Ex-husband, why don't you go to heaven?

Chapter 136 I Will Love You For Many Years, There Is No Fixed Duration
The car sped past, and the wind blowing on the face was hotter than being slapped hard.

Lin Yucheng grabbed Gao Lan's hand and did not let go, and Gao Lan hugged her waist tightly. After a while, Gao Lan raised her head and looked at him with joy: "I knew that in your heart, I can't have no status at all. No."

His chest was burning with anger, but looking at the smiling face of the woman in front of him, he couldn't vent his anger at all.

This marriage was agreed to by him, and Xiao Hong was also pushed away by himself.

He had already made a choice between love and the Lin family, and he had to bear the consequences.

Xiao Hong's parents lost their lives because of you, Lin Yucheng, it is undeniable that you are the indirect murderer, this is the guilt and regret that you will linger for the rest of your life.

That girl who can read your loneliness from a single expression of yours and loves you has a better home now, and there is a better man than you who loves her and takes care of her.

The happiness that you can't give her will be given to her by better people.

From the day you make your choice, you are doomed to stick to loneliness for the rest of your life.

He already knew this ending, why did he still feel so sad now?Why does my heart still hurt so much?
Could it be because he subconsciously thought that by luck, that girl would always stand there and wait for him?

Ah!
Why?
He can get married and have children, so why ask her to wait for him?

Lin Yucheng let go of Gao Lan, and suddenly stretched out his hand and slapped himself hard.

"Yucheng, you are crazy!"

Gao Lan's eyes widened and she exclaimed, as if she had been quite frightened, Lin Yucheng raised her eyes and looked at her fixedly, for a long time, she suddenly curled her lips into a low smile: "Yes, I'm crazy."

From the time Xiao Hong said with a relieved expression that he once liked it, but it was already a thing of the past, he was probably driven crazy by himself.

Those deep loves that had been suppressed by him for many years suddenly came to life at that moment, growing wildly like vines, and then entangled his heart tightly, dripping with blood.

The scene of him and Xiao Hong going back to his hometown together many years ago suddenly appeared in his mind. Xiao Hong once showed him a plant called thorn vine.

That kind of plant is obviously as soft as ordinary vines, but the branches are covered with hard thorns, with barbs on the thorns. Once the thorns are pricked, the flesh and blood will come out when the thorns are pulled out.

Lin Yucheng felt that Xiao Hong was just a cluster of thorns growing in his heart. Before, he thought it was just an ordinary vine, but now he realized that this vine was full of thorns. He wanted to clean her out of his heart, just move her like this The thought of it will make you unable to breathe.

Gao Lan soon discovered that Lin Yucheng's mood was not right. Of course, the gentle aura of a modest gentleman in him was gone, replaced by an unconcealable depression and sadness.

Lin Yucheng like this made her a little scared.

"Yucheng, don't do this, grandma is still waiting for us to go back to celebrate her birthday..."

Gao Lan prayed tearfully, Lin Yucheng nodded, yes, grandma is still waiting for them to go back to celebrate her birthday, parents are still waiting for their grandchildren, many people are staring at Lin, Lin Huai's hospital also needs a lot of money to maintain its operation ...

There are still many things waiting for him to do, he can't regret anything, nothing.

He reached out to hail the taxi, Lin Yucheng opened the door and sent Gao Lan into the car, then closed the door, Gao Lan lay on the window and looked at him nervously: "Yucheng, won't you go back with me? Where do you want to go? I can with you!"

Gao Lan said nervously, she faintly felt that the current Lin Yucheng was different from before, if she let him leave like this now, this man would never come back.

Gao Lan said that he wanted to get out of the car, but Lin Yucheng stretched out his hand to support the car door.

"Go back by yourself, or go through the divorce procedures with me now."

Gao Lan felt as if struck by lightning, big teardrops rolled down from the corners of her eyes, she looked pitiful and innocent: "Yucheng, you... are you kidding me? You said that as long as I live, I will always be Lin Lin." Ma'am, I know I made you angry just now, can you take it back?"

Lin Yucheng curled his lips into a smile, as gentle as ever.

"Mrs. Lin, if I hadn't given you a hand just now, I would have been widowed now." Gao Lan's expression changed upon hearing this, but Lin Yucheng did not stop there, and continued: "Or, do you wish Are you the widow?"

Gao Lan felt as if a hand was pinching her neck, and her breathing became difficult.

If she is the widow, then Lin Yucheng is gone, and if Mr. Lin is gone, then what's the point of her being Mrs. Lin! ?

No, she doesn't!
A flicker of unwillingness and madness flashed across Gao Lan's face, before finally returning to calm.

She touched her belly lovingly, raised her head and looked at Lin Yucheng with a smile: "Yucheng, my baby and I will always wait for you to come back."

If it was the past, Lin Yucheng would definitely answer her with a gentle smile, but this time, Lin Yucheng did not answer her.

Turning around to leave, Lin Yucheng's movements were very chic, Gao Lan never knew that a person's back can hurt someone so much.

What she didn't know was that many years ago, this man withdrew from her world without even showing his back to Xiao Hong.

