have a barbarian wife

Chapter 236 Deeper Despair

Qin Nanjun trembled his lips, raised his hand and clenched his fist, and beat Ling Jue's chest hard, "You sound good! But I tell you, I don't agree! Let's go to the hospital tomorrow! Five years ago you fooled me with a fake divorce certificate , and then you would rather be separated from me for four and a half years than divorce me! What? What do you think now? "

"I know you're trying to convince me, but I don't want you to be hypocritical for me! You don't think so at all!"

Qin Nanjun poked his chest with his hands, and yelled at him word by word, with sobs, grievances, and pain in his words, "I heard it all! Ling Jue, I heard it all! You don't want to push me away! Can you think so much? You always think so far! You always want to calculate the whole life of Qin'er and me! But you have calculated for so long, have you calculated the situation today? "

Qin Nanjun stood on tiptoe, put his arms around his neck, and kissed him hard!

The moment her lips touched his, Ling Jue felt as if he had been struck by lightning, his entire back froze!
He grabbed her hand and pulled her away, "What are you doing!?"

The ferocious roar almost penetrated the study room!
The entire Ling family was shocked!
Qin Nanjun leaned on the desk and looked at him, "Kissing won't spread! You don't even know this common sense?"

"Who knows if it will spread! Qin Nanjun, you dare to approach me again and try!"

Ling Jue was on guard all over. Thinking of the kiss just now, the more he thought about it, the more uneasy he became. He frowned, grabbed her hand and went to the bathroom, "Go wash your mouth, go wash your mouth! Hurry up!"

Nan Jun was dragged by him, his wrists turned red...

It's just a kiss...

He was already scared to death...

Ling Jue took the cup and filled it with water, then brought it to Qin Nanjun's lips, almost commanding, not allowing her to resist, "Wash your mouth!"

Nan Jun's gaze was fixed on his flustered face...

but a kiss...

HIV transmission does not include kissing, doesn't he know this?
Or……

He's already treating himself like a virus...not letting anyone get close.

"Bangdang-"

Nan Jun raised his hand and shook the cup, which shattered when it fell to the ground.

Seeing the cup and water spilled all over the floor, Ling Jue's eyes were almost red, and he wanted to slap Nan Jun...

He raised his hands, but unexpectedly, Nan Jun raised his chin and waited straight for his slap...

Hands... trembling.

Put it down, grabbed her hand, still rude, dragged it to the sink, poured water into her mouth with his hand——

"do not want!"

Nan Jun pulled his hand away and screamed, "Ling Jue! Be sober! A kiss won't kill you!"

"..."

She stared at him with red eyes.

Ling Jue stared at her blankly...

Nan Jun raised his hand to wipe away his tears, his heart was dying of pain...

"What did you say just now... Seeing that I can't touch it is simply torturing you... It's all a lie!"

Ling Jue felt as if his strength had been removed from his body.

A kiss from Qin Nanjun was almost a slap in the face to him.

Nan Jun is right, the most real thought in his heart is not that great at all...

He didn't want to leave Nanjun, and he didn't want to leave Qin'er.

He wanted the family of three to continue to live happily ever after.

When Nan Jun poked his chest to question him, he almost confessed.

This kiss made him sober all of a sudden.

Nan Jun took a step forward and took his hand, "It doesn't matter if you like me or want me... Whether you are infected or not, we can be like ordinary couples... One day is one day, one year is One year, if it is more than three to five years, or ten years, then we still make money? Right? "

Does she know what she is talking about?
"Ah Jue...I've had enough, I'm tired, I don't want to make any more trouble..."

"..."

"You divorced me, after you pushed me away...where do you want me to find another Ling Jue to treat me well? Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..."

Ling Jue's heart was so tormented by her crying and sobbing words that it was shapeless, and the stinging pain came one after another.

"I'm already thirty, okay? I'm not as young and beautiful as before, and Qin'er is such a little oil bottle, can I still live a better life than being by your side? Huh... Ah Jue... ...Don't think about what you have, okay?"

"I admit it...we both admit it...anyway, our love has not been smooth from the beginning, our marriage has been a mess from the beginning...it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter! It's hard to hold on for so long...Ah Jue, Listen to me, trust me, okay?"

"HIV or something, it doesn't matter... Isn't it just a disease? I'm not afraid... Huh... Hug me, Ajue, hug me..."

She tugged on his clothes, "Don't stay so far away from me, don't avoid me...don't treat yourself like a virus... woo woo woo..."

Nan Jun cried hoarsely, almost out of breath.

Ling Jue looked at her indifferently...

Tears slid down his cheeks.

a long time……

He pulled her hand away, "Don't be stupid."

"..."

"We'll wait for the test results to come out."

"Ah Jue, Ah Jue..."

Don't shake him, don't shake him again.

"Wait until the test results come out, you've already made up your mind, right? I've said so much, so much, so much! You can't listen to it all, right?!"

"..."

"Ling Jue, do you want to continue to be a saint?! Ling Jue, you bastard! Let me tell you, don't even think about it!"

Qin Nanjun wiped away his tears, and stared at him fiercely with red and swollen eyes.

Ling Jue didn't speak, he didn't know what to say...

He was in such a state of confusion that he had no direction at all, and only Nan Jun's cry echoed in his head... only Nan Jun's painful cry...

