The unscrupulous elder sister

Chapter 249 That scene, the wind and the moon are boundless (2)
There is no limit to the wind and the moon, the one who walks out is happy, and the one who can't walk out is left behind by the years, revisiting the bright but illusory memories over and over again.

Painful, but willing, willing to sink down, even if there is no day to come out.

After that, I would send her occasional posts and invite her to participate in various poetry gatherings. Although I don’t really like those poetry gatherings that are suspected of seeking fame, but if I can use this as an excuse to meet her, it’s okay. Might as well go and have a look, but she never heard back from me.

When I saw her again, it was in a foreign goods store. I was preparing a birthday gift for my mother, but unexpectedly, I ran into her there. I haven't seen her for almost a year. She seems to be more beautiful, and the calm demeanor of Tsinghua University is even more obvious. She is elegant and dignified.

I moved my mouth and wanted to ask her why she never accepted my invitation and didn't even give me a reply, but looking at her smiling face, I couldn't ask any questions. Listening to her calling me "Xiaoyu", I Gradually, she felt relieved, she has no obligation to reply to me, does she?I should be content to get her as close as ever, not to mention, she even invited me to her newly completed Zhuangzi.

I was excited all night, but I never thought that this trip was destined to end the shallow fate and entanglement between me and her.

I thought it was just a simple sibling relationship, but when I saw the emotions in his eyes and her somewhat guilty attitude, a thought that even I couldn't believe came up in my heart .

I deliberately stepped forward to stand in front of her, I deliberately wanted to provoke him, but the result was unexpected and expected, I was almost passively hit by him, and the pain could not summon my almost shocked Out of the body, I dare not believe my guess at all.

But facts are facts.

I fell into a bizarre dream in my coma. She and him smiled and walked hand in hand. Such intimacy made my throat dry and I couldn’t say anything. .

Struggling to wake up from the dream, I stared blankly at the roof of the tent, unable to figure out what the emotions came from the bottom of my heart, how could they be like this, they are siblings, and one is the prince of the Qing Dynasty, the other One is the eldest princess of the Qing Dynasty. I don’t know whether to reprimand them for being unethical, or regret them for being so stupid, or feel sorry for them, or worry about the future they can’t see clearly. I only know that I am very sad It was very stuffy, like returning to my childhood when my body was still not well. The feeling of suffocation made me start to panic.

But I was helpless.

When the two of them came to see me, I observed carefully again. To my disappointment and heartache, my judgment was not wrong. I didn't know what kind of mood I was trying to persuade her. The impulse, but I don't regret it, something in my heart is clamoring, urging me, stop them, stop them!
I obeyed my heart, so for a long time, I never saw her again.

It was only later that I realized that everything was because of him, the man who looked at her tenderly, the crown prince of the Qing Dynasty, His Royal Highness the Crown Prince.

Although he gave me a reasonable explanation, although I responded with a smile on my face, I didn't believe it at all, and even became more irritable. I suppressed all my emotions in my heart, and then waited until the injury healed, as if nothing It happened, but something has happened.

The traces of time, like the eyes they looked at each other, left a scar on my heart. It was not deep, but it tortured me all the time. The ruthless time slowly told me the answer, which is called jealousy.

I finally understood, but it was too late, so I mustered up all the courage in my life, and even my family members were left behind. After she was rumored as "Kefu", I went to her village independently to ask her to marry me.

She refused.

I slowly withdrew, and was stopped by him, so I knew for the first time that he was still merciful to me in the past. The oppressive atmosphere, sneering questioning, and a touch of irresistible momentum slowly overwhelmed me. My last bit of extravagant hope and persistence.

After going back, I was scolded by my father as expected, and I accepted his punishment without saying a word. I knelt at the door of his study for a whole night. After dawn, my mother finally agreed to me and handed over a sign to enter the palace to invite the empress dowager Give marriage.

I held on to my consciousness in a drowsy state, looking forward to the result. My mother sighed and patted me. Man and Han cannot intermarry, let alone Princess Shang. Even if she has the name "Kefu", my mother doesn't want to. You have an accident.

My consciousness slowly blurred, but the corners of my lips curled up, Kefu, that was just a small gesture he made secretly, just like my invitation posts that have always been muddled, like I haven’t seen him for a long time after I was impulsive. She, like this time, was wearing down a little bit of her courage.

What qualifications do you have, what qualifications do you have, but obviously, I am the most qualified person, no matter compared to his unethical feelings for her, or Si elder brother's step-by-step dependence on her, their identities have already It is doomed not to spend the rest of my life with her, but I am different, even though I am a Han Chinese, but when her name of Kefu is spread, and when she is so favored by the Holy One, "Manhan cannot intermarry" is meaningless, so I will It's the one for her!
However, the cry in my heart is still slowly disappearing amidst the sighs of my father and the crying of my mother. I am not just a person, I have a family. I can't give up everything to fight for her. I can't, just like when the earthquake Between home and her, I chose home.

More importantly, her rejection.

Her refusal made me discouraged, and her eyes made me have no room to fight. She was like the bustling mirage, only allowing me to watch from a distance, but never refusing to approach me.

Then I will watch from a distance, watching him slowly embrace all her emotions.

Then one day, he came to me out of the blue.

"I'm taking her away."

He said calmly, his eyes were as deep as a deep pool, like a knife, piercing my heart, let me understand again that he is not as gentle and harmless as he appears on the surface, "I will give you two days to think about it."

I didn't even see how he left, it was as if there was a fire in my heart, burning slowly, consuming all my hopes and extravagances.

Two days later I handed him the post.

Then he took her and left the capital, and I also started to get in touch with his influence. The deeper I got, the more frightened I became. With such a huge network of relationships, if it is said that he usurps the throne, there is probably half hope for him, but he It seems that he didn't have this idea at all, just like what he said, he just hoped that when she left the capital, she would not be disturbed by the changing forces in the capital.

(End of this chapter)