Chapter 248 I Feel So Disgusted
Qing Chi was so frightened that he let out a cry, woke up suddenly, sat up from the bed, covered in cold sweat.

Her heart was beating sharply, her forehead hair was wet with sweat, and the only thing fluttering in the room was her deep and shallow breathing.She put her hands on her forehead, as soon as she closed her eyes, those eyes would immediately appear in her mind.

The next moment Qing Chi lifted the quilt and got off the bed, then rushed out the door.

The cool air outside woke her up, and the chill enveloped her whole body. When she came back to her senses, she realized that she had run into Bei Jiuyuan's yard.Wearing thin clothes, she stood in the dark courtyard and looked around, panicked.

Bei Jiuyuan's room was quiet, apparently he was fast asleep.

Qingchi stood helplessly in the yard for a while, then turned around lonely, ready to go back.The feeling of fear and fear was always shrouded in my heart, which lasted for a long time.

She thought it was funny and strange, why did she rush here without knowing it?Probably because I got used to it before, and I always like to lean against him when encountering things, because he has a soothing aura about him.

She wanted his comfort, wanted to hear his soft voice.Thinking of the time when she was leaning on Bei Lishu's arms in the dream, she couldn't help reaching out to hold her chest, feeling sick again and again.

She knew that she missed Bei Jiuyuan very much at this moment.

Qingchi moved back stiffly, took two breaths of cool air, his eyes were a little sore.It's just that she will only take two steps, and the door behind her opens in response.

The warm candlelight spread in the dark night, elongating her lonely shadow reflected in the yard.She paused.

"Qingchi?" The sleepy voice behind him seemed a bit unbelievable.

Qingchi turned around slowly, and saw that Bei Jiuyuan had put on his clothes and got up, standing at the door, holding a candlestick in his hand, and the warm light was emitted from the candlestick.Candlelight illuminated his face, and the messy hair on his shoulders.

He was a little dazed, but quickly calmed down, and whispered, "Why are you here?"

Qing Chi pursed his lips and did not answer.Bei Jiuyuan walked down the steps in front of the door and came to her.Without saying a word, she casually took the robe from her shoulders and wrapped it around Qingchi's body.His tone was a little cold, and he said: "I came here in the middle of the night, don't you know how to add an extra dress? Don't feel that you are dry and not afraid of the cold, so you can do this nonsense."

"Jiuyuan."

Bei Jiuyuan's hand paused, then lifted slightly, and the candlestick swayed gently in his hand.Qing Chi had already stepped forward, pressed against his chest and wrapped his arms around his waist, trying to hold back, but his shoulders were still trembling.

Bei Jiuyuan stood quietly, staring at the burning candle lightly, and lost his mind for a moment.

"Jiu Yuan, I'm afraid."

He lowered his head slightly, his chin caressing the top of Qingchi's hair vaguely.The soft touch made him feel like a lifetime away.He asked softly, "What are you afraid of?"

"I dreamed of Dongming again." Qing Chi said, she felt Bei Jiuyuan's body stiffen indiscernibly, and her heart became more and more sour and sad, "I dreamed that Linglong had a bad sister named Fu Jinxiu. I dreamed that Linglong promised Bei Lishu's proposal to marry her. She is determined to forget you and start with Bei Lishu again. But I know she doesn't like Bei Lishu, and she always likes you in her heart."

"Didn't you say don't dream about those things again?" Bei Jiuyuan's eyes were full of sadness, "Why did you come to tell me?"

Qingchi said: "Because you have resentment and regret in your heart, let you know that Linglong loves you deeply until death, you finally have nothing to be reconciled to." She said so, but her hands forcefully pulled Bei Jiu Yuan hugged her even tighter, "If she is still alive, there will be nothing to regret."

After a long time, Bei Jiuyuan said: "Qingchi, it's late at night."

Qingchi said stubbornly: "Jiuyuan, don't drive me away. Don't drive me away, okay?" She raised her head, her eyes filled with light, "Don't drive me away, I'm afraid of going back alone, I'm afraid of dreaming again When it comes to those things, I don't know why Fu Linglong finally agreed to marry Bei Lishu, I really feel disgusted..." She trembled slightly, as if she was trapped in the past, "When Bei Lishu hugged me... I Really, I really feel disgusted, disgusted..."

Before Bei Jiuyuan could comfort her, she took the initiative to let go of Bei Jiuyuan, turned her head to support her chest, and retched to the side.

She was really sick to the point of vomiting.

"Qingchi!" Bei Jiuyuan no longer cared about deliberately keeping a distance from her, and stretched out his hand to follow her back.

Qingchi's eyes were reddened, and he said weakly: "There must be something else that I don't know... But I don't want to know, I don't want to know at all, why Fu Linglong agreed to Bei Lishu, I feel so terrible..."

Bei Jiuyuan coaxed softly: "Okay, don't think about it, don't think about it. Those things have nothing to do with you, nothing to do with you."

Qingchi grabbed Bei Jiuyuan's sleeve suddenly, looked straight back at him, and asked, "Is all of that really nothing to do with me at all? Is Fu Linglong and I just similar in appearance?"

Bei Jiuyuan was suffocated and couldn't answer.

Qing Chi was not overly persistent on this issue, and Xu Xu said: "Sometimes I want to be her so much that you can miss it for so many years. But I am also afraid of becoming her and going through those painful past events. Jiuyuan, I don't want to one person."

Bei Jiuyuan was silent, then sighed: "Qing Chi, what exactly do you want?"

"Since you deliberately made me like you first and couldn't leave you first, how can you blame me for pestering you now." Qing Chi said, "If you don't leave tonight, I don't want to go back to the Emerald Garden alone Go, I just want to be closer to you. I can sleep in the study, I don't mess around like I used to, as long as I know you are by my side through the wall, I can feel at ease."

Before Bei Jiuyuan could answer, Qing Chi stood up and ran to the study.She was too afraid of being rejected by Bei Jiuyuan.

Just after taking two steps, Bei Jiuyuan's wrist was suddenly strangled.His fingers are cool, wrapped around like a cold night.

Qing Chi looked back at him pleadingly.

He finally couldn't bear it, and said in a low voice: "You go to sleep in my room, and I'll go to the study." He handed the warm candle to Qing Chi's hand, turned around and went to the study.

Qing Chi was stunned in place, and entered Bei Jiuyuan's room with a candle in his hand.

His room was quite cold and solemn, but the air was filled with his breath, which already made Qingchi feel satisfied.She put down the candlestick and got into bed.There was still Bei Jiuyuan's faint body temperature in the bed, he had just lay here before.

Qing Chi lay down slowly, covered the quilt and took two deep breaths, the smell that made her miss almost made her cry.She knew that Bei Jiuyuan was on the other side of the wall, so she didn't bother her, she just stroked the wall tirelessly over and over again, as if that would give her enough comfort.

Why on earth did he want to stay so far away all of a sudden?Is it because... Fu Linglong?
(End of this chapter)

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