Those years when the male protagonist was a scumbag in the world

Chapter 121 Fanwai: You are as far away as a firefly, you are all the legends in the world

Even though Su's father and Su's mother never told him and Su Yanxi about his life experience, he actually knew from a very young age that he was not a child of the Su family.

Take cats as an example, how could a hybrid be born when two purebred cats are mated.

Probably because he knew these reasons since he was a child, so that he was not very close to Su's father and Su's mother.

In the entire Su family, he only put Su Yanxi on his heart and pampered him.

Treat her as his own biological sister thoroughly.

But since that Children's Day, he found that she had changed.

When he gave her the doll, although she still accepted it with a smile, he could feel a little impatience in her inexplicably.

He thought it was because the little girl was finally growing up, so she no longer liked these children's things, and would no longer rely on her brother.

At that time, he felt a little lost in his heart, but he could understand it.

Then I heard her say that she wanted to play games and join the team. He let her do everything, and he cared about her more than before, and paid attention to her.

Finally fell little by little.

Even though she rejected him again and again, he has no regrets.

It was enough to just silently convince myself in my heart that I should stop being obsessed with being with her, quietly stand by his side as an elder brother, and quietly like her in the bottom of my heart.

He has already forgotten where he once saw such a passage——

I hope he will marry a girl like me in the end, so that he can always remember me; and I am afraid that he will marry a girl like me in the end, if it is like me, why not me.

This sentence, in Su Yanqing's opinion now, in fact, it is not a bad idea to exchange the perspectives of the characters.

Since you look like me, why...not me.

When he saw Lu Xiao, he felt like a thorn in his throat.

During these three years, he also thought many times that there might be other men by her side.

In this world, he is definitely not the only one who is willing to stay by her side and protect her.

But when he actually saw that scene, Su Yanqing realized that he was unwilling after all.

Especially when he saw how similar Lu Xiao was to him, that unwillingness had already reached its peak.

However, he dared not say, dare not do.

He didn't even have the courage to spend more time with her, so he ran away.

From her birth to the age of 17, he had guarded her for so many years, but in the end he could only become a passerby in her destiny.

How does this make him happy.

But what if you are not reconciled?

Numbly, he repeated the action of pouring himself wine, then raising his head and gulping it down.

In the slightly closed phoenix pupils, there was a gloom that could not be seen to the end.

It was as if all the stars in his eyes had all fallen at this moment, without a trace.

later……

Someone asked Su Yanqing, what is the most beautiful name he has ever heard in his life, he just drank a glass of wine silently, then shook his head and chuckled: "I can't say, she still wants to marry someone else."

Su Yanxi.

These three words became his inseparable obsession in this life, and it was also a secret that he could never say again.
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①: You abandoned me for a hundred years of loneliness, and it must be my unforgivable crime.

②: In all good and bad emotions, thinking of you without warning is my hidden disease.

——Su Yanqing

　hiss……

　　Let me take it easy, I will show Rui Wenzhao and Luan Yu's extra sweetness later

　　Ask for a wave of tickets first

　　
　
(End of this chapter)