The unscrupulous elder sister

Chapter 271 Seeking to treat each other sincerely (2) ([-])
This is probably the most humiliating thing in my life. When I woke up the next day, I couldn't describe my mood as violent rage. My hand was already firmly on her neck, and it slowly tightened. See Seeing her gradually blue and purple face, I felt relieved for a while, but in the end, I let go of my hand. Anyway, Mrs. Tong had already drugged her, so why should I dirty my hands.

But if I could predict the future, I would definitely not just let this vicious woman go. It was my negligence and disdain that made her catch up and commit something that I regret very much.

After I heard the news, I just sat in the Qianqing Palace in a daze for a while, and then started to investigate thoroughly as if nothing had happened, but who knows, in fact, I almost couldn't breathe. Her road ahead is paved, I hope she can live so happily forever, but who can tell me why?
I've often heard that a person's blessings have a certain number, if they are given to others, their own blessings will be reduced, isn't that the girl who looks like this, she gave her blessings to me and to Baocheng , to Huang Ma, Huang Er Niang, Xiao Si, Xiao Wu, Zhang Tingyu, Rong Ruo, and so many people in the disaster area, so even if she is blessed by the heavens, no matter how profound the blessing, Finally, it gradually decreased, so small that even she couldn't protect herself?

I suddenly felt, do I really dote on her?Or is it actually because of her blessing that I have always liked her, and I have always wanted to use her blessing to do this or that?So now, I actually killed her?
As soon as this thought came out, it filled my whole heart like crazy weeds. I was struck by lightning, and a huge sense of guilt overwhelmed me. I suddenly felt that I had no face to face her. My child, I depend on my child wholeheartedly, yet I am willing to hurt her.

I didn't dare to look at her for several days, and I didn't go to see her until Wu Yashi was dealt with by me. Hearing her low cry on me, I felt distressed in my heart, so I hurriedly comforted her and walked out, what she did was right, otherwise I would have lost Huang Ma, but the price I paid was too great.

But I was still rejoicing in my heart, fortunately she saved Huang Ma, I hated myself for having such an idea despite her, but subconsciously, I still felt that although she hurt her body, at least she was better than Huang Ma. It's good to be gone.

This kind of thought made me even more ashamed to face her, so hearing the news that she was bored in Xisan Institute and refused to go out all day long, I was anxious and sad, but also shamelessly relieved.

But here, when I was very tired, Baoqing and Yinzhi still didn't stop.

Baoqing kept suppressing Baocheng in front of me, fighting for the limelight, but Baocheng didn't fight with him, and repeatedly regressed. In addition, Yinzhi fished in troubled waters, and they were all my children. I really had a headache.

At the beginning of the year, I relegated Mingzhu because of this, but the boss Baoqing still didn't stop, and Xiaoba is now six years old, he was raised under the name of Concubine Hui since he was a child, and he just started school this time. It also became Baoqing's help. I looked at the several sons below who were vying for performance, then looked at Baocheng who was standing aside with a smile on his lips, and Xiaosi who was stern and silent, and sighed helplessly.

This side has not yet been reconciled, and there are many things in the harem. Tong's illness suddenly became serious. It seems to me that Wu Ya's family was demoted to Xinzheku, and she settled the biggest one. For the sake of my heart.

Seeing that it is getting worse, I have often visited her in the past few days. After all, she is the cousin of the mother clan. Although I had to attack her because of the need to balance the front and rear palaces, she is also the one I have always loved since I was a child. Seeing the big one, now, I still feel a little bit guilty. If she hadn't entered the palace, at least she wouldn't be so sick now.

And it is precisely because of Tong Shi that I found out that Xiaosi is not easy. The forbearing and sensitive son who has been silent all this time asked me not to make Tong Shi his queen, but he didn't tell me the truth.

I know that he hates him, he hates his own mother, Wu Yashi, and his adoptive mother, Tongshi, but he can't say it out loud, otherwise he would be unfilial, so the reason he gave me was: he didn't want to lose the prince's second brother.

It's my sense of guilt these days that made me neglect this point. I put him under Tong's name in a fit of anger. If I make Tong's queen, he will be the son, and he will definitely threaten Baocheng at that time. status.

But I haven't thought of it yet, this child who is only a few years old has already thought of it. I looked at his small figure kneeling down, with his head hanging down and his back straight, forming a thin and stubborn appearance.

I suddenly wanted to understand that the children like Baoqing and Yinzhi who are playing small-minded and fighting for the limelight in front of me are actually innocent, while Baocheng and Xiaosi who are silent and retreating next to me are actually the ones with a strong heart. ?

Maybe one of them has no forehead, and the other has equal to no, so they grow up quickly and know how to avoid and forbear.

But it was because of Xiaosi that I was reminded of another thing. Because Xiaosi didn't want to threaten Baocheng's position as the crown prince, he asked me not to make Tong as queen. Then one day, would Baocheng threaten my throne? Woolen cloth?Was it right or wrong for me to make him the crown prince?
No, I told myself, that is my son, the son I cherished and loved since childhood, and he is now the prince, as long as I abdicate one day, he will be the emperor in name and name, even though I am so I thought about it, but there was still a small voice in my heart, he is already so big, so smart and outstanding, what if he can't wait for the day when I abdicate?

I shook my head, restraining the thoughts that popped up in my heart, but in the next few days, my attitude towards Baocheng would inevitably be a lot more alienated. The children are all sensitive, Baoqing and Xiaoba are very happy about this , Baocheng and Xiaosi all looked calm, especially Baocheng, it seems that my attitude has never been different, he treats me respectfully as always.

This also made me even more apprehensive. Is such a calm and calm attitude really shown by a 13-year-old child?

I gradually took back all the important errands I entrusted to him, and changed them to less important but very cumbersome errands. He didn't have the slightest doubt, accepted it calmly, and then completed it meticulously.

The only thing he refused me was to give him a room. Originally, I planned to give it to him after his birthday, but he refused on the grounds of studying and doing business. This time I mentioned it again, I don’t know myself. What's the matter, I looked at his clear eyes, gentle and smiling face, I kept tossing him, trying to make him change his face, wanting him to show his true face, so I mentioned it again, but he still refused. There was a flash of panic.

(End of this chapter)