tuo knelt down and told us Said.
I shook my head: "I won't go, I won't go!"
"Ma'am!" Uncle Zhang exclaimed, Xia Lan fainted again, Hua Tuo pulled Uncle Zhang away, bowed his head to rescue Xia Lan, Yin Yichen let me go and ran to the bed, Hua Tuo grabbed his arm: "No , take her to the hospital right away, right away!"
Yin Yichen's face paled instantly, he hugged Xia Lan: "Mom, mom!"
Immediately, she rushed out with Xia Lan in her arms, and Hua Tuo also ran out. Mrs. Zhang helped me up: "Xiao Yu, get up quickly, and we will go to the hospital too!"
"Sister-in-law Zhang, it was me, I killed my mother, I...killed... her." My head was dizzy and I fell unconscious.
Aunt Zhang's call came from my ear, and I felt being dragged out of the mire. I opened my eyes and saw Aunt Zhang's slightly anxious face.
"Sister-in-law Zhang..." I felt a little uncomfortable, suddenly thinking of Xia Lan, I sat up and grabbed Mrs. Zhang: "Where is my mother, where is my mother?"
"Madam, Madam is in the hospital." Mrs. Zhang replied hesitantly.
"Mom!" I didn't even put on my shoes, I jumped out of bed, opened the door and ran downstairs, Mrs. Zhang chased after me: "Xiao Yu!"
I put on my shoes indiscriminately, and Mrs. Zhang grabbed me: "Xiao Yu!"
"I'm going to find my mother!" I shouted, and Mrs. Zhang grabbed my arm: "Mrs. Zhang will go with you!"
I nodded, Mrs. Zhang changed her shoes, and put a down jacket on me: "Put it on!"
"Sister-in-law Zhang, let's go!" I ran out holding my down jacket and pulling my sister-in-law Zhang. It was already bright outside and the sun had risen to the center.
I took a taxi and went straight to the hospital. Mrs. Zhang held my hand: "Xiaoyu, my wife will be fine. You can rely on Mrs. Zhang first, so you won't be afraid." Mrs. Zhang pulled me, and I leaned into her arms: "Sister-in-law Zhang, my mother will be fine! It's me, I'm the one who made her leave the hospital!"
The fear in my heart was expanding infinitely, and Mrs. Zhang patted me: "My wife will be fine. My wife loves you so much, she won't be angry with you."
When we arrived at the hospital, Mrs. Zhang called Uncle Zhang and took me to the fourth floor, where I immediately saw Uncle Zhang standing outside the door.
"Mom!" I ran towards the ward, but Uncle Zhang stopped me, his voice choked up: "Xiaoyu, wait, now the master and your aunt are inside."
"Why did you make me wait! What happened to my mother! Uncle Zhang, what happened to my mother!" I lost control when I found Uncle Zhang's abnormality, and asked loudly.
"Ma'am, ma'am..." Uncle Zhang's hands trembled and he couldn't say a word.My heartbeat seemed to stop instantly, and I couldn't seem to hear my own voice: "My mother... what's wrong?"
"Your mother is fine." The body was turned around abruptly, Hua Tuo supported my shoulder and said, I turned my head to look at Uncle Zhang, and Uncle Zhang nodded: "Yes, madam, madam is fine, I am too worried."
"I don't believe it, I don't believe it! Don't tell me, I'll go in by myself! My mother will be fine, she will be fine!" I wanted to break away from Hua Tuo, but he grabbed me and said sharply, "Xiao Yu, calm down!" Son! Auntie will be fine!"
The door of the ward opened, Xia Ru and Yin Guocheng came out, Xia Ru supported Yin Guocheng and glanced at me, Xia Ru said softly: "Xiao Yu, go in, your mother wants to see you."
Hua Tuo let me go, I pushed open the door, and saw Xia Lan lying on the hospital bed, on oxygen, walking irregularly in the electrocardiogram.
"Mom!" I threw myself next to Xia Lan, she showed a very fragile smile, her heart clenched tightly, I held her hand: "Mom, Xiao Yu was wrong! Mom, as long as you get better, I will leave Yin Yichen, Never see him again! Mom, did you hear me?"
"Xiaoyu..." Xia Lan called my name in a low voice, her mouth was slightly open, I couldn't hear what she said, I leaned over her, tears fell down: "Mom, Xiaoyu is here , Xiaoyu is here! Mom, what do you want to say?"
"Xiaoyu... I'm sorry, it's mom who doesn't know the pain in your heart. If, if it wasn't for you, you couldn't bear it anymore, you wouldn't have left mom alone."
"Mom!" I leaned against her face, "Mom, stop talking! As long as you can get well, I promise you anything."
"Hello, mom is fine. Xiaoyu..." Xia Lan called me, and it took a long time before she spoke: "You love your brother very much, don't you?"
My whole body froze, and my head went blank. I shook my head violently: "No, Mom, I don't like him. From now on, I don't like him, I don't love him, and I won't see him again!"
Xia Lan shook her head slightly: "Uncle Zhang, Uncle Zhang told mom that you fell in love with each other four years ago, and if it wasn't for mom's accident, you wouldn't have separated. Maybe, this...is fate. Yu, you like Chen'er, You just stay with him..."
"Mom, what are you talking about? I said I won't be with him anymore. I really won't be with him. Mom, I just ask you to get better."
She rubbed my face: "Mom... I always hoped that you and your brother would take care of each other, and that you would be like brothers and sisters. Now... I know that I made you and Chen'er fall into pain. Xiao Yu, Mom won't object to you being with Chen'er anymore, and mom still hopes that you will live happily together and never be separated again. Promise mom that you will love each other forever, take good care of Chen'er for mom, and give him a happy home."
"I don't want him, mom, I don't want him anymore, I just want you, I just want you..." I cried so hard.Xia Lan rubbed my ear: "Xiaoyu, you are my mother's daughter, and my mother only wants you to be happy. Go and marry...Chen'er, I hope to see...you get married. His father has already agreed, Xia Ru , Xia Ru also wants to give you a wedding dress, she used to study design, she will definitely let you be the most beautiful bride. Xiaoyu, let's go get married with Chen'er."
"Mom, I don't want to get married, I don't want anyone!" I hugged her tightly, Xia Lan patted me: "Xiaoyu, I owe... Chen'er too much, this is his only request to me, Mom, how can mom be willing to let you be sad and sad for the rest of your life, and you still have to take care of him for mom. Xiaoyu, you... go to get married, mom wants to see your marriage certificate. "
I choked up and shook my head. Mrs. Zhang helped me up, and I hugged Xia Lan tightly. She persuaded: "Xiaoyu, just fulfill your wife's wish, go and marry the young master...be obedient. Young master, just Waiting for you outside."
"I don't..." I shook my head, Xia Lan suddenly coughed, and I hugged her: "Mom! Mom!"
"Xiao Yu, don't you even listen to... Mommy's words? Mom only hopes that you can... do this." Her face was pale, and I nodded, tears misty: "Mom, I promise you, I promise you You go and marry Yin Yichen now, and we will get married right away."
With a splash, Mrs. Zhang called out, "Master!"
"Mom, Chen'er was wrong!" Yin Yichen knelt in front of Xia Lan, Xia Lan stretched out her hand, Yin Yichen held his hand, "Chen'er..."
"Mom, it's all my fault, it's all my fault!" Yin Yichen clenched her hand tightly, tears streaming down his face, Xia Lan shook her head, she took his hand, then mine and clasped it Together: "Yes... Mom was wrong, Chen'er... take Xiao Yu to get married, you promise mom that you will give Xiao Yu happiness, no matter what... time, don't leave her alone. Xiao Yu, in fact, is most afraid of being alone .”
