Traitor Concubine Growth Manual

Chapter 93

The water in the Mo River is so cold, it brings a biting chill when poured into the mouth and nose, and then there is a suffocating feeling in the chest like being pressed by a boulder.

She couldn't swim, she could only feel that all the strength in her body was losing, and that unbearable pain burst out from her chest.

About this is the punishment of death.

A figure vaguely appeared in front of her eyes. Her vision was already blurred, but she still couldn't help reaching out to touch him.

She always remembered how he stood under a pear tree in that spring day, with a tall and straight figure and a white dress.She passed there, but saw him turning his head inadvertently, so she glanced at Wannian, and time stood still like a picture.

She told herself that this is her wishful husband, and when she looks back tenderly, one of her hearts can be made to dance like dots of floating light on the water, jumping endlessly.

If the moonlight wants to go to the Nagato Hall, don't worry about the deep palace.

He loved Taibai's poems, so she, who was favored by her father and didn't like reading since she was a child, read Taibai's poems over and over for the first time.

He was the ray of light she witnessed with her own eyes in this huge imperial city, and after he left, only she and her boundless sorrow and resentment were left in the vermilion deep palace.

The moment Zhuo Ding'an saw the eldest princess jumping off the Mo River, all thoughts were lost.

He could no longer restrain the urge to run towards her, his mind was blank and he rushed towards the place where she fell into the water. Her figure disappeared on the water surface, leaving only ripples swaying round after round.

He didn't have time to do anything, he could only jump down with her, desperately trying to catch that blue figure.

In the clear river water, he finally saw her.

Surprisingly, she was actually smiling, that smile was light and shallow, just like the smile she would have every time she saw him 15 years ago before he left.

There is no sorrow and resentment, only longing and nostalgia.

Zhuo Ding'an felt hot liquid flowing from the corner of his eyes, but this was in the river, no one could see his tears.

He finally caught her and floated towards the surface of the water with her, and the two of them fell to the shore soaked through.

Regardless of how noisy the crowd was and how embarrassed he was, he hugged her tremblingly and called her name: "Huanyang! How are you, Huanyang?"

Lu Yayu at the side led the young master of Huichun Hall to push through the crowd and squeeze in.

Qu Yandong squatted down, stretched out his hand towards the princess's ribs, Zhuo Ding'an, who had already only had an instinctive reaction, grabbed his pulse door fiercely, and shouted in a cold voice: "What are you doing?"

Lu Yayu almost heard some strange sounds from Qu Yandong's hand, presumably Zhuo Ding'an made a heavy blow, she hastily explained: "This is Mr. Qu from Huichuntang, I invited him to help save people! Ding'an, let go quickly !"

Zhuo Ding'an let him go in a daze, and that Mr. Qu, whose face was like ice and snow, was very calm from the beginning to the end, without frowning, and continued to look down at the eldest princess' condition.

He touched the accumulated water in his abdomen, and pressed down. After a few strokes, the eldest princess began to spit out water unconsciously.

Her face was pale, with no blood at all, her whole body was wet, and her hair was more like dark water plants.

Zhuo Ding'an grabbed her hand firmly, only her face remained in his eyes.

Is he going to lose her?
I lost it once 15 years ago, do I want to watch her die in front of my eyes today?
The time stretches infinitely, as far as Zhuo Ding'an is concerned, almost hundreds of years have passed.

Finally, Qu Yandong stopped pressing his abdomen, stood up and said to Lu Yayu: "No serious problem, just inhaled a lot of river water, the next days will be good for recuperation, just don't catch the wind and cold."

Lu Yayu quickly thanked him, and finally apologized: "Ding'an was too anxious and anxious, that's why he offended Mr. Qu, and I hope you don't care about him."

Qu Yandong frowned slightly, and looked at the person next to him who was hugging the woman who fell into the water tightly, a strange look flashed in his eyes.

Regardless of who the woman on the ground is, the two in front of me, one is the general and the other is the general's wife, so what happened to this scene?

The two drenched people looked like desperate mandarin ducks who died for love. The wife of the decent general looked at this scene without any qualms, and even apologized to Zhuo Dingan for him.

Really fun.

Qu Yandong smiled, shook his head, turned around and left unhurriedly.

And Zhuo Ding'an embraced the person in his arms with the feeling of regaining what was lost, but suddenly heard her murmuring indistinctly: "I won't go back to the princess mansion..."

His heart tightened, and he hurriedly looked at her face: "Huanyang, what did you say?"

She opened her eyes and looked at him vaguely, as if suddenly relieved, and smiled with difficulty: "I won't go back to the princess mansion, and I won't go back again..."

Then he closed his eyes again.

Zhuo Ding'an walked out of the crowd with her in his arms, and said in a low voice: "Okay, I won't go back to the princess mansion."

Like a hot oath falling on my heart.

He has lost her twice, and after losing her this time, he really didn't care about anything.

In Yong'an Palace, Chu Yan and Hanzhi were tidying up their clothes. Hanzhi said several times: "Master, put it down quickly. What does it sound like if people see it? These things are done by our slaves. How can you do it yourself?" ?”

