Mixing ancient times with Taobao

Chapter 445 Can't Go Back
The sun is shining and it is indeed a day suitable for going out.

It's just that the two of them can no longer walk freely on the street like they used to.

But Zuo's father's condition only improved slightly, and Zuo Fu didn't have the heart to recall the past.

Furthermore...

What's the point of revisiting the past?
It just adds to the sadness.

Since her last life, she has closed off many emotions.It is best to learn to let go of those things you can't look forward to early in the morning.On the night of his marriage, she had already abandoned the hazy love in her heart from the bottom of her heart, and regarded him as a real king, and she would no longer have any love, nor would she have any expectations.

Some things, hurt once is enough.

Those grievances, those resentments are buried in the bottom of my heart, thinking that the man in front of me is already the supreme in the world, all illusions will be disillusioned.

As she told herself: the gap between the ruler and the minister is insurmountable, he and her will only be two parallel lines, looking at each other and moving forward, but they will never intersect again.

His warmth still remained on the hand that was slowly withdrawn, she stared at him, finally shook her head, and said: "The son of a thousand gold can't sit still, Your Majesty, we can no longer walk around as we were when we were young."

The palace gate of Qianqing Palace opened slowly, and the sun shone in along the eaves. She stepped over the high threshold and walked out slowly without looking back.

The sound of the palace door closing sounded behind her, and her eyes were faintly covered with water vapor.

Growing up taught her to let go but didn't teach her to deal with the pain. Even though she let go of her expectations for him that night, at this moment, she still felt the bitterness from the bottom of her heart, which made her at a loss and didn't know how to deal with it.

The closed door blocked the bright light. He was sitting on the couch, and the incense burner on the couch table exuded a quiet fragrance.She ate only one piece of a plate of mung bean cake specially made for her, like a gaping hole, mocking him mercilessly at his self-indulgence.

"Can't I go back..."

Holding a piece of mung bean cake, he muttered to himself.

then……

long silence.

Even if it hinted that she would not marry in this life, she had never alienated herself as much as she did at this moment.But this time when he came back, even though she occasionally revealed her true feelings, he still felt that faint guard.

That's the proper way for a courtier to deal with the king.Because he regards himself as the king's father, so he is no longer as casual as before?
The mung bean cake was crushed between the slender fingers. The faint mung bean fragrance and the sweetness of jujube paste lingered on the tip of his nose, and he felt a sense of loss.

"Your Majesty, the Empress has summoned Lord Zhen Guo."

Gao Yuan's voice sounded outside the door, "Duke Zhen Guo has gone to the Empress's bedroom at this moment."

Zhu Cihong narrowed his eyes, "The queen has been here?"

"Going back to the emperor, when Lord Zhen Guo was talking to you, the empress came here. She said she wanted to meet a heroine."

Zhu Cihong's expression was unclear, and Gao Yong's heart was pounding.

Just now the emperor grabbed Duke Zhen's hand, and he expressed his intention very clearly, but Duke Zhen refused.

Being rejected by the person whom he has admired for many years, Gao Yong put himself in the shoes and thought about it, feeling that even himself, an eunuch, would feel unhappy.

At this moment, the thoughts in the emperor's heart should be understood by Duke Zhen's intelligence.The emperor didn't want her to be just his courtier, but also wanted her to be his confidante, but she couldn't be given a title...

In Gao Yong's view, this is the safest way.Although I feel a little wronged by Zhen Guogong, but I can't be a concubine, but I have the title of a Duke, and I am not restricted by the harem rules. I am free to come and go, and I can still be favored by His Majesty. Isn't this much better than being famous?
It's just that Duke Zhen seems to be a single-minded person, and he directly responded to His Majesty's wishes.His Majesty wanted her to go out for a walk, just to express that he has never forgotten his kindness to her. He still treasured that extremely ugly hat that covered his face. Back then, she could take him, the invisible prince, to play. , today he is also willing to give her the status of a hidden queen, and stay with her forever...

Hinting at this point, Duke Zhen still didn't appreciate it, this temper is really fierce!

Bowing her body, she said cautiously: "My lord, do you want a slave..."

"No need."

Zhu Cihong said with a calm expression: "In addition to being Zhen Guogong, she is also the lord of Jiangning County, a foreign-born woman. There is nothing wrong with the queen calling the foreign-born woman. Don't go and sweep the queen's face."

"The Duke of Zhen begged the emperor to cut off the housework?"

Zhu Cihong felt a little irritable at the moment, and didn't want to continue talking, so he waved his hand and said, "You go down, let me think about this matter."

"Yes……"

In front of the Kunning Palace, Zuo Fu was led into the main hall by the maidservant, and then performed the ceremony of a married woman, crossed his hands in front of his forehead, and knelt down to salute, "Minister, Zuo Fu paid homage to the empress. The empress is a thousand years old, a thousand years old, a thousand years old." age."

"Aiqing calm down."

The Queen's soft voice came, "Come here, give Lord Zhen Guo a seat."

"Thank you Queen Empress."

Zuofu sat down beside the queen's lower left hand, maintaining a posture of looking forward.Without the queen's permission, these eyes cannot look around at will.

"Mr. Zhen Guo, don't be restrained. I have called you here today because I have heard of your name for a long time. I want to see the demeanor of our heroines. You should just be casual."

"Thank you, Empress."

Zuo Fu got up and saluted, then sat down again, and then looked at the queen a little bit.

With a clear complexion and elegant demeanor, she is indeed a great beauty with both talent and virtue.

Zuo Fu glanced slightly, then withdrew his gaze.

Can't help but sigh, no wonder this person was chosen as the queen.Although it is said to choose talents after the election, if the appearance is too ugly, how can the emperor have any interest?This queen was very talented and famous when she was in Suzhou, not only beautiful, but also quite talented.

When I saw her today, she was indeed a well-known scholar. This woman was indeed beautiful, and she had an outstanding temperament. She had a faint bookish air, like an orchid in an open valley, and it was easy to feel a little close to her at a glance.

When Zuo Fu was looking at the queen, Shan Zhixian was also looking at Zuo Fu.

Aside from His Majesty's thoughts on Zuo Fu, it would be a lie to say that such a strange woman is not curious.As a woman, Zuo Fu was able to confer a title in one fell swoop, to be an official in a local area, and to put on armor and go into battle to kill the enemy.

Which of these actions is not a pioneering move?She is the idol in the hearts of many women, and even some rebellious girls think that if Zuo Fu can do things that men can't do, it can only mean that a daughter is not as good as a man, and it is a lie.

It is man-made, not men and women.

He has heroic eyebrows, big eyes, extremely tall stature, and a pair of feet protruding carelessly outside the official robe, without any feminine grace and tenderness at all.

If there is anything worthwhile, it is the skin.I really don't know, how can she keep so white in such hot place as Qiongzhou?There is no spot on the skin, and it is so white that it glows, which is really the envy of others.

Is this the kind of woman His Majesty likes?
(End of this chapter)