"Mom, I promise you everything, don't say it, I beg you, don't say it!" I just felt like my head was about to explode, Xia Lan beat my nerves every time she said a word.
"Chen'er, Xiao Yu, you go to get married, mom is waiting for you to come back." Xia Lan showed a fragile smile, and Mrs. Zhang embraced Yin Yichen and me: "Master, Xiao Yu, go get married quickly, and listen to your wife."
Yin Yichen looked at me and said word by word: "We, we, go, get, get married."
He pulls me, like Satan from hell, I'm dragged by him.He stuffed me into the car, started the car quickly, and the car flew out.
"We can't get married! Yin Yichen, she'll be fine! We can't get married!" I shook him and said, he stared at the front, the car was driving fast.
"We can't... get married! No!" I grabbed his clothes and said, "You and I killed her! Mom was killed by us!"
The car stopped suddenly, Yin Yichen opened the door, pulled me out, and dragged me towards the Civil Affairs Hall.
"Don't, don't!" I shouted hysterically, Yin Yichen grabbed my shoulders, and the black cloud covered her head: "This is her last wish, that is, that we get married!"
The last... wish, I beat him: "No, this is not! Yin Yichen, you said she would be fine, you said..., how could you not keep your promise, how could you let her be fine!" Weeping ferociously in his arms.
On the second day of the Lunar New Year, Xia Lan was critically ill, and Yin Yichen and I got married.
The person who took our picture looked at us: "You really decided to get married? Get closer."
I approached Yin Yichen, he and I were expressionless, our eyes were a little empty, and with a snap, our wedding photo was taken.
"Okay, take it. From now on, you are husband and wife, happy newlyweds." The person who applied for the certificate handed us the marriage certificate with a smile on his face.
I took the red marriage certificate, but it felt like touching a hot stone.
Yin Yichen pulled me out, the winter sun was still very warm, but he and I felt as if we had fallen into an ice cellar, I held my marriage certificate: "We...were married, mom will see."
Yin Yichen dragged me into the hospital. He frantically pressed the elevator, but the elevator wouldn't come down. He punched the button of the elevator. I heard a burst of crying, and it was like a hole was torn open in my heart: "mom!"
I shook off Yin Yichen, ran up the stairs, and finally reached the fifth floor.
The crying became louder and louder. I stopped on the fifth floor and couldn't move my legs any more. "Mom!" Yin Yichen screamed and ran towards the ward.
"Mom, mom..." Tears flowed out, I don't know how I got there, Mrs. Zhang and Xia Ruzheng lay on Xia Lan's body and cried loudly: "Ma'am, ma'am!"
"Mom, mom!" Tears rolled down his face, Yin Yichen knelt on the ground, hugged Xia Lan and cried bitterly.
"Mom..." The marriage certificate slipped down my hand, and I slumped on the ground along the door, feeling like the world was collapsing.
Xiaoyu, mom wants you to be happy.
With a bang, I passed out on the ground.
Mom, how can I be happy without you!
I don't know how long I've been in a coma. My dream was full of Xia Lan, she hugged me and kissed me.I held her with my left hand and my father with my right hand, and smiled sweetly: "Dad, Mom, Xiaoyu wants to go to the playground!" They hugged me and kissed my cheek: "Okay, mom and dad will accompany Xiaoyu to the playground ride a roller coaster."
"Mom... always hoped that you and your brother would take care of each other, and hoped that you would be like brothers and sisters. Now... I know that I made you and Chen'er fall into pain. Xiaoyu, mother will not object to you and Chen'er Now that you are together, my mother hopes that you will live happily together and never be separated again. Promise to your mother that you will love each other for the rest of your life, take good care of Chen'er for your mother, and give him a happy home."
"Mom, where are you, Mom..." I wandered in the darkness, and I shouted loudly.
"Xiao Yu..." Xia Lan's voice came from behind me, I turned around and saw Xia Lan standing not far from me, wearing that red dress, her hair pulled up high, and the corners of her lips with The tender smile that passed away.
"Mom!" I wanted to run over and hug her, but I couldn't move, my body seemed to be fixed by nails. I remember shouting: "Mom, don't go! Mom!"
"Xiaoyu, forgive mom for not waiting for you to come back, because mom knows that you will definitely fulfill mom's wish. You and Chen'er are the people mom cares about the most. If you are happy, mom will be happy. Xiaoyu, mom will not be by your side anymore Yes. Xiaoyu, mom owes Chen'er too much. You can only love him and love him instead of mom. Xiaoyu, take good care of yourself. Mom knows that you have had a lot of fear and hesitation. Mom hopes that you can become really strong Get up, don't close your heart anymore. Only when you love others can others love you. Xiao Yu, remember what your mother said..." Xia Lan's figure slowly disappeared, and I shouted hysterically.
"Mom!" I fell off the bed, and what I touched was a piece of ice cold.
"Xiao Yu!" Aunt Zhang heard the sound and came over, "Get up!" Aunt Zhang helped me up, but I didn't feel anything, and held her back: "Where's my mother? Is she awake?"
"Xiao Yu..." Mrs. Zhang turned pale with shock, "Xiao Yu, what's wrong with you?"
"Is my mother still sleeping? It's time for dinner, I'll call her." I looked out the window, only thinking that Xia Lan was sleeping.
"Xiaoyu, what's wrong with you? Don't scare Mrs. Zhang! Ma'am, Mrs. already..." Mrs. Zhang began to cry again, and I grabbed her arm: "What's wrong with my mother? My mother said she would go back with me to see Dad, Mrs. Zhang, please help us book the bus tickets. I’ll go and ask what we should bring back.”
"Xiao Yu..." Mrs. Zhang called my name in a daze, and there was a rush of footsteps on the stairs.
Yin Yichen broke in, he stood at the door panting heavily, grabbed my shoulder with anxious eyes: "What happened to you just now?"
I pushed him away like a hedgehog, "afraid" of what Mrs. Zhang would see, and afraid of what "downstairs" Xia Lan would hear: "Brother Yin..., I'm fine, I'll go down first."
Yin Yichen stared at me, as if he wanted to disfigure me, and he pinched my shoulder: "Where are you going?"
"Brother, what are you doing? It hurts! I want to go back to my hometown with my mother, and I want to talk to her about it." His shoulder hurt so badly, I grabbed his hand, and he looked at me like a fool, There was a lot of uncertainty in the tone: "Why do you want to go back? Mom is sleeping now, don't disturb her."
"Next month...is my dad's death day. She's still sleeping, and she's going to have dinner, and she never sleeps during dinner. Brother, is it possible that Mom's illness is happening again? She has high blood pressure , the doctor said she can't be angry! Yes, she is angry, she... is angry, is... angry with us?" I grabbed his arm and shook it violently as if struck by lightning: "She knows It's our business, isn't it? That's why she's angry, that's why she's sick! It's us who made her mad! Yin Yichen, it's us who made her mad! She won't forgive us, she won't forgive me !"
Yin Yichen suddenly hugged me tightly: "No... Mom has already forgiven us, and she has no objection to us being together. Mom is just a little uncomfortable now, so she went to bed early, and told me not to disturb her."
"Mom... forgive us? She... agrees to us being together? You didn't lie to me?" I stopped crying and looked at Yin Yichen expectantly, and he hugged me tightly: "Yes, she agreed, promised us to be together. "
"I, why don't I remember, why don't I remember? I'd better go and ask her!" I scratched my hair, but I couldn't remember how Xia Lan promised me and Yin Yichen. Put, I pushed and he didn't push.
"Yin Yichen, what's the matter with you? I'm almost out of breath by you! Mom promised us to be together, I want to have a good talk with her, we won't make her angry again, right?" I leaned on his shoulder and asked stupidly.