Chu Yan couldn't help laughing: "Cheng Riguang just sits there and watches you doing things, does he really think that I am a living Buddha? I just need to make offerings, and I don't have to do anything?"

She picked up clothes that might be useful, but her mind wandered to the sky.

Jingyun Temple... that's outside the capital city. This trip is like traveling, but I'm afraid it won't be as relaxing and enjoyable as traveling.

There were only so many women in the palace, and she left at this critical time, wouldn't it be just as they wanted?
Well, sooner or later the crown prince will be fond of these people, so she simply leaves, out of sight and out of mind, so as not to have to accompany him in a few more sad and resentful scenes.

Her acting skills have almost reached the point where she can confuse the fake with the real. The palace is really a good place, not only to hone her will, but also to test her special skills.

There was a sound of footsteps outside the door, steadily, step by step, unhurried.

Chu Yan guessed who it was without looking back, and deliberately ignored it, picking up the clothes on her own.

Dong Yi at the door hurriedly leaned over to say hello: "See His Royal Highness the Prince."

Followed by a reproach from the person who stepped into the room: "When will it be your turn to do this kind of thing yourself?"

Hanzhi was so frightened that she hurriedly knelt down: "See Your Highness the Crown Prince! Please forgive me, Your Highness, it's the fault of the servant, and the servant should not bother the master to do this himself..."

"Okay, Hanzhi." Chu Yan stopped her mouth lightly, looked up at Gu Qi helplessly, "Your Highness, I insisted on doing it myself, and it has nothing to do with Hanzhi."

She made a look to signal Hanzhi to go out quickly, Hanzhi understood, got up and saluted again, closed the door and went out quickly.

Gu Qi didn't speak, walked to the side of the bed and looked at the big box on the ground, all plain clothes, not luxurious enough, more than simple.

"Why did you bring these?"

"I'm here to pray for blessings, not to attend a banquet." She smiled lightly and walked to his side, but the next moment she lowered her eyebrows and lowered her head sympathetically, "Please forgive me, Your Highness the Crown Prince."

Gu Qi looked at her: "What is the crime?"

"That day, I asked Your Highness to give my father a chance to go to Shu to take a job, thinking to hone his mind, so that he can get rid of the useless and useless style of these years. Unexpectedly, His Highness has fulfilled my wish with good intentions. , but I don’t want my father to be so useless, causing this embarrassing situation today, causing the people of Shu to suffer, and worrying His Highness..." Chu Yan frowned deeply, knowing that she was wrong.

Gu Qi looked at her for a long time, then shook his head with a wry smile: "How did Zhao Qingyun give birth to your daughter? Could it be that the Zhao family gave you his brain together, so the father is so useless, but the daughter is so clever? "

Chu Yan didn't dare to joke with him, knowing how bad he was about the floods in Sichuan these days, it's fine if he didn't scold him severely, so she still said cautiously: "Your Highness, please punish."

Gu Qi looked at the top of her pitch-black head, and the appearance of bowing down to apologize respectfully, his heart paused for some reason.

He was silent for a long time, and then called her in a deep voice: "Chu Yan."

"...The concubine is here." She thought for a long time, and used this word for the first time.

Gu Qi was even more flustered, logically speaking, this was the address she should use, but he sounded cold and blunt, as if there was a wall separating the two of them.

He stretched out his hand and gently lifted her chin with his index finger, making her meet his gaze: "What are you afraid of?"

Chu Yan thought about it and said, "Father made a mistake, that is, the Zhao family made a mistake. I'm not afraid, but it's just..." After a moment of hesitation, she said, "The Zhao family's fault should be borne by me, isn't it? Is it?"

These words froze Gu Qi's heart.

The fault of the Zhao family should be borne by her, isn't it?

Yes, if it weren't for this, how could he have vented his anger on her and watched her being bullied in those years when she first entered the palace?
If not, how could he have treated her so badly during Zhao Wu's forced marriage, and even forced her to lose her virginity before marriage in order to make the whole palace laugh at her?

He's been blaming her all the time, and she's been taking on the blame for things she shouldn't have been blamed on.

Gu Qi choked for breath and was almost speechless.

After a while, he let go of his hand with a wry smile, and walked slowly to the window."You still don't believe me," he said.

Even if he told her that she will be her in the future and the Zhao family will be the Zhao family, but in her subconscious mind, that is just what he said casually.A king probably cares more about this land and river, so how can he completely separate the government from the harem because of a small child's affair?
The Zhao family made a mistake, and she took it for granted that he would punish her again and give her a hard time.

Chu Yan didn't say a word, looking at his unpredictable back, she was indeed a little surprised.

If it were the old Gu Qi, he would definitely be furious because of such a thing, and then blame Zhao Qingyun's mistakes on her, at least he should show her face.

But today, he really fulfilled his promise and did not equate everything between her and the Zhao family.

