Legend of Monsters: The Prince Saw a Ghost Alive

Chapter 270

Afterwards, there was a patchwork of slight panting sounds in the room, which sounded a bit charming.When both of them calmed down a bit, they fell into a brief silence.

Qing Chi said hoarsely: "Can you let me go now?"

Bei Jiuyuan paused.

"I won't run away, I'll tell you clearly." She didn't look at him, her red and swollen eyes were very obvious.

Bei Jiuyuan wordlessly loosened his fingers, and also loosened his hands tightly clasped with her fingers.The pulse at the fingertips was beating, as if it had relaxed all of a sudden, rushing straight to the atrium, making Qing Chi feel palpitated.

At this moment, she couldn't hold on anymore, her body slid down the wall slowly, and finally sat down on the ground, muttering: "What are you trying to do?"

Bei Jiuyuan's voice rang in his ears, it was also hoarse and low-mellow: "It was you who left me without saying goodbye first." He sat down in front of Qingchi.Just now he was really dizzy, or he had completely indulged himself. How much he wanted to lock the person in front of him in his arms, kiss her recklessly, and tell her how much he missed her for so many days.

Qing Chi looked up at him with red eyes, and said, "I thought you could understand. Since you made it so clear before, you shouldn't be disconnected. Don't you just want me to walk away wisely? I won't If I continue to pester you like before, I will take the initiative to leave after I recognize the reality, so why are you pestering me? What do you really want? "

Qing Chi squeezed his sleeve and wiped his lips vigorously a few times, took a deep breath, and said again: "You blamed me for leaving without saying goodbye, so now I'm officially saying goodbye to you, you must be satisfied."

"I'm not satisfied."

"You're a weird person, how can you be satisfied?" Qing Chi smiled self-deprecatingly, "It's really strange, why do I have to make you satisfied."

Qing Chi gritted his teeth and said: "Now I will officially inform you that I will leave tomorrow, and I will never come back again."

"Will you regret it?" Bei Jiuyuan asked softly.

Qingchi didn't answer in a muffled voice, his eyes were sore.

Bei Jiuyuan said: "Just letting you go like this, I might regret it, until the moment I die."

She blinked, lowered her head, suppressed her crying and said: "Because you let me go, you will never see Fu Linglong again, right?"

"I can't see Qingchi again."

Qing Chi squinted at him, with tears streaming from the corners of her eyes, she still laughed mockingly: "The significance of Qing Chi to you is that she has the same face as Linglong. But Qing Chi is A living person, she is not a doll, she has feelings, she does not want to be a substitute for anyone."

Bei Jiuyuan was shocked, frowning and reaching out to wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes.The white finger was still like jade, but it failed to touch her face, so she raised her hand to stop it.

"When I heard those words from your own mouth, I already understood that you wanted me to wake up, and you also wanted to wake yourself up. So now, you can let me go, and let yourself go." Qing Chi said, "I won't compete with Linglong, nor will I grab her. I will retreat as you wish. You can continue to keep her in your heart forever. No one can take that position away."

"Qingchi, what if those words are meant to lie to you and myself?"

"I don't care." She said, "I just believe it."

Bei Jiuyuan felt a pain in his heart. Now he not only makes her cry again and again, but doesn't he even have the right to wipe her tears?He said: "Since you don't care, why are you still crying? You are not a person who is good at hiding your thoughts, all the pain is written on your face."

"So what? Didn't you bring all of this to me? I have always believed everything you said, but I may not believe everything in the future." She clenched her hands tightly, trying to calm herself down To him, "I won't take the initiative to anyone anymore. Maybe it's because I despise myself that I don't deserve to be cherished."

"Then let me ask you a question."

"what?"

"Do you still like me?"

Qing Chi was taken aback.

"Look into my eyes and answer me, do you still like me?" Bei Jiuyuan stretched out his hand, and slowly held Qingchi's shoulder. Qingchi did not dodge twice, and he could clearly feel it under his palm. She trembled, "Look into my eyes and tell me, do you still like me?"

"Is this question important?"

"Important, if you answer that you don't like it, I will let you go. But I seem to like you very much, even, I have fallen in love with you a long time ago."

Qing Chi was startled, "You're trying to lie to me again, I won't believe it."

"Chang Yan is right. When some people are still in front of you, you should cherish them desperately. Don't wait until they disappear from your eyes to regret. I don't want you to become the second Fu Linglong, and neither do I. I don't want to leave any regrets anymore, when I can't find you these days, that kind of regret is the most in my life."

Qingchi covered his ears, shrank himself into a ball, shook his head and said, "Stop talking, I won't listen, I won't believe it, I won't believe it..."

"Do you think I don't want to be nice to you? Do you think I don't like the snacks you make? Do you think I feel good when I see you sad? You go out early and late every day just to hide from me and make yourself so tired, you Do you think I don't feel distressed?" Bei Jiuyuan said, "Yes, I have thought about keeping you away from me, and it's best not to have any contact with me in the future, so that you won't get hurt for me again, and in the end you won't be hurt. I'll be implicated again. But I'm just so selfish, I can't restrain myself, even if I know you're leaving tomorrow, even if I know that my original intention will be achieved after tomorrow, I still can't help it. "

Qing Chi pushed him hard, and shouted: "I said it, but I won't listen! I don't believe it, I don't believe a single word!"

"People like me don't deserve happiness. It's always been." Bei Jiuyuan said neither sad nor happy.

Qingchi opened his eyes suddenly, the pain spread from his heart, as if it was about to swallow her.

He held Qingchi's face, wiped away her tears with pity, and coaxed softly: "Don't cry, how can I have the heart to let you go like this. These things are all my fault, it's me and myself I can't get over it, I'm having trouble with myself, it has nothing to do with you, why do you use my fault to punish yourself? Actually, I like you to pester me and make trouble with me. I don't think you are not self-respecting, and this feeling is not at all It’s not cheap, I think it’s hard to find in the world, but I’m afraid I’ll hurt you if I can’t control myself. I also like the dim sum you made for me. Except for the spilled ones, I ate all the rest as long as you made them. Maybe I just followed my own choice and never asked what you want, so I was wrong."

(End of this chapter)