Xiao Hong could get news about him from many ways, and she could also use many methods to find him and ask him everything, but in the end she did nothing. Even during the most difficult time, Xiao Hong never thought of going to Lin Yucheng.

Maybe it's because of her humble self-esteem that she doesn't want to be seen as a stalker by others, maybe it's because she knows in her heart that even if she finds a man who can be so decisive, nothing will change.

Guan Zhe directly drove Xiao Hong back to his apartment. When entering the house, Xiao Hong's eyes were only red. When Guan Zhe helped her pour a glass of warm water, Xiao Hong suddenly burst into tears.

Guan Zhe has never seen a woman cry like her, she has no image, snot and tears are flowing, and her voice is loud, like a child who has been greatly wronged, crying unscrupulously.

Guan Zhe didn't make a sound to comfort her, because all the comforts were of no avail, those pains happened to her and left an indelible mark.

She was in severe pain, and now thinking about it, it still hurts.

Just now in the car, what Xiao Hong said made Guan Zhe very distressed, but Guan Zhe has no way of knowing how much wronged she has suffered before he met her all these years.

The only thing he knows is that from now on, this woman will be guarded by him, and he will not let her suffer any harm.

Xiao Hong cried for nearly half an hour, and Guan Zhe was helping her hand tissues all the time.

After a while, paper towels were thrown on the dust-free floor. If it was before, Guan Zhe would definitely not be able to bear it, but now, he has no time to take care of it.

"Mrs. Guan, if you continue to cry like this, you may not be able to open your eyes tomorrow."

Guan Zhe kindly reminded that Xiao Hong's eyes were unbearably red and swollen, and her mouth was a little chapped. Guan Zhe grabbed the water glass in her hand and forced her to take a sip.

After waiting for a few more minutes, Xiao Hong finally calmed down a bit.

Wiping her tears with a tissue, Xiao Hong smiled: "You know? I haven't cried for many years except filming, and all the tears seem to have been cried when my parents passed away."

"With me, I only allow you to cry this time, and you are not allowed to cry again in the future."

"Yeah." Xiao Hong nodded: "The doctor said that my eyes can't cry too much, and they may relapse, so I always pay attention to protection, because in this world, there are no people who can transplant corneas to me for free. , the person who could take a kidney to treat my illness is gone.”

Xiao Hong said these two sentences very calmly, but her eyes still turned red uncontrollably.

The person who loves her the most, has passed away before enjoying any blessings.

She still had a lot of things to say to them, and a lot of scenery that she didn't accompany them to see. How could they just be gone like this?
Leaving so many regrets to her, what should she do in the future?
Her heart throbbed because of these, and her vision became blurred again. The man embraced her in his arms, and pressed her head against his generous chest. Xiao Hong heard the man's loud promise.

"If you lose your eyesight in the future, I will give you one of my corneal transplants, and I will keep one to take care of you. If you lose your sight again, I will take good care of you, even if your face is wrinkled with age, You have to stay on the bed for eating and drinking, and become a dirty old lady, and I don't dislike you."

"Mr. Guan, has anyone ever praised you for your sweet words?"

"No."

"Oh."

"Because of my love words, I only tell you alone."

The heart, because of this man's words, gave birth to an emotion called 'throbbing'.

Xiao Hong thought that she should be glad that she met this man named Guan Zhe when she was past the age of love.

She didn't know why he was so sure about her for the rest of her life, but she knew that the rest of her life would only be related to him alone.

Sitting quietly leaning against each other for a while, Xiao Hong sorted out her emotions.

Guan Zhe happily took out the notebook and put it on Xiao Hong's lap, then sat on the sofa with Xiao Hong in his arms, and showed her the photos.

"How do you want to decorate the bedroom? Although my current bed is a double bed, you probably don't like the style. You can buy it again according to your own preferences. In addition, the decoration style in the room may be relatively deserted. You can find someone to redecorate it." .”

"It should take a long time to redecorate. Where do you live during this time?"

"Honeymoon trip."

"I still have outside filming work."

"Then go honeymoon where you recorded the show."

"..."

"If you don't like it, we can go somewhere else."

"Mr. Guan, don't you think you spoil me too much?"

Xiao Hong tilted her head and asked as calmly as possible, Guan Zhe raised her eyebrows: "Is there any? That means I haven't worked hard enough."

"..."

What else is this man trying to do?
The man held her hand slightly, and pulled her into his arms, with his back against his chest. The two hearts were closer than ever before, and their heartbeats gradually became the same.

Then the man whispered affectionately and dotingly: "Mrs. Guan, I will try my best to make you take being pampered for granted."

I love you, so it's only natural for me to spoil you. You can ask me anything, no matter whether it is reasonable or not, I will not think you are making trouble for no reason.

I think I will love you for many years, without a fixed term, not for a lifetime, but for the end of my life.

I hope I live longer than you, so that I can always love you and not let you be wronged, so that you will not feel lonely...

If you leave me after a long, long time, I should miss you every day, even if I am too old to know anyone, I will still remember you.

The person I love deeply, thank you for being able to meet you in the vast sea of ​​people, and let me experience such a beautiful feeling of heartbeat.

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