After a long time, Yin Yichen let me go and pinched my face: "Mom is very tired today, let's let her have a good rest. Sister-in-law Zhang, you go out first, I'll just stay with her." Yin Yichen said to Mrs. Zhang, The sister-in-law nodded quickly, the corners of her mouth twitched violently, and she walked out quickly.
"What's wrong with Mrs. Zhang? I just looked at her strangely just now. What happened to Mom today? How did I sleep until this hour?" I scratched my hair again, unable to remember why I slept or what happened today.
"Today, we just came back. You were tired and fell asleep in the car." Yin Yichen pulled my hand that was tangled in his hair, "Mom has been waiting for you all day, and I am also very tired. Let's talk about things tomorrow." He pulled me When we got to the bedside, he asked me to lie down again, covered me with a tight quilt, and I stretched out my hand to touch his face: "Yin Yichen, Mom really agrees that we can be together, and I don't need to call you brother anymore?"
He held my hand, leaned over to my forehead and whispered, "Mom doesn't object to us being together at all, you don't have to call me brother anymore..."
Yin Yichen's voice sounded muffled, I held his head to see what happened, but he held down my hand, keeping his hot forehead against me.
There is a sense of depression rising from my heart, why do I feel like I can't breathe?I seem to have forgotten something...
"Close your eyes." Yin Yichen said suddenly, I looked at him with fluttering eyes, he raised his hand and turned off the light, and he and I were plunged into darkness, and a trace of extreme anxiety crept up: "Yin Yichen..."
He left me and lay next to me a moment later, wrapped his arms around me, buried his head in my neck, and didn't make any further moves.I was hugged quietly by him, but I couldn't face him because he was against my neck when I wanted to turn my head.
"Yin Yichen, isn't it good for us to be like this? If Mom sees..." I said softly, wanting to stay away from him, and his arms hugged him even tighter. Although Xia Lan agreed that we were together, we were "blatant" ", too bold!
"Mom...wouldn't mind, she wants us...to be like this." Yin Yichen's voice was very low, and my face immediately turned red: "What...what!" He stopped talking, and his hot breath hit me Itchy neck.
"Yin Yichen, are you asleep?"
"Yeah." He answered with his nose instead, and I raised my hand to touch his face: "Yin Yichen, I will love you forever, take care of you forever, and we will be together forever." After saying this, my heart suddenly tore apart It hurts like normal.
You have to love him for the rest of your life, you have to take care of him for the rest of your life, you have to be together for the rest of your life - Xia Lan's gentle voice suddenly sounded in my mind, but I don't remember when Xia Lan said it to me.
Yin Yichen and I just lay down like this. I couldn't sleep at all, but I couldn't move at all. I listened to his breathing and thought he must have fallen asleep.Looking out the window, the outside is white.
Is it snowing?When did it snow?Why can't I remember anything?Xia Lan didn't get angry at all, did she promise us to be together?The idea of wanting to see Xia Lan grew like wild grass in my heart, I raised my head gently, but Yin Yichen didn't respond, I pinched his hand again, trying to lift it up to get out, but he hugged me tightly again.
I lay down on the bed in disappointment, finally stopped moving, and slowly closed my eyes. Not long after, I felt Yin Yichen raised his head, and he leaned over to look at me. His fingers slid gently on my forehead. Try to breathe evenly and try to look like you are falling asleep.
He looked at me for a long time, and just when I was about to open my eyes, wet drops of water dripped from my neck, burning like a fire.
That is his tears.
His heart suddenly became hard to suffocate, and he cried when I couldn't see him, when he thought I was asleep.
There was a light knock on the door, and it was almost impossible to hear it, but who could it be so late?Yin Yichen got up gently, as if afraid of waking me up.Although he got out of bed, I knew he didn't go out. After a while, he opened the door and went out.
I opened my eyes and followed the fading light. It seemed to be Hua Tuo. He was still here so late?I got up, got out of bed barefoot, pressed the door and my heart beat faster, and it took more than ten minutes before I dared to open the door.Sticking his head out, it was quiet outside, so quiet that it was frightening.
What happened?Why is everyone so mysterious?Did Xia Lan really just go to bed?Why am I so flustered?
Without further hesitation, I opened the door and went downstairs quietly, fearing that Yin Yichen would find out.There was no one in the living room, so I quickly ran towards Xia Lan's room.
"Mom!" I excitedly pushed open the door, expecting to see Xia Lan who was sleeping soundly, but I only saw an empty bed, so empty that it was suffocating, and there were scattered medicine bottles on the floor.
My mother... Xia Lan, where did you go?
"Xiaoyu!" Aunt Zhang yelled in surprise behind me, and quickly helped me outside: "Why are you down, Aunt Zhang will help you upstairs."
"Where is my mother! Didn't you say that my mother is sleeping! Where is my mother!" I shouted hysterically, grabbing Mrs. Zhang and shaking her vigorously, and Mrs. Zhang finally burst into tears: "Madam, Madam... has passed away. "
"My mother... died?" I repeated word by word, "I don't believe it, I don't believe it, you lied to me! She was clearly sleeping, did she go to the bathroom? Mom!"
I pushed Aunt Zhang and opened the bathroom door, but there was no one there, and I pushed away the place where Xia Lan often exercises, but there was no one either.
Some fragmentary memories finally came to life when I saw the empty wheelchair. I scratched my head, as if my head was about to explode: "My mother is dead, my mother is dead!"
"Xia Xuanyu!" Yin Yichen's voice suddenly rose, but my world had already collapsed. He ran in front of me and held my shoulders. I looked at him blankly: "You lied to me, my mother...is dead, I Mom is dead!"
"..." He looked at me without saying a word, and I slapped him frantically: "You lied to me, you lied to me, you... lied to me!"
With a snap, I suddenly stopped beating, and turned my face, like a dead fish whose soul has been sucked out, without feeling any pain at all.
"Chen'er is more miserable than you. He just recognized his mother, and you are by her side every day! If you talk about pain, he is the one who suffers the most. He is Xia Lan's son, but you are not! You You took away all the most important things that belonged to him, you took away his mother, even Chen'er was taken away by you, how long are you going to make trouble! My sister was killed by you, by you This shameless daughter killed me!" Xia Ru picked up the pillow on the sofa and beat me, her face turned bloody, and she regarded me as a scourge.
"My mother... was killed by me, she was killed by me!" I tilted my head and repeated this sentence, Yin Yichen hugged me and snatched Xia Ru's still waving pillow: "Do you want to hit me?" People, just hit me."
Xia Ru burst into tears, stared at Yin Yichen in a daze, then pointed at him and cursed: "What did this woman give you to make you protect her like this? She snatched your mother away, and made you poke your spine and scream Motherless bastard! Where have all your hatred and arrogance gone! She is not Xia Lan's daughter at all, she is the evil star who killed your mother, why are you so worthless!" Xia Ru picked up the feather duster and said vigorously Slapped on Yin Yichen's body, he hugged me tightly, preventing me from being hurt in the slightest.
"Aunt Xia, do you want to force them to die?" In an instant, the feather duster turned into two pieces in Hua Tuo's hands, "Do you want to force them to death now? Then you continue to scold and beat them! I won't be polite at all after her mother died. Everyone here is sad enough, Aunt Xia is Xiao Yu's only relative, and you are also her old aunt, how can you say such cruel words!"
"I want to see my mother, Yin Yichen... take me to see her." I nestled in Yin Yichen's arms and whispered.
He nodded: "I'll take you to see her."
mortuary.
A gust of cold wind blew out the moment the door opened, a bed was lying there alone, my feet were like lead.I stared inside and said to Yin Yichen: "Don't come in, I want to go in alone."
