casserole lady

Chapter 713 I understand what's on your mind (4)
Duan Qing looked at Qin Zheng's indifferent side face, and said: "I have regretted some things, maybe I did something wrong. But you have to know that when I made these decisions, I was actually just like you At my age, I may make mistakes, but I really don't mean to."

She paused before continuing: "Sometimes I think, if I had been another choice, wouldn't you be the same as you are now?"

After Qin Zheng heard this, he didn't even look at Duan Qing, but he just said expressionlessly, "I'm fine now."

Hearing this, Duan Qing's eyes became softer. She fixed her eyes on the taller woman in front of her. She was about the same age, with a cold face and a calm expression. But through the indifferent and beautiful appearance of this grown woman, her His gaze seemed to penetrate the years, and he saw the crying baby lying on the mattress in the past.

If she could, she wished so much to go back, hold that baby in her arms and feed it again, and then hold and caress her chubby little feet.

But she couldn't go back, never to go back.

The past time just flowed away. That soft and soft baby has now become a cold, strong and fragile woman, and she has even married and had children.

At this moment, crystal tears gradually seeped from Duan Qing's eyes, and she said in a choked voice: "Yes, you are very good now."

Duan Qing turned around stiffly, took two steps, but stopped again, turned his head suddenly, hesitated, and finally asked: "Your father, did you give you a small black object, about the size of a fingernail?"

Qin Zheng shook his head: "No."

Duan Qing was startled, sighed, and finally left.

It was a long time after she left that Qin Zheng turned his head and looked at the back of her leaving through the window.

Her back is a bit bleak and lonely.

In fact, she also heard her cry.

But they are too far apart, 18 years have already formed an insurmountable threshold.

So at this moment, Qin Zheng suddenly understood how important Lu Fang was to him.

Without Lu Fang, she would have nothing at all.

No matter how indifferent and strong you pretend to be, no matter how indifferent you are, in fact, there is something in your heart that longs for that soft warmth.

But Qin Zheng, who wanted to understand this, suddenly felt tired and helpless from the bottom of his heart.

Her father missed the person for 18 years, the person she missed day and night, and she walked away slowly in front of her in order to find the person who could give almost everything.

Qin Zheng raised her face to prevent the tears from falling, but in the desert where the eyes were distorted by the watery light in her eyes, she seemed to vaguely see the haggard figure of her father before he died, and the ridge of loess. of the tomb.

After a long time, she wiped away her tears, picked up her longbow, and prepared to go out.

(End of this chapter)