Reborn as a paranoid regent's sweetheart

Chapter 304
During this time, Xiao Che was always coughing and waking up frequently at night. At first, Shen Xi didn't find out, because Xiao Che kept it from her well, and Shen Xi only found out later when he got up at night.

"Why haven't you slept yet?"

Shen Xi got up with her clothes on, and when she was about to get out of bed, she saw Xiao Che's eyes were open and she didn't know what she was thinking.

"Recently, there are some things in the court, and I feel a little upset thinking about it, so I haven't slept yet."

Shen Xi was really sleepy, so she believed his words, didn't think much about it, and went to sleep after finishing the convenience. It was only when she got up the next day that she calmed down and thought about it, that she realized something was wrong.

So, when she went to bed that night, she deliberately pretended to be asleep, just to see if Xiao Che really couldn't sleep at night.

And just when Shen Xi felt that she was going to be unable to hold on, she finally felt Xiao Che beside her move.

Fearing that he would wake up at night, Shen Xi waited patiently for a while.

Sure enough, after a while, Xiao Che turned over.

"Why are you not sleeping yet?"

Same scene, more or less the same.

Xiao Che thought he had woken Shen Xi up, so he quickly explained: "I have a dry mouth..."

Shen Xi asked: "Dry mouth, why don't you drink water?"

"Afraid to wake you up."

"Can't you sleep?"

Shen Xi looked at him, but her eyes were already red.

Those big eyes read: Pretend, pretend again.

"You just like to lie to me, Xiao Che, you annoying person."

"I..." Xiao Che didn't know how to comfort Shen Xi for a while, because now only Shen Xi who is safe and sound can feel relieved.

But his body is indeed getting worse day by day.

"If you keep hiding it from me, I won't talk to you in the future."

Shen Xi took the initiative to give him a step up.

"it is good."

Xiao Che breathed a sigh of relief.

"Go to sleep, you have to go to court tomorrow morning." Shen Xi took Xiao Che's arm: "Do you still drink water?"

Xiao Che smiled: "If you pour it for me."

Shen Xi glared at him, but obediently poured water for Xiao Che.

In the early morning of the next day, Shen Xi felt that she had woken up very early. It was not yet dawn at this time, but Xiao Che had already left.

He reached out and touched the bed beside him, it was still cold.

Shen Xi's heart sank.

In fact, she knew all about it, she knew that Xiao Che's health was getting worse and worse, and she also knew that he would still cough up blood from time to time...

But she... can't do anything.

She could only helplessly watch Xiao Che's decline day after day.

The once high-spirited young man now looks like this.

There is nothing more painful than watching the person he loves leave him step by step, and all this happened for him to save himself.

Except for her and An Decai, no one else in the palace knew about Xiao Che's affairs, because once the news got out, the surrounding countries would once again extend their claws to them.

It is true that Xiao Che persisted until now because of Shen Xi, and the country naturally has part of the reason.

"hiss……"

Shen Xi sat by the window sill and sewed small clothes for Fanfan. Now her female workers are getting more and more proficient. A few days ago, when Mrs. Zhao came to see her in the palace, she couldn't help but praise her.

"Your Majesty, why are you..."

Shuqin walked in, just in time to see Shen Xi pricking her finger again, she was a little helpless: "This is the third time today, if this continues, let alone your own hand, this piece of cloth None of them work anymore."

Shen Xi sneered: "I will be careful."

As sensitive as a book, how could she not see that Shen Xi had something on her mind?

But she didn't know about Xiao Che's affairs, she only thought that Shen Xi was worried about the queen's affairs.

Now there are rumors among the people that Xiao Che intends to make Zhao Shu his queen, and Zhao Shu is also shameless, and has entered the palace several times but failed to see the holy face, but people say that she is favored by Xiao Che.

How could Shen Xi not know why Xiao Che didn't make her queen?
Because he knew his own temperament, if he didn't get through it, the one who would inherit the throne would be Fanfan, and she was Fanfan's mother, and Fanfan was still a baby, let alone going to court, even if she couldn't speak, In the end, she was naturally asked to listen to politics behind the curtain.

But Shen Xi has a loose temperament, letting her sit in that position is undoubtedly a huge shackle for her.

Xiao Che didn't want Shen Xi to be restrained just like that, that's why he didn't become a queen for a long time. In this case, Shen Xi still had a choice.

After becoming a queen, she must take that position, because that is her unshirkable responsibility, but if she is not a queen, she can just leave after Xiao Che leaves. If she wants to stay, there is Shen Changming in the court. Now, she will naturally support her, and she doesn't need to be afraid.

Thinking of this, Shen Xi couldn't help but feel sad.

This person...has really considered his own future.

He planned for the world, for her, but he didn't think about himself.

Shuqin saw Shen Xi shed tears, and panicked all of a sudden: "Mother, you, don't scare me..."

Shen Xi wiped away her tears with her hand: "I'm fine."

But how could it be all right?
Her husband is about to die, how could nothing happen?
Shen Xi turned her head: "It's okay, you go down first, Fanfan probably wakes up soon."

If he woke up and saw no one around, he would have to cry again.

Recently, Shen Xi really didn't have the heart to coax him.

"Ah."

Shuqin looked at Shen Xi worriedly, and then went out.

If it wasn't for seeing her and Xiao Che being together every day without any signs of quarreling, Shuqin would have doubted herself.

After Shuqin left, Shen Xi put aside the embroidery in her hand, and stared blankly out of the window in a daze.

Thinking of the past, my thoughts are in a mess.

In the first life, she died at the hands of the Loulan people. It was Xiao Che who broke through thousands of troops and snatched her body back from the enemy's hands alone.

Then he went back to Suzaku Terrace, found Daoist Zhanning, and forced him to put down the formation, even offering the lives of the people in the capital as sacrifices in exchange for her second reincarnation.

However, he came late in the second life. Because of some mistakes, he even lost those memories. In the end, his own death stimulated him, so there was a second reincarnation.

In the first life, the price he paid was his soul, there would be no reincarnation, even a lonely ghost would not be able to do it, and his soul would be scattered after death.

In the second life, the price he paid was his body. Now that he is only in his twenties, his body has gradually started to decline. If the situation continues like this, Xiao Che will only have Two years of work.

But how could Shen Xi be willing?

She finally got together with him, how could she be willing... How could she be willing to leave him just like that?
Two years is too short, she is not reconciled...

But it’s impossible to use that formation again, once or twice would already offend Heaven, and the third time, I’m afraid they would be dead before the formation was displayed.

　Has everyone already forgotten about Jian You Ruilan?

　　
　
(End of this chapter)