I walked in and walked to the bed step by step. My heart was getting more and more suffocated. Xia Lan was lying under the cold white sheet. I pinched one end and slowly opened it, revealing Xia Lan's pale face. Has closed eyes.
"Mom!" I threw myself on Xia Lan's body and cried loudly, "Mom, I am Xiaoyu, wake up! Mom, wake up, I know you are just asleep, open your eyes and look at me , I’m Xiaoyu, the one who always makes you angry! Mom, I beg you to wake up!” I shook Xia Lan, her face was extremely cold, tears rolled down the corners of my eyes, and I touched her tremblingly hand, holding it firmly: "Mom, why are your hands so cold, I will help you warm them up, and Xiaoyu will help you keep them warm."
"Mom, you said you want me to be happy, how can I be happy without you. Mom, I haven't hugged you well, how can you bear to leave me and go away. You said, don't let me lose Leave you alone, how can you leave me here alone!" I knelt on the ground, crying so hard that I could hardly breathe.
"Mom, it was me, I killed you. Mom, you have to wait for me, Xiaoyu will definitely pay back everything that I owe you... Pay, here, you." I fainted again.
Mom, this time, Xiao Yu really won't make you sad again, this time, Xiao Yu will always be by your side.
His hands were warm, as if being held by Xia Lan when he was a child, "Mom..." Opening his eyes, there was a gloomy light, his palms were still warm, thick and safe, and when he turned his head, he saw Yin Yichen was tired Sleeping face, he was lying beside me.
He seemed to be sleeping extremely restlessly, with his brows furrowed deeply.
I looked at him deeply, turned sideways, tried to touch his face with the other hand, but stopped in mid-air.
How can we be worthy of Xia Lan?Xia Lan was killed because of our persistence, how can we be together again with confidence?
In this life, I owe Xia Lan too much, and I owe him too much. I can only choose to repay one person.Maybe, if I disappear, he won't suffer so much, and will be much happier, much...
"Yin Yichen..." I rubbed his ears and stroked his earrings. He held my hand and didn't open his eyes. It turned out that he knew that I was awake.
"Lie down next to me, I want you to hold me." I whispered, he opened his eyes, got up and sat on the edge of the bed, I lay in his arms, and slowly followed his hand The face is a little prickly: "You have grown a beard."
"En." His voice was low, and the distance between us was as slow as a turtle crawling. He put his arms around his waist and pressed against his chest: "Yin Yichen, do you hate me?"
"Don't hate."
"Why, you don't hate me? For a woman like me, you should hate me to death, even I hate myself, how can you not hate me?" I asked in a low voice, "I let so many people hate me with..."
"I can't bear it. Don't talk about it. It's almost dawn, and you can sleep a little longer." He patted me lightly, and I looked at his haggard face. His skin was much duller, and the stubble became more and more obvious. My heart ached. Come: "How long have you not slept?"
"I've been sleeping, don't talk about it, go to sleep, good boy." He coaxed me like a child, I shook my head and sat up: "I won't sleep anymore, you can lie on my lap and sleep for a while."
Putting my hands on his neck, Yin Yichen lay obediently on my lap. I looked down at him: "You have always been nice to me before, but now I want to be nice to you. Yin Yichen..." I paused and looked at him. Outside, "I want to bury Xia Lan here, this is...her home." Lowering her head again, Yin Yichen was already in the same posture as I was before, with her head resting on my abdomen, unable to see her expression clearly.
Three days later, Xia Lan was buried in the cemetery. Yin Yichen and I knelt in front of her grave. Her picture was still gentle and lovely, but she could no longer smile at me.Behind us stood Yin Guocheng, Xia Ru, Hua Tuo, Aunt Zhang and Uncle Zhang.
"Let them stay a little longer, let's go." Yin Guocheng said oldly, and the group gradually left with him.
"Mom, the environment here is very good. I know you have always wanted to come back here. Everyone you love is here, and Dad will agree to you being here." The chrysanthemum swayed, and I smiled faintly.
"Mom, please forgive my son for not being filial. I haven't taken good care of you these years. Mom, I will take good care of my father, my aunt, Mrs. Zhang and Uncle Zhang, and won't let them worry about us." Yin Yichen held my hand Hand, tight but did not make me feel the slightest pain.
Yin Yichen and I kowtowed to Xia Lan three more times, and I pulled him to stand up: "Yichen, we should go."
He held my shoulders and nodded: "Let's go."
I looked back at Xia Lan's tomb again, Mom, you must wait for me.
The car drove home slowly, opened the door, only the wind blew past, it was so quiet that even breathing hurt.
I saw Xia Lan sitting in a wheelchair, looking out through the window with a focused but indifferent expression.
"Mom!" I yelled out of my voice, Yin Yichen's arms hugged me tightly, I shook him and said anxiously: "Mom is there, Yin Yichen, look!"
His eyes touched again, but only the dappled sunlight in the room was left, and Xia Lan's wheelchair was parked there alone.
Hallucination?But I clearly saw it, and I turned my head to look at him: "I really saw it, Mom is sitting there."
"Well, I know, I saw it too, Mom is sitting there." He held me in his arms and said in a low voice.
In his arms, tears fell again, I beat him: "No, not at all, mother is dead, she was killed by us, killed by us!"
Yin Yichen didn't move, just hugged me tightly, let me go crazy, let me beat me.
"Mom..." I tugged on his clothes and cried hysterically, when my eyes suddenly went dark, I passed out.When I woke up again, I was already lying on the bed, but this was not that "home", but Yin Yichen's "home".
I lifted the quilt and walked to the window. The fireworks were dazzling in the distance, and the joy of the Spring Festival had not yet passed.Open the window, the cool wind blows in, I close my eyes and let the wind blow with my bare feet.
"Are you awake?" Putting on a down jacket, Yin Yichen put his hands around my waist and pulled me into his arms. I leaned against his chest and stared into the distance: "Yin Yichen, if there is In the afterlife, what do you want to do?"
(End of this chapter)
"Mom was hurt by us, why should I come back with you!" I wanted to escape his restraint, but it was in vain.
"If you want to confess, I will accompany you, but you don't want to regret it, let alone leave me!" He grabbed me and dragged me downstairs. He angrily pulled me into Xia Lan's room. In the room, Hua Tuo is treating Xia Lan.
Uncle Zhang and Aunt Zhang stood aside, full of worries.Seeing us come in: "Master..."
With a bang, Yin Yichen pulled me to kneel on the ground, and he tightly held my hand.
"Master, Xiao Yu!" Uncle Zhang and Aunt Zhang were shocked and dragged us: "What are you doing, get up!"
"Uncle Zhang, sister-in-law Zhang, you go out first, don't come in without my permission." Yin Yichen said coldly, Uncle Zhang and sister-in-law were startled: "Master, what are you doing?"
"Get out!" Yin Yichen roared angrily, Uncle Zhang didn't say anything else, and pulled Aunt Zhang out.
"Let's kneel together and wait for Mom to wake up." Yin Yichen said, I didn't have any resistance, I just stared blankly at Xia Lan.
After Hua Tuo checked Xia Lan, he turned around and took off the stethoscope: "She was in shock caused by being too excited, and she is no longer in danger. Xiaoyu, Yichen, you should get up, she doesn't know when she will wake up. If When I woke up and saw you all kneeling in front of her, I was worried that she would faint again, and trouble would come then."
"Finish, you go out too." Yin Yichen still said in a bad tone, Hua Tuo didn't go any further: "Okay, you can kneel if you like, I'll go out and sleep first." Hua Tuo opened the door and went out.
The room was quiet, Yin Yichen and I knelt on the ground, Xia Lan was still asleep.
I didn't want to say a word, and I didn't want to move. My heart was already dead, and he didn't say a word.
