The unscrupulous elder sister

Chapter 183 Your husband loves you very much (3)
Zhou Mengdie was also very cooperative, so there was no silence for a while.

"Your husband loves you very much."

This is a sentence that Zhou Mengdie suddenly uttered during the intermission. She looked over with deep envy in her eyes.

Mingrong froze for a moment, then turned her head to meet Baocheng's gaze, and smiled slightly, "Yes."

"I really envy you." Zhou Mengdie also looked over, but Zhu Hongjing didn't seem to notice the meaning here at all.

Ming Rong suddenly didn't know what to say, comfort her?But comforting people is really not what she is good at.

Zhou Mengdie looked back and saw her obviously tangled face, and she laughed, that somewhat sad face suddenly came alive, very bright and brilliant, "Young Madam, don't be like this, I'm afraid my story has already spread throughout Yangzhou the city."

"Is it worth it?" Ming Rong frowned and looked at her. Such a woman is really hard to hate, "It's been so hard, and there is nothing in return for such dedication, aren't you tired?"

She slowly lowered her eyes, showing a somewhat bitter smile, "For so many years, you are the first person to ask me if I am tired."

There seemed to be choking in her voice, and then tears flowed down slowly, "How can I not be tired, I am very tired, it is very hard, but everything is worth it, because I love him, because I did something wrong, This is my punishment."

Ming Rong handed her the handkerchief, and said softly: "But what did you do wrong, and you have been punished for so many years, shouldn't that be enough?"

Zhou Mengdie wiped away her tears, then shook her head lightly, "Not enough, because the mistakes are still going on, so I can't stop being punished." She paused, and then said shyly: "It's also because I went too far at the beginning." Willful, I don’t know anything, I only know that I like him, so I tried my best to marry him, but I never thought that if I am happy, he will be unhappy. I have been married to him for four years, and I have never seen him. He laughed, he wasn't happy at all, it was all my fault."

Ming Rong was a little startled, could it be her fault?

"It's my fault." She replied, and Ming Rong realized that she had said the words unconsciously.

"It's my fault, because of my love, I hurt him and made him unhappy. Like this."

"You regret it?"

She stared at Zhu Hongjing from a distance, and smiled softly when she heard the words, "Yes, I regret it, I regret marrying him by means, although it is because of love, but it is because I love him, so I should make him happy and make him happy." You should be happy, but unfortunately no matter what I do now, I can't make him happy..."

It turned out that what she regretted was not being able to make him happy, not regretting falling in love with Zhu Hongjing.

Ming Rong was suddenly a little afraid of her deep affection and no regrets.

"You, have you never regretted falling in love with him? Have you never regretted that you gave so much and he was still so dismissive? You gave everything you have, aren't you afraid that one day you will have nothing?"

Zhou Mengdie turned her head and looked at her with clear and transparent eyes, as if looking straight into her heart, with a clear smile on her lips: "Is this what you are afraid of? You are afraid that if you give yourself wholeheartedly, one day Be let down, and be left with nothing."

Ming Rong's eyes widened in astonishment, "You..."

Zhou Mengdie smiled slightly: "He never wanted to talk to me, so I had to slowly learn to guess his emotions from his eyes and actions. After a long time, I will naturally become proficient."

"Your husband loves you very much. You can see it at a glance. He is very obvious. You love him too, whether it is in his eyes or in his demeanor. But you seem to have scruples. You always keep a little bit of it. He seems to be I know it too, the look in your eyes is full of tolerance... Really, envy..."

She spoke in a low voice, as if talking to herself, but Ming Rong trembled slightly.

"I..." She murmured, not knowing what to say.

Zhou Mengdie said softly: "Are you afraid that you didn't tell him? Since you love him and are with him again, why can't you put your heart and soul into it? Even if you take ten thousand steps back, one day he really betrays you, but you I have also tasted that unforgettable taste, so what is there to regret?"

"What's more, if you are like this, your husband probably won't blame you, but himself, just like me, because I love him too much, so I blame myself for not being able to give him happiness."

Will it be so?Will he blame himself?Ming Rong turned her head to look at him in a daze, her gaze just met his gaze, the intense pampering and indulgence contained in those black eyes almost made her breathless.

Ming Rong hurriedly turned her head, not daring to look any further.

"You are too used to his love for you, but you also need to know that if this goes on, after a long time, he will have doubts about himself, thinking that he can't give you happiness, and maybe he will reluctantly let you go. Let you go after what you want, and you will lose him." Zhou Mengdie saw the struggle in her expression, and added fire in time.

Ming Rong's breathing stagnates.

"Can you imagine that one day you don't have him? No one cares about you anymore, loves you, protects you, thinks of you all the time, and everything is arranged for you. At that time, you will only be left with yourself, Have you ever thought about it, if you lost him."

"I..." Ming Rong clenched her fingers tightly, her face slowly turning pale.

It took a while to force a smile, "Don't talk about me anymore, what about you?" Because of the embarrassment and panic of being exposed by someone, the words inevitably brought out some aggression.

Zhou Mengdie wasn't angry either, but just smiled lowly: "Me? I'll just go on like this. When one day I can't hold on anymore, or he finds someone he likes, then I'll leave."

"But you don't think you can't give him happiness, so why don't you leave now?"

"Not now." Zhou Mengdie shook his head, "Now the Zhu family is still suppressed by the Zhou family. If I am divorced, my father will definitely think that the Zhu family has started to rebel, and will definitely deal with the Zhu family."

Ming Rong came to understand, feeling mixed feelings in her heart, she sees such a woman too clearly, and she has paid too much, if she is divorced by Zhu Hongjing, then she will definitely become a monk, her only concern Without it, what could make her stay in the world of mortals?

"You, why are you telling me this?"

"Because, like me, your husband loves someone deeply and gives everything. I don't want to see him like me. I am destined not to be happy, so I hope you can let go of your knots. I hope You can be together without any problems."

(End of this chapter)