The unscrupulous elder sister

Chapter 283
When they returned to Beijing for their wedding, I saw them standing on the high platform, accepting the congratulations of all the officials, looking at each other with tenderness in their eyes, I couldn't help but smile a little.

After Huang Ama left, the second elder brother did not ascend the throne. I once asked him why, but he just smiled mysteriously. At that time, I was already middle-aged, but he still looked elegant and elegant, and I only saw him The majesty and nobility that has gradually settled, but there is no trace of the passage of time at all. I think, it must be related to this, right?
I didn't ask any more questions, so on that day, he came to me and told me that he was leaving and brought his sister and Hongxi with him. I was not surprised at all, as if it should be a matter of course.

He asked me if I would like to go with him, I smiled and shook my head.

I watched his leaving figure and smiled slightly.

Although I am in the royal family, it is really worth it to be able to live my life in such a happy life.

So, thank you, brother and sister.

From the time I started remembering when I was two years old, I knew that I didn’t want her to ignore me. At that time, maybe it was still a child’s expectation. The first thing I did every day was to think that she would come over and take care of me. Come to delicious fruits and pastries, as well as her bright and gentle smiling face.

That is what I look forward to most every day. As long as she comes, it means that delicious and fun things will come.

When I was three years old, there were nuns in the palace who taught manners. They told me that as a prince, every action must conform to the rules of the Qing Dynasty. In August, I was canonized as the prince again.

I was very confused, because I found out sensitively that after the imperial edict, the attitude of the people around me would be different immediately, except for her.

That day she was very different from usual, she didn't tease me or talk, she just hugged me silently, watching the faint light flashing in my eyes, I didn't know until I grew up that it was called distressing.

All my dependence on her began at that time, the time she insisted on teaching me a lesson.

She removed the protection from me, made me realize the reality, and tied me completely by her side. While I had a strong guard against the palace I was in, a shadow of fear was also planted in my heart .

Yes, I was very afraid at that time, not because of those conspiracies, but because if one day she ignored me, what should I do?As long as she is behind me, I can always go forward bravely, because I know that as long as I look back, I can see her smiling eyes.

Even later, I had her under my wing, and I always knew that she was extremely smart, and she taught me too much, including survival, better survival, and more comfortable survival.

She gave me many things that are hard to get in this world.

I don't know when I fell in love with her, I just know that I can't let her leave me.

After she took me to run around the palace every night, and then went to the minister's house, what I learned was not only their methods, but the thing that affected me the most was the relationship between men and women. At that time, it was my curiosity in my life. At the most vigorous time, especially when she unintentionally swept across my body, that kind of eyes aroused my desire to explore.

I didn't dare to let her find out, so I didn't make any big moves. I just looked at the crude fire avoidance map circulated among their slaves a few times under Xiao Quanzi's cover.

I began to understand that men and women avoid suspicion, and I also began to feel that Mammy was right. I shouldn't hug and kiss her or something, because this kind of thing can only be done when I grow up, although I like her to kiss me very much, the soft and moist lips touch When it comes to my face, it always makes me want to bite.

But then I didn't dare.

I imagined how she would react if she found out, but I never knew it would be so serious. Seeing her calm expression suddenly, watching her say something lightly, and then walking away without looking back, I Suddenly, I realized that a kind of pain, an indescribable pain, came from my chest.

What's more, when I saw her smiling at Zhang Tingyu, there was only one thought in my mind, go over and grab her!
But I couldn't move, I was afraid of her emotionless eyes.

There are countless thoughts circling in my mind. I remember she told me that I am still a child, so I can give full play to the child's advantages, such as acting like a baby, pretending to be cute, and pretending to be innocent.

I gritted my teeth secretly, wanting to go over to act like a baby to her, but I couldn't use this incomparably skillful trick in front of Ukumamo, Huangmamo and Huangama in front of her.

In my eyes, she needs my protection, and I must protect her when I grow up. How can I act so weakly in front of her?

When I was young, I was too simple and direct, and I didn’t understand that sometimes no matter what means are used, as long as the goal is achieved, I don’t know yet, she always takes soft things rather than hard things, and I don’t know, she just doesn’t push The little turtle who doesn't go, but turns back after leaving.

Fortunately, I already knew at that time that as long as she was in a good mood and stopped being angry, I could take the opportunity to ask her to promise something that she would not normally promise to me. degree.

Just besides marrying me.

At that time, I didn't understand why people who were close by blood could not get married. I only knew that I had quietly asked Xiao Quanzi, what is the way to keep a girl by my side forever?Xiao Quanzi told me to marry her.

So this idea was deeply engraved in my heart before I even understood the true meaning of it.

I told myself, grow up quickly, and when I grow up, I can protect her, and no one can bully her.I studied this and that as hard as I could. I had a photographic memory since I was a child. After I told her, she told me not to say anything about it. I listened to her instructions and kept this matter to myself, and I deliberately extended the time for memorization , I just like going to Zangshuge to read more and more.

And often according to what she said, hiding in the dark and watching all kinds of things happening in the palace, ridiculing, framing, suppressing, and more seriously, poisoning and lynching.My heart also gradually hardened and became numb amidst the cruelty of sentient beings.

I can also gradually guess what a person is thinking from her expression, movement, posture, and even a look in her eyes. This kind of game makes me grow up quickly.

However, after I really grew up, after I thought I could protect her and guard her, I also understood what blood relationship is.

I heard her sigh once by chance. When I was young, I was eagerly looking forward to growing up, but the older I got, the more troubles and frustrations I would have.

(End of this chapter)