When dawn broke, Xia Lan's fingers moved, and I widened my eyes instantly, grabbed the hands that gave me the most warmth, and shouted hoarsely: "Mom...Mom..."
Xia Lan's fingers moved a few times, she slowly opened her eyes, and when she touched me, the tenderness immediately turned into coldness, I held her hand, tears streaming down my face: "Mom, I'm sorry, Mom, I'm sorry! "
"Don't call me mom, I don't have a daughter like you, how can you fall in love with Chen'er, fall in love with your brother! Go!" Xia Lan pushed me away with difficulty, her eyes filled with tears, Yin Yichen hugged me: "I It's not her brother, why can't we be together! Mom, I love her, I fell in love with her four years ago, if you hate, hate your son, it's me who never let her go, I insisted on her and I am together. Mom, she is the woman I love the most in my life, please fulfill us, this is my son's only request to you. "
"My daughter fell in love with my son, and you still want me to accept, to accept my daughter as my... daughter-in-law! Xiao Yu, you really made my mother so sad, how could you do such a thing, aren't you Say you want to forget Chen'er! Mom believes in you so much, but what did you do, what did you do!" Xia Lan beat me, tears fell, Yin Yichen protected me under him, and Xia Lan's slap fell on me on him.
"Mom, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" I was exhausted from crying, and I could only repeat countless sorry.
"How could I have such shameless sons and daughters as you!" Xia Lan was crying too hard, the door was pushed open, and Uncle Zhang, Aunt Zhang and Hua Tuo all rushed in.
"Ma'am, ma'am!" Uncle Zhang supported Xia Lan, "Master, get out!"
"Aunt Xia, don't hit Yichen and Xiaoyu anymore, you never know the pain in their hearts! Yichen, you go out first, don't come in again, she can't be stimulated anymore!" Hua Tuo knelt down and told us Said.
I shook my head: "I won't go, I won't go!"
"Ma'am!" Uncle Zhang exclaimed, Xia Lan fainted again, Hua Tuo pulled Uncle Zhang away, bowed his head to rescue Xia Lan, Yin Yichen let me go and ran to the bed, Hua Tuo grabbed his arm: "No , take her to the hospital right away, right away!"
Yin Yichen's face paled instantly, he hugged Xia Lan: "Mom, mom!"
Immediately, she rushed out with Xia Lan in her arms, and Hua Tuo also ran out. Mrs. Zhang helped me up: "Xiao Yu, get up quickly, and we will go to the hospital too!"
"Sister-in-law Zhang, it was me, I killed my mother, I...killed... her." My head was dizzy and I fell unconscious.
Aunt Zhang's call came from my ear, and I felt being dragged out of the mire. I opened my eyes and saw Aunt Zhang's slightly anxious face.
"Sister-in-law Zhang..." I felt a little uncomfortable, suddenly thinking of Xia Lan, I sat up and grabbed Mrs. Zhang: "Where is my mother, where is my mother?"
"Madam, Madam is in the hospital." Mrs. Zhang replied hesitantly.
"Mom!" I didn't even put on my shoes, I jumped out of bed, opened the door and ran downstairs, Mrs. Zhang chased after me: "Xiao Yu!"
I put on my shoes indiscriminately, and Mrs. Zhang grabbed me: "Xiao Yu!"
"I'm going to find my mother!" I shouted, and Mrs. Zhang grabbed my arm: "Mrs. Zhang will go with you!"
I nodded, Mrs. Zhang changed her shoes, and put a down jacket on me: "Put it on!"
"Sister-in-law Zhang, let's go!" I ran out holding my down jacket and pulling my sister-in-law Zhang. It was already bright outside and the sun had risen to the center.
I took a taxi and went straight to the hospital. Mrs. Zhang held my hand: "Xiaoyu, my wife will be fine. You can rely on Mrs. Zhang first, so you won't be afraid." Mrs. Zhang pulled me, and I leaned into her arms: "Sister-in-law Zhang, my mother will be fine! It's me, I'm the one who made her leave the hospital!"
The fear in my heart was expanding infinitely, and Mrs. Zhang patted me: "My wife will be fine. My wife loves you so much, she won't be angry with you."
When we arrived at the hospital, Mrs. Zhang called Uncle Zhang and took me to the fourth floor, where I immediately saw Uncle Zhang standing outside the door.
"Mom!" I ran towards the ward, but Uncle Zhang stopped me, his voice choked up: "Xiaoyu, wait, now the master and your aunt are inside."
"Why did you make me wait! What happened to my mother! Uncle Zhang, what happened to my mother!" I lost control when I found Uncle Zhang's abnormality, and asked loudly.
"Ma'am, ma'am..." Uncle Zhang's hands trembled and he couldn't say a word.My heartbeat seemed to stop instantly, and I couldn't seem to hear my own voice: "My mother... what's wrong?"
"Your mother is fine." The body was turned around abruptly, Hua Tuo supported my shoulder and said, I turned my head to look at Uncle Zhang, and Uncle Zhang nodded: "Yes, madam, madam is fine, I am too worried."
"I don't believe it, I don't believe it! Don't tell me, I'll go in by myself! My mother will be fine, she will be fine!" I wanted to break away from Hua Tuo, but he grabbed me and said sharply, "Xiao Yu, calm down!" Son! Auntie will be fine!"
The door of the ward opened, Xia Ru and Yin Guocheng came out, Xia Ru supported Yin Guocheng and glanced at me, Xia Ru said softly: "Xiao Yu, go in, your mother wants to see you."
Hua Tuo let me go, I pushed open the door, and saw Xia Lan lying on the hospital bed, on oxygen, walking irregularly in the electrocardiogram.
"Mom!" I threw myself next to Xia Lan, she showed a very fragile smile, her heart clenched tightly, I held her hand: "Mom, Xiao Yu was wrong! Mom, as long as you get better, I will leave Yin Yichen, Never see him again! Mom, did you hear me?"
"Xiaoyu..." Xia Lan called my name in a low voice, her mouth was slightly open, I couldn't hear what she said, I leaned over her, tears fell down: "Mom, Xiaoyu is here , Xiaoyu is here! Mom, what do you want to say?"
"Xiaoyu... I'm sorry, it's mom who doesn't know the pain in your heart. If, if it wasn't for you, you couldn't bear it anymore, you wouldn't have left mom alone."
"Mom!" I leaned against her face, "Mom, stop talking! As long as you can get well, I promise you anything."
"Hello, mom is fine. Xiaoyu..." Xia Lan called me, and it took a long time before she spoke: "You love your brother very much, don't you?"
My whole body froze, and my head went blank. I shook my head violently: "No, Mom, I don't like him. From now on, I don't like him, I don't love him, and I won't see him again!"
Xia Lan shook her head slightly: "Uncle Zhang, Uncle Zhang told mom that you fell in love with each other four years ago, and if it wasn't for mom's accident, you wouldn't have separated. Maybe, this...is fate. Yu, you like Chen'er, You just stay with him..."
"Mom, what are you talking about? I said I won't be with him anymore. I really won't be with him. Mom, I just ask you to get better."
She rubbed my face: "Mom... I always hoped that you and your brother would take care of each other, and that you would be like brothers and sisters. Now... I know that I made you and Chen'er fall into pain. Xiao Yu, Mom won't object to you being with Chen'er anymore, and mom still hopes that you will live happily together and never be separated again. Promise mom that you will love each other forever, take good care of Chen'er for mom, and give him a happy home."
"I don't want him, mom, I don't want him anymore, I just want you, I just want you..." I cried so hard.Xia Lan rubbed my ear: "Xiaoyu, you are my mother's daughter, and my mother only wants you to be happy. Go and marry...Chen'er, I hope to see...you get married. His father has already agreed, Xia Ru , Xia Ru also wants to give you a wedding dress, she used to study design, she will definitely let you be the most beautiful bride. Xiaoyu, let's go get married with Chen'er."