Gu Qi looked at the warm sunshine outside the window, and said in a deep voice: "Zhao Qingyun got into a catastrophe, it was his business, what has it to do with you? You are my princess, living in the palace, and have nothing to do with the affairs of the court." It doesn't matter, let alone the Shu land thousands of miles away? I said that from now on, you are you, and the Zhao family is the Zhao family, and I will never blame you for these things again."

He suddenly turned around and looked at her, with a bitter smile on his lips: "Chu Yan, did you never trust me from the beginning to the end?"

Yes.

From the beginning to the end, she regarded him as the prince who cared about the world back then. He was hot-blooded and impulsive, wise but not strong enough, so he repeatedly angered her because of the affairs of the court, and even did a series of excessive things.

Chu Yan not only didn't believe him in the past, she doesn't believe him now, and she won't believe him in the future.

Since she is going to be the emperor, she had better not be so naive and expect him to help her go on smoothly with a few nice words.

Because she clearly knew that if she put herself and the political affairs in front of him, even if she put all the weight on her side, she would not be able to shake the other side of the balance.

So she kept silent and didn't speak.

Gu Qi looked at her lowered eyes, her eyelashes moved slightly, her teeth bit her lower lip, and the originally moist and beautiful pink color turned pale with no blood.

Powerless.

Worried.

He sighed, walked up to her, took her hand and walked out: "Come with me."

Chu Yan followed him obediently, without saying a word all the way, and he let go of her, walking one after the other with her.Chu Yan did not expect that he took her out of Yong'an Palace, and went all the way to the residence of Concubine Rong.

Xihua Palace has been empty ever since the emperor took Rong Huang and noble concubine out of the palace. Right now, a few palace people are guarding outside. When they saw the prince and princess coming, they immediately stood up straight and bowed down to pay their respects.

Gu Qi didn't speak, and went directly across the threshold to the backyard.

Chu Yan watched his robe fluttering, and with a swaying back, she followed him across the threshold.

In the end, Gu Qi stopped outside the small forest. There was a small pond in the backyard. There were countless flowers and plants growing beside the pond, and there were still fish swimming in the pond.

Chu Yan didn't know what kind of medicine was sold in his gourd, so she could only call out: "Your Highness?"

He turned his back to her and said, "This is the palace of my concubine."

"I know."

"I grew up here... I've lived here since I was six years old." His voice was clear and pleasant, without any emotion, "The first time I dropped the prince's airs was in this pool, I jumped down to catch fish, and said that I would catch fish for my mother and concubine to make soup. As a result, when my concubine came, she couldn't laugh or cry, she dragged me back to change clothes, and helped me escape the punishment of my father. Only later did I know that this pool The fish in it is a rare species of tribute from the south of the Yangtze River, and the emperor loves it very much, but in the end I fiddled with them to death."

Chu Yan didn't know why he suddenly talked about his childhood, but it was also interesting to hear, and he laughed silently.

He walked forward slowly and looked at the stone steps below the promenade: "When I was young, I used to play chess here, and my concubine took me to sit here, saying that playing chess in the room was too boring, so I might as well play chess casually." One point, sitting on the ground is more interesting. At first I didn’t agree, because it’s a dignified prince, what’s the proper way to sit on the ground to play chess? But then I gradually got used to it. I always feel like basking in the sun, listening to the birdsong, and occasionally Feeling the swaying shadows of the sun is much more enjoyable than playing chess in a dull room."

He pointed to the pomegranate tree in front of the study: "There are countless exotic flowers and plants in this yard, but the pomegranate tree is the favorite of my father. Every winter, I will carefully tell the palace staff to take good care of it; in summer, I love it the most." Standing below to enjoy the flowers. I used to not understand why he only preferred such an ordinary tree. Later, the concubine mother told me that it was because of her. Before she entered the palace, there was a tree in front of her house Pomegranate tree, she loves pomegranates, but because the tree doesn’t bear fruit, she can’t eat it. Later, when she entered the palace, she would think of that pomegranate tree when she was homesick, so her father ordered someone to plant a pomegranate tree in front of the house. tree, so that she would know that this is her home."

He seemed to have never talked so many words so eloquently before, without giving Chu Yan the slightest chance to speak, he just said a lot by himself.

In the end, he turned around to look at Chu Yan, and suddenly said softly: "A lot of things, when I'm too far away, so I don't understand, I always judge subjectively by my own standards It. But after I personally experienced it, walked in, saw it clearly, and became tempted, I realized how stupid I was before. People always find out how many mistakes they have made in the process of continuous growth. Know how to cherish and know how to make up."

The sky in the afternoon was clear and blue, and he fixed his eyes on her with clear and serene eyes: "Chu Yan, are you willing to give me a chance to grow?"

In May, the pomegranate trees are in full bloom, and the flowers are blooming like brocades.

The man under the sea of ​​flowers is dressed in brocade clothes and jade robes, with black hair and a beautiful face, and his dark and deep eyeballs are like ink-colored gemstones, which capture the splendor of the world.

But at this moment, he fixedly looked at Chu Yan, asking her to give him a chance to grow up, her posture was beautiful enough to make mountains and rivers lose their charm.

(End of this chapter)