Reborn as a paranoid regent's sweetheart

Chapter 311
"I didn't expect that you would let me go by your side later."

He didn't even think that she didn't dislike the scar on his face. She was frightened from the beginning, and then she never showed any strange expressions.

But the way he looked at that time made him feel disgusted.

"Yeah, I don't know what's going on, I just want you to come to me as soon as I think about it."

Shen Xi thought for a while, and then said: "Maybe this is fate."

Many things may have been doomed early in the morning.

Xiao Che laughed lowly: "Later, I was sent by your father to the Valley of the Medicine King, where my wounds were healed, and I also learned martial arts and poison techniques."

Her medical skills are so-so, and her poisoning is decent.

"Seeing that I have almost recovered, your father tried to find a way to send me to the military camp."

Shen Xi knew what happened next.

"Because of the frequent use of formations, I have almost forgotten everything that happened before, but I always have a thought in my heart, that is, I must never ask you to marry into the palace."

"Then when did you remember?"

"It can't be said that I remember it completely, but every time I come into contact with you, I will faintly recall some fragmented memories." Xiao Che said: "About half a year ago, I basically recovered all the memories."

"So you should have known that I remembered it a long time ago?"

"It's only a year."

Shen Xi didn't know what to say about him for a while, she knew everything, but she didn't show that she knew at all.

"If I don't ask you, have you never planned to tell me?"

"I just don't want these things to be a burden to you."

His Xi'er should be joyful and innocent, but alone should not be sad.

"But you don't tell me anything, I am the most uncomfortable."

Shen Xi held his face and pressed his forehead against his forehead: "Actually, Xiao Che, I'm really tired. You promise me to be honest with me every time, but you put me in your place every time. The safe zone outside the plan, I always convince myself that since you want to do this, I will obey you, because I know that you love me, and that's the way it is."

"I love you too, so I let you complete your mission with confidence. I am willing to endure the loneliness and suffering of not knowing anything by myself. I believe in you with all my heart, and you have never let me down... "

"You are my husband and I am your wife. I should submit to you, and you will respect me. Between husband and wife, mutual trust and mutual understanding are the most basic."

"But Xiao Che, I will also be tired. On such a long journey, there are too many unknowns set by you, but you are never worthy of my face. I can bravely step out once or twice, but I I don’t want to step out for the third time, the fourth time, or even more.”

Xiao Che didn't speak.

"So can I trouble you, no matter what happens next, tell me. What I want to know is not that you are expanding your territory again, and the country is peaceful and the people are safe, but how long we can be together."

"Even... even if you really only have two years, then please... please stay with me, okay? Don't miss it again, I don't want to..."

Shen Xi was already in tears, every time this matter was brought up, her heart ached.

They have no afterlife...

"Ah."

Xiao Che also felt guilty: "Don't worry, I will definitely... definitely survive."

I just don't know how long I can live.

But now that the words have come to an end, Xiao Che has completely let go of the knot in his heart.

That, the one who selfishly wanted to protect her completely, turned out to be the one who hurt her the most.

It's just that there is still a layer of paper between the two of them. This layer of paper is the last cover between the two and should not be pierced.

…………Dividing line…………

The green jade jade white porcelain cup with Qingshan spiral thread fell to the ground and shattered crisply. The surrounding palace people immediately knelt down when they heard the sound. They didn't know what happened, anyway, kneeling was the right thing to do.

Xiao Che clenched his fists hard, showing bitterness on his face.

Now, I can't even hold a teacup.

He took a breath and suppressed the surging emotions in his heart: "Clean up these things."

The palace people didn't dare to hesitate, and immediately came up to collect the pieces.

This set of teacups was left over from the previous dynasty and is worth thousands of gold. This fall, without a cup, it will no longer be complete, and the value of incomplete things will also shrink.

In fact, this is not the first time. The last time an accident happened when he was revising the memorial, his hand shook and the ink brush slipped off, destroying half of the memorial he was revising.

At first, it was only once every three or four days, but now there will be times of fatigue almost every day.

Xiao Che didn't expect that all this would happen so quickly, it only took a while, and his body was going to be sixty years old.

Every time Fanfan saw him, she cried and wanted him to hug him, but Xiao Che didn't dare to hug him, at most he could only pat his body to comfort him.

Shen Xi knew Xiao Che's current situation, but she didn't say it out. He was such a proud person, so he naturally had to leave room for him to be vulnerable. There are some things that the two of them just agreed on.

But it would be a lie to say that she doesn't feel distressed, she has never been so powerless as she is now, watching Xiao Che's health getting worse and worse, but she can't do anything.

After the incident in the imperial study room, the palace people discovered that their majesty has become more clingy to the empress.

It's just a post-sealing matter, which has never been mentioned.

No one guessed what Xiao Che meant, and no one dared to speculate again.

Because their Majesty is not a good stubble.

This morning, Xiao Che woke up very late.

Xiao Che, who usually wakes up when he is ugly, has not woken up at Mao's hour today. When Shen Xi woke up and saw him lying down, he almost broke out in a cold sweat.

Fortunately, she gently pushed him a few times and he woke up.

An De is a clever person, seeing that Xiao Che was still awake in the early morning, he already had a general idea in his heart.

Later, the maid was sent to watch, but the maid yelled a few times through the curtain, but she didn't wake up Xiao Che, but almost woke up Shen Xi.

In desperation, An Decai sent someone to report that His Majesty's dragon body is ill today and he will not go to court for the time being.

Because of Xiao Che's usual good manners and habits, the ministers didn't suspect anything and took this excuse seriously.

Shen Xi was really scared. She was afraid that once she woke up, she would never be able to wake him up again.

After several days of being so worried, Xiao Che suddenly proposed to take her out to relax.

Now Fanfan can leave people, as long as he doesn't see each other for ten and a half months, he can generally bear it, and it should be fine for them to go and return quickly.

I went to Nanyuan.

Nanyuan has different feelings for Xiao Che, his home, his parents are all there.

Fallen leaves return to their roots, no matter what kind of hope he wants to go back, she can understand.

Fortunately, Nanyuan is in the corner of the capital, and it only takes a day for them to come and go quickly.

Shen Xiben thought so.

　Help, I suddenly found that there is still a [-]-word essay that I haven’t written, and it has to be handed in tomorrow. Although [-] words is small, this paper is really huge and difficult to write, and there are a lot of homework that I have forgotten. Sure enough. , what should come is still coming...

　　This chapter is a bit literary, because I am very sad
　　
　
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