"Mom, I don't want to get married, I don't want anyone!" I hugged her tightly, Xia Lan patted me: "Xiaoyu, I owe... Chen'er too much, this is his only request to me, Mom, how can mom be willing to let you be sad and sad for the rest of your life, and you still have to take care of him for mom. Xiaoyu, you... go to get married, mom wants to see your marriage certificate. "
I choked up and shook my head. Mrs. Zhang helped me up, and I hugged Xia Lan tightly. She persuaded: "Xiaoyu, just fulfill your wife's wish, go and marry the young master...be obedient. Young master, just Waiting for you outside."
"I don't..." I shook my head, Xia Lan suddenly coughed, and I hugged her: "Mom! Mom!"
"Xiao Yu, don't you even listen to... Mommy's words? Mom only hopes that you can... do this." Her face was pale, and I nodded, tears misty: "Mom, I promise you, I promise you You go and marry Yin Yichen now, and we will get married right away."
With a splash, Mrs. Zhang called out, "Master!"
"Mom, Chen'er was wrong!" Yin Yichen knelt in front of Xia Lan, Xia Lan stretched out her hand, Yin Yichen held his hand, "Chen'er..."
"Mom, it's all my fault, it's all my fault!" Yin Yichen clenched her hand tightly, tears streaming down his face, Xia Lan shook her head, she took his hand, then mine and clasped it Together: "Yes... Mom was wrong, Chen'er... take Xiao Yu to get married, you promise mom that you will give Xiao Yu happiness, no matter what... time, don't leave her alone. Xiao Yu, in fact, is most afraid of being alone .”
"Mom, I promise you everything, don't say it, I beg you, don't say it!" I just felt like my head was about to explode, Xia Lan beat my nerves every time she said a word.
"Chen'er, Xiao Yu, you go to get married, mom is waiting for you to come back." Xia Lan showed a fragile smile, and Mrs. Zhang embraced Yin Yichen and me: "Master, Xiao Yu, go get married quickly, and listen to your wife."
Yin Yichen looked at me and said word by word: "We, we, go, get, get married."
He pulls me, like Satan from hell, I'm dragged by him.He stuffed me into the car, started the car quickly, and the car flew out.
"We can't get married! Yin Yichen, she'll be fine! We can't get married!" I shook him and said, he stared at the front, the car was driving fast.
"We can't... get married! No!" I grabbed his clothes and said, "You and I killed her! Mom was killed by us!"
The car stopped suddenly, Yin Yichen opened the door, pulled me out, and dragged me towards the Civil Affairs Hall.
"Don't, don't!" I shouted hysterically, Yin Yichen grabbed my shoulders, and the black cloud covered her head: "This is her last wish, that is, that we get married!"
The last... wish, I beat him: "No, this is not! Yin Yichen, you said she would be fine, you said..., how could you not keep your promise, how could you let her be fine!" Weeping ferociously in his arms.
On the second day of the Lunar New Year, Xia Lan was critically ill, and Yin Yichen and I got married.
The person who took our picture looked at us: "You really decided to get married? Get closer."
I approached Yin Yichen, he and I were expressionless, our eyes were a little empty, and with a snap, our wedding photo was taken.
"Okay, take it. From now on, you are husband and wife, happy newlyweds." The person who applied for the certificate handed us the marriage certificate with a smile on his face.
I took the red marriage certificate, but it felt like touching a hot stone.
Yin Yichen pulled me out, the winter sun was still very warm, but he and I felt as if we had fallen into an ice cellar, I held my marriage certificate: "We...were married, mom will see."
Yin Yichen dragged me into the hospital. He frantically pressed the elevator, but the elevator wouldn't come down. He punched the button of the elevator. I heard a burst of crying, and it was like a hole was torn open in my heart: "mom!"
I shook off Yin Yichen, ran up the stairs, and finally reached the fifth floor.
The crying became louder and louder. I stopped on the fifth floor and couldn't move my legs any more. "Mom!" Yin Yichen screamed and ran towards the ward.
"Mom, mom..." Tears flowed out, I don't know how I got there, Mrs. Zhang and Xia Ruzheng lay on Xia Lan's body and cried loudly: "Ma'am, ma'am!"
"Mom, mom!" Tears rolled down his face, Yin Yichen knelt on the ground, hugged Xia Lan and cried bitterly.
"Mom..." The marriage certificate slipped down my hand, and I slumped on the ground along the door, feeling like the world was collapsing.
Xiaoyu, mom wants you to be happy.
With a bang, I passed out on the ground.
Mom, how can I be happy without you!
I don't know how long I've been in a coma. My dream was full of Xia Lan, she hugged me and kissed me.I held her with my left hand and my father with my right hand, and smiled sweetly: "Dad, Mom, Xiaoyu wants to go to the playground!" They hugged me and kissed my cheek: "Okay, mom and dad will accompany Xiaoyu to the playground ride a roller coaster."
"Mom... always hoped that you and your brother would take care of each other, and hoped that you would be like brothers and sisters. Now... I know that I made you and Chen'er fall into pain. Xiaoyu, mother will not object to you and Chen'er Now that you are together, my mother hopes that you will live happily together and never be separated again. Promise to your mother that you will love each other for the rest of your life, take good care of Chen'er for your mother, and give him a happy home."
"Mom, where are you, Mom..." I wandered in the darkness, and I shouted loudly.
"Xiao Yu..." Xia Lan's voice came from behind me, I turned around and saw Xia Lan standing not far from me, wearing that red dress, her hair pulled up high, and the corners of her lips with The tender smile that passed away.
"Mom!" I wanted to run over and hug her, but I couldn't move, my body seemed to be fixed by nails. I remember shouting: "Mom, don't go! Mom!"
"Xiaoyu, forgive mom for not waiting for you to come back, because mom knows that you will definitely fulfill mom's wish. You and Chen'er are the people mom cares about the most. If you are happy, mom will be happy. Xiaoyu, mom will not be by your side anymore Yes. Xiaoyu, mom owes Chen'er too much. You can only love him and love him instead of mom. Xiaoyu, take good care of yourself. Mom knows that you have had a lot of fear and hesitation. Mom hopes that you can become really strong Get up, don't close your heart anymore. Only when you love others can others love you. Xiao Yu, remember what your mother said..." Xia Lan's figure slowly disappeared, and I shouted hysterically.
"Mom!" I fell off the bed, and what I touched was a piece of ice cold.
"Xiao Yu!" Aunt Zhang heard the sound and came over, "Get up!" Aunt Zhang helped me up, but I didn't feel anything, and held her back: "Where's my mother? Is she awake?"
"Xiao Yu..." Mrs. Zhang turned pale with shock, "Xiao Yu, what's wrong with you?"
"Is my mother still sleeping? It's time for dinner, I'll call her." I looked out the window, only thinking that Xia Lan was sleeping.
"Xiaoyu, what's wrong with you? Don't scare Mrs. Zhang! Ma'am, Mrs. already..." Mrs. Zhang began to cry again, and I grabbed her arm: "What's wrong with my mother? My mother said she would go back with me to see Dad, Mrs. Zhang, please help us book the bus tickets. I’ll go and ask what we should bring back.”
"Xiao Yu..." Mrs. Zhang called my name in a daze, and there was a rush of footsteps on the stairs.
Yin Yichen broke in, he stood at the door panting heavily, grabbed my shoulder with anxious eyes: "What happened to you just now?"
I pushed him away like a hedgehog, "afraid" of what Mrs. Zhang would see, and afraid of what "downstairs" Xia Lan would hear: "Brother Yin..., I'm fine, I'll go down first."
