The unscrupulous elder sister

Chapter 247 I used to blend with your breath (5)
All I know is that after I returned to the capital, I was more crazily immersed in my business affairs, and even more crazily wanted to develop my own power. With all the rewards, my influence slowly expanded, and I infiltrated various important state capitals, and even more than that, I even got my hands on the big camps in Miyun and Fengtai, although they were not very high-ranking positions. But at least it is a key position.

These are all things I am proud of. It wasn’t until after they left that I saw the names of many of my subordinates from a pile of books he left me. I didn’t know that those people who defected to me were actually instructed by him. That is to say, so many years ago, he has actually decided to put down that chair, and decided to hand it over to me!

But at that time, I didn't know anything. I had to prevent Huang Ama from finding out, and at the same time resisted the conspiracy of the eldest brother and the three over there, and also tried my best to surpass him, surpass him, and then take her back!

In the 38th year of Kangxi, Huang Ama contracted the epidemic on the way to Rehe, and when we brothers were hesitating, that child Hongxi asked for a sickness, and he went in before I could stop me.

I was a little dazed, if she knew that her child was asking for sickness like this, would she rush over immediately?Will she be anxious, sad or sad?But on the other hand, I thought viciously, if there was no child between them, would my resistance be smaller, and I was taken aback after thinking about it.

I felt uncomfortable because of this, so I didn't go to see Huang Ama often, because I was afraid of meeting Hongxi, so I missed the chance to meet her again. After getting better, he left quietly.

This separation lasted ten years, and when Huang Mamo passed away, I was able to see her again.

For 14 years, I have irresistibly married Fujin, gave birth to a child, and aged day after day, but her eyebrows and eyes are still as if yesterday, young and clear, and the brilliance of the years deposited on her body made her Just like that mellow wine, the fragrance is so strong that people can't put it down.

She forced a smile at me with red eyes, and I nodded slightly, then looked away.

I know she is sad. She has been raised by Huang Mamo's side since she was a child, and she hasn't come back for so many years. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw him, who is also young, embrace her shoulders without hesitation, comforting her in a soft voice. Looking at her, the deep warmth flowing between the two hurt my eyes and hurt my heart.

I have already opened a mansion outside the palace, but they live in the palace, so I only met a few times, and I didn't even have a chance to have a good talk. Huang Ama sent the prince to garrison the Yalu River, and she followed went.

A year later, the original vassal state of Korea was officially included in the territory of the Qing Dynasty, and I realized that it was not as simple as being stationed.

In the 55th year of Kangxi, the two came back again, but this time it was different. He returned to the palace, but she returned to the Guerjia Mansion to recognize her ancestors. There was a banquet in the Guerjia Mansion, but I didn't go.

I listened coldly to the raging discussions in the capital, saying that Little Gege from Guerjia Mansion looked alike to Princess Chunxi, but if she was the eldest princess, she would definitely not be so young, so I secretly raised the corners of my lips, He finally understood why he had to delay the wedding until now.

After they got married, Huang Ama began to bring him by her side, and then Huang Ama's people also entered the palace one after another. Even the officials from Guangdong and Guangxi did not come to Beijing to report on their duties. I understand, Huang Ama is paving the way for him.

But I don't want to just give up.

Although now I don't know whether I want that chair, whether it is to get her, or because of that obsession, I only know that I will not give up, and I cannot give up.

When I entered the palace to pay my respects, I would often wait at the Jingyun Gate with time, just to see her more, because she would definitely deliver soup and food to the Qing Palace at a fixed time every day.

I watched a gentle and happy smile appear on her face, slowly becoming numb.

On October 65th, [-]th year of Kangxi, Huang Ama passed away. I watched him hold the will but did not read it out. He just raised his head and stood under the sunset. The golden red light enveloped his whole body.

Then he thought that Huang Ama's filial piety was an excuse, so he didn't ascend the throne, but took the regent as the prince. I don't understand what he is doing, but this is my opportunity, isn't it?
I have never been able to not admit that he is a qualified monarch, even if he has not yet ascended the throne.

In three years, I have witnessed the earth-shaking changes in the Qing Dynasty. Seeing such changes, I was even a little afraid, because I knew clearly that if it were me, I would never be able to do this. I walked on the street, Looking at the sincere smiling faces of the people and listening to the good news from all over the world, I almost gave up my obsessions all the time, but I couldn't, because I am not alone. I have come to this position, and there are countless people behind me. Man, they are all my responsibility and I can't turn back.

It has always been like this. Fate forced me to choose, and then I will never give me a chance to turn back or change. In other words, I don’t have the courage to turn back or change. I can only go on like this until the end of the road.

But I would never have thought that after three years of filial piety, the first thing he did when he took off his filial piety was to come to me.Unknowingly, I pushed open the door of my study. At that moment, I panicked, because I was still discussing the situation on the other side of Liangjiang with my staff.

His tone was very flat, flatly revealing the things in my heart, flatly making my heart jump.

Then he gave me two choices, she, or the throne!
I was so shocked, I looked up at him in disbelief, I didn't even react, there was only one voice in my heart, choose her, choose her, choose her!

Then he told me that he chose her, so the throne was left to me.

I subconsciously asked him if he would regret it, and after asking, I scolded myself for being stupid, and sure enough, there was a sarcastic smile on his lips.

He said that I don't understand her, and I laughed mischievously, yes, I don't understand her, how come I have the opportunity to understand her again, neither she nor he has ever really given me a chance to choose.

She pulled me out casually, and then left me behind casually, without giving me a chance to choose or refuse.

Neither did he.

It seems that she and the throne can be chosen, but can I really?

I choose her, but he has the throne, so he can still take her away; I choose the throne, but he has her heart and soul, so it will be easy to take her away.

I laughed slowly, and burst into tears when I smiled.

(End of this chapter)