Those years when the male protagonist was a scumbag in the world

Chapter 217 part5: Obsessed and drunk for the rest of my life 10
Yunhuang originally thought that she could make Jiyun completely give up by expressing her position so clearly, but Jiyun suddenly smiled.

"It's okay. It doesn't matter if your heart doesn't belong to me, it's enough that my heart belongs to you."

"Jinsu, you always want me to leave you, go back to Nanjia Temple, re-cultivate my Buddha, and practice my Zen, but... you know, from the day I met you, I never want to ask for anything Buddha."

"I don't want all the four things to be empty, and I don't want to ask for Buddha. I'm greedy for you, the beauty in the world, and I just want to ask you..."

"If you really want me to seek the Buddha, the Buddha I want to seek now is you."

As Jiyun's words came out one after another, Yunhuang's eyes flickered slightly, and little ripples appeared in the heart lake unconsciously.

Maybe it still can't be said that she has reached the point of being tempted, but it is undeniable that Ji Yun's words really touched her.

"why?"

After being silent for a long time, Yunhuang asked this question softly.

why……

In fact, she is only focused on the task, all she thinks about is what she wants to accomplish, and she has no extra feelings for anyone or anything.

Plan your life down to every step in detail, and then go little by little according to the plan you have made.

But when emergencies happen, such as the accident of her starship, she can accept it calmly, including the consequences of this incident, she can naturally accept it.

Disgusted by anyone coming to sabotage her plans.

This is also the reason why instead of being grateful to Feng Xiao for saving her life, she was annoyed instead.

Such a calm, rational, and inhumane girl who looks like a robot, why is Feng Xiao so persistent?

Is it because he couldn't get it, so it gradually became his obsession?

Yunhuang didn't know what to say for a while.

I also don't understand.

So I asked Jiyun unconsciously.

Jiyun was already caught in her own thoughts, and didn't notice Yunhuang's strange emotion.

After a light laugh, he opened his mouth.

"There's no reason... If you really want to ask why, I can only say, because it's you..."

Because it's you, let me see you at a glance in the crowd.

Because it's you, even just a glimpse is enough to make me worry about it for many years.

Yunhuang fell into complete silence because of his words.

After Jiyun finished speaking, she quietly looked at Yunhuang who was in deep thought.

His eyes are deep and nostalgic.

It seemed that he wanted to take this opportunity to engrave Yunhuang's appearance in his mind and deep into his blood.

After a long silence, Yunhuang suddenly raised his head and met Jiyun's eyes.

"I can promise you." Only after Yunhuang said such a sentence, Jiyun's gaze changed from the hidden sadness just now to excited joy.

"But before I promise you, I want to ask you a few more questions."

"You ask! I will answer truthfully!"

Jiyun is almost going crazy with excitement now.

After so many years of meditation and meditation, although I did not seek the Buddha, I have already cultivated the Buddha-nature throughout my body.

No matter how big things are, they can't make him have much mood swings.

But today...

He obviously made an exception.

But this is also normal.

Who can keep calm when the person he has admired for a long time softens his attitude and plans to agree to be with him?
"I am a cat demon, and you are a Buddhist cultivator. If you must be with me, it will destroy the foundation of your ten-life practice. Even so, don't you regret it?"

"Actually, I still don't understand the ten-life practice you mentioned, but if I have to give an answer, I think my actions this year should have clearly expressed my attitude. "

Yunhuang paused for a while, then pursed her lips: "Second question, even if I promised to be with you today, I have never been tempted by you, and maybe I won't in the future, so you still insist on with me?"

Although Yunhuang has never talked about any love in the true sense, nor has she really had any feelings for anyone.

But she also knows that in this world, an unequal relationship will never last long.

One party pays more, while the other party pays less, or even does not pay, but just accepts all the time. In such a relationship, the party who pays more will inevitably be tired.

Jiyun didn't blurt out the answer this time like just now, but after drooping her eyes and thinking seriously for a while, she raised her head again and looked at Yunhuang affectionately and stubbornly.

"This question, if I give an answer now and say that I don't care, it may be a bit false, but I can say that with the degree of love I like you now, I think I have the courage to say that I don't care."

Hearing Jiyun's answer, Yunhuang's eyes trembled slightly, and a paragraph suddenly flashed in his mind.

I saw it when she was still in Feng Yuexian's world.

That sentence means——

I love you forever does not mean that I will love you for ten or twenty years, but that the degree to which I love you at this moment gives me the courage to say that I love you forever.

In fact, the first time I saw it, it touched Yunhuang's heart a little bit.

Although she doesn't understand feelings, it doesn't mean she doesn't respect feelings.

As long as the object of this relationship is not her, she can respect this relationship.

But when the object is her, she really can only feel bored.

Because she doesn't like it.

After getting Jiyun's answer, Yunhuang sighed slowly: "In that case, I promise you."

Jiyun raised her hands excitedly, originally wanting to hug Yunhuang, but just raised her hands, and couldn't help but withdraw her hands the next second.

She just agreed to be with him, but she just wanted to have a try with him temporarily, and she wasn't really moved by him.

He couldn't and didn't dare to make too intimate movements towards her.

But he had a lot of worries in his heart, but Yunhuang didn't care.

Now that she has agreed to be with him, Yunhuang will not pretend to put a distance between them.

Raising his hand to hold Jiyun's hand, he led the people towards Xi Yu's resting direction.

The moment the palms met, Yunhuang clearly felt Jiyun's body that became a little stiff at that moment.

But in the next second, Jiyun firmly held her hand.

With his appearance, he really has the appearance of "I hold your hand now, and I will never let go for the rest of my life".

Yunhuang's brows and eyes were slightly closed, and she suppressed her instinct, not pulling her hand out of Jiyun's.

This is not just to give Jiyun a chance, Yunhuang is also doing this to give herself a chance.

(End of this chapter)