Ode to joy

Chapter 252

"But even this kind of life is a luxury. My father or my grandparents came to the door every three days to fight for me back. They didn't go to school to snatch me away, but went to my mother's new house to quarrel, and the whole yard was full of people. I know, I always take a sum of money and leave with satisfaction in the end. I can never lift my head up and be a man. What else can I do besides studying, just stay in the room and read books, watch TV and listen to music. Going to college is the only hope of getting out of the cage. I Those who applied for the exam were students who either did not apply for the exam, or failed to pass the exam. After passing the exam, they stopped contacting their classmates and teachers. I tried to get rid of everything in the past. In the university, I finally had no acquaintances, so I returned to the world.”

"Xiao Qu really shouldn't. No wonder Andy doesn't allow her to say it, and uses all means to forbid her to say it. How could she do this. It's not your fault at all. It's completely wrong for those people to treat you like this."

"Xiao Qu may have already found out everything. I didn't expect that she could find out my birthplace. No wonder Andy would try his best to prevent her from telling you. Andy also knows the horror of this past. I can't think of the past that I tried my best to hide. There are still other people understood."

"Actually, you really don't have to worry about it. These things were extremely painful to you at the time, and it's really not a big deal to others. Often small towns are just bad ideas. People are either relatives who can get along with each other in eight lifetimes, or classmates from elementary school and middle school. Classmates of classmates, if there is a little thing, it will be magnified so that the whole city knows that there are gossip women everywhere. But what is this kind of thing in Haishi, it’s just a drop in the ocean. So I don’t want to be assigned to go back to my hometown. Wherever you go, wild uncles and aunts who can’t get along with each other come to give pointers. Even if you have to worry about spreading, at least Andy will never say anything, and she keeps tight-lipped about me.”

"Is it really not a big deal?"

"I'm sorry, it's not for others, but for you. It's a big deal. It's hard for me to imagine that when you were so young and needed protection, you had to witness those cruel scenes with your own eyes. Even my mother I would panic if I raised my voice a few times. I really don’t know how you got through that time, and there will definitely be no one to comfort you afterwards.”

"Fortunately, the nightmare is over. Hey, brother, the zipper of the backpack is open." Halfway through speaking, Xie Bin quickly reminded a boy passing by.Seeing the boy react and zip up the backpack, he turned his head and saw Guan Juer looking at him approvingly, and he forced a smile to respond, "It's a pity that you were not around at that time."

"I sincerely apologize to you. I shouldn't have forced you to talk about the past."

"You don't have to apologize, I was stupid and didn't fully realize what a wonderful person you are. And I was too afraid to bring up those things. Yes, for me, those things were all my childhood. I thought I would never have Have the courage to speak up. Fortunately, there is one you in this world who will listen to what I have to say."

"But you really don't need to tell my parents this, they may not understand."

"Will I have a chance to see your parents in the future?"

Guan Juer was taken aback, and looked at Xie Bin in embarrassment, anxiously trying to pull his hand out of Xie Bin's, but Xie Bin held on tightly.Guan Juer was in a panic and had nothing to say, "I will talk to Xiaoqu and ask her to keep it a secret. Of course Andy doesn't need me to say it."

"Andy has your trust, and I am completely assured of her. I will talk to Xiaoqu when I find time, you don't have to. Since you couldn't stop her from doing it at the beginning, now you can't stop her from saying that she is beyond your control .I've made an appointment with her to talk to her when I'm ready."

"I have another question, did you follow Andy after all?"

"This incident was purely a misunderstanding. She was visiting a child with mental problems. I just wanted to go over and say hello to her, and then ask if you were okay. When she went in, she was very panicked, as if she saw a monster. Her husband Just scolded me to leave. I thought she didn't know what she said or did to you, so she left very unhappy when she saw me so guilty. I don't know how she could guess that I followed her and hit her so hard. But I forgive her because she was so good to you. What I still can't understand is why she was so panicked when she saw me."

"How? Actually, for Andy, you just need to say everything on the spot. Let me tell her, she's still mad at you for following her. I hope the misunderstanding can be cleared up."

"Did she ever tell you about the charity adoption of a mentally ill child?"