However, his silence turned into a kind of determination and coldness in Qin Nanjun's eyes!

As if she had made up her mind, she tore Ling Jue away and ran out of the study.

"..."

Ling Jue looked at the half-opened study door with a blank expression...

I thought Nan Jun was angry and ignored him...

After calming down all night, he also had to think about whether there was another way to go.

After being stunned for a while, he just walked to the sofa and sat down——

Nan Jun opened the door again and walked in, but she closed the door.

Some thin bodies were leaning against the door, looking at him calmly...

Looking at it, Ling Jue panicked inexplicably.

"What are you doing?"

Qin Nanjun took a deep breath, and then let it out, his eyes were still calm, his small pink lips were gently parted, and his voice was neither strong nor weak, "This girl is different from you. Never break your word."

"Dr. Meng stabbed you with this, so now...we are the same."

The faint words reached Ling Jue's ears mixed with demonic terror.

My heart skipped a beat...

Ling Jue's pupils suddenly dilated, not because of what Nan Jun said, but because of what Nan Jun was holding in his hand...

"South--"

In an instant, Ling Jue's whole world became quiet, deathly quiet.

He watched Nanjun stab the needle into his arm with a calm expression, and the red blood slowly poured into his body——

I thought that I was infected with HIV, and the sky was already falling.

But he didn't expect that the sky would fall and he couldn't even stand up.

The blood in his whole body seemed to be drained by Nan Jun's calm movements.

The world is so quiet that it is almost dead...

It exploded with a "boom"!
"Qin Nanjun! Are you fucking crazy?!"

Ling Jue slapped the coffee table with his palm, and it landed on the small porcelain cup on the coffee table...

The porcelain cup was smashed by him, and the porcelain pieces got stuck in his palm!
However, he couldn't feel any pain.

Taking two steps forward, Ling Jue pulled her hand away and pulled out the needle...

All the blood came out.

The dark gray pupils were bloodshot ferociously at the moment, "What have you done... What have you done?! You crazy woman!"

The hysterical roar rang in Nan Jun's ears.

But Nanjun...just stood there, pursed his lips, and didn't say anything.

Ling Jue stared blankly at the small pinhole on her arm...

His heart suddenly hurt like being twisted, and he had difficulty breathing due to the pain...

"In this way, we will be the same. If you want to live together, if you want to die together, you have no reason to think of a way to drive me away."

Nan Jun said lightly.

However, these words that sound affectionate and touching seem to be desperately slapping Ling Jue in the face, making him dizzy and even unconscious...

Five thunders struck the top, that's all.

Ling Jue clenched his fists tightly, and stared at Qin Nanjun with bloodthirsty red eyes, "What the hell did I, Ling Jue, do to meet a woman like you who doesn't want to die!? Qin Nanjun! Do you know what you did? ! Do you know?! Ah?!"

"..."

Nan Jun stood there...

Seeing that she didn't say anything, Ling Jue became even more angry, and smashed his fist on the wooden board...

Both hands are bloody and bloody at the moment, unable to see.

"Have you ever thought about Qin'er?! Have you ever fucking thought about Qin'er! What do you want Qin'er to do?! What will you do with Qin'er in the future?!"

Ling Jue wanted to strangle Qin Nanjun to death, but he couldn't bear it any longer...

Such a woman...

How could he fall in love with such a woman!

"This thing kills! Fuck you!"

Ling Jue kicked onto the sofa, and he kicked the huge sofa on the ground with a harsh sound!

After kicking, he walked to the bookshelf and knocked down the entire single row of bookshelves!
The vases used for decoration and the crackling and cracking of the ornaments kept blowing people's ears!

Cursed curse words kept coming out of Ling Jue's mouth!
"what--"

The whole study room turned into a disaster scene in an instant, everything that could be destroyed was destroyed by Ling Jue.

The loud noise shocked the entire Ling Mansion...

Ling Xiaotian kept knocking on the door outside the study, "Jeur, Nan Jun! What are you doing inside?"

"Open the door..."

Ling Jue's eyes were red, and he roared, "Who the hell dares to come in, I'll kill anyone!"

He has already lost his mind, and he can't choose what to say!

Nan Jun still stood there, only tears falling down.

Ling Jue will be angry, of course she knows...

But what can she do?
He just wanted to push her away, push her away...

He only wants to bear it alone, and he will always only want to bear it alone.

She knew she had never been a good woman, not a good wife, not a good mother.

The only way she could think of was to do it like him.

At the moment Ling Jue went crazy, she felt a sense of joy in her heart, and went to the press conference to retrieve the needle.

She never thought about Qin'er...

She also doesn't have the extra energy to think about what will happen to Qin'er in the future...

The only thing revolving around in her mind is...

Never let Ling Jue leave her behind.

They've wasted so much time...

There was so much more she wanted to do with him.

They haven't traveled once, they haven't even had a regular date...

She didn't even spend his birthday with him.

They only spent one year together...

Not enough, not enough, too little, really too little.

The manic episodes slowly stopped...

He walked slowly towards Qin Nanjun. If he hadn't destroyed the study, he might have been so angry that he would have killed this woman...

Nan Jun, whose face was full of tears, raised his head, and in his blurred vision... was Ling Jue's painful expression.

He had a look of despair, he had never been so helpless...

"Qin Nanjun...you really want to piss me off..."

"Woooo..."

(End of this chapter)