Yin Yichen stared at me, as if he wanted to disfigure me, and he pinched my shoulder: "Where are you going?"
"Brother, what are you doing? It hurts! I want to go back to my hometown with my mother, and I want to talk to her about it." His shoulder hurt so badly, I grabbed his hand, and he looked at me like a fool, There was a lot of uncertainty in the tone: "Why do you want to go back? Mom is sleeping now, don't disturb her."
"Next month...is my dad's death day. She's still sleeping, and she's going to have dinner, and she never sleeps during dinner. Brother, is it possible that Mom's illness is happening again? She has high blood pressure , the doctor said she can't be angry! Yes, she is angry, she... is angry, is... angry with us?" I grabbed his arm and shook it violently as if struck by lightning: "She knows It's our business, isn't it? That's why she's angry, that's why she's sick! It's us who made her mad! Yin Yichen, it's us who made her mad! She won't forgive us, she won't forgive me !"
Yin Yichen suddenly hugged me tightly: "No... Mom has already forgiven us, and she has no objection to us being together. Mom is just a little uncomfortable now, so she went to bed early, and told me not to disturb her."
"Mom... forgive us? She... agrees to us being together? You didn't lie to me?" I stopped crying and looked at Yin Yichen expectantly, and he hugged me tightly: "Yes, she agreed, promised us to be together. "
"I, why don't I remember, why don't I remember? I'd better go and ask her!" I scratched my hair, but I couldn't remember how Xia Lan promised me and Yin Yichen. Put, I pushed and he didn't push.
"Yin Yichen, what's the matter with you? I'm almost out of breath by you! Mom promised us to be together, I want to have a good talk with her, we won't make her angry again, right?" I leaned on his shoulder and asked stupidly.
After a long time, Yin Yichen let me go and pinched my face: "Mom is very tired today, let's let her have a good rest. Sister-in-law Zhang, you go out first, I'll just stay with her." Yin Yichen said to Mrs. Zhang, The sister-in-law nodded quickly, the corners of her mouth twitched violently, and she walked out quickly.
"What's wrong with Mrs. Zhang? I just looked at her strangely just now. What happened to Mom today? How did I sleep until this hour?" I scratched my hair again, unable to remember why I slept or what happened today.
"Today, we just came back. You were tired and fell asleep in the car." Yin Yichen pulled my hand that was tangled in his hair, "Mom has been waiting for you all day, and I am also very tired. Let's talk about things tomorrow." He pulled me When we got to the bedside, he asked me to lie down again, covered me with a tight quilt, and I stretched out my hand to touch his face: "Yin Yichen, Mom really agrees that we can be together, and I don't need to call you brother anymore?"
He held my hand, leaned over to my forehead and whispered, "Mom doesn't object to us being together at all, you don't have to call me brother anymore..."
Yin Yichen's voice sounded muffled, I held his head to see what happened, but he held down my hand, keeping his hot forehead against me.
There is a sense of depression rising from my heart, why do I feel like I can't breathe?I seem to have forgotten something...
"Close your eyes." Yin Yichen said suddenly, I looked at him with fluttering eyes, he raised his hand and turned off the light, and he and I were plunged into darkness, and a trace of extreme anxiety crept up: "Yin Yichen..."
He left me and lay next to me a moment later, wrapped his arms around me, buried his head in my neck, and didn't make any further moves.I was hugged quietly by him, but I couldn't face him because he was against my neck when I wanted to turn my head.
"Yin Yichen, isn't it good for us to be like this? If Mom sees..." I said softly, wanting to stay away from him, and his arms hugged him even tighter. Although Xia Lan agreed that we were together, we were "blatant" ", too bold!
"Mom...wouldn't mind, she wants us...to be like this." Yin Yichen's voice was very low, and my face immediately turned red: "What...what!" He stopped talking, and his hot breath hit me Itchy neck.
"Yin Yichen, are you asleep?"
"Yeah." He answered with his nose instead, and I raised my hand to touch his face: "Yin Yichen, I will love you forever, take care of you forever, and we will be together forever." After saying this, my heart suddenly tore apart It hurts like normal.
You have to love him for the rest of your life, you have to take care of him for the rest of your life, you have to be together for the rest of your life - Xia Lan's gentle voice suddenly sounded in my mind, but I don't remember when Xia Lan said it to me.
Yin Yichen and I just lay down like this. I couldn't sleep at all, but I couldn't move at all. I listened to his breathing and thought he must have fallen asleep.Looking out the window, the outside is white.
Is it snowing?When did it snow?Why can't I remember anything?Xia Lan didn't get angry at all, did she promise us to be together?The idea of wanting to see Xia Lan grew like wild grass in my heart, I raised my head gently, but Yin Yichen didn't respond, I pinched his hand again, trying to lift it up to get out, but he hugged me tightly again.
I lay down on the bed in disappointment, finally stopped moving, and slowly closed my eyes. Not long after, I felt Yin Yichen raised his head, and he leaned over to look at me. His fingers slid gently on my forehead. Try to breathe evenly and try to look like you are falling asleep.
He looked at me for a long time, and just when I was about to open my eyes, wet drops of water dripped from my neck, burning like a fire.
That is his tears.
His heart suddenly became hard to suffocate, and he cried when I couldn't see him, when he thought I was asleep.
There was a light knock on the door, and it was almost impossible to hear it, but who could it be so late?Yin Yichen got up gently, as if afraid of waking me up.Although he got out of bed, I knew he didn't go out. After a while, he opened the door and went out.
I opened my eyes and followed the fading light. It seemed to be Hua Tuo. He was still here so late?I got up, got out of bed barefoot, pressed the door and my heart beat faster, and it took more than ten minutes before I dared to open the door.Sticking his head out, it was quiet outside, so quiet that it was frightening.
What happened?Why is everyone so mysterious?Did Xia Lan really just go to bed?Why am I so flustered?
Without further hesitation, I opened the door and went downstairs quietly, fearing that Yin Yichen would find out.There was no one in the living room, so I quickly ran towards Xia Lan's room.
"Mom!" I excitedly pushed open the door, expecting to see Xia Lan who was sleeping soundly, but I only saw an empty bed, so empty that it was suffocating, and there were scattered medicine bottles on the floor.
My mother... Xia Lan, where did you go?
"Xiaoyu!" Aunt Zhang yelled in surprise behind me, and quickly helped me outside: "Why are you down, Aunt Zhang will help you upstairs."
"Where is my mother! Didn't you say that my mother is sleeping! Where is my mother!" I shouted hysterically, grabbing Mrs. Zhang and shaking her vigorously, and Mrs. Zhang finally burst into tears: "Madam, Madam... has passed away. "
"My mother... died?" I repeated word by word, "I don't believe it, I don't believe it, you lied to me! She was clearly sleeping, did she go to the bathroom? Mom!"
I pushed Aunt Zhang and opened the bathroom door, but there was no one there, and I pushed away the place where Xia Lan often exercises, but there was no one either.
Some fragmentary memories finally came to life when I saw the empty wheelchair. I scratched my head, as if my head was about to explode: "My mother is dead, my mother is dead!"
"Xia Xuanyu!" Yin Yichen's voice suddenly rose, but my world had already collapsed. He ran in front of me and held my shoulders. I looked at him blankly: "You lied to me, my mother...is dead, I Mom is dead!"
"..." He looked at me without saying a word, and I slapped him frantically: "You lied to me, you lied to me, you... lied to me!"
With a snap, I suddenly stopped beating, and turned my face, like a dead fish whose soul has been sucked out, without feeling any pain at all.
