The unscrupulous elder sister

Chapter 244 I used to blend with your breath (2)
If time could go back to that time, I don't know if I would choose to go to her place, I only know that this is the choice in my heart, I chose this path, even if I have tried it all in the future Sad and helpless, I still went on desperately, and I must go on, because I couldn't do it, I couldn't let her go.

I have always had this kind of character, I don't look back if I don't hit the south wall, just like, when it comes to Wu Ya's affairs.

When I knew that my mother-in-law was Wu Ya, I was happy because she was a gentle person, especially after seeing how she treated the sixth brother.

But in fact, I should listen to her. Wu Yashi is indeed using me. I knelt on the steps outside Tong's delivery room. Mrs. Tong never treated me well, but still prevented me from seeing my biological mother, I hate Mrs. Wu Ya who gave birth to me but couldn't protect me, and used me as a pawn cruelly in order to deal with Mrs. Tong.

How much I hate, but there is no way to vent this kind of hatred. Even facing Huang Ama and everyone, I have to pretend to be guilty. I think I grew up from that moment, and from that moment, I understand Without the strength he said, I can't even protect myself, so how can I protect her?

She who moved into Zhuangzi came back specially for me, and asked to take me to Zhuangzi. I was very happy. Even when she was called to talk to her when he was about to leave the palace, I didn't care. I was looking forward to the beautiful days in the future. .

That period of time was really beautiful, and it made me recall it in the future. It always felt like a dream. After she left completely, the land deed of that Zhuangzi was also sent to me. I love that Zhuangzi again. I am also afraid, I want to go every time but dare not go, every time I go but don't want to go back.

There was no her in such an empty place, but her breath remained. I dare not touch anything in it, for fear of breaking the only memory left.

After I returned to the palace again, facing raging rumors and difficult situations, she was always by my side and allowed me to sleep peacefully every day. I swore in my heart again that I must become stronger so that I could Protect yourself, protect her.

Then she followed Huang Ama to the southern tour, and I moved to the third South Institute after my sixth birthday. Watching the servants busy there, they kept moving things in, and the hall gradually filled up. , but I feel empty inside.

Finally, when she came back, I was a little timid, but she still smiled at me gently. I took the opportunity to ask her to take me with me wherever she went, and she agreed without hesitation. It was only later that I found out that It's not without hesitation, it's out of intention.

The more beautiful the wish is like a flower, the more cruel and hurtful it will be when it withers.

She drove to Beyond the Great Wall, but she didn't take me with her, but I fell ill soon. I knew who did it, but I was still willing to let them succeed. I even thought a little excitedly in my heart, if I got sick Yes, will she come back?The answer was answered the moment I woke up, and I saw her tears of guilt.

I am very happy.

At the same time, I also want to hold on to her even more, and I don't even want him to get closer to her, but he is not the only one I have to face, because she is going to be accused of marriage.

I hated that class so much, and then used various means to separate the two of them, pestering her all day long, so until Huang Ama drove back to Beijing, that class was not able to stay alone with her once.

Then I was assassinated, and at the moment when I fell into the darkness, I looked at her anxious face and raised the corners of my lips in satisfaction, seeing, I can protect you.

After recovering from the injury, I liked to pester her more and more, and started to fight with him. Fortunately, he was very busy at that time, so I always succeeded, and she always looked at us with a smile on one side. two.

The vicissitudes of the world turn, day and night spring and summer, even when I sat on the throne that I was looking forward to very much, I often recall her smiling eyebrows and eyes under the lights at that time, like epiphyllum blooming in the dark night, short but profound , engraved a heavy stroke on my heart, that is my sinking fixation.

I gradually saw her all over my eyes, and I couldn't see anything else, until she had an accident in the Compassionate Ning Palace, and it was found out that Wu Yashi wanted to harm me, but by mistake, she was harmed.

I begged to let Wu Ya survive, and then secretly instructed those servants to torture her. I didn't know, but I was not that powerful at that time. The power of me alone, before the word reaches me, it must have been cut off.

But in fact, when I saw the woman being beaten and scolded from a distance, I felt that I had vented my hatred, but I was also a little depressed. I was very anxious and wanted to vent this feeling, so I pinched her I destroyed Tong's plan to be established as a queen, but I felt even more depressed. This is what I feel most guilty about her.

Wu Yashi harmed her, but I didn't let Wu Yashi die, even under the banner of torturing her, but I know that I'm not that cruel, that woman is my mother-in-law after all, but I Lied in front of her, I wanted to know the bottom line of her tolerance for me, and I was very satisfied with the result.

But this kind of satisfaction is not enough for me to contend against Huang Ama's proposed marriage, and my heart goes up and down. I am very disdainful of what "Kefu" said. I know that this must be his method. I stood in the Nansan Institute and clenched my fists. He was right. If he wasn't strong, he wouldn't be able to protect her.

But at the same time, I also sensitively felt that my feelings for her seemed to have deteriorated, but I still told myself that she is my sister and I am her brother, so she protects me and I protect her. This is all as it should be.

This idea was shattered one night.

The kiss that fell on her lips made me tremble uncontrollably. I even felt that all my blood was boiling. I ran out of Xisan Office in a panic, with her moist eyes constantly shaking in front of my eyes. As for the bright red lips, I thought back to the conversation between the two of them, and then there was a surge of heat in my chest, "Your surname should be Guarjia", these short seven words, entwined in my heart like a spell, Keeps me from sleeping.

Her face, her smile, and her lips were swaying in front of my eyes all night, and then I went to Xisan Institute for dinner the next day. After he left, I suppressed my beating heart and kissed her lips. Leave a kiss on her face, and then leave quickly.

I'm afraid that I can't control myself and want to ask for more from her, such soft and moist lips, such sweet and fragrant taste, will become the driving force for my hard work in the countless days of parting.

I want it, I want it!

Just when my body, heart, and thoughts were clamoring to get her, he had already taken a step ahead and took her out of the palace and the capital. I didn't even know until the next day that I was in Nansan After sitting quietly for a long time, he slowly walked out of the palace door as if nothing had happened.

(End of this chapter)