"She never said these things. I only know that if Dr. Zhao has a very difficult patient, she will pay for it, but she never shows up. If Xiaoqu didn't mention it, we would never know about it. Including Xiaoqiu's accident a while ago, she She also paid out of her pocket without saying a word, but she gave it to me... Could it be that she doesn't want to be caught doing charity? She is too low-key."

"That's the only explanation. The two owners and neighbors in your building are very strange. Both have very strong economic strength, but they act low-key."

"Xiao Qu is not low-key at all, her low-key is pretending to show her parents. Xiao Qu is very sharp, you have to be careful when you talk to her. Our girls in 2202 are poorer than her, less capable than her, and they are exhausted. She ridiculed. Whoever finds a boyfriend, she will get involved, alas."

"Why does she keep a low profile for her parents to see?"

"It seems to be fighting for family property with half-brothers. It's the kind of family that has money. They don't have a lot of money in their own name. In the end, the family's money falls into whose name. It depends on each person's performance. so."

"Yeah." Xie Bin nodded, and after a while he said again: "Hehe, the grievances of the wealthy family. You look very tired. I'll take you home. I'll see you tomorrow morning."

"I haven't finished my beer yet."

"I'll drink it for you." Xie Bin drank the beer in Guan Ju'er's hand, stood up and said, "At this point, it's hard to get a taxi here. We have to walk for a while. I'll carry you? I just saw you walk through the gate. Come out, I feel that you will collapse if you are too tired to walk a few more steps. Have you not slept well in the past few days? "

Guan Ju'er listened to the caring uttered in this deep voice, for some reason, the corners of her eyes swelled again, she nodded, but said with a smile: "You don't need to memorize it, as if you are not tired."

"Carrying you won't get tired. Come up."

"I don't want you to memorize it, you are not Zhu Bajie."

"Zhu Bajie is carrying his daughter-in-law."

Guan Juer finally laughed out loud, but couldn't help but shed tears.Xie Bin looked back and was stunned for a while, then stretched out his hand to hug Guan Juer tightly.He was so emotional that he insisted on expressing his overwhelming feelings, "I don't even know how to repay your kindness to me in this life."

▼ stupid

Watching "Ode to Joy", I feel pain and joy.Because from several heroines, I saw problems that I had more or less never noticed; because from the articles and comments, I knew how to improve and improve myself.If it is said that "The Meat Eater" and "No Rebirth" talk about the struggle history of strong women to some extent, Lin Weiping and Xu Banxia are a little far away from ordinary people.Then, "Ode to Joy" involves how to get along with relatives, friends and colleagues, and the choice of love and marriage are the problems that everyone (especially girls) really need to face.

"An insight into the world is all knowledge, and a sophistication of human feelings is an article."The pedantic Ying Xiaosheng is not advisable, Xiaoqiu who "employs people beforehand and not afterward" is cold-hearted, and Fan Meimei, who "responses to requests in the past" needs to learn from them. "Ode to Joy" is really a "history of women's growth", and I sincerely hope that it will be published as soon as possible; it would be even better if the wonderful comments can also be included in the book.

▼leaves

Guan Guan is really good enough to sell the crickets without frowning.Ying Qin really didn't do her homework at all, and was very busy using 1PAD to find a program to throw her shoes on the bed and kick the quilt. Even Qiu Yingying felt depressed after the series of verbs in Nai Da.When Ying Qin first appeared on the stage, she still had the sunshine and shyness of the boy she first fell in love with. Could it be considered attractive?But where is the glamor at all now? ? The quintessential Mama'sboy.Bibi Lao Zhao Baozi and even Fan Shengmei's previous boyfriends, well, plus Xie Tongxie, Ying Qin has no charm as a man at all.In this way, Qiu Yingying is still proud of being able to hold him, and even taking pride in marrying him to educate the daughters of Ode to Joy.For her, getting married is already the greatest achievement, enough to look down on all the girls.After giving birth to a child, there will be a "Lifetime Achievement Award", and it is estimated that they will start to educate all the girls to have children quickly.After marrying and having a child, Qiu Yingying affirmed that she directly granted herself the right to "comment and guide at will and show mercy to any unmarried women".Well, I think it's even more hideous than when she was stupid.

▼Author's reply

She will be a great grandma in the future.Invincible great mother.

(End of this chapter)