"Chen'er is more miserable than you. He just recognized his mother, and you are by her side every day! If you talk about pain, he is the one who suffers the most. He is Xia Lan's son, but you are not! You You took away all the most important things that belonged to him, you took away his mother, even Chen'er was taken away by you, how long are you going to make trouble! My sister was killed by you, by you This shameless daughter killed me!" Xia Ru picked up the pillow on the sofa and beat me, her face turned bloody, and she regarded me as a scourge.
"My mother... was killed by me, she was killed by me!" I tilted my head and repeated this sentence, Yin Yichen hugged me and snatched Xia Ru's still waving pillow: "Do you want to hit me?" People, just hit me."
Xia Ru burst into tears, stared at Yin Yichen in a daze, then pointed at him and cursed: "What did this woman give you to make you protect her like this? She snatched your mother away, and made you poke your spine and scream Motherless bastard! Where have all your hatred and arrogance gone! She is not Xia Lan's daughter at all, she is the evil star who killed your mother, why are you so worthless!" Xia Ru picked up the feather duster and said vigorously Slapped on Yin Yichen's body, he hugged me tightly, preventing me from being hurt in the slightest.
"Aunt Xia, do you want to force them to die?" In an instant, the feather duster turned into two pieces in Hua Tuo's hands, "Do you want to force them to death now? Then you continue to scold and beat them! I won't be polite at all after her mother died. Everyone here is sad enough, Aunt Xia is Xiao Yu's only relative, and you are also her old aunt, how can you say such cruel words!"
"I want to see my mother, Yin Yichen... take me to see her." I nestled in Yin Yichen's arms and whispered.
He nodded: "I'll take you to see her."
mortuary.
A gust of cold wind blew out the moment the door opened, a bed was lying there alone, my feet were like lead.I stared inside and said to Yin Yichen: "Don't come in, I want to go in alone."
I walked in and walked to the bed step by step. My heart was getting more and more suffocated. Xia Lan was lying under the cold white sheet. I pinched one end and slowly opened it, revealing Xia Lan's pale face. Has closed eyes.
"Mom!" I threw myself on Xia Lan's body and cried loudly, "Mom, I am Xiaoyu, wake up! Mom, wake up, I know you are just asleep, open your eyes and look at me , I’m Xiaoyu, the one who always makes you angry! Mom, I beg you to wake up!” I shook Xia Lan, her face was extremely cold, tears rolled down the corners of my eyes, and I touched her tremblingly hand, holding it firmly: "Mom, why are your hands so cold, I will help you warm them up, and Xiaoyu will help you keep them warm."
"Mom, you said you want me to be happy, how can I be happy without you. Mom, I haven't hugged you well, how can you bear to leave me and go away. You said, don't let me lose Leave you alone, how can you leave me here alone!" I knelt on the ground, crying so hard that I could hardly breathe.
"Mom, it was me, I killed you. Mom, you have to wait for me, Xiaoyu will definitely pay back everything that I owe you... Pay, here, you." I fainted again.
Mom, this time, Xiao Yu really won't make you sad again, this time, Xiao Yu will always be by your side.
His hands were warm, as if being held by Xia Lan when he was a child, "Mom..." Opening his eyes, there was a gloomy light, his palms were still warm, thick and safe, and when he turned his head, he saw Yin Yichen was tired Sleeping face, he was lying beside me.
He seemed to be sleeping extremely restlessly, with his brows furrowed deeply.
I looked at him deeply, turned sideways, tried to touch his face with the other hand, but stopped in mid-air.
How can we be worthy of Xia Lan?Xia Lan was killed because of our persistence, how can we be together again with confidence?
In this life, I owe Xia Lan too much, and I owe him too much. I can only choose to repay one person.Maybe, if I disappear, he won't suffer so much, and will be much happier, much...
"Yin Yichen..." I rubbed his ears and stroked his earrings. He held my hand and didn't open his eyes. It turned out that he knew that I was awake.
"Lie down next to me, I want you to hold me." I whispered, he opened his eyes, got up and sat on the edge of the bed, I lay in his arms, and slowly followed his hand The face is a little prickly: "You have grown a beard."
"En." His voice was low, and the distance between us was as slow as a turtle crawling. He put his arms around his waist and pressed against his chest: "Yin Yichen, do you hate me?"
"Don't hate."
"Why, you don't hate me? For a woman like me, you should hate me to death, even I hate myself, how can you not hate me?" I asked in a low voice, "I let so many people hate me with..."
"I can't bear it. Don't talk about it. It's almost dawn, and you can sleep a little longer." He patted me lightly, and I looked at his haggard face. His skin was much duller, and the stubble became more and more obvious. My heart ached. Come: "How long have you not slept?"
"I've been sleeping, don't talk about it, go to sleep, good boy." He coaxed me like a child, I shook my head and sat up: "I won't sleep anymore, you can lie on my lap and sleep for a while."
Putting my hands on his neck, Yin Yichen lay obediently on my lap. I looked down at him: "You have always been nice to me before, but now I want to be nice to you. Yin Yichen..." I paused and looked at him. Outside, "I want to bury Xia Lan here, this is...her home." Lowering her head again, Yin Yichen was already in the same posture as I was before, with her head resting on my abdomen, unable to see her expression clearly.
Three days later, Xia Lan was buried in the cemetery. Yin Yichen and I knelt in front of her grave. Her picture was still gentle and lovely, but she could no longer smile at me.Behind us stood Yin Guocheng, Xia Ru, Hua Tuo, Aunt Zhang and Uncle Zhang.
"Let them stay a little longer, let's go." Yin Guocheng said oldly, and the group gradually left with him.
"Mom, the environment here is very good. I know you have always wanted to come back here. Everyone you love is here, and Dad will agree to you being here." The chrysanthemum swayed, and I smiled faintly.
"Mom, please forgive my son for not being filial. I haven't taken good care of you these years. Mom, I will take good care of my father, my aunt, Mrs. Zhang and Uncle Zhang, and won't let them worry about us." Yin Yichen held my hand Hand, tight but did not make me feel the slightest pain.
Yin Yichen and I kowtowed to Xia Lan three more times, and I pulled him to stand up: "Yichen, we should go."
He held my shoulders and nodded: "Let's go."
I looked back at Xia Lan's tomb again, Mom, you must wait for me.
The car drove home slowly, opened the door, only the wind blew past, it was so quiet that even breathing hurt.
I saw Xia Lan sitting in a wheelchair, looking out through the window with a focused but indifferent expression.
"Mom!" I yelled out of my voice, Yin Yichen's arms hugged me tightly, I shook him and said anxiously: "Mom is there, Yin Yichen, look!"
His eyes touched again, but only the dappled sunlight in the room was left, and Xia Lan's wheelchair was parked there alone.
Hallucination?But I clearly saw it, and I turned my head to look at him: "I really saw it, Mom is sitting there."
"Well, I know, I saw it too, Mom is sitting there." He held me in his arms and said in a low voice.
In his arms, tears fell again, I beat him: "No, not at all, mother is dead, she was killed by us, killed by us!"
Yin Yichen didn't move, just hugged me tightly, let me go crazy, let me beat me.
"Mom..." I tugged on his clothes and cried hysterically, when my eyes suddenly went dark, I passed out.When I woke up again, I was already lying on the bed, but this was not that "home", but Yin Yichen's "home".
I lifted the quilt and walked to the window. The fireworks were dazzling in the distance, and the joy of the Spring Festival had not yet passed.Open the window, the cool wind blows in, I close my eyes and let the wind blow with my bare feet.
"Are you awake?" Putting on a down jacket, Yin Yichen put his hands around my waist and pulled me into his arms. I leaned against his chest and stared into the distance: "Yin Yichen, if there is In the afterlife, what do you want to do?"
(End of this chapter)
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